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Name: christy
E-mail address: steven.jones38@btopenworld.com
Comments:Miss you nana granda and aunty violet missing you every day i just wanted to say a realy big thankyou for looking after cameran and making sure he got to us safe and well he's very much like you grandad Thank you sooooo much xxxxxx Also flake our beloved dog and alice our cat miss you love always christy and camrean xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Saturday, June 27th 2009 - 04:32:14 AM
Name: christy
E-mail address: steven.jones38@btopenworld.com
Comments:To Alice my best friend who was there for me no matter what she would always come running when i called out her name she would always greet me with a kiss and a meow she would sleep in my bed with me in all weather's my girl was 1 week away from her 19th birthday when she snatched away from us by the f**king dog the night befor she died she lay next to my 3 week old baby boy and licked his hand she would lay in my arms and sleep for agaes.people say she was only a cat but to me she was much much more she was my rock my baby girl god i miss her so much. ALICE 14/05/91 to 07/05/09 love you for ever and always love you baby girl xxx lots of love christy and cameran xxxxx
Saturday, June 27th 2009 - 04:22:57 AM
Name: Asha James
E-mail address: asha.james69@googlemail.com
Comments:
15.6.09


My died of cancer in February this year.
We found out that he had lung cancer in December, he had his 68th birthday on the 8th Dec,then was admitted on the 12th Dec.
At the time i was running my own business,and taking christmas orders.I wasn't in right frame of mind,and i just wanted to be with my Dad every minite of the day,but i was tied down to this business,i still went to see him no matter.
Now its Fathers day,and im feeling quite emotional at this time, as i would always visit my Dad without fail choose a special card.
My Dad was always over the moon when i visited him.I have my Mum now,who i feel so protective towards.
We should make the most of this life,with our families because time is short,and we should express how we feel and tell those close to us that we love them,and spend time together more often.
This wesite has helped me a lot, this is the third time ive signed.
Good luck to every one Asha
Monday, June 15th 2009 - 05:35:01 PM
Name: russ
E-mail address: s.software89@yahoo.co.uk
Comments:thanks iam really pleased i came across your website
Tuesday, May 26th 2009 - 10:08:17 PM
Name: Barry.
E-mail address: sonnyboy@ntlworld.com
Comments:Today is week 21 since my wife was taken from me after a three year battle against cancer. I am still counting the weeks and watching the clock every Friday. I really can't see a future for me, instead I am living just one day at a time. I'm told that things will get better, but I believe that time will only allow me to think of my wife without becoming emotional, and that time has not yet arrived.
Friday, May 15th 2009 - 09:55:11 PM
Name: lynda
Comments:I lost my mum suddenly 3 weeks ago, she died the day before her 46th birthday, i feel i will never get through this sad and lonely time, nice to see this page and to read all of your thoughts and to know im not alone at this time.

I cant believe your gone,
It just seems so unfair,
I will never forget,
How much you did for me,
And how much you cared,

My heart feels like its breaking,
My worlds been turned upside down,
Words just cant begin to express,
How much ill miss having you around,

Ill miss watching you dance,
To your favorite CD,
Ill miss all the Saturday,
Dinners you did for me,

I cant imagine life,
Without you in it,
MAM ill think about,
You every minute....
love always lynda
Thursday, May 14th 2009 - 10:41:51 PM
Name: Michelle
E-mail address: wba_2003@hotmail.com
Comments:I lost my Mum 6 weeks ago and i miss her so much. She meant the world to me was such a happy go lucky person that lived life to the full. All i can do is take the strength she had and use it in a positve way to help me overcome my sadness.
Friday, May 8th 2009 - 11:53:52 AM
Name: sheniz
E-mail address: Shenizm@hotmail.co.uk
Comments:I lost my wonderful father on 19th Feb 2001 it was sudden.I have never got over it and I know I never will. They say time heals but all it does is make you cope better with the loss. Whenever I think of my father I always choke up and my eyes fill with tears the pain is evident and will always be constant. I will always love you dad rest in peace
your devoted daughter Sheniz
Thursday, May 7th 2009 - 12:21:12 AM
Name: Diane
E-mail address: WilsDragon@aol.com
Comments:I lost my mum on thursday 30th april at 3.30pm. I was with her at the time. im still in shock i think. she was 84 and her name was mary.
Monday, May 4th 2009 - 05:09:55 PM
Name: valerie rees
E-mail address: valerierees@msn.com
Comments:ive just lost my brother .im really raw at the moment ,will be back here soon xxxxxxxxxxxx
Thursday, April 30th 2009 - 07:17:23 AM
Name: Asha James
E-mail address: sales@inacrysta.com
Comments:27.4.09
The last time I signed in the Dream book was in March almost a month since my Dad died.Since then my sister and I have been doing our best to help my Mum with all the legal documents that follow.
I had so much anger in me at that time,when my Dad died but I will always have the pain,I would just want to try and keep my Dads memory alive.I would love to go on a Pilgrimage with my Mum some day,finding some peace.
We had so much help,support from family and friends,during this hard time which we are greatful for.Now after 3mths my sister and I have to organise the arms giving for the memory of my Dad,which is a Buddhist tradition we follow.
My dad had planned to go back home for a holiday with my Mum 2 weeks before he was admitted.I managed to go with my Mum last month where they have a house.
We didn't go for a holiday,but it so happened that my Dads home abroad was burgled the day after the funeral.What a shock that was for us,so I helped my Mum with all that to deal with when I was there.
Dad had so much pride about his house,the last room he had newly fitted was the 2nd bathroom,so he kept saying how he was looking forward to using it.
We took some of my Dads ashes in an urn with us back home,but we couldn't bear leaving him alone there so my Mums bringing them back with her, we may probably place them in an area of the garden with some lovely flowers,by a tree a peaceful place in the garden we can visit any time.My Dad loved his garden.
My wishes are with you all. Asha
Monday, April 27th 2009 - 05:35:09 PM
Name: kelly winterbottom
E-mail address: kellywinterbottom@yahoo.co.uk
Comments:in loveing memory of my dear grandma.

if i could have a single wish,
id visit heaven up above,
to see my special grandma
whom with all my heart i love.

you were always understanding
when i had lost my way,
and your kindness and your wisdom
are still with me everyday.

I'll miss you always and forever,
and when i see the stars that shine,
i'll think of my special grandma,
whom im proud to say was all mine.

Wednesday, April 15th 2009 - 05:20:17 PM
Name: LINDA
E-mail address: LGILLIE51@YAHOO.CO.UK
Comments:COME ACROSS THIS BEUTIFUL SITE BY ACCTDENT OR MAYBE I WAS GUIDED TO IT AS I AM FEELING VERY LOST AND ALONE BUT REALIZE LOOSING MY BEUTIFUL BRAVE HUSBAND TO CANCER MADE ME WANT TO STOP TN AND SCREEM THAT I WANT HIM BACK IT HURTS SO MUCH AND ITS LIKE A OPEN CUT .BUT TODAY I AM NOT ALONE AND HAVE TO REMEMBER YOU ALL WHEN I CANT SHAKE THIS DEPRESSION OFF.WHAT HEARTFELT MESSAGES THAT CO INCIDE WITH MINE AND DONT FEEL LONELY READIG THEM.THANK YOU FOR SUCH A WARM WELCOMING CARING SITE.I WILL VISIT YOU ALL OFTEN.XXXXXXXXXX
Wednesday, April 8th 2009 - 02:43:47 AM
Name: sandra
E-mail address: sandradeans@yahoo.co.uk
Comments:What a wonderful site, it has brought me great comfort having a memorial in the garden of tranquility for my mum.Thanks to the host for all the hard work put into this for the good of others.
Tuesday, April 7th 2009 - 07:16:09 PM
Name: Michele
E-mail address: michelebailey@tiscali.co.uk
Homepage URL: http://thedoggerelsbollocks.wordpress.com
Comments:I lost my husband Steve in August 2008. He had been ill with an undiagnosed gut problem that left him at the end unable to walk, sleep or do much without pain. He died of an arrythmia which I'm told he would have known nothing about. He died in bed next to me. The 15-20 minutes it took the ambulance/police to get to me were the longest and hardest in my life. Telling his parents and grandmother that their beautiful son had died was awful. He was and will remain my soul mate. The website was his blog. He was a very intelligent and talented man. He trained as a scientist, became a great gardener and when he felt his life was nearly over due to illness he took up writing poetry and doggerel. I'm plodding on but often with little enthusiasm. Reading the entries here has made me cry with recognition of the pain I myself feel. There are far too many of us suffering alone at home. At some point the rest of the world sees you as single and not widowed and grieving. I'm struggling to create a new life for myself. Steve would be desparately unhappy if I were to lose all interest and love of life. I know when I pass away I'll be going wherever he has gone but that is little comfort when you want to hug, smell and kiss them.
Saturday, March 21st 2009 - 03:53:50 PM
Name: Paul
Comments:Have just been to my mother in laws funeral today, she died on the 8th march 2009 age 67. The service was ok with some readings from my wifes family, very touching indeed and a lot of people attending which was nice too. Unlike a lot of people with their inlaws I got on with her very well, she was very much to the point, which was not unlike my mother, so I was used to mothers saying what they thought and in a way liked it that way, you never needed to ask if you had offended her because she would tell you before you had chance to ask.
In the week before she died, we visited her often and on the last day I told her she was a good mother in law and that I would miss her.
At the moment I feel cheated in that I feel I wanted to know her for longer than I was allowed.
Best Wishes to you all.
Wednesday, March 18th 2009 - 11:52:56 PM
Name: Elizabeth
E-mail address: cuppie-cake@hotmail.co.uk
Comments:My Uncle died last week and I am still struggling to cope with every day life. This is particularly difficult for me because as a university student it's the time of year where all the deadlines fall. I keep telling myself to 'be strong' and do well because he was nothing, if not a hard working professional. But it's not that easy. I find myself crying uncontrollably at the slightest trigger and getting very angry.. again over nothing in particular. I hate being on my own and constantly feel lonely and anxious, but at the same time I can't face big crowds of people. A normal student night out has turned into my worst nightmare and I would rather avoid people than let them see me like this. Today is my birthday. It doesn't feel like it though. I couldn't really feel less excited if I tried. If anything, I feel worse than a normal day. I don't feel like celebrating or doing anything remotely fun. All I feel like doing is being on my own and crying. I can't believe my Uncle died - especially seeing as he only went into hospital with a broken leg but contracted pneumonia. Sometimes I think hospitals do more damage to people than good. I know he was old and ill (he had parkinsons too) but he didn't deserve to die yet. I worry about my Aunty and my Grandmother (his sister) as they will feel the effects the most. My Grandmother lost her husband only a few years ago and I remember how hard it was for her to get through that, so I can't imagine how much worse it must feel to loose her brother on top of everything. She is quite a private person and it's often hard to support her because she always wants to put on a 'brave face' and I have only every heard her crying once in my whole life. I'm worried about the funeral in a couple of day's time because I'm useless at things like that. Instead of being there for my family I'll probably be crying and not talking an awful lot.
Monday, March 16th 2009 - 10:17:33 AM
Name: Emma Hall
E-mail address: e.hall693@btinternet.com
Comments:Loosing my brother-in-law to cancer on the 14th of January 2007 was one of the hardest things I have ever endured. Until my beautiful Sister Julie (his wife) died exactly 11 weeks later on the 1st of April also of cancer. The pain of loosing my big sister was immense I didn’t think I would ever get over loosing them. I helped her older children through the worst of it & became legal guardian to her youngest one. It took me a long time to start the grieving process, organising 2 funerals, looking after her children and my husband and work let me escape from reality. But eventually it did catch up with me & I was finally starting to come to terms with it and was able to talk about the good times and bad without ending up in tears.
Then the ultimate hammer blow happened. My mam suddenly passed away on the 26th of February 2009. She was my mam my best friend my nurse & my confider with never having a father she was everything, I told her things I have never told another living soul. She might have been 72 years old & some insensitive people can say she had had a good innings. She hadn’t! She had angina from the age of 38 after getting pregnant with me, for the last 9 years she has been wheelchair bound riddled with osteoarthritis. I miss her so much I know that when our ju died that took all of her will to live. & I know that she is with her beautiful daughter but I want her to be here with me im the baby of the family I need her more than anything. I miss her smile, her smell her floppy ear lobes that I always played with as a child. The way she got me & my sister mixed up & called me lemma (a mixture of Lynn & Emma). & again I have to be the strong one organising the funeral & sorting out her estate, believe it or not I have got 2 older sisters that should be doing this but hey I guess it’s down to me again. What I really want to do is lock the door and crawl into a corner & be left in peace just for a little while to let me deal with my loss in my own way and do not have to be strong for others. Three deaths in 22 months is about as much as any one can take.

Im sorry for going on & im so sorry for sounding angry especially towards Mam I know I shouldn’t be but just at this moment I am so mad with her for leaving me. Selfish I know but she knows I don’t mean it

Thanks again for listening

Emma

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Friday, March 13th 2009 - 07:49:29 PM
Name: julie, maureen, kathy
E-mail address: bowbub@hotmail.uk.co
Comments:To our dearest pat (our sister) its nearly ayear now. We never knew how much we loved you, until you were gone. What pain......thankyou so much for being part of our family. We miss you so much, but you know, dont you kid. you are truly one special lady and we will always love you for always and forever. keep watch and shine brightly.
Tuesday, March 10th 2009 - 04:35:55 PM
Name: ian
E-mail address: ian.harmer@blueyonder.co.uk
Comments:My darling wife Wendy and I met on 23rd October 1999, both having previously been unlucky in love. Both of us were deserted by our partners,in her case leaving her with an 18 month old son and a 6 week old daughter. She spent the next 18 years working at 2 and sometimes 3 part time jobs to make sure that they never went without and that their home was a place of fun and happiness. She even managed to buy them both their first cars when they got to seventeen years of age !
They went on to make her so proud by her son becoming a police officer and her daughter graduating from university with a B.A.Hons.
By the time I met Wendy the kids were 20 and 22 so not really kids anymore. We met through a lonely hearts column in a local paper, and we hit it off straight away. It was as if we had known each other all our lives. Were truly made for each other and destiny had at last brought us together.
The shadow of cancer entered our lives the day before her 52nd birthday on 17th January 2005. I remember the consultant taking us into a side room and saying 'I'm afraid it's not the news you want to hear'. The rollercoaster ride had begun. She underwent surgery, radiotherapy and chemotherapy and it seemed for a while as if she had beaten it. 2006 was a good year for us and apart from regular check ups, hospital free.
On 21st October that year we marrried and it was the happiest day of our lives. Our happiness was to be shortlived as early in 2007 we were told that the cancer had come back again in the breast. Further surgery followed and more chemotherapy, with the added complication that during the surgery her arm became paralysed and would remain so for nearly 6 months. Again the cancer appeared to shrink but in 2008 we were told it was back for a 3rd time and this time in the lung as well. Wendy bravely started her 3rd regime of chemo and although in constant discomfort from previous surgery put up with all that was thrown at her. She never wallowed in self pity and never said 'why me'. She just carried on with the most amazing courage. A few months ago whilst at home, she started to have trouble finding words and constructing sentences. We returned to the hospital to be told that the cancer had spread to her brain. She said to the Doctor,' I take it I'm not going to make old bones then?' and she replied 'I'm sorry but probably not'.
She underwent whole brain radiotherapy in an attempt to shrink the tumours and initially thinks looked successful.
On 17th November this year, she was suffering a lot of back pain and thinking the cancer may have spread to her spine we returned for further tests. Although CT scans showed nothing sinister she was in a lot of pain so was admitted to hospital for pain relief. We were not to know that Wendy would never leave the hospital again. The cancer had travelled to the lining of her brain and although she was able to talk to us off and on as she slipped in and out of drug induced sleep, she slowly became more and more paralysed and more and more sleepy.
After the Sunday night she slipped into a deeper sleep and did not move again.
On the Wednesday night as the kids and I sat in the room with her, I noticed a change in her breathing and called the nurse who said 'It won't be long now'. I told the kids to hold her hands and I took her in my arms and told her how much I loved her and how much she was loved by so many people. I told her that she had fought long and hard enough and it was OK to let go, but inside I was screaming for her not to leave me.
As I watched her she took two or three gentle gasps and then she stopped breathing. At that moment my whole world fell apart and I haven't been able to cope since.
I have so many doubts and worries.....did she hear me telling her I loved her as she slipped away ? Is she now with her loved ones ? Will I ever see her again? Is she really close to me or am I just trying to fool myself ?
At her funeral on the 8th December 225 people attended to say goodbye to my darling wife. She touched so many people in her life and was such a good person. Why did she have to suffer like this ? I just can't reconcile myself with the thought that there is a benevolent God when He can make such a good person suffer like this.
Sorry I have rambled on for so long but I just needed to get this down to try and make some sense of it all and to try and find a way to stop my tears and this feeling of pain inside.
Please stay close to me my darling, give me your strength and courage to carry on and please help me to come to terms with being without you. I miss holding your hand and stroking your beautiful face. I miss your lovely smile and the sound of your laughter. You were one in a million my darling and the world is a colder place without you in it.
God Bless you my darling, I will love you forever until the day we are reunited and our love will last for eternity.
Your husband,

Ian

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Saturday, March 7th 2009 - 08:46:02 PM
Name: Asha James
E-mail address: sales@inacrystal.com
Homepage URL: http://books.dreambook.com/davlyn/main.html
Comments:My dad died on 5th Feb 09 (He went into hosp 12.12.08)
They say he died of lung cancer,or could it be pneumonia? unfortunately it was too late for a biopsy to get a diagnosis for any treatment.
My dad booked two tickets to visit back home,for a holiday with my mum. he complained of a chesty cough for which he was given an inhaler,also the (flu Jab)that i believe with my mum killed him. He couldn`t lie down on a bed for weeks so, he had to sit and try to sleep on a chair . The Dr`s said to my dad "Mr Cooray" its X`mas. Which I understand mean`t the doctors are on leave for christmas, you will have to wait. I feel angry because my dads health care was DELAYED & NEGLECTED and he was not given a chance for any treatment,they should have taken a biopsy earlier when he was well. But we rely on the professionals for help!
I have never felt so helpless in my life,I could`t do anything.I had to watch my dad, the man that gave me life fade away, have his life taken away from him. We were not told the truth, but were told he was very ill."It could be this, it could be that".
I BELIEVE THE FLU JAB KILLED MY DAD (so please any one out there do not take it, if you have symptoms of illness even a cough or cold) My dad would be alive today. THE DOCTORS SHOULD PUT UP NOTICES IN THEIR SURGERYS ABOUT THE FLU JAB.
so people like you or me would know.The Doctors should know better.

My parents did not know that you can choose any hospital you would like to go to so he thought he had to choose the closest to his home .Unfortunately my dad chose Northwick Park hospt, people i spoke to said it was the worst hospt and that Paddington hospt & Hammersith hospt are the best.
My dad couldn`t speak to me, he had a traki on his throat, i know there was so much he wanted to say and tell us, and unfinished things he wanted to do.
My mum & dad were pen pals since they were 13yrs & 15yrs my dad was 68yrs when he died.

Dad we miss you so much,i feel so empty i just want to scream. i just wanted more time with you,so you could see your grandchildren graduate, see the children married, go on holiday with you, which you wanted.
I can`t wait to be with you one day soon.
I wish i could have done something to help you, i`m sorry i could`t.
I love you dad x
your daughter Asha x

Thank you for giving me the chance to express myself, there was no one who would take the time to listen to me. Thanks
Asha 4.3.09 - 500pm
Wednesday, March 4th 2009 - 05:33:11 PM
Name: Rob
E-mail address: robcopley2008@blueyonder.co.uk
Comments:Yesterday - 3rd March, was our 2nd Anniversary
since my partner and I betrothed our love for each other on our 3rd meeting.

Barbara had scoliosis. She was diagnosed at 12, and had undergone many operations during her life. In 2008 she was told she needed major spinal surgery, or she would be crippled within a few years. There was a 50/50 chance she would be paralysed after surgery, but the operation went to plan and was a success.

Sadly, when resuscitating Barbara, she went into
cardiac arrest. She had a blood clot and a pulminary embolism. They tried for 1 3/4 hours to revive her, but to no avail. She died 7 weeks ago on the 13th January 2009. Barbara was 44 years old.

I was prepared for problems. I was prepared (mentally even) for Paralysis, but I was not prepared for this.

Barbara was my best friend, partner and fiance and we were inseperable since our 1st meeting. Barbara was warm, loving, caring, supportive and devoted to me. Everyone she met instantly liked her - she was quite simply - wonderful, and the best thing that
has ever happened to me.

Our wedding, was put on hold till after her operation, and that is my greatest regret. She wanted so much to marry me, and I her, and that has been stolen from us.

I am lost. I don't know what to do. All that occupies me is my pain and sorrow. I have read all your stories, and know I am not alone in feeling this way - but I feel so terribly alone. Barbara was too young and full of life and goodness to die.

Rob.
Wednesday, March 4th 2009 - 01:57:01 PM
Name: janetamara
E-mail address: jane.domain.ja@gmail.com
Comments:my darling mum died on 24 feb only 3 months after being diagnosed with secondary ovarian cancer. it was not the peaceful passing we had hoped for though friends assure me it was worse for us than for her and these memories will fade. she told me she would continue to live through us and i hope she is watching over me. i found this website by 'accident' and realise i am not alone in my great confusion at this loss but that while life has ended love will not. Ever.
Thursday, February 26th 2009 - 03:10:20 PM
Name: Francesca
E-mail address: mattnfran@comcast.net
Comments:My beloved husband Matthew, aged 42 by just a month, died Sept.'08. He was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and within 3 months, he died. We MUST find a cure for this cancer, which is the most difficult to diagnose because once the symptoms appear, it's already too late. There is a cancer foundation, STAND UP TO CANCER, in which all the proceeds go directly to research funding. If any of you have lost loved ones to cancer, this foundation is an excellent one. Their address is on line.

I don't want Matthew's death to be in vain. I miss him so much I can't breath, and I feel crippled and lost. I've lost my best friend, partner and lover. And I know this term is used quite often, but we were indeed true soulmates.

In Matthew's last days, he shared with me this philosophy. That is to love. Love the dog, cat, neighbor, friends, family and people in need. Even though your heart is shattered in a million pieces, eventually you will begin to put the pieces back together, and heal. Reach out to people in need, take in all the beauty that surrounds us. These things will make us heal and be better people. I will keep Matt's philosophy with me forever, and I think all of us should.

Remember this phrase which I keep with me always. When someone you love dies, your relationship with them doesn't end, it changes.

I will always adore you my darling.

Your loving wife
Monday, February 16th 2009 - 04:00:56 AM
Name: Jenny
E-mail address: Jblanks@sky.com
Comments:My Dad died on Sat 9th of Jan 2009. He had secondary cancer but it was pnemonia that was the final straw. I had been visiting Dad and it was only 20 mins after I left him that he died. Everyone said he waited for me his youngest child before he could die. I did a very personal reading at his funeral and it was the hardest thing and the proudest thing that I have ever done in my life. Im still grieving quietly, in my own way. Occasionally it sneaks up on me and takes my breath away....but I just am being kind to myself and I just let myself cry. My hubby is my rock my strength so thankful he is in my life...
Sunday, February 15th 2009 - 04:36:15 PM
Name: Christine
E-mail address: a-rch-i.medes@tiscali.co.uk
Comments:A year has passed since my husband, WINIFRED TER MEULEN, died suddenly. I still cannot believe it, I rush around and can cope as long as I am in company but I cannot even visit his grave more than once a year because he is buried with his mother in The Hague. I still feel he may come back one day, that he has just gone to Holland for a visit as he used to. He was not the father of my children who are grown up but they are devastated, and most of all my beloved granddaughter who had a special place in Winifred's heart, even when he was really depressed. Because of his depression in the last two years, I still doubt that he still loved me.
Tuesday, January 27th 2009 - 03:29:11 PM
Name: Imsosorry
Comments:My Dad was the best but died of terminal cancer. He held on for 2 years. The last thing he said was "dont go" He was the one that went, he is in a better place now. I MISS YOU DADDY, he won a MBE award 4days before he died. I MISS HIM
Friday, January 9th 2009 - 09:19:06 PM
Name: Imisshim
Comments:My Father passed away, he died of pancriatic cancer. He was ment to live maybe a month, but he held on and stayed with us for nearly 2 more years, as the weeks before his death came by he got weaker and less like him self. He died just before the summer, I was 11. I cry for him and miss him, about 4 days befor his death he was awarded a MBE for sheer bravery, all that met him loved him and he was the best Dad that I could of ever dreamed of, this website possibly saved my life THANK YOU
Friday, January 9th 2009 - 08:46:21 PM
Name: Iamsosorry
Comments:When someone you love dies you miss and love them more and more as time goes on. It will get easier as time goes on. Your loved one would hate to see you unhappy, so smile and remember the good things. They are still there, you just need to remember.
Friday, January 9th 2009 - 08:41:22 PM
Name: maria docherty
E-mail address: mariasteel@hotmail.co.uk
Comments:KATE MY FRIEND I REMEMBER THE DAY I HEARD THAT YOU HAD GONE.AND I SAID SOME THING STUPID LIKE IS SHE OK? TEARS FLOWED LIKE NO TOMORROW.I WALKED FOR MILES TRYING TO UNDERSTAND WHY YOU DIDNT TELL ME HOW YOU WERE FEELING? ASKING MY SELF WHY? COULD I HAVE SAVED YOU? IF I HAD KNOWN. IV BEEN ASKED BY PEOPLE... [IF YOUR WERE HER BEST FRIEND THEN WHY DIDNT YOU KNOW]... I TELL THEM I GO TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT AND WAKE EVERY MORING, ASKING MY SELF THE SAME QUESTION. BUT AS TIME GOES ON I THINK YOU DIDNT WANT TO BE SAVED AND I UNDERSTAND KATE .IM STILL RINGING AND TEXTING YOU PHONE BUT NO REPLY. I MISS YOU SO MUCH, GOOD FRIENDS ARE HARD TO FIND. AND SO I THINK IV BEEN VERY PRIVLEGED TO HAVE MET YOU ALL THOESE YEARS AGO.AND I KNOW YOU WILL NEVER EVER REALLY BE GONE YOUR WITH ME ALWAYS.A PEACE OF ME WENT WITH YOU THAT DAY MY LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME. I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND.XXX MARIA
Friday, January 9th 2009 - 08:18:14 PM
Name: sandra
E-mail address: lckhrtsndr@aol.com
Comments:Lost my darling granny on 2nd january 2009. Cannot believe I will never see her again. She was a fantastic lady who her whole family adored and will miss greatly. I feel my heart is breaking and I am hoping I find the strength to cope with her upcoming funeral. This site has allowed me to express how I am feeling. Thank you.
Monday, January 5th 2009 - 09:37:46 PM
Name: Lindsay Kent
E-mail address: afuzzynavel@hotmail.com
Comments:My baby - what can I say. I told you I loved you more, always so much more and you left me so tragically on 2nd December 2008. Why baby why??? I cannot and maybe will never know why it happened but you will forever have a place in my heart. Sleep in heavenly peace baby and keep my side of the bed warm, I promise I wont be long. All my love for ever and and a life time more x x x Lins


Death is nothing at all.
I have only slipped away into the next room.
I am I, and you are you.
Whatever we were to each other, that we still are.
Call me by my old familiar name, speak to me in the easy way which you always used.
Put no difference in your tone, wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow.
Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together.
Pray, smile, think of me, pray for me.

Let my name be ever the household word that it always was, let it be spoken without effect without the trace of a shadow on it.
Life means all that it ever meant. It is the same as it ever was; there is unbroken continuity.
Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? I am waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near, just round the corner.
All is well.

All is Well
Henry Scott Holland (1847-1918) - Canon of St. Paul's Cathedral

Sunday, December 21st 2008 - 02:16:53 AM
Name: patricia
E-mail address: trinityblue@hotmail.co.uk
Homepage URL: http://books.dreambook.com/davlyn/main.html
Comments:i lost my husband on the 25th sep 2008so very sudden from a heart attack i had only spoke to him a hour befor when he phoned me at work he was at home and was just going for his run along the cannel wich he did every day An hour later my daughter phoned me and sad dad had passed out and was unconsious on the kithchen floor i knew straight away my beautifull husband had died he was still there when i rushed home from work i miss him so very very much we had been together 33 years and had 5 children ad 3 grand children the pain you feel is unreal i call it the silent scream my heart my soul are constantly screaming for him to come back to me or for me i see him every where i go and i know every one who as lost some one they love the pain of this time of year every where you look it.s christmas christmas tree.s christmas carol.s turkey.s mince pie.s and none of it mean.s anything where only a year ago it meant everything i.v only dreamt of my husband ounce i.d love to see him every nigt in my dream.s i.m still on sleeping tablit.s i think may be there stoping me dreaming f him but i,m scered not to take them because i.ll just lye awake all night crying my rob was a beautifull man and i will lov him every day untill he come.s for me i send all my love and hope of a peacefull to you all that have lost some one you love god gless you all i love you robert your wife for ever as promiced pat xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Tuesday, December 16th 2008 - 02:45:30 AM
Name: Gill Briggs
E-mail address: gill112@hotmail.com
Comments:I lost my husband Jack on the 8th November 2008, it was very unexpected. He had been having treament for colon cancer and had uncomplainingly enured 7 cycles of chemo, the last scan results were encouraging and we were looking forward to Christmas. He died of a blood clot on the lung,apparently a side effect of the chemo. We were together for 27 years he was 64.
Jack i miss you every minute of every day, it's only my promise to you, that should anything happen i would carry on, that makes me wake each day and go through the motions of life. Christmas is looming and i don't know how i'll make it, my family are all very good but they are not you. I will love you forever and pray each day that it will be my last anmd that once again we will be together. until then xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Monday, December 15th 2008 - 08:41:14 PM
Name: Claire
E-mail address: c.allcock@fsmail.net
Comments:I lost my partner John on the 20th November 2008 age 44
he was only poorly for 3 weeks in intensive care, been together for 14 great years feel so lost without him,went back to work on the 8th december could only work 3 days too much to cope wih people talking about christmas and going out. My family and friends have been really great support but needing to talk to people that have been through the same as me.
Saturday, December 13th 2008 - 06:31:50 PM
Name: Pat
E-mail address: private
Comments:Came looking for support, so many of you are suffering also.
I met my soul-mate John in 1965, I lost him in March 2008.
He won't come and get me! I want to go to him, but fear I won't be able to find him.
I sit awake 5 out of 7 nights a week sobbing and begging him to come for me.
My heart has been ripped part. We were together 24/7 always.
For over 6 months we tried to get the doctor to believe he was ill, repeatedly we were told he was fine!
My pal, my love my life, I need you Beam! xxxxxxxxx


Tuesday, December 2nd 2008 - 06:02:58 AM
Name: Poppy James
E-mail address: no1defleppardfan@hotmail.co.uk
Comments:i miss you mum so much, you've bin gone just under 3 months now,:( i have so much guilt for the time i treated you badly and now i can never take that back. the house feels so empty. i always thought i would have a chance 2 show how much i loved you, but now i guess i will never have the chance. the onli thing i can think about is how you will never see me get married have children or finish college which makes it easy to just say i give up, but i no thats something you wouldnt have wanted. im finding it hard without you, and the thought that im onli 16 and without a mum i can't help but think this isn't far, you where taken so suddenly from us and its just so hard to move on with life, but im getting there i feel stronger now. i wil never.. ever forget you. </3xxxxxxxx
Sunday, November 23rd 2008 - 01:13:22 PM
Name: Alan
E-mail address: alan.tarrant2@ntlworld.com
Comments:My wife Beryl died on August 19th 2008 at the age of 62 after bravely fighting cancer. She always had a positive and jolly nature and didn’t let her illness get her down. The end came very suddenly as we both felt she was improving after treatment. We have no children and no close family so we very much relied on each other. Although people at the funeral were kind and supportive at the time I have not heard from any of them since the funeral two months ago. Three weeks after the funeral I was made redundant from my job so now I tend to spend my days wondering aimlessly around the house feeling very sorry for myself and not speaking to anyone for days and then only to the check out person at the supermarket and frankly not really wanting to as all I really want to do is hear her voice again. The one consolation I have is that we loved each other so very much and had 20 years of happiness together. I miss her so much and feel so very alone without her.
Saturday, November 15th 2008 - 05:48:31 PM
Name: sandy
E-mail address: sandra.norris@ntlworld.com
Comments:My husband john died very suddenly while at work in nov 2006.He got up for work like any other day,and didnt come home.He was 44 yrs old and his blood presure went too high ,and he died instintly.Two years on and i still cant belive hes not here.I cry nearly every night in my bedroom as i dont want my teenage kids to see me,as i feel i need to be strong for them .Ive just had my 25th wedding anniversry without him.I have a lot of friends and family that are really good to me but iam still so very lonely.i miss him soooo much and wish that i could just see him and hold him again.I do say to myself whats the point in living! my life is so depressing without him, he was my life my soul mate.Someone tell me please how to make it better,because i cant see it getting better.I keep thinking it could be 35/40 yrs till i meet him again,it seems too long to wait.dont worry iam not going to do anything silly ,its just how i feel.I LOVE YOU JOHN AND ALWAYS WILL ,YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN . LOVE ALWAYS SANDRA ,CRAL.AND JAMIE XXXXXXXXX
Monday, November 10th 2008 - 11:47:12 PM
Name: vicky bell
E-mail address: vicky-b-whyt-@hotmail.co.uk
Comments:i lost the love of my life on the 13th of may 2008, he took his own life due to his mental health illness. i just miss hi so much, mosts days seem like a week to me. just wish i could hol him!!
Sunday, November 9th 2008 - 07:15:28 PM
Name: John
E-mail address: johndoyle2008@aol.com
Comments:my life was devestated my patty passed away 13/09/08 all that i had is gone each day i miss her more and more cant cope much longer i miss you so much my darling only you can understand how i feel each day .......hopefully one day darling our special love john
Saturday, November 1st 2008 - 01:25:47 AM
Name: Justine
E-mail address: zenn_alj@yahoo.co.uk
Comments:I lost my mum on 13th July, she was 57 and had only known that cancer had taken over her body for 5 weeks so she didn't suffer for long. For us being left behind 5 weeks is not long enough to get your head round things. Mum's been gone for 3 months now and I still haven't got used to the idea that my mum's got cancer yet let alone that she's gone. When does it start to feel real?
I love and miss you so much mum, I smell you on something and it hurts more than I can bear, I don't know how I'm going to go through the rest of my life without out, I still need you so much! Your grandson misses you and talks about you all the time, he has so many happy memories "trot on" haha! I wish we could go back and just have one more chat there's so much more I want to say to you. I hope you're looking down on us and smiling, I miss your smile. I love you mum xxxxxxxxxx
Friday, October 31st 2008 - 05:58:48 PM
Name: Kayleigh
E-mail address: Bitch_88@msn.com
Comments:im not sure why i came on here, i think just to see if i could get any ideas as to how i should be feeling. my partner died just over 3 week ago in a accident on his way to work. we are both 20 and have a 4 year old son. im just not sure how im supposed to carry on after this.
i love u so much babe and i promise that we will make u proud, my only wish was that you would be here with me to guide me and help me. i will love u forever and hopefully we will meet again in another place.
all my love kayleigh x x x x
Friday, October 31st 2008 - 02:38:00 AM
Name: john doyle
E-mail address: johndoyle2008@aol.com
Tuesday, October 28th 2008 - 12:01:53 AM
Name: Rachel
E-mail address: krasnauk@hotmail.com
Comments:I lost my soulmate, friend and husband last year in an unforgetable car crash. He was already gone when I managed to get out of the car and still can't beleive sometimes that this life is my reality. I wish and hopr for the day that I will wake from this nightmare and have back everything I ever needed and wanted from my life! My beautiful Luli how I miss your smile!xxx
Thursday, October 23rd 2008 - 11:43:52 PM
Name: andy
E-mail address: evilcanival11@hotmail.com
Comments:i lost my mum when i was 14 and even thow 4 years have only gone bye i still fill the pain from the day she took her life i had counciling for 2 years and met people with the same surcumstances as me. As we sat there and talked the pain got easyier knowing im not the only person.

Sunday, October 19th 2008 - 02:25:43 AM
Name: Neve
E-mail address: nieves.salazar@yahoo.co.uk
Comments:Last Wednesday we have lost my Auntie. She had fought very hard wih her cancer. She was very stromg mentally til the very end. We will all miss her but at least she will longer be in great pain. Rest well and be at peace.
Wednesday, October 15th 2008 - 12:14:14 PM
Name: Angie
E-mail address: angiebabez33@yahoo.co.uk
Comments:Id just like 2 say - My Heart goes out 2 u all xxx
I myself am grieving like u all r + it is so so hard 2 get on with life. Ive lost a lot of family + friends in the past few years + now on the 17th July 2008 my brother in law Chris who woz only 27 was suddenly taken by the Angels , he had an undetected Blood Clot that fatally found his Heart. My husband Matthew, myself + our kids Jamie,Jordan,Jack + Bethany miss him dearly + just wish we could turn back time. We think of u always Chris + will Love u forever. Ur safe with The Angels in Heaven . Goodnite xxx

Sadly + suddenly again on the 25th Sept 2008 my Uncle Junior who woz 51 , fell asleep at home , he had a Heart Attack + didnt wake up again. I saw him 2 days b4 he died , i woznt very well + he came 2 c me at my house. When he woz leaving he had a nasty fall down my front steps , he got such a fright , i did 2 but he insisted he woz fine , kissed me on the cheek , hugged me tight + told me he loved me + would c me on friday again - that woz the last time i saw him , he died on the Friday @ 2pm. Im so glad he came 2 c me + that day will stay in my heart forever , but i felt so guilty coz he fell at my house + died 2 days later , i woz reassured that the fall woz in no way connected 2 his death , but it still hurts , my heart is broken + i cry every day , i miss u so so much + wish u were here 2 hug me tight + tell me ur ok again. I love u with all my heart. Ur safe in heaven now. Goodnite xxxx
Thursday, October 9th 2008 - 06:47:00 AM
Name: Jude Stubbs
E-mail address: jnchotdogs@tiscali.co.uk
Comments:I lost my beloved Mum on my 40th birthday. I was never a good enough daughter. I never told my Mum what a wonderful Mum she was. I loved you Mum and feel so guilty about the things I said and the things I didn't say.

I then lost Dad just before I was 50. I missed my Mum so much Dad, I never gave you the right time to grieve.
I will never be free of the guilt.
But I will always remember the love you both gave us all.

Judexxx
Tuesday, September 30th 2008 - 10:18:26 PM
Name: Dani Robinson
E-mail address: DaniRobinson85@Gmail.com
Comments:I miss you mum. I knew you were sick but I never thought you'd actually be gone. Things are getting better day by day but I still can't write anything... hopefully it will come back soon... Miss you
X
Wednesday, September 17th 2008 - 08:49:51 AM
Name: Rose
E-mail address: rmslees@tiscali.co.uk
Comments:I lost my Mum on 23rd of January this year to Pulmonary Hypertension and then my Dad on 8th of August to Cancer. You can't describe the emptiness that you feel and nothing seems worth bothering about. I don't want to believe I'll never see their faces again or hear them laugh, I still pick up the phone and go to ring them. They were always there for me no matter what and I miss them so much. Even though I have my Husband it just doesn't seem enough somehow. They were my best friends and I'll never be complete again without them. The only good thing is that they're not in pain anymore. I love you both so much Mum and Dad and I'll never forget you xx
Tuesday, September 16th 2008 - 06:22:45 PM
Name: seana
E-mail address: seana_2t6@hotmail.co.uk
Homepage URL: http://!
Comments:my daddy died when i was 3 years old, i still have memories of him and will always luv him. im 16 now and a lot has happened in the past since he left, my uncle (his Brother Died And Then my granda died 2. i was also raped when i was 14.
i was serverly depressed and tried 2 end my life 3 times with the last overdose having been 118 tablets , i survived with no liver or kidney damage which the doctors said they just couldnt explain as they had told my family i could go into a coma and die any minute.

the point of me blabbering on lol , is that to tell people that i no hy hard it is 2 lose someone and 2 be hurting buh U CAN GET THROUGH IT!!!
people told me lots of times that id get through it buh i just didnt believe them at all. i though yes some people can get better but just not me, ive came 2 far and feel 2 bad, and most of the time i didnt want 2 even try to hang on.
2 huever is reading this,urve obviously came on this site while thinkin of someone urve lost and love and sometimes want 2 b with them buh just remember u can get through it..
i did .. and if i did then anyone can!!!

just keep hangin in there, it is possible , believe me

no matter whats happened in your life , u can b happy.

im sooo glad im still alive ,and im finally happy, i do have bad days but hu doesnt?

Just Keep Hanging In There , U CAN get better

please email me if your needing someone 2 talk 2 at anytime.. u never no it might just help..

P.S Nobody said it would be easy,they just said it would be worth it!!!

Favorite saying of all time!

GOOD LUCK

Seana xox
Monday, September 15th 2008 - 06:24:48 PM
Name: Anonymous
Comments:We lost someone very special nearly 14 years ago. The pain doesn't go awy, it just gets lost in the interference of life.

Although it was many years agoa, I still remember thinking would there be a day when I didn't cry.
Sleep well Adam
Sunday, September 14th 2008 - 11:55:51 PM
Name: Jason
E-mail address: withnail66@hotmail.com
Comments:I'm not even sure why I came here. you all seem to have such moving, poignant, raw memories of recent losses and I feel for every single one of you. I lost my best friend on the 5th October 2000 when he died suddenly in his sleep, without any warning or reason, aged 28. every September I start to dread the imminent anniversary. we were inseparable and grew up together and - totally honestly - there is not a single day that passes that I don't miss him and think about him. I still visit his parents and see his ex-girlfriend from time to time, but I suppose this book is somewhere where I could see my thoughts written down for once. I miss you mate. so much it savages me like screwdrivers rammed into my throat. I wish so many things. I wish you could have met my wife. I wish you could see how I'm doing these days. I wish you knew that I'm naming my son after you. time does not heal. it maybe gives you an option for coping with the pain but does not heal. life does not go on. it changes into a weaker, poorer life without you. I will never ever forget you or how happy I was with you around. save a seat for me at the bar, wherever you are. much love x
Saturday, September 13th 2008 - 08:35:12 PM
Name: katherine hughes
E-mail address: katherineihughes@yahoo.co.uk
Comments:For my beautiful husband David Hitchcock who i miss so much. Shine on.
Wednesday, August 27th 2008 - 08:52:06 PM
Name: jane mcguire
E-mail address: smane40@yahoo.co.uk
Homepage URL: http:/
Comments:just wanted to say i lost someone on the 24th april 2007 this day i will never forget his name was jay, he was a character in himself, he was a special wee boy to me and i miss him so much. he will never ever be forgotten, and will always be in my heart. miss you jay " OOR ANGEL " xx
Tuesday, August 19th 2008 - 10:30:08 PM
Name: Sammiie Lou
E-mail address: sam_elliott09@hotmail.com
Comments:My mum who i love so much past away on 21 December 2008 then sadly ten days later my nana passed away.
My mum died from a cardiac arrest so there was no final goodbyes i was 3 months pregnant at the time and 16.
My mum couldnt have done more for me and my brother she procteced us from everything and everyone she was a fantastic mother and i am proud to say she was mine.
Mum dad misses you more then i can say everyday we talk about the loving person you was i still dont want to say bye cause i dont want it to end love you always hopefully ill see you agian someday and dad always reminds me hes coming back to you one see you then.
ALL OUR LOVE YOUR HUSBAND JOHN DAUGHTER SAMMIE-LOU AND SON MATT XXXXXXX
Thursday, July 31st 2008 - 06:37:22 PM
Name: Sophie
E-mail address: little_fairy6@hotmail.com
Comments:My gorgeous boyfriend Dan was taken away from me on May 10th 2008 aged 22. I miss you so much and just hope i am doing you proud by being strong for myself and your family and friends. We will meet again someday and it was just your time to go. You taught me so much and i have so many great memories which will forever be in my heart.
Love you and miss you baba xx
Wednesday, July 30th 2008 - 05:35:04 PM
Name: JOHANN HOLLOBONE
E-mail address: jhollobone@yahoo.com
Comments:My beloved husband Greville passed away in March this year. I miss him so much & want him to know that I will always love him more than anything! He was only 57 & it was very sudden. I know we'd hoped to grow old together babe but cancer got in the way. I am trying to make you proud of me, trying to be strong. I want to thank you for the wonderful 14 years we had together, it wasn't long enough but it was the best years of my life. You taught me so much about love & life. "Have I told you lately?" every day. You are now out of pain but never out of my heart. Sleep peacefully babe I love you.xxx
Friday, July 25th 2008 - 06:51:22 AM
Name: Emmah
E-mail address: xx-Princess-x-Emma-xx@hotmail.co.uk
Comments:R.I.P Johnny. Taken From Us On 11th July 2008. Such A Tragic Loss. I Miss You So Much, And Always Will. Goodbye For Now, As It's Not The End. I Love You Johnny. xxxx

Tuesday, July 22nd 2008 - 08:52:08 PM
Name: Maureen Robinson
E-mail address: maureenrobinson@ymail.com
Comments:On Sept 6th 2oo6 (my birthday) I lost my husband and best friend to heart disease, a long standing illness. I miss him so very much and find life very difficult at times. I would like to include this poem.

I lit a candle in your name
A sweet soft light and gentle flame,
Just like your life when here on earth
No one can really count your worth,
It was a life not rich with wealth.
A life that suffered from ill health
And yet you gave to all you met,
A gentle spirit none forget,
Your love was like a light to me,
To light the way I could not see,
And so I send my love in prayer,
To one I love and life did share,
My prayer is when my life is through,
This light will guide me home to you.

Love always, Maureen xxx

Monday, July 7th 2008 - 12:00:37 PM
Name: irene colquhoun
E-mail address: irenecolquhoun@btinternet.com
Comments:The love of my life Tom died on the 29th August 2007.
We had only been married thirteen years when you were taken from me it is ten moths now and i still cry every day i miss you so much.
I know you are at peace now and that we will meet again.
I am trying to move on with my life because i know that you would want me to be happy because i know you loved me with all your heart
I will love you with all my heart for ever more.
love you always
Irene xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Monday, June 23rd 2008 - 09:22:54 AM
Name: sally garret ne:planck
E-mail address: sallgarrett557@btiternet.com
Comments:TO MY DEAREST BROTHER GARY WHEN I GOT THAT CALL YESTERDAY I NEW, MAY YOU REST IN PEACE NOW. NOBODY CAN HURT ANYMORE GARY YOU ARE WITH MUM NOW AND SHE WILL LOOK AFTER YOU AS SHE ALWAYS DID LOVE YOU ALWAYS SALLY AND DEAN
Saturday, June 14th 2008 - 12:11:05 PM
Name: jb
E-mail address: jb
Comments:Mum

I think I have always been prepared to lose you but i never thought it would happen. just like me, you always fell on your feet and found your way. we though it would be the same with this adn you would have learnt to slow down and enjoy life more. people have since said to me 'god takes the best ones first' but i am at a loss with how to feel. i am heart broken that we no longer have you in our lives. i hope i will be your image on earth and that i can do the work you didnt have chance to. love you.
Thursday, June 5th 2008 - 09:17:40 PM
Name: Helen
E-mail address: fizzyshouse@talktalk.net
Comments:reading through its strange to think that so many people are feeling just like me, i'd only been with my lovely Keith a short time, long enough to know we had a rosey future ahead of us, he died in his sleep aged 38 only 21 days ago, feels like a huge hole inside, i miss him so so much, keep forgeting and go to call him, then i remember, he's gone, and i can't believe i'm never going to see him again..i don't yet know what took my lovely special friend from me, but in fact it does'nt really change anything. i try really hard to be brave to not cry so much, because he would'nt want to see me sad all the time, the last thing he would want is to cause me upset and pain, but it's not easy, sorry Keith, i just miis you, wish you were back here, i really hope your ok, you promised you'd never leave without saying goodbye, i'm waiting for you to come and tell me!! i'll keep lighting the candles for you..guide you to me..home is where the heart is remember..xx RIP
Thursday, June 5th 2008 - 02:13:07 PM
Name: Becky
E-mail address: beci321@aol.com
Comments:Hi I came accross your website when I was in search for some help with greiving. I hope you dont mind I just wanted to say a few words to my partner. He died in a road accident aged 22. (April 1st 2008) We were together for four years. He was my life and my soul and right now I feel that there is no life ahead without him.

To my beautful blue eyed boy, I miss you more than ever. Life no longer feels safe now your gone. I never knew how much I loved you until you were gone. My life is showing so many roads to take at the moment but who knows where they lead. When you were hear i knew every path to choose. U were the reason I woke in the morning. My heart hurts so much without you here by my side. I never thought life could be so cruel. Why you?? You had your whole life to live. I will never no a love so strong as ours. Watching you leave me was the most painful time of my life. I dont know how im still here without you. I miss your every move and your beautful deep voice, your loving arms around me and your significant smell. Times will never be the same without you, but I know you will be here with me for the rest of my life. I was so used to my daily routine and now I dont have one. I never will. I cant wait to hold you in my arms again blue eyes. Please help the police find the man who killed you, I cant rest knowing he walks free.

I will say my final goodbyes to you now angel, until I meet you in heaven. Please wait for me.

I love you with all my heart and soul. My life.

Ill love you forever xxx
Saturday, May 17th 2008 - 11:41:23 PM
Name: Fallingfeather
Comments:For Lyndsey RIP
Let God wrap his arms around you and protect you.
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
God bless you little one.
xxxx
Wednesday, May 7th 2008 - 07:38:23 PM
Name: Audrey
E-mail address: audreysim@iol.ie
Comments:Sheila - I miss you so much I can't tell you. I want to be with you. Please help me to be with you. I feel I can't go on without you. I love you so much. I'm so lonely without you. Please help me.
Monday, May 5th 2008 - 08:58:23 PM
Name: John
E-mail address: themaestro023@aol.com
Comments:Dad,
You were always there for me, but when you went, I was away.
You will always be in my heart,

I love you.
Monday, May 5th 2008 - 05:51:27 AM
Name: John
E-mail address: themawestro023@aol.com
Comments:Dad
I loved you so much and never said so.
The care you gave to others exceeds any expectation,
I miss you so much,
Love John
Monday, May 5th 2008 - 05:45:26 AM
Name: Fallingfeather
Comments:Mum
I miss you so much.I will always love you.
Sleep peacefully my angel.
Michelle x
Thursday, May 1st 2008 - 05:21:09 PM
Name: heinz
E-mail address: rozisle@aol.com
Comments:i found your site by accident. in reading the e-mails, you realize how cruel live can be at times. i agree with all the comments of feeling lost, sad, angry and hopeless. my wife and i were married for 30 wonderful years until the cancer took her away / 25 january 2008/11.30am
i miss you so much,carmen. i hope we meet again.

to my love and my life

heinz

thanks for being able to express myself
Sunday, April 13th 2008 - 04:07:12 PM
Name: Anon
E-mail address: Anon@anon.com
Homepage URL: http://anon@anon.com/anon
Comments:Let it be known that for every tear that is shed due to bereavement, the Lord Jesus Christ sheds a tear also.

These are testing times. There is no magic wands. Nothing that can be said or done will ease the pain and suffering that is incurred on those left behind.

Have faith. Those you loved are not gone into nothingness.
That spark of life that was/is your loved one, now resides elsewhere.

One day, you will discover the truth in these words...
Tuesday, March 25th 2008 - 06:49:44 PM
Name: Dawn your partner
E-mail address: welshangel59@hotmail.co.uk
Homepage URL: http://HAPPY EASTER
Comments:Hello my darling Mel I love you so much and I miss you like crazy my sweetheart, you was and always will be the light of my life.

IF I FOUND THE GATES OF HEAVEN
I WOULD CLIMB UP EVERY STAIR
TO TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU
AND ONE DAY I'LL MEET YOU THERE

All my love for ever and ever
From Dawn your honey child

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Sunday, March 23rd 2008 - 12:14:15 AM
Name: Christine
E-mail address: ctermeulen@peacemail.com
Comments:I met my husband Winifred ter Meulen in Crete on 26th September 1990, we married on 14th December 1990 and he later left Holland and moved to live with me in England. It was a holiday romance and people said it wouldn't last, well they were right but not for the reasons they thought in 2000 Winifred had a heart attack and went to Holland to have stents inserted. He was never really the same and over the last two years he suffered from depression. He had made such a difference to my life and I was so happy when I married him. He died suddenly in bed beside me on 26th January 2008 and I miss him so much.
I feel he let himself die and that maybe he didn't care much for me, he resisted every pill, diet, exercise, everything he was supposed to do. He was so thin when died you would have thought he had starved to death. He had gone back to work and had cheered up, he hardly went out be came out on the Sunday before he died.
I feel that he may have regretted his decision to move to England in the last few years, he finally gave up his flat in Holland only 8 months before he died.
We had two funerals, one in England, and then we took his body to Holland to be buried with his mother as he wanted. I am even deprived of visiting his grave more than a couple of times a year and because of this I feel he is still alive somewhere.
Thursday, March 20th 2008 - 11:13:54 AM
Name: anna
E-mail address: celticgodess66@aol.com
Comments:i lost my sister belinda guthrie nee copland on 22/02/08 it happened in ameriaca took so long to find out missed her funeral feel so lost miss you so much belinda please rest in piece we will have your ashes home in scotland very soon

loved always ann
Wednesday, March 19th 2008 - 12:18:28 AM
Name: Lucy
Comments:I was searching somewhere to say something to my loved one and thankfully came across this site. So I hope it's ok if I use it to send my message and my thoughts to my loved one.

Tsz, it's been almost a year now and I just wanted you to know that I'm doing ok. I missed you so much at the start of the year, no longer seeing you everyday, and each new situation being that little bit more difficult without your safety and support being there always at the back of my mind.

The Memorial Service was so beautiful, I know you were there, listening to all of our recollections of how you became part of our lives, and ultimately part of all our souls. It struck me how your spirit still lives on - in the beauty of the world, and more importantly in the beauty of all the people you touched with your kindness.

Life is so different now, in a new city and in a new place, but it means I don't have to always compare it to the life we shared before, and I can start to think of you with true fondness, and to look back at our times together with joy in remembering.

Tonight, Gabriella had her first performance and I know you would have loved it. She was so great, I was so proud of her!

University is going well, I have met some wonderful people who have been taking good care of me, and like you, have let me be myself and have liked me for it.

There has been a lot going on and a lot of gossip for us to catch up on, but in short, my life is still as hectic and dramatic as ever, but have found it quite exciting really.

I miss you, and I hope you are living on happily, and have finally come to rest in realising how wonderful we think and know you are.

Love always.
Friday, March 14th 2008 - 12:52:13 AM
Name: Lyn
E-mail address: lyns919@yahoo.com
Comments:Lovely site - beautiful music.

I lost my beloved Dad August 2007. My 9 year old son witnessed his death as it was sudden and at home. Miss and love my Dad more than words can say.

Love you Dad

Lyn xxxxxxxxxx
Saturday, March 1st 2008 - 07:51:30 AM
Name: Margaret
E-mail address: dasilva5230@sympatico.ca
Comments:I lost my only child (age 22) on December 6, 2007. He died in his sleep of pneumonia and had no symptoms. The pathologist was 'surprised' since he was otherwise healthy and I am praying for more information when the final autopsy report arrives.

Oh Paul, my beloved and precious son, this is the worst thing in the world. I live for that moment when I can see and touch you again.
Tuesday, February 26th 2008 - 05:05:15 AM
Name: Dawn-Marie
E-mail address: hells-angel-on-earth@hotmail.co.uk
Comments:In Loving Memory of a Wonderful Dad.
We lost you so suddenly on 25/06/07 and my world fell apart. Life just isn't the same without you. Not a day goes by when the tears dont flow and the pain only seems to get worse and not better. I didn't know it was possible to miss someone so much, but i know now. I wish more than anything that you were still here with me, with us.
Behave yourself wherever you are, and look in on us from time to time.
With eternal love and respect for a fantastic Dad.
Your Dawny.xxxxxxxxx
Wednesday, February 13th 2008 - 08:29:45 PM
Name: fone
E-mail address: david_fone@hotmail.com
Comments:Janette something so hard
goes straight to the soul;
it seems impossible to get over
and my heart is left with a big hole.

Janette i'm trying to be happy, wearing a smile;
but I'm dying inside.
The world seems to be fading,
and I just want to run and hide.

Janette everywhere I go I see your face,
and realize how much I miss you;
and on the day you died
a piece of me died too
Wednesday, February 13th 2008 - 05:10:59 PM
Name: dawn
E-mail address: welshangel59@hotmail.co.uk
Homepage URL: http://books.dreambook.com/davlyn/main.html
Comments:i lost my wonderfull partner mel on 03.10.07 my angel was so suddenly taken away from me he was my best friend and my soulmate and i cant imagine my life without him.

if i searched the whole world over i know i'd never find a man who was so wonderfull so loving warm and kind.
and now that god has taken you with angels by your side you will be looking down on me and i will cherish our love wih pride.
28.01.08
Monday, January 28th 2008 - 11:41:19 PM
Name: mhairi mackenzie
E-mail address: nice_n_spicy69@hotmail.com
Comments:i lost my dad suddenly on 9th december 2007 and not a day goes by where i dont miss him.when he died he took a part of me with him too.it still hasnt sank in properly,i dont think it ever will,i still expect the fone to ring and it be him,but i know that that will never happen.Life will never be the same again without him in it.i love and miss you so much dad.please come home.love always.your broken hearted daughter x x x
Monday, January 28th 2008 - 02:40:28 PM
Name: Emy Randall
E-mail address: Emy2@dialstart.net
Comments:For Mike Garrad who died unexpectedly on 16/01/08. He lived life to the full and will be missed by all whose lives he touched.
Monday, January 21st 2008 - 10:35:16 AM
Name: Sarah Mace
E-mail address: misssarah106@aol.com
Comments:i lost my mum on the 10th aug 2007, i still cant take it all in, she had cancer for 4 years and didnt tell me or my brother, we only found out the week she died. That week seems like a blur, we were at the hospital every day, then on the 10th at 8am my step father called to say she didnt have long, we sat with her all day until she passed away at 7pm, i sat with my mum and held her hand, she looked like she was sleeping, i was so sure she was going to wake up i sat there for an hour. I still wait for the phone to ring at 5pm every day like normal, but it never does, i miss her so much, she was my mum and my best friend. Sarah
Wednesday, January 16th 2008 - 01:53:25 PM
Name: Lauren
Comments:In loving memory of Marie. I miss you more than words could ever say. It broke my heart to lose you but you didn't go alone, for part of me went with you the day God called home.
I love you with all my heart. xoxox
Friday, January 11th 2008 - 03:46:30 PM
Name: Carolyn Hall
E-mail address: carolynclyn@yahoo.co.uk
Comments:Tribute to my grandmother who brought me up as though I was her daughter. I love you to bits, and I will never forget you.

MARGARET MCKINLEY 18/02/38 - 30/12/07
Sunday, January 6th 2008 - 09:20:56 PM
Name: julie logan
E-mail address: julie.logan74@yahoo.com
Comments:My wonderful partner Paul died suddenly in APril at the young age of 32, he died in his sleep so the shock was unbelieveable, me and our 2 kids miss him more than words can say, i dont think we will ever get over this. MISS AND LOVE YOU FOREVER PAUL FROM JULIE, LEAH AND DEAN XXXXXX
Saturday, January 5th 2008 - 01:23:37 AM
Name: Sandi Smith
E-mail address: j.friend13@btinternet.com
Comments:My darling Jimmy, my heart and soul went with you when you passed away. memories of wonder and magic of our beautiful short time together are what keeps me going from day to day until its time for me to be with you once more. this time painfree and forever. sleep in peace
your beloved Sandi

Tuesday, January 1st 2008 - 11:30:45 PM
Name: Victoria Mendoza
E-mail address: vickieemendoza@hotmail.com
Comments:If tears could bring you back you would be standing with me now! I miss you so so much, you are my best friend, for always and forever, and I will never forget a moment. My darling cousin I love you with every inch of my heart and I don't know how I will keep going but I will because you would want me to be strong! I love you Kerrie, I love you so much, and I miss you even more! My angel, my darling keep smiling! xx
Friday, December 21st 2007 - 11:06:55 PM
Name: Chrissy
E-mail address: uncledean1@verizon.net
Comments:I lost my husband on February 20,2007,at the young age of 42.He passed away only 4 days after diagnosis of pancreatic cancer.I had no time to digest the news or tell and prepare our 8yr. old daughter of his diagnosis. Days don't get easier they seem to get longer.We miss him more and more with each passing day.Dean,until we meet again at the gates of paradise,continue to stay around us and keep giving us signs.All my love always.My lonely heart still aches for you.
Sunday, December 16th 2007 - 03:25:16 AM
Name: David fone
E-mail address: david_fone@hotmail.com
Comments:i hope i will meet you again soon i miss you so much
i find it hard to be without you all this time i will be there soon
Wednesday, December 5th 2007 - 08:37:20 PM
Name: Linda
E-mail address: hayes;83@yahoo.com
Comments:I lost my beautiful and funny soulmate in May 2005 and I am still grieving badly for him. I am told time is a great healer - but I hurt so much. He died so suddenly I didn't even say goodbye. He leaves behind two good sons who try and help but we all miss Alfie so very much. He was only 57 and was getting over a bad car crash. It just seems so cruel.
Tuesday, December 4th 2007 - 11:58:27 PM
Name: David fone
E-mail address: david_fone@hotmail.com
Comments:

IN LOVING MEMORIE OF JANETTE FONE
HOW PAST AWAY ON THE 04/10/07 AFTER
A SHORT ILLNES YOU WILL BE MISSED
A THOUSAND WORDS WON'T BRING YOU BACK
I KNOW BECAUSE I'VE TRIED
NEITHER WILL A MILLION TEARS
I KNOW BECAUSE I'VE CRIED
THEY SAY MEMORIES ARE TOTREASURE TO SOME THAT MAY BE TRUE
I NEVER WANTED MEMORIES I ONLY WANTED YOU

Thursday, November 29th 2007 - 05:51:30 PM
Name: Karen
E-mail address: karen_mclaughlan@msn.com
Comments:I lost my angel baby boy in Nov 2005. I love and miss him so much. You'll never be forgotten my darling. In my thoughts and my heart forever. All my love Mummy xxxxx
Wednesday, November 28th 2007 - 02:50:39 PM
Name: Mandy Davison
E-mail address: mandybacc@hotmail.co.uk
Comments:In 2000 I met the most wonderful man, I loved him instantly we were best friends and sole mates. This summer we found out his cancer was terminal, they gave him one year to live. We brought our wedding forward to 14/09/07 it was a truly magical day. On 3rd of October 2007 Graham lost his fight. I don't know how I feel, it dosen't feel real and I feel guilty that I get up every moring and do normal things how can I do this when someone I loved so much has gone. I feel that I have transported into a new life that I didn't want to be in, I was so happy with my old life. We have four teenagers from previous marriages and without them I would simply not get through. For their love and strenght I am eternally grateful.
Sunday, November 25th 2007 - 11:02:29 AM
Name: Josephine Joseph
E-mail address: jojoseph09@yahoo.co.uk
Homepage URL: http://://dreambook.com/davlyn/main.html
Comments:Although I lost both my parents in the 80's and early 90's I still think of them every single day. I often dream of my beloved parents and I know they are with us and guiding us. Dad I watched you go from a strong man to a child, that terrible Dementia! Mam we lost you to the big C and though you were in so much pain you were so brave. Im so proud of you both and proud to be your daughter. I love you both. Jo (and family).
Tuesday, November 20th 2007 - 12:00:50 AM
Name: evelyn
E-mail address: racheljames@BLUEUONDER.CO.UK
Comments:I lost my husband on the 22april 2007 and i miss him so much always in my thoughts he was only 63years
Saturday, November 17th 2007 - 09:15:40 PM
Name: evelyn
E-mail address: racheljames@BLUEUONDER.CO.UK
Comments:I LOST MY HUSBAND OF 39YEARS ON THE 22APRIL 2007 HE DIED OF HIGH GRADE LYMPHOMA I MISS HIM SO MUCH MY LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME I HAVE A LOVING FAMILY 3 GRANDCHILDREN ONE WHO NEVER MET THEIR PAPA GOD BLESS JIM
Saturday, November 17th 2007 - 04:33:49 PM
Name: Rosanne Hosken
E-mail address: rosannehosken@yahoo.co.uk
Comments:I lost my mother to colon and liver cancer on 27th May 2006 at the age of 60. She was my best friend and since then I have been lost without her.
Saturday, November 3rd 2007 - 11:46:24 PM
Name: david fone
E-mail address: david_fone@hotmail.com
Comments:i lost my wife on the 04/10/07 i miss her so much i whant to go with here now . i have had the best years she was only 56 and i was her toyboy at 43
Sunday, October 21st 2007 - 07:28:53 PM
Name: Graham
E-mail address: lowradiationmpr2@gmail.com
Comments:Lost my wife and soul mate 7th October 2007 to cancer. Horrible degrading disease. Feel better, twisted, cheated and extremely lonely, married for 24 years and the only friend I ever needed is gone.
Saturday, October 20th 2007 - 07:48:45 PM
Name: George
E-mail address: gumba66@webtv.net
Homepage URL: http://www.georgiestevensonmemorialfund.com
Comments:Hi I enjoyed my stay in your beautiful website. I lost my son in 1979. He was just 12. Visit my humble site and visit with my MEMORIAL ANGELS. God Bless.. George
Saturday, October 13th 2007 - 08:52:10 PM
Name: Lana McGarry
E-mail address: lana.mcgarry@yahoo.co.uk
Comments:My dear dad passed away 28 years ago aged 43, i miss and love you, then my precious nan an angel in heaven as she was on earth. My dear brother 3 years ago we as a family still mourn your passing. You will never be forgotten you all live on within us. Till we meet again, goodnight godbless my angels.xx
Saturday, October 6th 2007 - 07:36:45 PM
Name: Philomena
E-mail address: pbbb99@yahoo.com
Comments:My husband and soul mate passed away on 6 May 2007 from cancer, he was 48 yrs old. We never had children and now I feel alone in this empty world where my routin is the same but nothing is ever going to be the same again. It is now over four months since he passed away but the heartache increases by the day.
I'm snot sure where or how to go from here?
Tuesday, September 25th 2007 - 04:10:33 PM
Name: Danielle Marshall
E-mail address: dannii417@hotmail.co.uk
Comments:i lost my beautiful baby daughter Ruby Morgan on new years eve 2005, she was just 3 days old. some times i just feel so angrey with life, life gave me my daughter then after just a fews days took her away again. she never moved she never cried she only opened her eyes to say goodbye.
Your love is like the wind
i can't see it
but i feel it
always and forever in my heart
mammy
xxxx
Monday, September 24th 2007 - 01:18:45 AM
Name: kay johnson
E-mail address: kayvj@shaw.ca
Comments:I lost my beloved 21 year old daughter Jemma in a hot air balloon accident August 24th 2007. Soar high my precious Angel til we meet again one day.
Saturday, September 22nd 2007 - 11:43:03 AM
Name: kay johnson
E-mail address: kayvj@shaw.ca
Saturday, September 22nd 2007 - 11:41:21 AM
Name: Louise Prevost
E-mail address: lprev@btopenworld.com
Comments:In the past three and a half years I have gone through seven bereavements. The key one being my Dad who died aged 58 suddenly on 11 May 2004. I still cannot believe it and know in my heart I will never get over it. Today feels worse than yesterday because it is one more day than the day before and time just moves on from when I last spoke to him. My Dad was everything to me and still is. Very few people get to experience the kind of relationship I had with him and it is very hard trying to explain to them how I feel when they expect me to be getting better.
Dad, if you are listening I am still waiting for your message. Love always.
Friday, September 21st 2007 - 10:57:31 PM
Name: nanette copping
E-mail address: x-hurricane-of-emotions-x@hotmail.co.uk
Comments:hi i lost my daughter on 29 november 2005 who i miss so much she was only 11 years old & no matter how i try i am still finding it very hard to come to terms with her not being here anymore, some days are worse than others.
Friday, September 21st 2007 - 09:55:57 PM
Name: sue julian
E-mail address: sue.julian@hotmail.com
Comments:my husband died 18 june 07after 23 years together im very glad i found this page the music told me it was right my husband was a liverpool fan!! and the footprints were what we believed, i still talk to him i miss you so much my darling love you forever sue xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Friday, September 7th 2007 - 09:55:04 PM
Name: sue julian
E-mail address: sue.julian@hotmail.com
Comments:i lost my husband on the 18 june this year we had been together 23 years and i miss him so much i talk to him still!! love you my darling phil his name is phil julian aged 42
Friday, September 7th 2007 - 09:44:52 PM
Name: sue julian
E-mail address: sue.julian@hotmail.com
Friday, September 7th 2007 - 09:36:30 PM
Name: sharon
E-mail address: sharon_john_2000@yahoo.com
Comments:I lost my precious husband on 7th February 2007. They say time heals but it just gets worse especially when first birthdays and anniversaries comae along without him. My anniversary is on 13th September, we would have been married 32 years. Happy anniversary my wonderful husband.

All my love always,
Sharon xxxx
Friday, September 7th 2007 - 05:49:02 PM
Name: shell
Comments:my darling dad died 4th august 2007 i was looking for a breavment site and this one came up i could not belive it when i heard the music. It was what my dad wanted to be played at his funeral.
Tuesday, September 4th 2007 - 05:09:56 PM
Name: John
Comments:Thanks for this. My partner was killed & I was numb. I cant get over it but I have got a new life, and that is possible. Love is the only thing worth anything, and I had to give up hating and find my humanity and affirm it over & over.

Good luck
John
Friday, August 31st 2007 - 12:42:16 AM
Name: Alison Edwards
Comments:My beloved mother passed away on 5th August only 27 days after she was diagnosed with lung cancer. My life will never be the same and I miss her dreadfully.
Saturday, August 11th 2007 - 01:15:24 PM
Name: Charlie East
E-mail address: c.east@rl.ac.uk
Comments:Ilost my wife, Jane in June 2006 to cancer and still miss her so much.This is the second time in my life this has happened to me as my first wife died in 1979 aged 25 with Leukaemia. It seems much harder this time but I have been going to group therapy sessions which have been a great help and would recommend to anyone
Friday, August 10th 2007 - 02:16:06 PM
Name: sharon mclean
E-mail address: sharon.mclean@yahoo.co.uk
Comments:I LOST MY SON KEVIN ON THE 28TH SEPTEMBER 06
KEVIN WAS 20 YEARS AND HAD SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR
HE PASSED AWAY IN HIS SLEEP FOR NO REASON IT WAS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE
MISS AND LOVE YOU MILLIONS
MUM
Thursday, August 9th 2007 - 10:13:16 AM
Name: Tracey Ruddy
E-mail address: tracey.ruddy@nhs.net
Comments:We lost our mam on 15 March 2007, after a long illness, i have 4 brothers and 1 sister, we thought we had prepared ourselves, but we hadn't, we miss her so much , not able to phone or visit, we all love and miss you mam, god bless,
love Tracey, Julie, Wayne, Paul, Craig and Scott. xxxxxxx
Tuesday, August 7th 2007 - 08:29:45 AM
Name: myra.gibson
E-mail address: myra.gibson@btinternet.com
Comments:many thanks dave
Tuesday, July 31st 2007 - 09:47:36 PM
Name: julie (malcolm normans cousin)
E-mail address: juliemills219@btinternet.com
Homepage URL: http://books.dreambook.com/davlyn/main.html
Comments:i lost my cousin mala norman. they say that time is a healer but it never seems to get any easier. i miss him so much he was too young but i know he will be with our nanna looking after each other. god bless. always in my heart and thoughts xxxxx julie xxxxx
Monday, July 30th 2007 - 12:35:44 AM
Name: vero
E-mail address: verouandji@hotmail.com
Comments:TIME PASSES AND IT STILL SEEM LIKE WE ARE IN DREAMLAND, HOPING IT IS NOT TRUE
Thursday, July 26th 2007 - 07:26:08 PM
Name: lisa orrgarde
E-mail address: lixeni@hotmail.com
Comments:i lost the best dad in the world on the 23rd June this year, he was 47 years old. he has left behind 4 kids, my brother who is 21, my self (i am 19) and my 2 sisters who are 6 and 8 years old. His wife and the rest of the family also miss him so much. I love my dad so much, we all do - i just want 2 speak to him and see him like normal. i dont understand why i cant speak to him. dont know how to move on, i cant move on. i just want my dad.......i just really want my dad back!
Thursday, July 26th 2007 - 06:07:54 PM
Name: Julie
E-mail address: Juliewh007@aol.com
Comments:I lost my wonderful hubby Brian on the 7th May 2007 - the worst day ever. After 31 years together its hard to know how I will live without him - although everyone says I will - it doesn't seem possible.
Friday, July 13th 2007 - 07:14:12 AM
Name: Cara Osborne
E-mail address: cara.osborne@hotmail.co.uk
Comments:I lost my dad on 15th February 2007 following a short illness COPD and operation to cure it. My sister died when she was 26 of a bad epileptic fit just two weeks before I gave birth to my son. My mum was killed whilst on her pushbike aged 29 when I was 8 years old. I am now orphaned aged 32 years. Life sucks. Even though I have a wonderful husband and two gorgeous children sometimes life doesn's seem worth living, whats the point, everyone I've ever loved are dead and at such a young age. I don't know why I feel this way. I should be grateful for my 'new family' is it because I'm worried something will happen to them, am I jinxed. I have good days and bad days but if I'm feeling down I remember all the good times I had with my dad.and what I can remember about my sister and few memories of my mum.

I
Saturday, July 7th 2007 - 09:55:56 PM
Name: james palmer
E-mail address: jameslizzman@aol.com
Comments:Hello from Augusta, GA it is sickingly and humid hot here.
Winter will raise my spirits.
Saturday, June 30th 2007 - 04:22:43 AM
Name: Donna
E-mail address: donna.harvey@westcountryha.org.uk
Comments:I lost my grandad a few years ago now but am still finding it hard to come to terms with. My mum was an only chid who brought me up on her own with my nan and grandads support.
I remember the weekends spent at my grandparents why my mum worked to make a living. Going up the allotment on a sunday morning and the britsh legion in the afternoon with my grandad why my nan made a roast for the evening. The small things that my grandad used to do to make me laugh, singing my way by Frank Sinatra will never leave me and counting his loose change and making out it was left for me. I am finding it hard to not smell a jumper that he used to wear that has his scent, i am about to move on with my life i have met a great man who is in the forces who i know my grandad would like. I just wish he was here to see it all for himself. I love you Grandad so so much and i miss you now more then ever as my life is changing. Please keep looking down on me. I love you grandad x x x x
Tuesday, June 12th 2007 - 04:38:59 PM
Name: myra.gibson
E-mail address: myra.gibson@btinternet.com
Comments:thanks so much Dave i can express my feelings about my son i have more to say but i can't concentrate just yet, thank you so much x
Tuesday, June 5th 2007 - 10:30:36 PM
Name: vero
E-mail address: verouandji@hotmail.com
Comments:It is comforting to be able to click my computer and GET REASSUARING WORDS FROM PEOPLE WHO ARE IN THE SAME SITUATION AS YOU ARE.
Tuesday, June 5th 2007 - 08:07:05 PM
Name: mam
E-mail address: myra.gibson@btinternrt.com
Comments:my son mal died on the 29 dec at marie curie hospice, he was 26, he didn't have cancer, he was so ill with ulcerations in his legs his pain was unbearable, he was admitted to get his pain at (bay)thats what i was told, then he would be coming back home to me, to me and all concerned he was given too much morphine to keep him out of pain, finally his life ebbed away, he fought for his life but it was not to be, we love and miss him so much, an angel in heaven son till we meet again xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sunday, June 3rd 2007 - 09:49:21 PM
Name: MC
E-mail address: squifflet@hotmail.com
Comments:I am 28 years old and lost my Dad suddenly on 21st January 2007. He was 55 years old. He had a heart attack and died instantly whilst out driving in the car with my brother. He was a fit and healthy man and so influential on all of our lives; we are all devastated. My Mum is struggling to accept a life without him; my brother, sister and I are so upset about all the things yet to happen that he'll never see/be a part of. Dad was a very intelligent man, always reading/thinking/talking and so I hope that being part of this group allows me to do the same.
Monday, May 28th 2007 - 04:53:15 PM
Name: LESLEY BETTS
E-mail address: l.betts826@btinternet.com
Comments:Mum, left us so suddenly on the 21st April, how I wish that I could speak to her just one more time. Mum was my only friend, she always knew instintively what to say or do to make things better for us all. Since Mum died my time has been taken up with Dad, my siblings, Mum's garden and pets. This helps a little but what do I do now?
Thanks for this dreambook, thanks for giving me the space.
Saturday, May 26th 2007 - 03:48:28 PM
Name: Denise
E-mail address: denise1evans@btinternet.com
Comments:I lost my husband Gary really suddenly on 13th April 2007. He was only 46 and we have two children aged 14 and 12. We are all devastated. I am struggling not knowing if I am looking after our childrens emotional wellfare right. I feel lonely and lost as we had been together for 30 years. Why did this have to happen to us?
Tuesday, May 22nd 2007 - 11:06:24 AM
Name: Janice Godfrey
E-mail address: kenjan4@aol.com
Monday, May 21st 2007 - 02:37:13 PM
Name: Robin Tedder
E-mail address: robintedder_goldleaf@msn.com
Comments:I lost my dear Mum on 19th April 2007. I can stop thinking about her not being on the end of a phone or to visit. Her cheery personality made her a friend to so many. She will be sadly missed.

I feel that a part of me has gone forever and that there is nothing i can do to heal this wound in my soul. I cant even talk about how i really feel even with my wife as i get so upset.

God bless you mum.
Friday, May 18th 2007 - 03:10:08 AM
Name: Lyn
E-mail address: lynmcardle@btinternet.com
Comments:i lost my dad 15 years ago but it still feels like yesterday, he was taken very suddenly at 61 and the man eho helped me to get through this my uncle has just died at 69 life seems to very unfair, i know i should be greatful that they reached this age but it doesnt make it any easier
Monday, May 14th 2007 - 08:59:28 PM
Name: ann
E-mail address: anne102@nlueyonder.co.uk
Comments:i lost my dad on october the 11th 2006.
he was 56 and very sudden he had a heart attack while playing golf. Although im still hurting as he was my life, at least i know he would not wanted to go any other way.
i just wish i could have said my goodbyes before he had to go.
Sunday, May 13th 2007 - 06:17:37 PM
Name: Clair
E-mail address: justhurryuk@yahoo.co.uk
Homepage URL: http://www.lee-anthony-jones-gonetosoon.co.uk
Comments:My partner committed suicide in april this year, he leaves behind his two beautiful daughters, please visit their website. How are children expected to deal wiv this. Let god help him rest in peace
Friday, May 11th 2007 - 02:32:02 AM
Name: letty
E-mail address: letitiamorello@msn.com
Comments:I JUST LOST MY HUSBAND MARCH 14,2007 AFTER 20 YRS
HE HAD MULTIPLE SICKNESSES,IVE NEVER FELT SO ALONE. I DONT NO WHAT TO DO, I MISS HIM SO MUCH, HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND, I STAYED WITH HIM TILL THE END, AND STILL WONDER WHY HE WENT,YOU REALLY DONT KNOW UNTIL THIER GONE,WHAT A TERIBLE LOSS, CANT EXPLAIN,I WISH HE DIDNT GO. HE WAS 61YRS OLD IM 54YRS.LIFE DONT HAVE THE SAME VALUE TO ME ANYMORE,IM SO SAD ALL I DO IS THINK OF HIMAND CRY, MISS YOU ROCKY, LOVE YOUR WIFE LETTY XOXOXOXOXO SEE YOU AGAIN SOMEDAY.
Friday, May 4th 2007 - 02:25:44 PM
Name: cat
E-mail address: cat_kyle.ellie@hotmail.co.uk
Comments:my mum is at the end of her terminal illness and i dont know where to turn, there is plenty of places to go to get help for loosin someone but what about when they are still here but in a matter of days wont be?
Wednesday, May 2nd 2007 - 07:19:47 PM
Name: Lezah
E-mail address: embracelife1@hotmail.co.uk
Comments:I lost the love of my life ,my darling husband aged 55 years,
life is so empty. I never felt pain like this before.
Friday, April 27th 2007 - 08:11:27 PM
Name: vicky
E-mail address: k.bostock3@ntlworld.com
Comments:i lost my mum May 2006, it was a sudden death, i miss her so much more now, but time is a good healing, while here hoping
Wednesday, April 25th 2007 - 09:40:29 PM
Name: John Washington.
E-mail address: washy1@ntlworld.com
Comments:Remembering my loving sister Kathleen, we are always thinking about you, with loving memories your brother John Joan Gerard John and Maria.
Monday, April 23rd 2007 - 08:18:50 PM
Name: John Washington.
E-mail address: washy1@ntlworld.com
Comments:KATH, WE WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU, FOR THE LOVELY LADY YOU WERE..YOUR LOVING BROTHER, JOHN&JOAN.
Wednesday, April 18th 2007 - 04:16:14 PM
Name: Stephen Padden
E-mail address: stepad@aol.com
Comments:Thinking of you always,

all my love,

Stephen xx
Monday, April 16th 2007 - 01:37:41 PM
Name: John Padden
E-mail address: Stepad@aol.com
Comments:Still sadly missed.

All our love John, Tina, William & John. xx
Monday, April 16th 2007 - 01:35:47 PM
Name: Rose Padden
E-mail address: Stepad@aol.com
Comments:A little thought,
A silent tear,
Wishing that you where still here.

Missing you loads,
Rose & John xx
Monday, April 16th 2007 - 01:30:48 PM
Name: Peter Washington
E-mail address: pjw23444@blueyonder.co.uk
Saturday, April 14th 2007 - 12:55:34 AM
Name: Christine Lindsay
E-mail address: christine_lindsay@hotmail.co.uk
Comments:I lost my husband on 30th June 2006 to cancer. I have had lots of support from my family,my mother was a great support as she was the same age as me 54 yrs when we lost my dad.But sadly we lost our mother on the 9th Jan this year.My mother was 77yrs when she died of cancer, plus we didn't know that she had it when i lost my husband. I now feel very alone as the rest of my family are grieving as well, they do still care but like you said the phone calls do not come so frequent. I now feel that i need to talk to other women that have and are going through the same trauma as myself
Friday, April 13th 2007 - 10:25:44 AM
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