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[I'm Still Your Fag] Wednesday, December 5th 2007 - 08:00:59 PM Broken Social Scene - I'm Still Your Fag

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[Montreal -40°C] Tuesday, December 4th 2007 - 09:28:19 AM Malajube "Montreal -40°C"

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[sweetie] Tuesday, December 4th 2007 - 09:22:11 PM I really love this song.... Two lazy dreamers on a winter's night Making plans for the spring You paint a picture while I put away my clothes A crooked couple standing side by side Is that you? Is that me? We laugh in circles and we dream of some place to go We'll sleep on roof tops We'll ride on bicycles Maybe we'll get married Don't you want to, sweetie? With so much talent you're not fit for this world You're an actress, there's no screen A couple movies now you're stuck in this broadway show Sink full of dishes and a dirty face Where's the passion? Talk is cheap We laugh in circles then we turn the lights down low We'll sleep on roof tops We'll ride on bicycles Maybe we'll get married Don't you want to, sweetie? We hear some music Coming from the street down below And the melody carries Won't you sing with me, sweetie? Won't you sing with me, la, la, la, la, la... I hope I can love you Just like you deserve to be Tell me what you're feeling Don't you want to, sweetie?

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[I Cried for you] Saturday, November 24th 2007 - 08:11:06 AM Katie Melua I like this MV so much!!

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[a cold] Saturday, November 24th 2007 - 08:02:52 AM no exercise since one month ago. It's not so good because it makes me more languid recently. Now I have a cold which is a obvious result. But it's difficult for me to find time jogging in winter. Winter is really coming and I have lots things to do. I can't waste my time especially in this stupid cold. Anyway, I should at least go jogging twice every week. Althought I don't have too much time before the end of this year. I hope it will be a good ending. Let's see. :)

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[for you] Thursday, October 11th 2007 - 09:35:52 PM I promised you showing this video. Hope you will like it.

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[Huun-Huur Tu] Thursday, September 27th 2007 - 06:23:51 AM I went to the concert of Tuva music last week in Bonn. It was so cool. Actually, I have already several "Huun-Huur Tu" albums, but I never thought about I could have chance to listen to their live music. I almost forget this concert last week, and a friend of mine coming from Sweden, Jan, told me he will go to this concert which was ringing my bell about Huun-Huur Tu. The show was really great and skillful. I like the sounds that can make you feel free and calm. It's my second time for the Tuva music, and it's fucking nice.

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[which direction?] Tuesday, August 28th 2007 - 09:01:45 PM my friend send me this dancing girl and ask which direction does she turn. At very beginning, it's clockwise for me. But then it changes to counterclockwise. people say that if you saw it in clockwise it means your right brain is more active, which is usually referred to the brain of artist and writer. As for the counterclockwise, it's usually a active brain for science etc. So, I should quit my work now..... oh my brain is not for science anyway. And I can now make she turn whatever I like.

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[crazy about classic music] Monday, August 20th 2007 - 06:53:16 PM Bonner Sommerfest last weekend

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[thanx for your postcard] Monday, August 13th 2007 - 08:54:02 PM ^^"

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[my new song] Sunday, August 12th 2007 - 09:03:28 PM but it's sucks... Way Back Into Love anyway, I'm really messed up recently... fuck, hate it so much! fuck this world...

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[Weird Dream] Friday, August 3rd 2007 - 08:39:19 PM Yesterday I dreamed of my cousin being a nurse. I was on my way to the high school somewhere. Then I donated my blood, and most strange one, my drool. I can feel the needle pierce my mouth and suck my drool. I almost donated one litter of my blood, and I can see it in red. That means I can see the color in my dream. That was one thing I was thinking about. Now I finally have a chance to test. But anyway, this dream really made me terrified. Blood and drool...

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[Way Back Into Love] Thursday, June 28th 2007 - 02:09:54 AM I've been living with a shadow overhead I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I've been lonely for so long Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need em again someday I've been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine I've been searching but I just don't see the signs I know that it's out there There's got to be something for my soul somewhere I've been looking for someone to shed some light Not somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end oh, oh, oh, oh, oh There are moments when I don't know if it's real Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration Not just another negotiation All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart to you I'm hoping you'll show me what to do And if you help me to start again You know that I'll be there for you in the end oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

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[Long day in the mountain] Sunday, June 17th 2007 - 08:03:33 PM Yesterday I have stayed in the APEX site for almost 11 hours. I did not feel sick, and the weather was also quite nice. We had some tests with champ+ and I also went to the cabin of telescope. It's really complicated but delicate. I also met with one of the friend from Bonn, Mamonis, and we went together to the ACT telescope, which is a CMB measurement telescope. It's pretty big, comparing to the APEX of course. I stayed quite late in the basecamp in the end. However, today I waked up very early, about 9:30 (I went to bad at 4:30). After having breakfest, I walked to the town. It's smaller than I thought but the central small park is very nice. Today is Sunday, but not so many tourists were around there. I only saw some backpackers waiting bus. There is a museum and a street-market nearby, which made me a little surprised. San Pedro is small thought, it's full of lots of stuffs and restaurants. I bought many postcards and wrote them when I was back to the hotel. The sunshine was not so strong and you can just sat outside writing something. Two small rivers pass by in the quiet afternoon. Althought I worked overtime and was really tired, I'm quite happy today. :)

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[Long Trip to the South] Thursday, June 14th 2007 - 05:25:54 PM The trip from Frankfurt to Chile is the longest trip I never have. I left my appartment around 15:00 in the afternoon, then I took a Strassenbahn to Siegberg for my ICE train. It took only 40 min from Siegberg to Frankfurt airport. However, my flight was delayed till 20:00 in the evering. It took 2 hours from Frankfurt to Madrid. After 1.5 hours waiting in the Madrid airport, the real flight of this time begins. 14.5 hours from Madrid to Santiago was not really make me tired, because I sleep quite well. The woman sitting next to me is a Jazz singer (how amazing). Anyway, the most boring period was staying in the airport of Santiago, where is only few shops. We even drank cafe in starbucks twice!! The flight to Calama was also delayed about 2 hours, the weather was bad, but the main reason could be the mechanical problem. From Santiago to Calama in only 2 hours, but from airport to APEX basecamp have to spend 1 more hour. Although I was really exhausted at that time, the dark clear southern hemisphere night sky is truely unbelievable. I never saw Crux at that high altitude. All this makes the long trip worthy. It took almost 48 hours from my appartment in Bonn to the Hotel in San Pedro de Atacama. Besides, the first night was so lucky that I met a big earthquake of magnitude 5.4. Lucky me really. :) I'm here now

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[And I Am Telling You ] Saturday, June 9th 2007 - 08:41:05 PM

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[1989.6.4] Monday, June 4th 2007 - 09:01:59 PM Whole PlayList

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[My Taiepi Film Festival] Friday, June 1st 2007 - 08:01:20 AM 完美人類.吸血鬼 2007/6/29 12:40 城市舞台 森林裡的男人 2007/6/30 14:10 台北中山堂中正廳 主席 2007/6/30 16:40 城市舞台 意外的結局 2007/7/2 10:30 in89豪華數位影院 聖女貞德受難記 2007/7/2 14:10 城市舞台 丹麥短片 2007/7/4 10:30 in89豪華數位影院 戀童如子 2007/7/4 12:50 城市舞台 小說.柳川之女 2007/7/4 20:20 城市舞台 落葉歸根 2007/7/4 23:50 in89豪華數位影院 廣告大饕客之三 2007/7/5 21:00 城市舞台 浮屍的風景 2007/7/5 15:00 台北中山堂中正廳 刺青 2007/7/6 10:30 in89豪華數位影院 嘜相害.台灣左翼記事 2007/7/6 13:00 in89豪華數位影院 捷克驚魂夜 2007/7/6 23:40 in89豪華數位影院

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[Taiwan] Thursday, May 31st 2007 - 07:38:11 PM

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[Geneva II] Monday, April 30th 2007 - 12:34:37 AM I visited some places in my second day satyed in Geneva. I went to Gare de Cornavin first(Gare is a station in French) to put my backage, then I went to the Cathedrale de Saint-Pierre. There are two museen in this church. One is International Museum of the Reformation and another one is Archaeological Site of Saint-Pierre Cathedral. The stupid thing I done was I forgot to say I wanna buy the ticket for student. Therefore, I got more expensive ticket which includes two museen and free-visit of Cathedral tower. It cost 16 Euro in total, and I have to pay only 8 Euro for the student discount if I told them first. Anyway, I enjoyed the visiting and it's not a big deal. I were quite interesting in the religion things recently, and I also tried to understand more about this. The reformation museum is very new, and mainly talking about the great works of Calvin for the religious reformation. Also, I had known some history about Geneva. In addition, the Archaeological Site is really amazing, it's so large that I'm afraid of losing my way inside. It's pretty good because I had a audio guide explaining something to me. It took me almost two and half hours to visit these two museen. I went up to the tower after that, and it was really really cool. It was so beautiful, and you can see whole city beneath and also the fountain near the lake. The weather was good, so I can see quite far away. I had breakfest very late (almost start in one minute before they close the kitchen), so I didn't have lunch in Geneva. I went to Musee International De La Croix-Rouge Et Du Croissant-Rouge immediately, and passed the Palais des Nations. It's getting hotter and some people just played inside the fountain in front of ONU. I really liked the ICRC Museum, which has lots of stuff making people ponder. There were few films I thought were quite good. A detention delegate /Fred Florey, 1995, 5 min A delegate in Cairo /Laurent Negre, 1995, 5 min A delegate in Colombia /Andree Tavares & Laurent Valdes, 1999, 5 min Two extraordinary men in an ordinary circumstance /Demis Herenger, 1999, 5 min Ol Moran, Kenya /Maria Mbiti & Iris Gallarotti, 1999, 6 min Maricel, manila /Geraldine Chappuis, 1999, 6 min Memo and Nasuh, Turkey /Vedat Yilmaz, 1999, 5 min Of life and love /Sehjo Singh, 1999, 8 min The train to life /S. Pierre Yameogo, 1999, 8 min "A detention delegate" was talking about the volunteer of ICRC went to the jeil visiting some prisoners. "A delegate in Cairo" was talking about the media in Africa. "A delegate in Colombia" was about the feelings of a volunteer of ICRC working in Colombia. "Two extraordinary men in an ordinary circumstance" was about two different doctors with totally distinct backgrounds became the volunteer of ICRC. "Ol Moran, Kenya" is about the fighting for water resource between human and animal in Kenya. "Memo and Nasuh" said something about the earthquake in Turky. "Maricel, manila" was talking about the life of a Philippine girl living near the railroad. "Of life and love" was about the disease in India. "The train to life" was talking about a refuge train in Geneva, and the lives of people staying there.

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[Geneva] Thursday, April 26th 2007 - 05:41:37 AM My trip to Geneva was really long. I had to fly to Hamburg first, then waited for seven hours till 3:00 in the afternoon. I arrived in Geneva around 4:45. At the beginning, I can't find the bus to the city, and it took me a while to realize there was a train going to the city directly. After I checked in the youth hotel and settled down, it was 7:00 already. I stayed in a 6-person room, and other people in my room were high school students coming from Finland. They came here to take part in a scientific camp which told something about antimatter. Wow, antimatter, it's really cool if I could also join this kind of fancy camp in my high school period. Anyway, I took a walk along the Geneva Lake which was really beautiful at dusk. Lots of people and couples sat by the lake chatting, reading and eating. It was comfortable to enjoy the breeze from the lake. The big fountain (Jet D'eau) was also pretty, and I even want very close to it. The ice cream I had was quite expensive but tasted good. After visiting the Geneva Lake, I want to the old city where the Saint Pierre Church was in the center. The nearby streets were very nice and quiet, and it was good for walking. I was so hungry at that time and I found a Thailand restaurant to have something to eat. The food was tasty but quite expensive which charged for 15 Euro or so (But I really liked it). After the dinner, it was 9:00 already, then I went back to the hotel. I was very tired, so I slept well at night.

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[Circus] Wednesday, April 25th 2007 - 05:29:20 AM Last Friday we went to the circus in Duesseldorf. Actually it was in Bonn before, but we didn't have time to go together. Therefore we went the Duesseldorf for much later time. We took the train at 5:00 in the afternoon, and went for dinner first. The famous Japenese restaurant we went was NaNiWa, which was smaller than that I thought. The food was really good, and the noodle was also great. We all satisfied with this dinner. The most important thing was the circus of course, to be honest, the circus was really really amazing. It was interesting and attractive, especially some skillful shows. It's totally different from the circus in TV, and it's pretty cool to see this kinda show on live. But it was so cold at night. We all wear less clothes that day. The circus ended at 10:30 more and less, and we can't get the direct train back to Bonn. We stayed in the station of Duesseldorf and Koeln for a while, and I arrived at home about 2:00 in the morning. My God! I had to take a bus at 4:00 'cause my flight to Hamburg was 7:00 and the first bus to the airport was 4:45. I was so so tired that I almost slept whole day when I went to Geneva. I can't even remember what flight I took and how long I did fly. Anyway, it was really a great night.

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[My whole new ear] Thursday, April 12th 2007 - 07:41:06 PM I went to have ear-piercing yesterday. First, we went to downtown to celebrate Ao's birthday. Before that, we just wandered around and then I decided to have ear-piercing. We searched for such service in few ear ring shops. In the end we found one shop which also provided this stuff. It's not for free, however, it costed 6 Euro for the rings and service. I'm kinda nervous at the beginning, but it's so fast that I didn't have time to response. Anyway, it doesn't hurt at all and looks nice. Hope I could have a new start for everything and I also wanna change myself a little bit. V said she also wanna have one.

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[I want to sing] Monday, April 9th 2007 - 08:30:33 PM Those days are really fucked up. I really wanna sing songs like what I did in the mountain of Taipei before. Anyway, sing sing sing....get out of shit.....and leave me alone. Here is my singing channel

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[desperate] Sunday, April 1st 2007 - 09:11:34 PM He told me sometimes loneliness will be so dreadful that you could not do anything. I didn't realize the meaning of this sentence until now. I felt desperate on the bus today under a beautiful sunny sky. Then, the song "Every Time" crossed my mind, and the endless sadness seems to swallow me totally. I'm afraid I'm starting to feel What I said I would not do The last time really hurt me I'm scared to fall in love Afraid to love so fast Cuz every time I fall in love It seems to never last But every time your love is near And every time I'm filled with fear Cuz every time I see your face My heart does begin to race every time One half wants me to go One half wants me to stay I just get so all confused I'm scared to fall in love Afraid to love so fast Cuz every time I fall in love It seems to never last Everytime your love is near And every time I'm filled with fear Cuz every time I see your face Could it be that this will be the one that lasts? The fear does start to erase every time Oh could it be that this will be the one that lasts For all my times Ooh yeah For all my times So, I am desperate cause I know every time I'll lose. I'll lose everything till my body is empty. Maybe I just do nothing at all and let it go. Let me flow to a freezing sea and make my heart never moved eternally.

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[Eternal Summer] Thursday, February 22nd 2007 - 08:47:45 PM Tonight I just watched the movie "Eternal Summer," a story about two boys and one girl. I don't know why it makes me so sad. It seems to watch my own story, and forces me to think about the past again. Suddenly, I really want to go to the seashore of Taiwan. I want to cry out loudly; I want to shout out widely. I just wanna be alone, without anyone by my side. I wanna lay on the beach and watch the Moon in the dark sky. Hearing the sound of the waves, I can also sing my songs. Why is life so hard? Why is it so hurt to grow up? Am I happy? I don't know. Everyone thought that I am happy. Maybe I just pretend to be happy when I'm inside a crowd. I never ask this question by myself, because I knew the answer. I don't want to face the thing I really want. I lose my brave to do anything. I just wanna be alone, far from anyone. I got too much blue tonight, and I have no idea how can I deal with them. I need a long sleep for the tiring life. Everything is closing; my heart is closing. I want everything to be closed then I can stay in safe. in blue in my own world....

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[A whole new year] Thursday, February 8th 2007 - 08:25:00 PM It's already February,and now I start to write my first diary of this year. The wish I made of the new year is to keep my diary in English or in German. Sometimes I just get frustrated when I chat with some people without correctly expressing myself. When I speak in Chinese, I know what kind of words or phrases can exactly tell people about my feelings. But it's really hard for me to do the same thing in English. Probably I have to think like an American or a British person. It could have some ways to do so I think...why not just keep diary in English then I can practice that. I have no idea if this is the best method. At least I can start now without thinking to much. It's awful that you force yourself to write something when you think about nothing at all. However, I convince myself to keep on writing, because you never know when the inspiration will come. I don't want to sit and wait. Maybe every article is an experiment to discover yourself or to know more about your deep inside. A sentence which cross my mind says past authors write because they have something to say, and present authors write to find out if they have something to say. I wish I have something to say, or I can say something about myself at least. I hope it's a good start, and I won't give up so easily.

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