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| Name: | Noel |
| E-mail address: | daisytwo@bluehen.udel.edu |
| Comments: | A lot of what you're saying here sounds really familiar. I have TMJ too (and an NTI, which only seems to SLIGHTLY help), and I also think I'm hormonally screwy. I mean, I've had everything checked, and one time my doctor had me take a little bit of estrogen for a couple of weeks, but I didn't notice a difference. With my period, I feel the same as you. Three bad weeks, one good week per month. I guess Seasonale is something to think about... I'd always heard that the emotional symptoms were just as bad each month, just without the period. I have switched from pill to pill, hoping to find something that helped. Anyway, just wanted to let you know that you aren't alone! |
| Name: | Meg |
| E-mail address: | aspen_underwater@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://anorexicmeg.diaryland.com/ |
| Comments: | I read some of your diary entries...I completely understand how you feel. It's cool and good to find someone else who's struggling with a similar issue. I wish you the best of luck! ~Meg |
| Name: | incshrnkmn@aol.com |
| Comments: | Good luck. I know this will sound a little pervy, but you've never said exactly how tall you are, how curvy. What's your height? What are your sizes and measurement? It will help picture you. |
| Name: | A. Nony Moose |
| Comments: | Welcome back.
Missed you. |
| Name: | Non |
| E-mail address: | non@fred.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://my-url-here.com |
| Comments: | in order to brighten you up a little just pick one of scud@scudly.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://scudly.com |
| Comments: | As a proud owner of a Hyundai Elantra I welcome you to the fold. Though I'm a bit sad you didn't go for an Elantra. They're a bit bigger than the Accents and you can find them for pretty damned cheap. Oh well, enjoy your new car and if you have questions you should head over to hyundai-forums.com and hyundaiforum.com, they seem to be a pretty large group of Accent owner. |
| Name: | Lara |
| Comments: | I've "broken my foot" twice (the fifth metatarsal) and there really isn't anything doctors do for you, except tell you to stay off it for a couple weeks. I've also done other crap to my foot that didn't involve broken bones that was just as painful and took just as long to heal (which is weeks, not months). So, basically, it really doesn't matter whether the foot is broken. Orthopedic surgeons, in particular, are not helpful for this sort of injury- their expertise is surgery involving bones. A podiatrist might be more familiar with what is going on with your foot, but they would probably also just tell you to stay off it for a while. Good luck, and I hope you feel better soon :) |
| Name: | incshrnkmn@aol.com |
| E-mail address: | incshrnkmn@aol.com |
| Comments: | Anybody who doesn't help you when you're on crutches isn't good enough for you.
What's going to happen in marriage vows when it comes to the "in sickness and in health" part? What's he going to say, "I do, all except for the sickness part"? Just my two cents. |
| Name: | Noel |
| E-mail address: | daisytwo@bluehen.udel.edu |
| Homepage URL: | http://noelhasmoved.blogspot.com |
| Comments: | You know, I am really happy to see how things are working out for you and Jeff. I agree that love really is a choice, and I'm glad you're making it with someone who appears to be a really wonderful guy.
Also, in terms of part-time jobs, try Sears, if there's one near you. I worked on commission there in sporting goods and made an average of $12 per hour (and MUCH more during the holiday season). It was the best retail job I ever had, for sure. |
| Name: | Alice |
| Comments: | Somehow came across this diary. Sweetheart, I wish you all the best. I think Jeff loves you a lot. I hope things get better, and both of you communicate & express yourselves. |
| Name: | Noel |
| Comments: | Wow, I think I'm glad you finally did it, but due to the fact that you got called away from the entry, I'm not sure how you're doing. I hope you're doing OK, and I will be thinking of you. |
| Name: | Lara |
| Comments: | Thanks for keeping us updated! |
| Name: | Lara |
| Comments: | Go to therapy on your own! It sounds like there are some issues you could work on with a therapist.
Wait, that came out like a criticism, but it's not. That thought just kept staring at me as I was reading your posting. I genuinely hope you feel better soon and get this Jeff thing worked out :) |
| Name: | janeane |
| Homepage URL: | http://bantenhut.diaryland.com |
| Comments: | I wish you the best of luck with your whole situation. You seem really ready to get out of the relationship, like my mom was when she left my dad. Have courage! I think you'll feel better once it's all far behind you. |
| Name: | noel |
| E-mail address: | daisytwo@bluehen.udel.edu |
| Homepage URL: | http://noelhasmoved.blogspot.com |
| Comments: | Hi! I just wanted to assure you that I'm not deleting you, even though your updates are sporadic. I might check in more rarely than I do with people who update frequently, but I have a super long list of people who I keep hoping will update, and you're one of them! Just in case you were wondering.
I do you take care of things with Jeff and that whatever you end up doing brings you peace. It will be hard, and definitely not happy, but feeling at peace with yourself is important too... |
| Name: | tee-tees |
| Comments: | Just spent the past week or so using my breaks, lunches and other spare moments to become completely engrossed in your diary and your life. You are an amazing writer and (silly as this sounds, as I don't know you) an amazing person. I wish you so much luck in doing whatever it is you choose to do with the Jeff situation.
-Anna |
| Name: | Gumphood |
| E-mail address: | g@D.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://gumphood.diaryland.com |
| Comments: | I think its funny, in a sad way, that you can't give a breakup talk. One of my exes sucked at it too. She'd like break up with me, and then right after feel bad and hook up with me. Talk about being confused. |
| Name: | Gumphood |
| E-mail address: | g@D.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://gumphood.diaryland.com |
| Comments: | I really liked that post secrete one. Thats a great site. I am glad that I was able to make you laugh. Thats key. |
| Name: | Ken Dahl |
| E-mail address: | incshrnkmn@aol.com |
| Comments: | You'll get through this.
I feel like I've watched you grow up. This is just another thing you have to get past. Another Chicagoan. |
| Name: | Lara |
| Comments: | Gosh, good luck with having that talk on Saturday. It sounds like you definitely have some things you need to get out :) It was interesting that you tried to write a letter to Jeff, but it turned into the third person in order to continue. |
| Name: | noel |
| E-mail address: | daisytwo@bluehen.udel.edu |
| Homepage URL: | http://noelhasmoved.blogspot.com |
| Comments: | Wow, your most recent entry sounds exactly like me and my battles with depression/anxiety. And yeah, I've been to doctors and psychiatrists and gynecologists (because mine too is worse around my period... so I have PMDD, supposely) for the past two years (well not in the past four months or so, because I don't have insurance right now), so I can tell you what to expect if you do go. You're right, depression can be hormone/chemical-related but for me, it was never as easy as just taking something. Finally, now, I'm on Lexapro, which kills my sex drive, I think, but keeps me from crying on a daily basis, so I guess that's something, though I'm getting to the point where I kind of want to see what I feel like without it... We'll see. At any rate, drop me an e-mail if you have any questions or want to talk! And feel better! |
| Name: | f-i-n |
| E-mail address: | Francesnash@aol.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://f-i-n.diaryland.com |
| Comments: | Hi, Greek girl...what's up? Hugs and kisses from stormy miami.... |
| Name: | Alyssa |
| E-mail address: | alyssa3579@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | Just wanted to write to say that I understand completely everything you're going through. I just graduated from college and am in the process of moving out of state to accept a teaching position. My life is in a state of chaos - I'm leaving my family and friends and moving 1500 miles away for my first real job, but I'll know no one. But life does go on. But anyways, what prompted me to write in here is I know the book you're talking about.. about the group of girl.. and the girl who marries young and has an affair with her husband's father... crazy situation, good book though. Good luck with everything, I've been reading for a long time! It sure is hard being young during a time of constant change, but I guess what everyone tells us is true - It will get better over time. Hang in there! :) |
| Name: | Lara |
| E-mail address: | larissa_101 at yahoo.com |
| Comments: | If you're interested in doing some reading up on sex-related things, and communication w/your partner about them, which sounds like it might be useful "The Guide to Getting it On" is a great overall resource. This is coming from a girl in the opposite of your situation, ie having trouble initiating things w/the boy (er, man). But, obviously, I'm not qualified to give advice... |
| Name: | scud |
| Homepage URL: | http://scudly.com |
| Comments: | Wow, again there's almost too much to comment on. However I'll comment on the 'why is he still in this relationship if he can't see it working' with two things. 1] He could see that it's probably not the best thing overall, but he could also feel that he's already invested so much time and energy into the relationship that he doesn't want to just cut and run. Or he could just be too nice and doesn't want to rock the boat so to speak. 2] If you realise this, why are YOU still with him? Why not break up and go on a different path and try to find someone who does excite you and make you feel giddy inside? |
| Name: | scud |
| Homepage URL: | http://scudly.com/ |
| Comments: | Holy crap it's probably been 5 years since I started reading you. Anyway I wanted to say I feel your pain, having started a new job too. But you're no slouch so just know that they're growing pains and to not worry. Pretty soon [probably about a month and a half] you'll be saying things to other people and sit back and realize that holy shit you DO understand all this crap now.
I know I freaked myself when I did that a while ago. But glad you found a job, and hope it goes well. |
| Name: | x |
| E-mail address: | x@y.z |
| Comments: | same symptoms for me when i had gall stones |
| Name: | Miranda |
| Homepage URL: | http://blazingstar.diaryland.com |
| Comments: | Hey, I stumbled across your diary a few weeks ago when you weren't able to update. Just wanted to say I'm so glad you're back because I was wondering how thinks were going...It's great that you worked things out with Jeff. I went through a similar situation with my boyfriend, and it's such a relief when everything gets figured out. Anyway, just wanted to say hi and I love reading your diary! |
| Name: | ali (human-blimp) |
| Comments: | you're brave, aglaia. i've been going through some similar stuff with my boyfriend, but i'm scared to think about, and even more to write about it. sigh. i'll just take it slow, but i wanted to say i kind of understand what you're going through. |
| Name: | Fucktitles Administration |
| E-mail address: | bunkwitch@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://fucktitles.diaryland.com |
| Comments: | We apologize for the offensive nature of our last post. We have a tendency to go off on tangents where every other word out of our mouths are curse words. We're really trying to work on that, really. We're even seeing a therapist about it. Too bad she's a fucking bitch about everything. |
| Name: | Fucktitles Administration |
| E-mail address: | bunkwitch@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://fucktitles.diaryland.com |
| Comments: | We are glad to make people happy here at Fucktitles HQ. We would also like to add that we like your layout. It makes us want to have sex with underage boys and vomit in large vats. We here at Fucktitles are learned men and women. And we like to touch little boys. Does that make us wrong? I think not. |
| Name: | l.bug |
| Comments: | hey chica,
i just want you to know, that i've still been following your diary, too... admittedly, i was surprised when you started having doubts about your relationship (a few months ago?) since i thought you guys were like "the golden couple" you know (sorry, don't mean to bring you down, just being honest). but, the more you write, i can see, sort of, that your doubts are turning into... hrm, affirmations? i don't know if that made sense, but from the outside looking in (and i know i'm being a hypocrite, but ya know, we can smell our own kind ;)), that you're looking out for others (jeff, even his parents), and not necessarily yourself... just a thought. much love, anna |
| Name: | Michelle |
| E-mail address: | mikala86michelle@hotamil.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://powerofduck.diaryland.com |
| Comments: | I just wanted to say how much I love your template. I have never seen one like that before. Did you make it yourself or did you find it somewhere? I just think it's so cool. |
| Name: | Ms. Boombastic |
| E-mail address: | boombastic@comcastnospam.net |
| Homepage URL: | http://msboombastic.diaryland.com |
| Comments: | Reading your last entry, I think you're making the right decision. It hasn't sounded like it was there anymore for a while. As you know, I just went through this with my boyfriend of nine years. And it was the hardest, most horrible thing that I have ever done. And sometimes I feel regret and feel like maybe I made the wrong decision, but deep down I know that I made the right one. I still have a broken heart over it, and so does he, but that doesn't mean that I should have stayed. Good luck with whatever happens...who knows, he might surprise you and wake up to how he needs to treat you to make you feel what you used to feel? Email me if you ever want to talk about this with someone who has gone through the same situation. |
| Name: | l.bug |
| Comments: | obviously, i'm not the expert on relationships, but... i don't know, it just doesn't seem like you've been happy with the relationship in awhile (compared to how it was in the beginning, which i suppose is bound to happen), and that you were in it because it was a "given" rather than a "choice", you know? like there was no option but to be together, i suppose... i hope you are well, and will send good thoughts your way. take care, anna |
| Name: | Gumphood |
| Homepage URL: | http://gumphood.diaryland.com |
| Comments: | I would say, I agree. I find it amuzing. I just never take credit for it. Its an office mystery |
| Name: | scud |
| Homepage URL: | http://scudly.com/main.php |
| Comments: | yea, it's called friendly flirting. i think every girl does it. |
| Name: | Tara |
| E-mail address: | taramf@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.xanga.com/private/home.aspx?user=halfpint_828 |
| Comments: | must be nice for your guy to lavalier you. I just talked to my bf about it and he said that the only reason why girls are all about lavaliering is because they want to know the secrets. :( I told him he obviously had no clue what the actual meaning behind lavaliering is. |
| Name: | em |
| E-mail address: | |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | i can't BELIEVE you are letting some guy go along on YOUR vacation -- you don't even like him! don't let them push you around! it's so much $$ and time and you deserve to be there with your bf *only*; not your bf and his friend. seriously. i mean, why does he want his friend to come along, anyway? |
| Name: | ali |
| Comments: | ooooooooOOOOOoooh, Argentina! awesome. that's my part of the world. you'll have a blast - too bad karl is going, but you'll have a blast anyways. and yeah, it will be very cheap. anyways, let me know if you need help with anything. |
| Name: | Theresa |
| Homepage URL: | http://starlight42.diaryland.com |
| Comments: | Saw your banner on the top diaries site & thought I'd check you out. I love Cedar Point, haven't been in a few years, but it's always a blast. The last time I went was for Halloweekends- right around this time. It is a nice time to go, not too hot, small lines, cheaper prices too I think! |
| Name: | Kali |
| Comments: | Read your Apr 2000 experiance aobut feleting virginity. If its any concillation to you, your expeiance is not unique and made me relived memories. |
| Name: | Lara |
| Comments: | Hi there! You left us hanging with the August 1st entry :) |
| Name: | ali |
| Homepage URL: | http://human-blimp.diaryland.com |
| Comments: | i hope everything worked out. good luck with everything. :) |
| Name: | Ms. Boombastic |
| E-mail address: | boombastic@nospamcomcast.net |
| Homepage URL: | http://msboombastic.diaryland.com/ |
| Comments: | Thank you for your kind words in my guestbook--I always love reading your writing as well. I COMPLETELY understand what you are going through with your doubts about Jeff right now. I'm going through some of the same issues myself with Justin. I will keep my fingers crossed that things will work out for the best for you. |
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| E-mail address: | gr@tplus.at |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.race.at |
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| E-mail address: | lynda@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.allocam.com |
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