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This Memorial Book is for anybody who has died as a result of domestic violence, rape, child abuse, ritual abuse or suicide - or who is a deceased survivor you loved.
Please leave your tribute and do consider any confidentiality issues he or she may still have when you name them - initials will do if necessary.

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Your Name: Susan, Kat, & Lynn
Who is your tribute for?: Xander
Date of Death: summer of 2005
Comments: Dear Xander...i know it may not seem like we loved you but we did and we feel so guilty for not being better mothers to you when you were in our tummy...we are sorry we couldn't protect you. we were so scared when you came out after only being inside our tummy for 3 months...you were so so little. you died right away....we are so sorry :(

Sunday, January 1st 2012 - 06:44:51 PM
Your Name: hoplesslycrazy
Homepage URL: http://google.co.uk
Who is your tribute for?: abbie
Date of Death: 2009
Comments: I am glad u found peace but not in the right way i should of been there more sorry. I love you so much.

Sunday, January 1st 2012 - 12:41:47 PM
Your Name: BeBold
Who is your tribute for?: Stephanie
Date of Death: 10/27/2006
Comments: Steph, You got out of your stepdad's home and had a bit of a chance at life. You were so hurt that your mom never believed you and chose him over you. I know that pain was so deep. Life just never worked out the way we all wanted it to for you. You left this earth in such an unusual way, I still don't know if it was by your own hand or not. I actually hope it was so that you finally had control over something in your world. I miss you. Your Laugh. Your goofiness. Your Nemo! You left this world at the tender age of 31. I wish it had been a more friendly earth for you. They say the good die young. Perhaps the innocent do as well. be.

Friday, December 30th 2011 - 05:42:08 AM
Your Name: Raeven
Who is your tribute for?: Tristan
Date of Death: 10-20-11
Comments: Mo chara thristan, Ní bheidh mé Creidim i do deireadh. Tá tú d'fhulaing amhlaidh ach in iúl dúinn nach bhfuil a dhéanamh leithscéalta. Bhí tú níos láidre ná mar a bhí a fhios agat go fóill, agus thug tú isteach. Cé, beidh mé fós díomá, beidh mé an-an-chailleann tú. Bealtaine mo chroí arís eile le mise. do chroí, Raeven

Monday, October 31st 2011 - 08:24:13 PM
Your Name: cathyd
Who is your tribute for?: Jimmy
Date of Death: a few years ago
Comments: As family we lost touch with you all when your dad died. With excitement we were reconnect in June 2010. It was then that we learned the news, after serving your country, the emotional toll, the roller coaster of depression became too much for you. Wish I had known, wish I could have made a difference. I trust you are at peace now.

Thursday, September 29th 2011 - 03:44:19 PM
Your Name: Dante
Who is your tribute for?: Luke
Date of Death: Summer of 2007
Comments: I loved you so much and that night it happened...i can still see you when i close my eyes...but your not the only one who died that night. you shouldn't have let them get to you, you shouldn't have listened to them...they were wrong.

Friday, September 9th 2011 - 09:38:14 AM
Your Name: SKY
Who is your tribute for?: Baby S.....
Date of Death: Nov. 13, 1989
Comments: Your innocent soul soars with the angels... Until we all meet again, keep safe in our Lord's Arms.

Monday, September 5th 2011 - 03:57:30 AM
Your Name: budafli
Who is your tribute for?: janee
Date of Death: dusnd membas dat dae
Comments: u wos mii besdid fwen ns den u wos ns da boks n ebewun wos cri mii doen crii dems wun wot pud u ns da growwn ns da boks ged ns twubl da plec

Tuesday, August 23rd 2011 - 02:41:15 AM
Your Name: Meghan
Who is your tribute for?: Mr. Z
Date of Death: Oct 3, 1984
Comments: I miss you SO much and I am so so sorry.

Sunday, July 3rd 2011 - 06:28:24 AM
Your Name: Amanda
Who is your tribute for?: Louis
Date of Death: 3/10/08
Comments: My best fiend my honorary brother I love you and miss you. Your death caused me to leave but I wish you were still here. I love you forever.

Friday, July 1st 2011 - 05:43:15 PM
Your Name: Tori Zoe Bella Skyye
Who is your tribute for?: Zach
Date of Death: 5/16/2005
Comments: ~ Everyday your twin misses you..she rest within your arms in her deep slumber sleep~ WE miss your laugh, your smile we miss your heart. You were taken from our life outside..but you are forever in each one of us. Love you frum "Lil T, Bella your BFF frog catching partner and Skyye who comes from callin out to her" <3 <3

Tuesday, June 14th 2011 - 10:05:56 AM
Your Name: AKIL
Who is your tribute for?: Jase (my son)
Date of Death: October 20th 2009
Comments: Though you were young when you passed, your smile and laughter will live on for the rest of my life you are and always will be the first and oldest of my children and i will treasure you from now untill forever RIP my little J.J

Friday, June 3rd 2011 - 02:34:01 AM
Your Name: Jade
Who is your tribute for?: Anyone who has died at their own hands.
Comments: Love and peace to everyone who has chosen suicide. It is never the right choice. but, i truely hope you have found peace. i love you..

Monday, April 11th 2011 - 08:36:06 PM
Your Name: kami
Who is your tribute for?: mikee
Date of Death: 4.4.2011
Comments: mikee mi so soree you feleds ths wer tha onlee waa owt mi wesh mi kolda helpeds you mi wesh you wolda gwabeds hols of mi han oen moer tiem mi wil nevr evr forges you you wer mi angel forevr you wil be mi angel

Saturday, April 9th 2011 - 06:02:25 AM
Your Name: L. Lee Ramey
Who is your tribute for?: David
Date of Death: N/A
Comments: David I hope you have a friend in Jesus and that you have found your wings, I want you to know that I am trying to lay charges on our birth parents and that they pay for what they did to all of us. I hope I can be stong so I can get the job down because I know they need to know that what they did was not right. I love you David.

Thursday, February 17th 2011 - 05:43:01 PM
Your Name: Chris(Pagan Warrior)
Who is your tribute for?: Kenny Pierce
Date of Death: 07/1/1990
Comments: Too a little brother I never got to share my life with whose existence was ignored until death came upon you from ignorance and lack of compassion. To a brother I often cry out of pain and the shear sadness of missing you and the day I get money I will be the one to get you an official memorial site and stone with your name. I love you and I miss you so much. Blessed be

Friday, February 11th 2011 - 10:51:20 PM
Your Name: Januaryhorse
Who is your tribute for?: My Brother
Date of Death: Don't Know
Comments: I would Like to say thank- you to my Biological brother who died of a cracked skull when he was a teenager, I want to thank him for standing up for me even though he knew he was going to get hurt, I was only three but I still remember him. I am 17 now and I Know he died because of me.

Tuesday, December 21st 2010 - 04:46:53 PM
Your Name: ann_free
Who is your tribute for?: jeff
Date of Death: may 20010
Comments: jeff, i dont know what to say other than i wish you had chosen differently

Wednesday, December 15th 2010 - 05:43:17 PM
Your Name: ShadowLight
Who is your tribute for?: Isabelle
Date of Death: 13/06/2006
Comments: I am sorry. I hope you know that your mother loves you deeply and that I miss you everyday

Friday, November 19th 2010 - 09:30:30 PM
Your Name: busymom (laura)
Who is your tribute for?: Eva
Date of Death: 2/27/91
Comments: I'm so sorry baby. I hope you didn't hurt. Mommy loves you and will never forget you. Fly with the angels, Sweet girl

Sunday, October 24th 2010 - 07:33:28 PM
Your Name: Kami
Who is your tribute for?: Bob
Comments: Bob you wer a graat frend an mi mis you so muschs litl thengs lwaas sem to remiind me of you liek seen you on ahoo or wen sendeen emaels owt seen yous emael adres stil in mi adres buk soemtiems mi stil ges mad that you hads go awaa liek you doeds but ofer tiems mi jus sads that mi koldnt help yous you maekeds tha dseshen to flii awaa to tha angels mi hoep you fiinlee bes at pees up thers an no loger so sads mi loev you an wil nevr forges you loev kami

Monday, December 28th 2009 - 06:18:24 AM
Your Name: Hannah(worthlessangel)
Who is your tribute for?: lil brother james
Date of Death: 20/6/09
Comments: james i miss you so much you were always there for me even when you were feeling terrible you always put on a smile for me. i hope your in peace now away from all the evil in the world just like you wanted us boh to be. missing you x

Tuesday, September 22nd 2009 - 03:33:46 PM
Your Name: Belinda
Who is your tribute for?: My Mom
Date of Death: 1954-2005
Comments: Dear Mom, I wish we could have become better friends before you took your life. I am really going through a lot of things right now and so much of it is the same as you did. I wish I could be talking to you about my problems right now because I feel so alone. I'm gonna try to make my life different though. Btw mom.. I found out I can't have children. Love Belinda

Sunday, July 26th 2009 - 01:59:45 PM
Your Name: Casey
Who is your tribute for?: Virginia
Date of Death: 12/31/08
Comments: She was the most courageous and outgoing person I knew, and I wish I had been there more for her. She took her own life two days after my birthday.

Sunday, July 19th 2009 - 12:54:40 AM
Your Name: angie
Homepage URL: http:// aol.com
Who is your tribute for?: mellisa hooper
Date of Death: oct 7 2008
Comments: she was a very good friend she lost her life because of her husband didnt want her to live and be happy she was abused all her life except noty from the man she was dating she was going to be a nurse she was a cna and loving she helps a whole lot and a very good friend that i miss very much and think of every day she is missed a whole lot by everyone

Friday, June 12th 2009 - 02:21:42 PM
Your Name: Millie
Who is your tribute for?: Sandy
Date of Death: 1987
Comments: Dear Sweet Sandy, You took me into your home when I had no place to go and assimilated me into all aspects of your family, for that I will always be truly grateful, appreciative and thankful. I remember all our fun times together going down to SD, camping, all the holidays, you even saved MY life that one night at Dr H's. You always believed in me...honey, why did you just give up on yourself? I'm sorry if I wasn't there enough for you - if you even wanted me around then. I regret with all my heart not being able to attend your services, for that I will always regret. I love you, Sandy-mom, no goodbyes, only love, Your xtra kid, Millie

Monday, March 30th 2009 - 05:43:28 AM
Your Name: Millie
Who is your tribute for?: Sandy
Date of Death: 1987
Comments: Dear Sweet Sandy, You took me into your home when I had no place to go and assimilated me into all aspects of your family, for that I will always be truly grateful, appreciative and thankful. I remember all our fun times together going down to SD, camping, all the holidays, you even saved MY life that one night at Dr H's. You always believed in me...honey, why did you just give up on yourself? I'm sorry if I wasn't there enough for you - if you even wanted me around then. I regret with all my heart not being able to attend your services, for that I will always regret. I love you, Sandy-mom, no goodbyes, only love, Your xtra kid, Millie

Monday, March 30th 2009 - 05:41:46 AM
Your Name: Millie
Who is your tribute for?: "Jimmers"
Date of Death: 1999
Comments: Dear Jim, you were the best big brother to me. I looked up to you in so many ways. I know you were always hurting, hun. I know. You were so intelligent and always had wonderful, positive energy and I miss your laughter and smile and brilliance in the world. I have a photo from the last time we saw each other. I wish you had loved yourself and could have seen how others truly saw you and loved you. I know you are in a better place my "jimmers , my bro". I hope you come to greet me when it's my turn to go. I love you know and always, no goodbyes, only love. Your lil sis, Millie

Monday, March 30th 2009 - 05:30:38 AM
Your Name: Millie
Who is your tribute for?: Jill D.Kline
Date of Death: 1989
Comments: Jill, Jill, Jill, why hun? I'll never really comprehend the fact that you called me just before you took your life and we just had be arguing and you and I both were still upset w/ each other - I didn't know that I was the last call you made before you killed yourself at Michaels. I didnt know you called to say "goodbye forever" ... I was in the hospital when you called me and I thought we could make all amends over breakfast the next morning. You were just down the street from me and shortly after we'd hung up the phone I heard the PFD and All the Sirens go down my street to Michaels. You came from one of the most prominent families around and had so much to offer this planet/ world. We were young then but I must say - no matter how difficult things were between us at times, my friendship and love for you never ended as it remains intact to this very day. The music you turned me onto still reminds me of you. And all the times we shared and all we did together remain crystal clear to this day in my mind. You showed me a brilliant way of life that obviously wasn't as free and without care as you made it seem. I pray you know how much you meant to me and I still have the cd's you gave me. You were so smart, fun, intelligent and seemingly carefree - always trying to bust balls w/ your tf$ - that was hilarious. You were generous as well. It's been all this time and you are still in the forefront of my mind, obviously, to this day. God Bless you, Jill and I just know you are at peace now and I hope to see you when it is my turn in heaven. Again, there is no goodbyes, only love. Your friend forever, Millie

Monday, March 30th 2009 - 05:16:29 AM
Your Name: Millie
Who is your tribute for?: Anjali Pease
Date of Death: 2003
Comments: My Dear Anjali, we were so close - why you didn't reach out to me at your time of death, I'll never know. My fear is you did and I missed it somehow due to my hectic schedule of a doc program and If I did miss all the signs/ symptoms, I truly am sorry. I miss you so... I think of you often and talk to you. I hope you are in a much better place now and not suffering anymore. I have tears as I write this about you because we were so close and at doc school they tried to bring up all our email correspondence to use against me somehow...I know if you had been around you would have never let SERC be so abusive to me. I miss your smile, your infectious laugh and brilliant humor. I miss your dear friendship and all our times together. You had so much to offer. I hope to see you when it is my turn to go to heaven. I love you now and I love you forever...there is no goodbye, Anjj, only love. Your Friend forever, Millie

Monday, March 30th 2009 - 05:00:54 AM
Your Name: Millie
Who is your tribute for?: My Sister, Mary Margaret Weaver
Date of Death: 1970
Comments: My dear sweet Mary, you never had a chance at life. You went "missing" when you were only 14 Y/O and I was 10 y/o. How I wish you knew how much I wish I could have protected you, told the authorities, stood up for you, and all I wish I had done for you and how much I love you and feel for everything I saw you endure and for all I never did see but I know of. I am so sorry I didn't / couldn't do more for you out of my own fear of my own death. I pray you don't hate me or think of me as a coward. I pray for you and think of you often and on your Birthday, Nov 4th, every year. I am so sorry...I know you are in heaven now as you are much too beautiful of a person to have been here much anyway. I will always love you. I hope you forgive me for not doing more to help you. I am truly sorry. I Love you and Miss You All The Time. 4Ever your lil sis, Millie

Monday, March 30th 2009 - 04:48:12 AM
Your Name: Bravehearts
Who is your tribute for?: Chantal
Date of Death: 1/19/2004
Comments: We didn't know each other long, but our fight was the same. Your suicide rocked me to the core. On one hand, I was so happy that you were not longer having to fight. On the other hand, I felt even more alone. I pray you have spent the last four years in peace. Miss you.

Sunday, January 4th 2009 - 08:31:45 PM
Your Name: katherine
Who is your tribute for?: missy
Date of Death: 1989
Comments: you are my baby still are in my heart i love and miss you wish i could have done more you are with the one who created everything and flying with the angels now that momma loves you then and still do

Sunday, January 4th 2009 - 11:57:38 AM
Your Name: katherine
Who is your tribute for?: missy
Date of Death: 1989
Comments: you are my baby still are in my heart i love and miss you wish i could have done more you are with the one who created everything and flying with the angels now that momma loves you then and still do

Sunday, January 4th 2009 - 11:57:07 AM
Your Name: dfk
Who is your tribute for?: My sister
Date of Death: 02-11-2007
Comments: Sorry was not there for you, but could not do it anymore missed you for so many years and to have heard of your suicide hurts so bad, hopefully you have now found peace

Sunday, November 2nd 2008 - 02:26:50 PM
Your Name: kimberlyh
Who is your tribute for?: mother-in-law
Date of Death: 11/05/2000
Comments: she was one of the greatest ladies i have ever meet in my life. To this day i still miss her so much..

Thursday, August 7th 2008 - 02:58:54 PM
Your Name: Fort Refuge
Who is your tribute for?: "Morn"
Date of Death: April 23, 2008

Monday, July 14th 2008 - 09:17:52 AM
Your Name: MJ
Who is your tribute for?: LR
Date of Death: 2004
Comments: I miss you grandma...

Wednesday, June 11th 2008 - 10:52:04 PM
Your Name: Hania
Who is your tribute for?: Kelsey
Date of Death: 9-18-04
Comments: I miss you everyday, We suffered everything together, so it isn't fair you were the one who had to die..I guess life isn't fair but just remember I love you and miss with every breath and heartbeat.

Wednesday, May 28th 2008 - 03:04:24 AM
Your Name: secretsouls
Who is your tribute for?: T.M.
Date of Death: 1-3-99
Comments: May you rest in peace.

Friday, May 9th 2008 - 05:43:12 PM
Your Name: V.
Who is your tribute for?: J.M.
Date of Death: 2002

Wednesday, April 30th 2008 - 08:56:23 PM
Your Name: V.
Who is your tribute for?: H.M,
Date of Death: 2001

Wednesday, April 30th 2008 - 08:55:07 PM
Your Name: S.
Who is your tribute for?: Steven
Date of Death: 1990
Comments: 1985 - 1990 Sorry. I miss you, you didn't deserve to die so young, the image of your last smile is forever tattoed in my mind.

Friday, April 25th 2008 - 11:57:33 AM
Your Name: S.
Who is your tribute for?: Alex
Comments: Your a Survivor in my eyes. Now your flying with the Angels, and peaking through the Windows of the Stars looking down on me and I know your smiling. Love you Always. RIP

Friday, April 25th 2008 - 11:49:29 AM
Your Name: S.
Who is your tribute for?: Leon
Comments: My world will never be the same, though as long as you're no longer in pain... Rest in peace young man. You are you're mummies world, she adores you more then anything. You are no longer with us, we will pray you go to the one who Blessed us with you're presence, for such a short but Joyful time. I thank you for giving me so many smiles, and so many laughs. I thank you for filling my life with Joy and happiness, in times in which I needed it most. You truely are special, and will be missed. Rest In Peace, Leon J .H.

Tuesday, April 22nd 2008 - 04:46:34 PM
Your Name: Bits
Who is your tribute for?: Christina
Date of Death: 04/2000
Comments: You will always be in my heart, never truly will we be apart. I love you my sweet little one, I am sorry for all they have done. I know I wronged you too, And my apology is long over due. I am sorry for the things we put you through, one day i hope to make our relationship new. For now you are in God's hands, and I must continue on with His perfect plans. I love you hunny and you will always be mamas little baby girl.

Tuesday, April 15th 2008 - 05:04:30 PM
Your Name: Louise
Homepage URL: http://www.aphroditewounded.org
Who is your tribute for?: Andrea Dworkin
Date of Death: 9 April 2005
Comments: A Raped, prostituted warrior-woman who knew what she was talking about yet was so reviled when she fought for the right of women to be free from all forms of exploitation and violence. I remember you with eternal gratitude, sister. Your rest is well-earned.

Tuesday, April 15th 2008 - 02:46:12 AM

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