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Email: lee@telusplanet.net
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Wednesday, September 10th 2003 - 04:09:23 AM
Alias: DyD
Email: De_Young_Dragon@Yahoo.com
Are you frozen?: I no longer know
Are you dreaming?: I woke, dreamed, woke & dreamed again now I no longer know the difference
Words: Hey Karina i havent heard from you in a longer time I hope u dont think I have forgotten you. I havent i've just had a few new issues I needed to work out.
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Paranoia is simply knowing what will occour befor it happens.

Sunday, June 15th 2003 - 05:19:44 PM
Alias: mary jane
Words:you back already???
Sunday, January 19th 2003 - 06:13:29 PM
Alias: Mary Jane
Email: spiralscorcher@hotmail.com
Words:I wanna send you a card. What's your address where you're staying at??? E-mail me.
Wednesday, January 8th 2003 - 04:04:00 PM
Alias: Shengru
Email: De_Young_Dragon@Yahoo.com
Are you frozen?: im too hard to freeze
Are you dreaming?: only when i open my eyes
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Tuesday, January 7th 2003 - 06:45:48 PM
Alias: mary jane
www: http://xanga.com/maryjaneann
Words:I'm glad you liked the book. Don't worry it'll get better. No cute guys?? Hmmm...look harder. [[don't accept drinks from stranges!!]]
Wednesday, January 1st 2003 - 01:39:17 PM
Alias: djinn
Words:I am sorry for te way they always treated you
I am sorry that you can't show your emotions
I am sorry that you can't feel
I am truly sorry that people don't look beyond your beauty to see the real you
I am sorry that you were treated badly
I am about the things you went through
There's still hope

Wednesday, January 1st 2003 - 01:29:16 PM
Alias: mary jane
www: http://xanga.com/maryjaneann
Words:happy new year karina. how ya surviving over there??? hey get AOL IM. Did you like reading the book???
Okay g2g. Oh if you do end up calling me it's still the same number just add the 1808 before my number.
-mary jane
Monday, December 30th 2002 - 10:00:45 AM
Alias: Pius
Email: iczer44@hotmail.com
Words:thanks.. I'm probably not as depressed as I sound.. but I know how you feel... I don't mind my california id, it says I'm 21... I hope that you'll get used to living there... maybe you could come visit me sometime, it'll be cool...
Saturday, December 28th 2002 - 03:48:00 AM
Alias: murder
Email: hat
Are you frozen?: I am CrAzY
Are you dreaming?: NeVeR
Words:I like kErMeT tHe fRoG.........
Friday, December 27th 2002 - 10:11:02 PM
Alias: 6kyle
www: http://silentsix.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: yup
Are you dreaming?: perpetually
Words:yay!
Wednesday, December 25th 2002 - 08:58:35 PM
Alias: short_cookie
Email: shortygyrlie@aol.com
Are you dreaming?: this world is all a dream
Words:you got a neato diary.
Sunday, October 6th 2002 - 09:57:27 PM
Alias: noah
Words:screw you! i love my public education. people may say im dim witted but i say im just canadien.
Thursday, September 12th 2002 - 06:46:12 PM
Alias: Lil
www: http://vixenated.diaryland.com
Words:Thanks girly.
Thursday, September 12th 2002 - 02:16:32 PM
Alias: ELiTE
Email: NHL@yahoo.com
www: http://shizno.cjb.net
Are you frozen?: .
Are you dreaming?: .
Words:hi.
whats been up.....long time no see (2 years now?) you havent forgotten me huh? nice to hear.
/msg me on yahoo, if you wana talk, i was under the name NHL but for some reason yahoo decided to ban me (they fear me you see), so now i only use saiya-jin or classic zer0_4eva ;) my elitest names indeed.
Wednesday, September 11th 2002 - 01:44:12 AM
Alias: emma frost
Words:hi, old friend...

you have not been forgotten.
Tuesday, September 10th 2002 - 10:15:56 AM
Alias: old...friend
www: http://shizno.cjb.net
Are you frozen?: in time?
Are you dreaming?: i wish.
Words:you're still alive.
im not.
do you even remember me...
probably not.
(looks like a little of your poetry rubbed off on me....all those years ago)
means nothing to you.
-a _hacker_ (we ARE mythical creatures now you know.)
Saturday, September 7th 2002 - 12:34:05 AM
Alias: maryjaneann
www: http://maryjaneann.diaryland.com
Words:Finally! I am back online. I got a new computer which I am very satisfied with. How are you these days? I'm doing swell. School for me is actually doing great. How about you? Later.
Tuesday, September 3rd 2002 - 05:30:15 PM
Alias: ice queen
Email: icy_utopia@yahoo.com
www: http://frostopia.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: did my shivering give it away?
Are you dreaming?: one could only hope
Words:i haven't written in my little book in quite some time. i miss it...

things are the same and not. you grow, you learn, and hopefully you become a better person. that's what i'm striving for anyway.

ah, change..

.coming.and.soon.

i miss my old friends. i will miss my new ones. and life will continue like it always has and i will endure.

i will endure, and perhaps find a quiet contentment.
and i'll be ok with that.

:)
Tuesday, September 3rd 2002 - 03:02:58 PM
Alias: stehanie
Words:i failed it too!
Wednesday, July 31st 2002 - 09:46:01 AM
Are you frozen?: a little chilly
Are you dreaming?: my nipples are hard
Words:that sucks that you failed your driver's test. I'm gonna be reading the book again and get my permit again. Then logan will be behind the wheel. Lets see if I fail.
Tuesday, July 30th 2002 - 06:33:49 AM
Alias: your white lover
Email: MrJones711@aol.com
www: http://caponeXIII.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: No, but I did have a hangover
Words:Goddammit Karina stop thinkin about that kind of shit. I swear to God you hang around the wrong people. Your life isnt nearly as bad as you think it is. And even if it is, deal with it. Suck it up, be the proud mexican you are, and fucking deal with it. Dont be a little depressed bitch that sulks all the time and thinks about suicide. Suicide is a pathetic bitch's way out. Your beautiful, your smart, and you have the greatest personality. And we all love you for it. Cya neega
Sunday, July 28th 2002 - 05:08:26 PM
Alias: Lil
www: http://vixneated.diaryland.com
Words:I do that a lot you know. Whenever I'm walking to or from school I always wonder what would happen if I stepped in front of a car. It'd be so easy...
Friday, July 26th 2002 - 02:13:55 AM
Alias: glasspromise
Email: xgirlwithgunx@trustkill.net
www: http://livejournal.com/~lonliest_eyes
Words:yes i still have my livejournal account....why?
Tuesday, July 23rd 2002 - 08:18:34 PM
Alias: Lil
Email: vixenated@diaryland.com
www: http://vixenated.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: yes
Are you dreaming?: yes
Words:Thank you dear. It's always much appreciated.
Monday, July 22nd 2002 - 02:04:31 PM
Alias: whitey ford Logan
Email: MrJones711@aol.com
www: http://caponexiii.diaryland.com
Are you dreaming?: well I took alot of throat medicine with codeine but its not working right
Words:Oh God that entry was funny as shit. Kinda reminds of "Hey. This isnt McDonalds."
Friday, July 12th 2002 - 08:27:39 PM
Alias: histamine
Email: emoriver@hotmail.com
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Monday, July 8th 2002 - 05:15:40 AM
Alias: 6
www: http://silentsix.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: hi, it's 90 degrees
Are you dreaming?: in a few
Words:i felt exactly like that for the last month of the semester... maybe you could take a nice, long, quiet break and contemplate how you will never actually see your face, and no, your nose and the tops of your cheeks do not count ;)
Friday, July 5th 2002 - 11:57:41 PM
Alias: 6kyle
Email: silentsix@diaryland.com
www: http://silentsix.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: frigid? no!
Are you dreaming?: always
Words:seeing a picture of your face is not seeing your face, just like seeing a reflection of your face is not seeing your face, it is seeing a reflection of it ;) you shall never actually see your face, gotta learn to live with it ;)
Thursday, July 4th 2002 - 01:51:50 AM
Alias: worldsuicide
www: http://worldsuicide.diaryland.com
Words:Holy hell...I didn't know you lived on Oahu. Here I am reading away, trying to make sense of your paintings of few words and I see on the profile "Ewa Beach." That holds even more resonance for me because when I went to Hawaii two years ago I was smitten. I guess all mainlanders are like that, but you know. I applied to HPU and got accepted but decided not to go because everything they sent me was about money, money, money...how I could pay them. They also only took a few units out of the many I've taken already. I might still go to Hawaii...my mom really wants me to, but right now Seattle seems better. Um...did you get to read the two months of old entries I sent you? I hope you like. I really like what I've seen here...
Monday, July 1st 2002 - 09:53:25 AM
Alias: worldsuicide
www: http://worldsuicide.diaryland.com
Words:Your short little entry-vignette thingymajiggies mesmerize me. Still, I have no idea what they really mean.
Monday, July 1st 2002 - 01:26:45 AM
Alias: Pius
Words:wow... thanks, I don't know what to say... but thanks...
Sunday, June 30th 2002 - 03:51:35 AM
Alias: Dana
www: http://itskillingme.diaryland.com
Words:It's not locked.. is it?
Saturday, June 29th 2002 - 07:37:19 PM
Alias: dementia in my pants
Email: kreepyngdeth@hotmail.com
Are you frozen?: meat popsickle
Are you dreaming?: does zoning count?
Words:mommy!why did you leave me?

what did i do tell me!

i wasnt a bad boy.

i just wanted your love your understanding

i just wanted you!

you hurt me mommy

you hurt me so much

i just want you to know ive let go

i forgive you

its too bad my anger didnt

you looked so peacefull dead

and im so happy i could see you again

even if it was just your head on the windsheild.



i felt like sharing b/c sharing means caring :)
Friday, June 28th 2002 - 08:19:57 PM
Alias: satirical55
Email: rigged90@msn.com
www: http://satirical55.diaryland.com
Are you dreaming?: aren't we all
Words:thanks for readong my diary, it means a lot more than you would think.
Friday, June 28th 2002 - 12:54:07 PM
Alias: jess
www: http://www.amorningstar.cjb.net
Words:hey dear!

okay apparently you need a code to sign up for livejournal. so try and find people from livejournal and ask them to invite you as a friend to join livejournal.

i wish i hadnt given my code away or else i would do it for you.

if you dont find someone tell me okay? id love it if you had LJ.
Wednesday, June 26th 2002 - 04:25:41 PM
Alias: White lover
Email: MrJones711@aol.com
www: http://caponexiii.diaryland.com/
Words:I do the exact same thing
Tuesday, June 25th 2002 - 05:08:54 AM
Alias: worldsuicide
www: http://worldsuicide.diaryland.com
Words:Wow, I'm honored you decided to keep me along for the ride. If it only took nine entries to do that...I must be good. Heh. I had a diary for sixth months before this one and in my opinion it's much better than the angry rants I'm doing here. If you ever want the entries drop me a note, leave your email addy and I'll send them to you. Just hope you have microsoft word or else you won't be able to read them.
Monday, June 24th 2002 - 07:01:49 PM
Alias: Jess
www: http://www.livejournal.com/users/thepseudokiss
Words:Hey you. My LJ is on friends now due to the fact that my mom is reading / was reading my LJ. I miss you.

I'm glad to know you're still there/care. I miss my diaryland friends. Especially people like you. You always brightened up my dya/guestbook ad I am thankful for that.
Tuesday, June 18th 2002 - 11:52:16 AM
Alias: AirAwesome
Are you frozen?: no
Saturday, June 15th 2002 - 06:24:42 AM
Alias: ?
Words:?
Monday, June 10th 2002 - 12:33:25 PM
Alias: MaryJane
Email: maryjaneann@darksites.com
www: http://maryjaneann.diaryland.com
Words:Well finally school is over. I really needed this break. Since it's summer maybe we can hang out or something. I really hope there's going to be a smoke out or a poi fest here this summer. I really want to see some bands come out here and play. Anyways take care and don't party too hard.
Saturday, June 8th 2002 - 01:36:11 PM
Alias: noah
Email: voobenator
www: http://thecursedone.diaryland.com/020608_89.html
Are you frozen?: um sure
Are you dreaming?: not anymore
Words:dude i made my own diary come check it out. i just posted my first poem on it ohhhh yay........its at http://thecursedone.diaryland.com/020608_89.html. okat bye bye
Friday, June 7th 2002 - 10:15:31 PM
Friday, June 7th 2002 - 06:32:36 PM
Alias: Logan
Email: MrJones711@aol.com
www: http://caponexiii.diaryland.com/
Are you dreaming?: I was
Words:I understand you. I can help. Just let me. Please.
Friday, June 7th 2002 - 06:32:04 PM
Alias: 6kyle
Email: silentsix@diaryland.com
www: http://silentsix.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: no, it's 90 degrees!
Are you dreaming?: always
Words:i dig the new layout ;)
Wednesday, June 5th 2002 - 04:49:12 PM
Alias: Buttery nipple
Email: MrJones711@aol.com
www: http://caponexiii.diaryland.com/
Are you frozen?: sure
Are you dreaming?: why not?
Words:Replyin to the whole "plastic reactions" entry.

I'm wondering if its about me. I dont know if I should cross my fingers about it or not. I'm not sure I want to know the answer.
Tuesday, June 4th 2002 - 06:36:54 PM
Alias: hopeless romantic
Words:its funny eh? me and your bro used to be really good friends. now he never even calls me and when i did call him he sounded all mad at me and didnt want to talk. oh well i guess when your noah you lose friends on a everyday basis. well atleast were still koo with each other. funny how things work out..............
Tuesday, June 4th 2002 - 03:09:26 PM
Alias: Logan
Email: MrJones711@aol.com
Words:::is frightened:: Hey . . . are you alright?
Saturday, June 1st 2002 - 05:56:18 AM
Alias: Linn
Email: skyskraperengel@hotmail.com
www: http://elfhands.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: No
Are you dreaming?: Yes
Words:Finally a long entry from you. You write wonderful. Your diary is different from all the other ones, and I like it. Just wanted you to know, that I'm watching..
Saturday, June 1st 2002 - 02:42:56 AM
Alias: Dana
www: http://itskillingme.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: more like.. numb
Are you dreaming?: yes
Words:I guess we have a lot in common then, because that's basically my whole life story. <3
Wednesday, May 29th 2002 - 04:57:39 PM
Alias: Lil
Email: vixenated@diaryland.com
www: http://vixenated.diaryland.com
Words:I know, taking a year off would be so much better. I'm sure it's what I'm going to do. I don't even know what course I would do at Uni, so that's hardly an option at the moment.
Saturday, May 25th 2002 - 12:52:20 AM
Alias: LiL
www: http://vixentaed.diarylan.dcom
Words:Thanks hun. Hope ur good.
Monday, May 20th 2002 - 09:22:26 PM
Alias: stephanie
Words:hang in there babe. you're not alone.
Sunday, May 19th 2002 - 03:12:14 PM
Alias: LiL
www: http://vixenated.diaryland.com
Words:What's up hun?
Saturday, May 18th 2002 - 08:00:10 PM
Alias: LiL
Words:Thank you.
Saturday, May 11th 2002 - 11:45:20 PM
Alias: LiL
Words:I love your writing.
Saturday, May 11th 2002 - 01:50:25 AM
Alias: LiL
www: http://vixenated.diaryland.com
Words:I hope it's the beginning, not an end.
Monday, May 6th 2002 - 09:57:12 PM
Alias: LiL
Email: vixenated@diarylan.dcom
www: http://vixenated.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: yes
Are you dreaming?: yes
Words:Oh so do i.
Wednesday, May 1st 2002 - 07:42:37 PM
Alias: Jess
Email: alvin
www: http://undone.nemessis.net
Are you frozen?: thawing.
Are you dreaming?: always.
Words:you are strong, and brave, and valuable, and acceptable, and lovable.
Monday, April 29th 2002 - 04:53:22 PM
Alias: LiL
Email: vixenated@diaryland.com
www: http://vixenated.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: yes
Are you dreaming?: of course
Words:Email me if you can, I have something I want to give you.
Sunday, April 28th 2002 - 09:20:30 PM
Alias: Pius
Words:my friend is playing a goth in a play at our school...
he used to be kind of goth before with anal beads, black finger nails, etc....
Sunday, April 28th 2002 - 05:04:08 AM
Alias: histamine
Words:try not to get too caught up in the role. hehe.
Saturday, April 27th 2002 - 02:02:05 PM
Alias: Jill
Email: hopes_loaded_gun@hotmail.com
www: http://glasspromise.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: not at the moment
Are you dreaming?: always
Words:thank you for saying happy birthday to me. it brighted my day quite a lot. i do get the whole wow your birthdays on 4/20 a lot and i dont smoke weed. odd how it all works out. think poisitive babe. i love you
Sunday, April 21st 2002 - 09:19:15 AM
Alias: jess
www: http://starryangel.diaryland.com
Words:Anything for you karina darling. You are the best.

http://www.livejournal.com/users/thepseudokiss
Saturday, April 20th 2002 - 06:20:52 PM
Alias: stephanie
Words:thank you. it's always nice to know i am not alone in what i feel.
Saturday, April 20th 2002 - 12:03:59 PM
Alias: diamonds
www: http://missdiamonds.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: only in time
Are you dreaming?: constantly
Words:hello...
Tuesday, April 16th 2002 - 02:28:18 AM
Alias: stephanie
www: http://joefelldown.diaryland.com
Words:sing it sister.
Wednesday, April 10th 2002 - 08:04:48 PM
Alias: Lil
www: http://vixenated.diaryland.com
Words:Heyy thanks for signing my slambook, you rock! And I'm sure you've told me, but I never realised that you were from Hawaii.....just sounds cool :)
Tuesday, April 9th 2002 - 01:16:18 AM
Alias: stephanie
www: http://joefelldown.diaryland.com
Words:kill the ants! show them who is master!
Thursday, April 4th 2002 - 01:09:53 PM
Alias: Lil
Email: vixenated@diaryland.com
www: http://vixenated.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: yes
Are you dreaming?: no
Words:AAAHHHHH I hate ants! Hate hate hate hate ants. I feel sorry for you!
Thursday, April 4th 2002 - 01:01:35 PM
Alias: Alyssa
Email: rosha__silver@hotmail.com
www: http://heavenawaits.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: always
Are you dreaming?: hope so
Words:And I know I say this all the time. But your words really *are* gorgeous. <3
Saturday, March 30th 2002 - 11:19:25 AM
Alias: We ArE HeRe NoW
Email: NoT JuSt YeT
Are you frozen?: NoT AnYmOrE
Are you dreaming?: NoT RiGhT NoW
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We HeAr EvErYtHiNg.
We HaTe ThEm.
We LoVe No MoRe.
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We SpEaK ThE TruTh.
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Wednesday, March 27th 2002 - 01:50:05 PM
Alias: Mary Ann
www: http://maryjaneann.diaryland.com
Words:Hey thanks for the b-day greeting. It made me feel even more happy. Ya, we do need to get together.
Monday, March 25th 2002 - 05:30:40 PM
Alias: laura
www: http://dontyouwish.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: a veces
Are you dreaming?:
Words:you are really cool. i like this.
Sunday, March 24th 2002 - 09:39:22 AM
Alias: Jess
www: http://starryangel.diaryland.com
Words:Nothing in particular really runs through my mind. My mind feels empty. Dead.

I just hope you feel better soon dear.
Friday, March 22nd 2002 - 04:41:48 PM
Alias: Lil
Email: vixenated@diaryland.com
www: http://vixenated.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: yes
Are you dreaming?: i hope not
Words:Thanks girl!!! I'm so happy too :)
Sunday, March 17th 2002 - 12:20:04 PM
Alias: im-fading
Email: joe@sunflower.com
www: http://im-fading.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: relatively
Are you dreaming?: dream---reality....neither exists
Words:Motzart's final work was his own requiem---his own funeral song---when he realized that what he was working on was his own death song it consumed him wholly---he became obessed----this final creation had to be perfect...it had to live forever...he had to live on through it.

If you think about it...the same is true of our lives---whether we realize it or not---our lives are leading up to our deaths with every breath---we know that after death is nothing----it consumes us---we must be obsessed--this life has to be perfect---we must live on through what we leave behind.

fuck you hopeless world
i am blacker than the sun
tragedy.

tragedy.
Saturday, March 16th 2002 - 09:38:18 PM
Alias: I have no name
Email: I have none
Are you frozen?: Always
Are you dreaming?: Lost in one
Words:The time for justice is now. The time for answers are soon. They are awaiting u in the darkness of the cosmos.
You will not find them they will find you. For it is your destiny to feel their malice. For they do not age with time.
For they are always there.

[=] [=]
Eyes watch your every move.
Tuesday, March 12th 2002 - 08:35:25 PM
Alias: Xred-tearX
Email: icecold_tears@hotmail.com
www: http://Xred-tearX.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: i could be
Are you dreaming?: i only feel alive then
Words:thatnk you so much for everything youve said to me. your one of the nicest people in the word to me and i do love you with all my heart and soul even thoe i havent met you. you are truely a special person and i cry through most of your entry. i know how it feels, just when the hard times come its only a test and you'll make it through.
Friday, March 8th 2002 - 10:59:40 AM
Alias: gretchen
Email: gstahlman@hotmail.com
www: http://sweet-agony.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: i wish
Are you dreaming?: i hope
Words:Thanks for signing my guestbook! You're compliment really meant a lot because (to tell you the truth) I'm in awe of you ... your diary is really beautiful ...
Wednesday, March 6th 2002 - 05:55:14 PM
Alias: Pius
Words:yeah, oh well, I realized that night that one day I'll find a girl where I can have comfortable silences, talk about penises as much as I want, don't have to worry about how I look, and just do things together, pretty optimistic... thanks... it's 12:00 am and I don't want to start homework... oh yeah... you're pretty spiffy yourself, if not nifty keen
Tuesday, March 5th 2002 - 11:48:25 PM
Alias: shall
Email: shallimar@hotmail.com
www: http://deadjournal.com/users/devolgrrl
Are you frozen?: sometimes
Are you dreaming?: i wish i was
Words:hey there. dropping by to see what's up. site's still looking good. well, hope all is well. i haven't been updating my site as much as i did before, but i have my online journals to check out. the gbook is still there, too. well, laters.
Saturday, March 2nd 2002 - 06:13:36 PM
Alias: Jess
www: http://starryangel.diaryland.com
Words:Hey love. If you ever want to AIM me my sn is:emotionsaredead. Or MSN me at: xxrockinchickxx@hotmail.com I think it would be great to talk to you. Or not. Maybe we will play guestbook tag for the rest of our lives. I hope everything is better. I turned 16. feb 22. When was your bday? Happy belated bday. I hope everything is okay.

Music drowns out everything for me too.
Saturday, March 2nd 2002 - 05:05:53 PM
Alias: Booby
Email: Torifoo1983@yahoo.com
Words:You have this gift.
Saturday, March 2nd 2002 - 06:41:53 AM
Alias: richard
Email: emoriver@hotmail.com
www: http://www.livejournal.com/~alpheius
Are you frozen?: it's cold
Are you dreaming?: it's quiet
Words:

[on march the twenty third she said something so absurd]
Thursday, February 28th 2002 - 08:36:08 AM
Alias: Lilith
Email: vixenated@diaryland.com
www: http://vixenated.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: yes
Are you dreaming?: yes
Words:A boyfriend!!! lol Lucky thing, if you want to tell me about email me! I'd love to hear. And it's good to get a 'normal' entry from you, good to hear that things are ok :) Bye.
Tuesday, February 26th 2002 - 07:22:02 PM
Alias: Pius
Words:most definitely..
you are and always will be more sane than I am
Tuesday, February 26th 2002 - 07:15:32 PM
Email: spiralscorcher@hotmail.com
www: http://maryjaneann.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: more like melting
Are you dreaming?: as always
Words:I like that "what kills you" entry. I actually smiled when I read that entry. Thanks, I needed that a lot.
Monday, February 25th 2002 - 06:35:24 PM
Alias: Lil
Words:my pleasure
Sunday, February 24th 2002 - 06:58:38 PM
Alias: Lil
Email: vixenated@diaryland.com
www: http://vixenated.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: yes
Are you dreaming?: always
Words:How are you girl? Not the greatest by the sounds of things. We don't say as much to each other as we used to. I miss that. But I tend to think that we are both getting to know each other so well, that there is no need for words. But as always, they are comforting. I hope you still read me, because I do you. I'm pretty sure you do, I can just tell. Take care, don't let the world get you down. You need to look up, you need to take a break, you need to be happy and enjoy life for the brighter side of things. I know it's hard, it's the hardest thing you will ever do, but also the most worthwile.
Sunday, February 24th 2002 - 12:50:58 AM
Alias: Tiffany
Email: Eternity633@stories.com
www: http://eternity4.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: no
Are you dreaming?: yes
Words:I really love your diary and your writing. Your write so wonderful. Keep it up!
Wednesday, February 20th 2002 - 04:12:58 AM
Alias: Mace Windu
Email: Jedi Concil
Are you frozen?: ???
Are you dreaming?: Yes and No I can not
Words:The force is strong with this one but we can't train him. We sense grave danger! I see that there's no fooling you yong one for I am on a misson to. The refrigerator and I must save her from the trade federation. Or else all is lost and no one will be spared in the reign of terror that will happen!! Quick get out of here!!!
Saturday, February 16th 2002 - 09:53:36 AM
Alias: alyssa ariel
Email: rosha__silver@hotmail.com
www: http://heavenawaits.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: always
Are you dreaming?: I hope
Words:wonderful birthday. I'd never have the guts to "take the plunge" so to speak. <3
Monday, February 11th 2002 - 05:45:34 PM
Alias: Lilith
Email: vixenated@diaryland.com
www: http://vixenated.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: yes
Are you dreaming?: yes
Words:Hey sorry I haven't said happy birthday......so happy birthday!!!!! I hope you had a fabulous time, it sure sounds like you did......sky-diving, and legally drinking and clubbing. How cool! Lucky girl :)
Monday, February 11th 2002 - 04:51:44 PM
Alias: Pixiia
www: http://pixiia-8.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: sort of
Are you dreaming?: yes
Words:Happy Birthday! Well, as happy as it can be, seeing as how u wanna jump out of a plane and all...but I hope u don't! ;)luv, Pix
Sunday, February 10th 2002 - 03:20:59 PM
Alias: Mary Jane
www: http://maryjaneann.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: more like melting
Are you dreaming?: as always
Words:Happy 18th Birthday Girl!!! You're now considered an "Adult." Lucky you. I hope that you're doing swell and may you have all the luck in the world.
"So now I step out of the darkness..."
Sunday, February 10th 2002 - 02:18:51 PM
Alias: richard
Words:have a happy today.
Sunday, February 10th 2002 - 10:28:56 AM
Alias: jess
www: http://starryangel.diaryland.com
Words:i'm super excited about kicking ass!!
as the spice girls say :girl power!!! ahh so lame i know i know.
and im not that cool..in fact you are quite cool yourself.

i hope your days are shorter and better.
Friday, February 8th 2002 - 04:56:29 PM
Alias: Lil
Words:I really know how you feel. Reading those words was like reading my soul, my self, something that I'd written or thought.
Thursday, February 7th 2002 - 06:54:01 PM
Alias: Lilith
Email: vixenated@diaryland.com
www: http://vixenated.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: uh huh
Are you dreaming?: yeh yeh
Words:It's amazing how close some of the stuff you say relates to me. I know what you are saying in that last entry, so truthfully, because it has happened to me. I know the feeling, i know the pain, i know it all. Too well...
Wednesday, February 6th 2002 - 12:24:43 AM
Alias: a false misery
www: http://livejournal.com/users/alpheius
Words:what if we never slept again
Monday, February 4th 2002 - 12:39:06 AM
Alias: Glasspro,mise
Email: distorted_existence@hotmail.com
www: http://glasspromise.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: unsure
Are you dreaming?: of anything i can
Words:your the only person that brings my writing to life.....
Sunday, February 3rd 2002 - 03:24:56 PM
Alias: hopeless rpmantic or just hopeless
Email: voobenator@hotmail.com
Are you frozen?: at the time
Are you dreaming?: oh yeah
Words:oh yes drinking is the ultimite truth test, if you dont like the results there is nothing you can do about it. but hey i had fun??????????????
Saturday, February 2nd 2002 - 09:37:32 PM
Alias: Lilith
Email: vixenated@diaryland.com
www: http://vixenated.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: Yeh
Are you dreaming?: Yeh
Words:You know that I've had dreams like that. But I didn't wake up and start crying, I actually cried in my sleep, and the crying woke me up. It's a weird sensation.
Thursday, January 31st 2002 - 11:22:27 AM
Alias: Infinite Screams
Email: ????????
www: http://???????
Are you frozen?: in life yes
Are you dreaming?: my whole life is a dream
Words:Your Journal is very intresting 982
Wednesday, January 30th 2002 - 10:12:21 PM
Alias: hopeless romantic or just hopeless
Email: voobenator@hotmail.com
Are you frozen?: i hope not?
Are you dreaming?: yes......
Words:well i would just like to say that i signed your guest book and thanks for thinking im an okay person to hang with. well since you let me sign this book i will try to write a poem on it.........................................
i wacth the stars sink into the sky
wacth the tail lights fade away
another worthless night turned into day
another day of feeling down
i wacth my life fall to pieces on the ground
try to pick the pieces up right away
the jagged edges cut a finger away
left bleeding and screaming with no way to point
no one to blame
except for me
i live in pain
please end this for me
killing myself............i can no longer breathe
no one cares so no one can save me
i tried to live my life
but the pain lived it for me
soon i will be gone
so the world can no longer ignore me

sorry this sucks but i tried


Wednesday, January 30th 2002 - 07:19:24 PM
Alias: Lilith
Email: vixenated@diaryland.com
www: http://vixenated.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: perhaps
Are you dreaming?: perhaps
Words:You may think I'm pretty, but I'm more concerned that I"mm not skinny. Thanks for caring at all though.
Monday, January 28th 2002 - 09:19:31 PM
Alias: Lilith
Email: vixenated@diaryland.com
www: http://vixenated.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: Yes
Are you dreaming?: Always.
Words:As I do yours [read religiously], but it's always nice to know. So thanks for the guestbook message.
Thursday, January 24th 2002 - 01:27:16 PM
Alias: Jess
www: http://starryangel.diaryland.com
Words:Hey Karina,
Blah. I don't know. It's all confusing. I mean, (ha I hope he doesn't read your guestbook) but like I like him and always had but then he went out with the other Jess and so like it just never ever really worked otu and probably never will but its the idea that I could possibly have a chance but it's something dumb like distance that makes it all so stupid.
But I'm glad I got the guts too.:)
Thanks for your kind words. They made me feel better on crappy days like these.
Monday, January 21st 2002 - 10:38:02 AM
Alias: river / histamine / richard
www: http://www.livejournal.com/users/alpheius
Are you frozen?: if only
Are you dreaming?: constantly
Words:sometimes things really, really suck. you've gotta admit that, even if it sounds stupid. ah well. i hope you're feeling alright, and keep hoping. xo.
Monday, January 21st 2002 - 09:19:57 AM
Alias: Lilith
Email: vixenated@diaryland.com
www: http://vixenated.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: Yes
Are you dreaming?: Yes
Words:Hey chicka :) You know I really do hope that your life stays pretty for a lot longer than you expect, so that you can have some happiness, you really do deserve it. *** I wish for it for you ***
Sunday, January 20th 2002 - 12:44:45 AM
Alias: Pius
Words:that or either I ran 6 miles... which ever...
Friday, January 18th 2002 - 04:37:35 PM
Alias: lilith
Email: ufoundme@diaryland.com
www: http://tickle-me-bb.signmyguestbook.com
Are you frozen?: yes
Are you dreaming?: yes
Words:hey girly, oh poor you, i'm not looking forward to going back to school at all! but while i'm here i just came long to ask if you wanted to be added to a petition, to the The Analyser back, because even though Andrew does great work, he said it would be back within 6 months but it's no where to be seen, so if you would like to show him how much you miss it and would like it back, just click the url and sign my friends gb [tickle-me-bb who i'm helping] or email me :) thanks a lot
Thursday, January 17th 2002 - 02:54:20 PM
Alias: histamine
Email: emoriver@hotmail.com
www: http://www.livejournal.com/users/alpheius
Are you frozen?: gladly
Are you dreaming?: often
Words:take me to a cave
or pit. How about the ssstomach of some
great unknown beast?
or an underground river, teeming nice fisssh,
with sharp teeth, and large, unseeing eyesies,
and ssslimy black innards,
that we can dine on
Monday, January 14th 2002 - 09:42:38 AM
Alias: lilith
Email: ufoundme@diaryland.com
www: http://ufoundme.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: yes
Are you dreaming?: yes
Words:good to hear :)
Friday, January 11th 2002 - 10:36:51 AM
Alias: histamine
Words:i'm sorry.
Thursday, January 10th 2002 - 11:32:26 AM
Alias: m@d vib3z
Email: vibezlous@hotmail.com
Are you frozen?: always, without your touch
Are you dreaming?: never, reality is hard enough
Words:i haven't seen your site in a while. it looks different. very different from the last time i saw it. plus, i have a small monitor with a high resolution so it's not too easy 2 see the linke. and it's dark. a stones throw from gothic. how about u warm the site with a pic. preferably with you smiling. thats something i haven't seen in a while. u do know that if u frown for to long it becomes a permanent look on your face, right? and no future mother of my children should have a permanent frown on her face. anywayz, just thought i'd drop a line. shout u in za lataz. smile baby love. smile.
Thursday, January 10th 2002 - 07:27:19 AM
Alias: lilith
Email: ufoundme@diaryland.com
www: http://ufoundme.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: yes
Are you dreaming?: yes
Words:i often wish i really understood what you are writing about. and that i knew well enough to help.
Wednesday, January 9th 2002 - 07:13:10 PM
Alias: stephanie
Words:i tried this time. i really did. i'll try again. i just can't get his words out of my head.
Monday, January 7th 2002 - 03:26:20 PM
Alias: lilith
Email: ufoundme@diaryland.com
www: http://ufoundme.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: yes
Are you dreaming?: yes
Words:i'm glad i can brighten someones day :)
Sunday, January 6th 2002 - 09:41:47 PM
Alias: Jill
Email: distorted_existence@hotmail.com
www: http://glasspromise.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: yes
Are you dreaming?: i feel real
Words:i wish i could be the person you trusted, someone who you could talk too about anything. im alway here and i wish i could tell you that i love you for all its worth. iknow we dont talk but your a special person. email me sometime....you know its always there..just a click away.....
Sunday, January 6th 2002 - 12:43:45 AM
Alias: Scopic
Email: evasive for secrecy
www: http://again
Are you frozen?: often
Are you dreaming?: always
Words:I wish you knew she's lying. Her sickness lies in her head, what she convinced herself has and hasn't happened. We who are physically present know what she does. Nothing happened, and that makes her problems all the more cold.
Sunday, January 6th 2002 - 12:28:06 AM
Alias: Scopic
Are you frozen?: not now
Are you dreaming?: always
Words:What you write is beautiful

Why I'm writing to you is because you encourrage her, when you do not know that these things are all lies she makes up in her head to hurt herself, nothing has ever actually happened, everyone present personally knows it, and by helping convince her they actually happened, more pain is caused to those around her and unto herself. I know you just want to help...
Sunday, January 6th 2002 - 12:24:41 AM
Alias: me
Email: ufoundme@diaryland.com
www: http://ufoundme.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: yes
Are you dreaming?: yes
Words:you are wise, you should read what you write. it's wonderful, it's inspirational, it's disturbing, it's interesting, it's hypnotising. i love it, i always have.
Sunday, January 6th 2002 - 12:16:11 AM
Alias: stephanie
Email: joefelldown@earthlink.net
www: http://joefelldown.diaryland.com/
Are you frozen?: i sure hope not
Are you dreaming?: i am trapped in one
Words:so do i but know your wish made me smile and that's not as easy as it should be...
Friday, January 4th 2002 - 08:51:05 AM
Alias: violet
Email: shy-violet@diaryland.com
www: http://shy-violet.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: yes
Are you dreaming?: yes
Words:oh don't be hurting missy, i'm sorry to hear that you are. but i guess we all tend to be hurt one time or another. i know how u feel and i sympathise, cheer up alright? :) still reading you everyday, even if i have nothing to say.
Thursday, January 3rd 2002 - 11:57:02 PM
Alias: jess
www: http://starryangel.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: hot hot hot.
Words:happy new years.
i know what you mean about the new years resolution..eventually mine are forgotten or you stop caring. maybe i should start.
but have a great year. i hope you find what youre looking for.
Tuesday, January 1st 2002 - 09:48:37 AM
Alias: violet
Email: shy-violet.diaryland.com
www: http://shy-violet.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: yes
Are you dreaming?: yes
Words:happy new years, i like ur 2001 resolution! i want to make that mine one year hehe.
Monday, December 31st 2001 - 07:23:18 PM
Alias: violet
Email: shy-violet@diaryland.com
www: http://shy-violet.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: yes
Are you dreaming?: yes
Words:thanks for your comment about my new look diary, does mean alot :)
Friday, December 28th 2001 - 02:30:30 PM
Alias: hallucinosis
Email: distorted_existence@hotmail.com
www: http://hallucinosis.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: yes in time
Are you dreaming?: the only place i can feel alive is when i dream so yes
Words:thank you so much for the nice things you say, your writing is so much better then anyones ive ever read and i hope you continue and relize that life always gets worse the slowly gets better so take it one day at a time.
Friday, December 28th 2001 - 02:22:57 PM
Alias: charles
Email: humpa_lot@hotmail.com
Are you frozen?: .......
Wednesday, December 26th 2001 - 01:56:32 PM
Alias: Pius
Words:I didn't say conformity was a bad thing... Merry Christmas...
Monday, December 24th 2001 - 10:10:40 PM
Alias: Jess
www: http://starryangel.diaryland.com
Words:memories are haunting. aren't they?
Thursday, December 20th 2001 - 02:40:43 PM
Alias: violet
Words:thanks for ur concern adn thoughts :)
Tuesday, December 18th 2001 - 05:31:46 PM
Alias: the man in the box
Email: unknown
Are you frozen?: still
Are you dreaming?: always
Words:Don't let them get you. For if they do it will be the end for us all. As for me I have already completed my mission from god. I now leave you with words of wisdom from my reality......[I opend the door then I closed it] Thus ending the gate way to eternal pain and suffering.But the deed is not yet done!!!!!
Thursday, December 13th 2001 - 11:50:04 AM
Alias: violet
Email: shy-violet.diaryland.com
www: http://shy-violet.diaryland.com
Words:oh how i love the way you write. you are so in depth and emotional. yes you have emotions that ooze through your writing so that even the reader can feel them. and don't worry your emotions will never get over used, they will always be around when the time is needed for them to be used. perhaps you will always feel the same sorts of things, but one day when you experience a feeling out of this world you will defiantly know it. like love. it'll change your feeling about feelings all together....♥
Sunday, December 9th 2001 - 12:34:11 AM
Alias: Jess
www: http://starryangel.diaryland.com
Are you frozen?: this makes me think of madonna
Are you dreaming?: always.
Words:I think we should form some alliance club thing or whatever for people like us.
I think you should AIM me at emotionsaredead if you have AIM.
I think you should realize I think you're beautiful.
Saturday, December 8th 2001 - 04:38:52 PM
Alias: stephanie
Email: joefelldown@earthlink.net
www: http://joefelldown.diaryland.com/
Are you frozen?: yes
Are you dreaming?: always
Words:thank you for your kind words they help more than you may realize...
Thursday, December 6th 2001 - 05:05:14 PM
Alias: violet
Email: shy-violet@diaryland.com
www: http://shy-violet.diaryland.com
Words:hey thanks for the gb entry, it's so nice to know that people are actually reading my diary and leaving me thoughtful notes like you. it really does mean a lot to me, i'm sorry i haven't been reading or leaving notes in ur diary as much lately =(
Thursday, December 6th 2001 - 01:44:54 AM
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