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| Name: | Sammantha Hatfield |
| E-mail address: | mankfyk22hotmail.com |
| Comments: | hey my name is sammantha hatfield and i have been living with scoliosis since i was six yrs old. i read your story and you have been throuh alot of the things that i have been going through and dealing with. trust me it isn't easy i'm so trouble with it now. i know about the pain after surgery because i just had my spinal fusion surgery in febuaray of this year. |
| Name: | Sammantha Hatfield |
| E-mail address: | mankfyk22hotmail.com |
| Comments: | hey my name is sammantha hatfield and i have been living with scoliosis since i was six yrs old. i read your story and you have been throuh alot of the things that i have been going through and dealing with. trust me it isn't easy i'm so trouble with it now. i know about the pain after surgery because i just had my spinal fusion surgery in febuaray of this year. |
| Name: | Alexis |
| E-mail address: | scolly2013@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | Hi my name is Alexis, and i am 13 years old. My family and i discovered i had Scoliosis in 5th grade, when the nurse at my school was checking everyone's back. About 2 days after the nurse checked my back she called my mom and dad and told them i have a mild case of Scoliosis. When my mom and dad told me i had Scoliosis,i freaked out! I had no idea what Scoliosis was, but the way my parents told me, i knew it wasn't good news.
At the beginning of 6th grade (August) when i went to get my Physical, my doctor (Dr.Lee) had told me that my Scoliosis was 19T and 17L, Dr.Lee made me an appointment in December at Elkhart General Hospital to get more X-Rays of my back, to keep an eye on if my Scoliosis was getting worse. In December 2006, when i went back to get more x-rays, they had told me my back hasnt increased. So i was happy about that! And after that i didnt think i would have to worry about Scolioisis for the rest of my life! Well....that wasnt what happened. In the end of April, i started having really bad pains in my back, so my mom called the hospital and made an appt. 3 days later. When the hospital called, they told my mom some bad news. They said i need to see a Specialist in Fort Wayne. When my mom had told me that i had to go to Fort Wayne because my Scoliosis increased, i burst in to tears! I was so scared, and i didnt know what to do. I ran in my room and got on the computer and searched stuff up about Scoliosis. When i started reading about bracing and surgery, and other girls' stories, i wasnt as freaked out, and didn't think i was alone in this. When i went to Fort Wayne, i was a little scared because i didnt know what the doctor was going to say.When i was called back to the room, i met my new doctor, Dr.Hoffman. He took me back to a room to get some more x-rays done.About 30 minutes later, Dr.Hoffman came back into the room and said that my curves were 25 degrees and 28 degrees. And he thought the best thing would be for me to get a brace. He told me, that i would have to wear it 18 hours a day, and 6 hours to rest and play sports, and that i would have to wear the brace for a year and a half to two years. When we left there (O.N.E), my mom made an appt. for me to get fitted for my brace. It was called, Prevail Prosthetics and Orthotics. When we walked in, it smelled, and there was a display of different types of braces. I started crying when i was getting fitted for the brace. About 2 weeks later the brace was made,so we drove back to Fort Wayne. When i as trying the brace on, it was TERRIBLE, i kept asking "why did this happen to me?" i was so upset. Now that i am wearing the brace, i only eat half as much as i used to, when i sit down i have to sit back, so the brace doesnt dig into my legs. I was scared to go back to school the next day, because i thought everyone would make fun of me, and ask a lot of questions, and i didnt want to start crying. The next day at school wasn't bad at all. Everyone was really suportive, and didnt ask too many questions. I am now in 7th grade and i go back to Fort Wayne on May 14. (that is the day i will have my brace for one year!!) I can't wait 'til i dont have to wear a brace anymore. Every once in a while i will have a breakdown and cry my self to sleep, and still ask God why this happened to me, but as everyday goes by, i think about every other person that has had scoliosis, and it may be worse than what curve mine is, i know how hard it is to wear a brace. But my dad just keeps telling me "in 10 years you will be happy you wore the brace". Scoliosis has changed my life, and made me a stronger person, and makes me keep going. I think know one should have to go through this, it hurts, and you feel like you did something wrong, so you got scoliosis, but you didnt, God picked the strong one's and you just happen to be one. *And for everyone that has scoliosis, your not alone.And don't give up* :) |
| Name: | Louise Capocci |
| E-mail address: | ink.heart@hotmail.co.uk |
| Comments: | Hello, I too have suffered from scoliosis and have recovered from a major operation resently. The curveture of my spine wasn't recognised until I was 14; my mum had noticed a largish hump on my back and insistead that we go and see a doctor. Good thing really!
I was diagnosed with scoliosis and refered to Southampton General Hospital,(England, UK) and from there the treatment began. At first it was just check-ups and meetings as well as xrays. Hospital's never really bothered me, I spent a fair bit of my life in a hospital. (Broke my arm at the age of 6, Fell off my bike at 14 - amneasia, still can't remember what actually happened, and then my back). School life wasn't a problem for me with scoliosis, it didn't really bother me. I knew there was a possiblity I could have to have an operation but still, nothing. On the 10th of October 2006 I went into hospital and on the 11th of October 2006 I had my operation; 7 hours in theatre when I came to I found my self in Intensive care with vage recolections of my parents next to me, I do remember trying to cough and then hearing a nurse shout "She's going to be sick!" I wasn't all I wanted to do was cough but it's hard when you have a wacking great tube down your throat! Anyway, after a day in intensive care I was taken back to the ward where I stayed for about a week and I left hospital the day before my 16th birthday. I think the worst part of it all was the hospital, night was the worst; I was alone and in pain. I was given morphine and was able to administer it myself when I felt I needed it by pushing a button on a small hand-held device that I was given - it didn't last long, I had to wait for the little light to go out before I go have another dose, only trouble was that had worn off before the next dose! - the night nurses were, pardon my language, crap. I was uncomfortable a called for a nurse to help, she took a pillow and rammed it underneath me punching me in the back as she did so. I was holding back the tears but you could easily see that I was in pain, telling her that was fine she left and I struggled to pull the pillow out from under me causing more pain; I then cried myself to sleep. I finally got home and realised how bad the roads really are, with every crack, dip and bump causing pain to travel up my back. When it came to breakfast, lunch and dinner I didn't have the strength to lift the kinfe, fork or spoon, so my mum or dad ended up feeding me and cutting my food. I missed 3 months of school, and at the most important time of my school life - GCSE's - I worked hard and as much as I could. I had a home tutor for a while until I decided I didn't need him anymore and that I was going back to school. I did my mock exams at home and when I finally did go back I had about 5 months, if that, to do 8-9 months of work - IMPOSSIBLE!! Anyway, on the 11th of October 2007 it will be a year since my op, and all has gone well so far. I din't have to wear a brace or anything like that so I had an upside there. When I think back on the event I get a bit tearful around the 'night nurse' insident but apart from that I have had no trouble, and no depression at all. I read your site because of my scoliosis and because my 11 year old cousin has scoliosis and she has exercises to do - though she doesn't do them properly and I have now told her all about my ordeal, she seems to be doing the correctly all the time now. (Thank God) I don't want her to go through the same as myself and many others. Your site has also helped me to realise that there are lots more people out there that have scoliosis - I am not alone - Thank You. You should never have let your back get in your way! Who cares what other people think, most don't notice at all anyway - they wouldn't notice if you threw a brick at them!! You must always be happy, just think it could always be worse! xx |
| Name: | Julia |
| E-mail address: | julia_haba@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | I suffered scoliosis since I was a teenager. I had to wear a Milwaukee brace during whole High School. Everybody laughed at me, insulted me and I hated perfect backs and myself. I was depressed. So depressed. But nobody around me realized it, or didn't wanted to see it. I guess I was a teenager hard enough to take depression into consideration. People just thought I was lucky enough to wear a back brace and having no back operation. But those were the worse years in my life.
I'm in my last university year now, and I just realized my scoliosis had so much to do with it. In fact my back is still in a very painfull situation. So, once more it's Saturday night in Spain and I haven't got a single plan, because I am not "normal" at all. But fortunatelly searching through the internet I've found your story which could easily be my story... boy, I cried so much! But I would like to thank you so much for being so positive. Even if you had to live a hard situation you came through! What is more attonishing is the fact that I'm a Foreing Literature and Language student! I study English, Frencha and Italian. I guess we were so weird for the rest, we had to find a place to be ourselfs. Where better than in a book? I've realized years afterwards, I was not strange nor so horrible. I was just depressed and suffering painfull for my back problems. I wish sometimes I could go back into the past to change my attitude. But I can't. I just have to keep on going with my pain and, what's worse, my eternal obsession: wanting to become normal... Once again, thank you so much for your support. While reading I realized I had the same problem. We were too young and nobody understood. :) Thank you |
| Name: | Michael Emms |
| E-mail address: | michaeldemms@yahoo.co.uk |
| Comments: | Hello probably should introduce myself. I have suffered from this madness since i was 16. I am 30 now and have experienced all of the emotions that have been outlined. I didnt have surgery, my doc just told me to get on with my life, think i'm still trying to work out how to do that. Anyway after deep contemplation to commit suicide i decided against it as i will eventually meet my maker anyway and taking the scenic route seems more fun. I have decided to set myself targets of things that i want to see and do before i bite the dust. I have asways wanted to see the world and have just finished a teaching qualification teaching english as a second language and am moving to korea next summer(got to start somewhere!) Anyway nice talking to people who have suffered the same. |
| Name: | Michael Emms |
| E-mail address: | michaeldemms@yahoo.co.uk |
| Comments: | Hello I think that you are cool. Lets be friends |
| Name: | Miriam |
| E-mail address: | Miriam-Kate@bigpond.com |
| Homepage URL: | http:// n/a |
| Comments: | I had a bad case of Scoliosis. A 40 degree curve, curved both ways diagnosed at age 14. wore a brace for 2 and a half years. never had surgery. suffered with depression since my teens (I'm now 38) & took Prozac for years. been seeing a Chiropractor for last 8 months. My spine has already staightened out considerably and I'm quite a bit taller. For the last few months I have not been deppressed and I'm now off the Prozac. Chiro has done wonders for me. If you can afford to see a Chiropractor then give it a go, it is natural, non-surgical and drug free. Pain from Scoliosis and depression is no way to live. I was suicidal, but I'm much happier now. I've been on disability payments for years, but I'm hoping I will be able to work sometime in the near future. |
| Name: | Jamie Anderson |
| E-mail address: | jamie@concept-media.ca |
| Comments: | Hi!!! i loved reading your site. i just had the scoliosis surgery on June 5, 2006 and i am 12. i first got diagnosed when i was 8 i think. i was wearing a brace but i could never get comfortable in it so i never wore it. My scoliosis got to 80 degrees on the top curve and 76 degrees on the bottom i think. i now have 2 full length rods in my back and it is way easier than i thought it would be. i was out of the hospital a week after the surgery and i was golfing a month after. i love reading the different stories of people and how they get though life with scoliosis. it makes me feel a lot more reasured that everything is going to turn out ok and i am not going to be hated for being different. my back is still getting a bit sore now and then, but im sure that is just some pain from the surgery. |
| Name: | Sean |
| E-mail address: | smmcclain1015@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | All throughout my life, scoliosis has decreased the level of comfortibility I've been expected to have with that of a normal spine. I have had a double major, recently corrected only to the degree of sustaining my chronic asthma; I cna breathe better than before.
Though surgically corrected, I remain in constant pain and discomfort from an expectant of normality. "I would be better than ever," according to Dr. Robert Molinari, orthopedic scoliosis surgeon of the University of Rochester Spine Center. He is known to be an arrogant specilist. Despite such, his experience is well appreciated for decreasing the 76 degree thoracic-62 degree lumbar curves to about nearly 100%, yet I beleive that my life's worth would deem much better (I am a worker). I have been fighting the Social Security Administration for nearly 13yrs, being denied each and every time, finding now, that I was considered as being too young to receive disability benefits. I will now be awarded half of what I'd be earning per week within my career, only per month. I will be receiving back pay from 2003; it took a surgery that nearly killed me 3 times in the operating room, to receive less than what I am entitled too. Not to include that loss for what Social Services will receive before I am to get my first payment; my lawyer will receive 25% or $5300, depending upon how much I am entitled to under their (SSA) terms. Some have had efforts to degrad me in receive welfare while I could be working. However, none understand my situation. I have blamed GOD many years for my disability, my insufficency, my set-back from physical ailment related activities; I have always wanted to work in construction-for physically gainful purposes. I am a Reggae Dancehall freestyle dancer. I have been stripped of such, though I could have had the surgery at 17yrs of age. There was never a guarantee that I'd live or either continue physical activities; I couldn't let these people operate on me. I'd been warned not to put it off, but I did, being obnoxious about my being young and feeling healthy, though with a bit of pain. It had finally caught up with me at the age of 20, I could no longer perform within any physical activities; it would be dangerous. I have a long story to tell, with but little space to comment, so... Today, I pray, looking towards the future, that only Jesus can cope and console me. |
| Name: | Sarah |
| E-mail address: | x.roddy.x@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.myspace.com/roddy9 |
| Comments: | I have to start of by thanking you.
so...Thanks. I first found your site when I looked up depression & scoliosis. I had my first spinal fusion (a titanium half-rod covering 5 vertebrae) in february this year. My curve was apparently very severe and developed very quickly. I only found out I have Scoli in August last year, when I was 14years old. Going into the operation, my family and I remained in a very positive frame of mind, and even coming out, the results were great. However, recently my top curve (which isnt fused) has been getting worse. I can tell when I look at it and I get severe back pains again. As a 15year old this isnt such a good feeling, esspecially since I have to wear my brace againn to school now. I have recently been diagnosed with depression, OCD & Anorexia Nervosa (all put down to my scoliosis). As if having scoli wasnt bad enough hey!! I know there are many people who are worse off than I and i shouldnt complain but I really am becoming and unhappy person. I know this may sound strnge, but I want my top curve fused also. I can not explain the fear and worry I have to overcome every morning in the mirror. I just want the worrying and pain to go away. I also noticd I blame everything bad on my back. Somehow I link everything (a fight with mum, to not completing homework). I am quite a perfectionist and like things to be perfect. Hence the anorexia, OCD & depression. I have a huge fear that I am going to get Scoli Overcompensation Syndrome when I grow up. I've read all about it, and I'm starting to wonder if all this fear, pain, selfconsiousness will ever go away. I also have a fear of having children one day and them having the scoli gene past onto them. I would not wish the physical and phsycological damage this has caused me on anybody. Thats about it I suppose. Sarah |
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| E-mail address: | amlsinge@indiana.edu |
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| E-mail address: | amlsinge@indiana.edu |
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| E-mail address: | cannot share |
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