Paul Gazo Memorial
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| Name: | Deven |
| E-mail address: | deven@yahoo.com |
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| Name: | Rebecca |
| E-mail address: | djrebecca@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.myspace.com/djrebecca |
| Comments: | Happy Birthday, a lil belated.....are we really 33 already???
Love You!!! Always!!! ~R |
| Name: | jason |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | Happy Birthday bro!!!
Miss ya soo much, been thinkin bout you all week... #33..were gettin old son... love ya J |
| Name: | andres- |
| E-mail address: | unitedbloodbootboy@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | HAPPY B-DAY !!aries rule yes this i know .was just talkin about you with punker bill.yes he is free and misses you too ! well happy birth day brother . your always in our hearts and minds . i miss you ....man 33 . |
| Name: | andres- |
| E-mail address: | unitedbloodbootboy@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | HAPPY B-DAY !!aries rule yes this i know .was just talkin about you with punker bill.yes he is free and misses you too ! well happy birth day brother . your always in our hearts and minds . i miss you ....man 33 . |
| Name: | Trevor |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | Happy 33rd!
-Friends, Family, CREW. |
| Name: | brooks golden |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | i love you brother and still celebratin yer life...
to pauls family and close friends respects golden |
| Name: | POOHBEAR |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | JUST THINKIN ABOUT U...SAW ONE OF YOUR TRAINS THE OTHER DAY,HAD ME THINKIN...U WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN,,,, |
| Name: | andres |
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| Name: | andres |
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| Name: | andres |
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| Comments: | wish i coulda got these up yesterday. i know i havent written in a while its not that i forgot about you its just hard sometimes.im sure it is for allot of us. i really miss you tho.i found the collage on a site on myspace dedicated to the milwaukee hardcore scene. i didnt see it at first so i kinda snapped in a email wondering where it was only to be corrected as to its where abouts....sorry clayton.any ways its a cool little page but lets face it what would milwaukee be without the great paul gazo and isolation!!!youd be proud of me ,ive been goin to a few shows here and there actually shawns band shit outta luck gave a shouts out to you.your still loved boy!not sure if youd still care for the scene so much i know i feel old and outta place at times but oh well fuck it these kids dont know what hardcore is...hahahaha alicia is gettin huge shes like 5'5" TALL ! STARTIN MIDDLE SCHOOL!man how time flies she was a baby when you left. now shes just a brat. still tattin saw mario and brian theyre both doin good youd be proud we actually made somethin of ourselves.i see kim from time to time shes good and youll never guess who else .punker bill. its really weird hes been gone so long he talks about you so much like it was yesterday. i guess for him it was .i love you paul you will always be my friend i know some day we will meet again .i cant wait...
i found this on an fcr site also, check it out and look very close...be patient http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wW8dgefeRPE |
| Name: | andres |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
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| Name: | Todd Evirs |
| E-mail address: | tevirs@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.livingwithbigfoot.com |
| Comments: | Ten Years today and we all love and miss you as if it was just yesterday. To Paul's Mom and Dad, we all remember your Son with so much love and respect. He will never be forgotten. The message posts may fade, but the memories never will. Hey Paul, say Hi to your dog Cleo for me too! I met her at your Mom's house a few times, and named my dog after her about seven years ago....
About to go see Converge in a few weeks! I will have you there with me for sure. Love you Paul. Go to myspace.com and check out this page http://www.myspace.com/fatchixrocksince1993  |
| Name: | Kim |
| E-mail address: | kimntonic@gmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.myspace.com/killerkay |
| Comments: | 10 years have come & gone, but your memory hasn't lessened. we only knew each other for 4 years can you believe it? but you were my first true love, and i can only imagine what could've became of us because i know how much you loved me too. it kills me every time i think of losing the ring you gave me, but i'll always remember the words you said when you gave it to me. those words i keep for myself, they are mine to cherish and no one else's. the end of our relationship was such a struggle & difficult time for us both. it was hard to go on knowing i still loved you. no one can ever take the place of a first love. you were a first for me on so many levels. i miss you boober as always... |
| Name: | Daniela_Pixie |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | Seb! i wish so much I could of met you, your like a idol for me,your a legend I kno you're up in a better place, you left us ......doing the thing you loved............. even thoe I was only 7 when you passed and now I am 17...... I will always have you in my heart even thoe I never met you...I kno alot of people have a lot of respect towards you...God bless you and the family.......PLease watch over the ones who love you
Much respects to ALL FCR and SOK |
| Name: | Dave Watkins |
| E-mail address: | info@realabstract.com |
| Comments: | To Paul's mother Roz:
It was really nice meeting you yesterday at the art show. I was truly touched talking with you about your son. Take care, Dave |
| Name: | Chyloe |
| E-mail address: | Slashrocks@sbcglobal.net |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | I really dont remember him becvause i saw him when i was like really little. umm. my aunt was a very ood friend with him and recently i saw some oif his work. i really wish i could have talked to him more or i could have learned his ways but... R.I.P |
| Name: | juan gonzalez |
| E-mail address: | amishhocker@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | you have done so much in the graffiti scene i hope one day i will be a great as you once where peace man hope you still writin in the great big wall in the sky
much love,juan |
| Name: | Rebecca |
| E-mail address: | djrebecca@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.myspace.com/djrebecca |
| Comments: | I was just doing a google search to see if I could find Paul's gravesite so I could visit when I came back to town and I found this page, and let me say, I had tears pouring down my face reading what everyone has written, it's so beautiful to see that he was loved by so many. He always used to tell me how everyone hated him because he was always preaching his beliefs on everybody. He would've loved to see how many people really did truly care for him.
Let me first start out by saying, there isn't one day that passes that I don't think about you Paul or remember you in some way, you are always in my thoughts, you were my first boyfriend, way way way way back when, thanks to Dan Didier....THANKS DAN!!!!! Even though I as I remember Dan was mad that Paul and I connected because Dan told me that he himself was actually trying to hook up with me that night, lol, but Dan.... I thank you for connecting me with Paul....I'm forever thankful, FOREVER!!! Paul, you were so different from everyone else, that's what I loved, even though I could never figure out how you could like someone like me who drank alcohol and went to the underground parties and wasn't straight edge, though I always had mad, MAD respect for what you believed in and never tried to persuade you otherwise, in fact you persuaded me to believe much of what you felt strongly for. You were always so quick to give me a lecture, lol...and I loved that about you. I remember you and I wouldn't even usually ever go to the same parties or shows, we were so opposite, but I guess that's what they say, "opposites attract, " lol. You taught me to love graffiti and the art of it, and showed me things I'll never, ever forget, things that unfortunately I had to discontinue after your passing.....everytime I see a train I think of you, I'm almost always breakin' my neck when I'm driving past some beautiful artwork out here in Cali, and it forever reminds me of you. I even remember you always practicing your kickboxing moves on me, lol, you honestly used to scare me to death, getting so close but never once touching me, I used to really think you were gonna hit me, you were so good, lol! Paul, somehow we were connected by something much stronger than anything I've ever known, though often times I ran from your love, or didn't always know how to show it, and often time I took your love for granted, I always still felt it in my heart that there was something special about you and wanted to continue to know you and grow with you. But then I had to go away and we said we would try again when I returned home, and then years had passed and when I returned we started to connect again but not much longer after that my friend told me the devastating news. It was so unreal to me, even still to this day I just can't accept it. I'll never forget the times we spent right before you passed, I will forever remember the last night you came to Chicago, we went to that show, and then how we spent the entire night watchin trains. I also remember all the shows you took me to back in the day and remember watchin you go crazy enjoyin yourself, I used to love seeing you having so much fun! I'm also really thankful I got to see you perform once before you left us, I remember how much you had wanted to start a band and the love you had for the hardcore scene, and when I got to see you perform it made me SOOOOOOOO excited for you. It was so hard for me the day I heard the news, I still to this day can't believe it, I can't accept it, I feel like I never should have left just so we could have enjoyed as much of the time we had. If I had only had known, I would've stayed every day by your side, but we were just so young! I remember the day of your funeral, I remember all the people there to remember you and how you always said nobody liked you, I just thought to myself how you would be smiling down at all the people who came to remember you. I remember they made t-shirts in your remembrance, and they were all sold out, I couldn't get one, and I had wanted one so so bad, awwwww, but that's also when I knew too that so many had really loved and believed in you, it wasn't as you had thought. When I showed up for the service I couldn't stay, I got in line and I saw your Mom and I just lost it, I'm not sure if she recognized me or not but when I saw her I absolutely lost it, I didn't know what to do, I didn't know what to say, I just remember walking up to see you, as if I needed proof that it was actually true and I remember seeing you in your Milwaukee hardcore straight edge jacket on. It was so hard for me at that time, and still is to this day....very difficult for me..... Paul, I just need to say that you made me much of who I am today and I know you've touched many others in the same way, it's a terrible shame you had to leave us at such a young age and you will never, NEVER be forgotten, you forever live on as an inspiration and mentor to so many, and the spirit of you will forever live on! You "Forever Claim Reign".......it's sooooooo nice to know that people still pay tribute to you and spray your name, may it live on forever! You always kept it real and never stood down for what you believed in! May you know.....I see you and dream of you often, and I dream of the day we will see each other again...in........HEAVEN....... and, I still to this day sleep with one of your shirts you used to wear by my side, the one you used to let me wear and I used to always get compliments when I would wear it to school, hahahaa..... and I'm also gonna use one of your pictures and have Kat Von D do a portrait tattoo of you on me so I will never forget you....RIP SEB..I will forever remember and love you! I also had a mix tape made and on the cover I had inscribed, "love to all who love, RIP SEB"......you are forever alive!!! Much love to his family and to everyone who knew him and knew what a beautiful person he is, thank you for creating this site and providing an outlet for those who remember him to express their deepest memories of him, he will forever be loved and honored, and he has forever touched us all! |
| Name: | Rebecca |
| E-mail address: | djrebecca@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.myspace.com/djrebecca |
| Comments: | I was just doing a google search to see if I could find Paul's gravesite so I could visit when I came back to town and I found this page, and let me say, I had tears pouring down my face reading what everyone has written, it's so beautiful to see that he was loved by so many. He always used to tell me how everyone hated him because he was always preaching his beliefs on everybody. He would've loved to see how many people really did truly care for him.
Let me first start out by saying, there isn't one day that passes that I don't think about you Paul or remember you in some way, you are always in my thoughts, you were my first boyfriend, way way way way back when, thanks to Dan Didier....THANKS DAN!!!!! Even though I as I remember Dan was mad that Paul and I connected because Dan told me that he himself was actually trying to hook up with me that night, lol, but Dan.... I thank you for connecting me with Paul....I'm forever thankful, FOREVER!!! Paul, you were so different from everyone else, that's what I loved, even though I could never figure out how you could like someone like me who drank alcohol and went to the underground parties and wasn't straight edge, though I always had mad, MAD respect for what you believed in and never tried to persuade you otherwise, in fact you persuaded me to believe much of what you felt strongly for. You were always so quick to give me a lecture, lol...and I loved that about you. I remember you and I wouldn't even usually ever go to the same parties or shows, we were so opposite, but I guess that's what they say, "opposites attract, " lol. You taught me to love graffiti and the art of it, and showed me things I'll never, ever forget, things that unfortunately I had to discontinue after your passing.....everytime I see a train I think of you, I'm almost always breakin' my neck when I'm driving past some beautiful artwork out here in Cali, and it forever reminds me of you. I even remember you always practicing your kickboxing moves on me, lol, you honestly used to scare me to death, getting so close but never once touching me, I used to really think you were gonna hit me, you were so good, lol! Paul, somehow we were connected by something much stronger than anything I've ever known, though often times I ran from your love, or didn't always know how to show it, and often time I took your love for granted, I always still felt it in my heart that there was something special about you and wanted to continue to know you and grow with you. But then I had to go away and we said we would try again when I returned home, and then years had passed and when I returned we started to connect again but not much longer after that my friend told me the devastating news. It was so unreal to me, even still to this day I just can't accept it. I'll never forget the times we spent right before you passed, I will forever remember the last night you came to Chicago, we went to that show, and then how we spent the entire night watchin trains. I also remember all the shows you took me to back in the day and remember watchin you go crazy enjoyin yourself, I used to love seeing you having so much fun! I'm also really thankful I got to see you perform once before you left us, I remember how much you had wanted to start a band and the love you had for the hardcore scene, and when I got to see you perform it made me SOOOOOOOO excited for you. It was so hard for me the day I heard the news, I still to this day can't believe it, I can't accept it, I feel like I never should have left just so we could have enjoyed as much of the time we had. If I had only had known, I would've stayed every day by your side, but we were just so young! I remember the day of your funeral, I remember all the people there to remember you and how you always said nobody liked you, I just thought to myself how you would be smiling down at all the people who came to remember you. I remember they made t-shirts in your remembrance, and they were all sold out, I couldn't get one, and I had wanted one so so bad, awwwww, but that's also when I knew too that so many had really loved and believed in you, it wasn't as you had thought. When I showed up for the service I couldn't stay, I got in line and I saw your Mom and I just lost it, I'm not sure if she recognized me or not but when I saw her I absolutely lost it, I didn't know what to do, I didn't know what to say, I just remember walking up to see you, as if I needed proof that it was actually true and I remember seeing you in your Milwaukee hardcore straight edge jacket on. It was so hard for me at that time, and still is to this day....very difficult for me..... Paul, I just need to say that you made me much of who I am today and I know you've touched many others in the same way, it's a terrible shame you had to leave us at such a young age and you will never, NEVER be forgotten, you forever live on as an inspiration and mentor to so many, and the spirit of you will forever live on! You "Forever Claim Reign".......it's sooooooo nice to know that people still pay tribute to you and spray your name, may it live on forever! You always kept it real and never stood down for what you believed in! May you know.....I see you and dream of you often, and I dream of the day we will see each other again...in........HEAVEN....... and, I still to this day sleep with one of your shirts you used to wear by my side, the one you used to let me wear and I used to always get compliments when I would wear it to school, hahahaa..... and I'm also gonna use one of your pictures and have Kat Von D do a portrait tattoo of you on me so I will never forget you....RIP SEB..I will forever remember and love you! I also had a mix tape made and on the cover I had inscribed, "love to all who love, RIP SEB"......you are forever alive!!! Much love to his family and to everyone who knew him and knew what a beautiful person he is, thank you for creating this site and providing an outlet for those who remember him to express their deepest memories of him, he will forever be loved and honored, and he has forever touched us all! |
| Name: | Trevor |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | Happy Birthday, Paulski. |
| Name: | e |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | happy birthday Paul, this would have been your 32nd...wow. always thinking about and missing you. |
| Name: | b |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | Happy Birthay Paul, think of you often. |
| Name: | Brooks Golden |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | thinking of you sir...
love Brooksad |
| Name: | Kim Muller |
| E-mail address: | brewtownkim@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.myspace.com/killerkay |
| Comments: | Hi Paul. Well, both you and Joel have birthdays coming up soon. I still think about you a lot. Nicki and I joined Roller Derby. I think you would have liked the bouts. Every now & again I run into people from our past, I wish it were you. I constantly hear Mr. Jones & me. I still think of that as your sign to me.
"...yeah, well you know gray is my favorite color..." I love you and miss you Boober. |
| Name: | michael olivier |
| E-mail address: | gtolivier@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | I knew paul since we were kids and would hang out mostly when he came over to his grandparents house in tosa.I remember running in the woods with paul and my brother to play in the creek that ran through tosa along hyw 100. paul was one of those guys you could always trust to have a good time and i always knew if i wasnt around he would watch my little brother as if he was his own. Im sure that along with his friends he found later in life and the ones he had when we were kids that paul made an impression on all of us that he is always putting a smile on someones face every moment of ever day.also,thanks shane for passing on this site to me. |
| Name: | Shane Cohen |
| E-mail address: | shane.cohen@gmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.myspace.com/wiesox |
| Comments: | Yesterday I started think of you. I looked up your name and found this page. I am so happy that you are thaught of on a regular basis. I truly think of you all the time. This page is proof that you will never be forgotten. I remember all the days we walked to school together. Funny, the things you remember. I hope your friends, and family are doing well! Almost 10 years later, and I still can't believe you are gone.
Shane |
| Name: | e |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | i haven't forgotten.
it still hurts. |
| Name: | Ben Shupe |
| E-mail address: | bshupe_at_gmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | In a few weeks, it will have been 10 years since I left Milwaukee. I still think of my time living with Paul and others on N. Oakland fondly. He was working the night shift at the Park East hotel and I was attending art school in the third ward. Frequently he would arrive home as I would be getting ready to leave, so we would often walk around the corner to this little bakery called East Side Ovens which was veg/vegan friendly for breakfast.
I actually found a link on YouTube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pfdt-l2fIXc of an Abnegation show (hello Iggy and Chris L.) at the Clevo Hardcore Fest in '96 that a bunch of us Milwaukee kids attended. If you look hard enough, you can see Paul in a black hooded sweatshirt kneeling on the right side of the stage next to me (green jacket, standing, taking pictures) starting at about the 1:32 mark. I also chuckled when I saw Quinn, Anthony Moll, Jesse Smith and others throughout the video. What a great time we had ... From the OLC riot to the 10 of us crashing in this little dive hotel room at the end of the day it was an excellent road trip and an excellement memory of Paul. Paul, you were full of life and I am so sorry that you had such as short time to live it. I trust you are at peace and that you are checking in on all of us from time to time. To all of Paul's and my friends that I knew at the time: sXe Dan, Mario, Jason, Andres Luna, Anthony Moll, Steve Hawley, Mike Mooney, Jesse Smith, Todd & Aly Evirs, Lane Turowski, James, Brian G., Chris P., Jenny, I hope this message finds you all well. - Ben |
| Name: | Todd |
| E-mail address: | tevirs@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | Thinking of you Paul. Missing you the same today as the day you left. We had such a great time. I can't see ever having such fun again. I really miss the "old days with all the guys". I try to not live in the past, but it is hard.
To Paul's Dad and StepMom - I let you borrow some small VHS tapes years ago to make copies of some of the Isolation shows. We were at Chris' Mom's house. I was wondering if you still have them? I would love to get them back. Email me at tevirs@yahoo.com if you get this message. If I remember right, you moderate this board? Thanks, Todd. |
| Name: | Lyne auk dwa fsm |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | i never got the chance to meet you paul but me and all my friends who know milwaukees history feel like we know you personaly. the "paul Gazo" piece that was done at summerfest this year came out beautiful. im sure you were proud.
i really would have liked to meet you rip seb |
| Name: | Kim |
| E-mail address: | brewtownkim@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | So caught up in my shit the days slipped by. Happy Birthday to you Paul. Hard to believe you would be 31!!!!
I'm sure you would still be looking as young as ever, still wrinkling up that little nose of yours as you smiled...love you always |
| Name: | DESASKI |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | FALLEN CHILDREN RISE. |
| Name: | Unlucky Seven |
| E-mail address: | Family Can Relate |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | ..happy bday my friend...gone but not forgotten....i miss you all the time bro...
For Celebratory Reasons we remember how wonderful you truly were.... |
| Name: | Trevor |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | Wishing you a happy Birthday, however you wish. |
| Name: | e |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | happy birthday, dear Paul. |
| Name: | A friend |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | Happy Birthday Paul. I think about you all the time, always made happy by the memories and saddened by your absence. Wish we could hang out again... |
| Name: | Kim |
| E-mail address: | brewtownkim@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.myspace.com/killerkay |
| Comments: | Just thinking of you and looking at the few pictures I have of us. Miss you as much as ever boober.
Kim |
| Name: | HomageVISTACLIQUE |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | Im a fan of the FCR, i like how you guys have a strong history and dedication its very admirable to bad you had to lose somthin to make it as strong but i don't know em but makes me bummed to hear about it, i drive passed an OWL tag everyday on hwy-45 under the north ave mayfair exit and i see sombody messed with it and put an F in front of it . i saw he had to crawl out into the middle of the highway and risk his life and for somone to disrespect his work after all they been is a awful thing so for any one out there respect there work and let them live on FCR all the way man i got a clique but its not about that i respect oyu guys alot i make sure your Tags stay fresh and the same peace-HOMAGE |
| Name: | jason |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | ...paul, i think i lost a couple of homies today...and i feel fine...love you bro...jason |
| Name: | Gretchen Stasey |
| E-mail address: | gstasey@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | OMG I stumbled upon this and tears dripped down my face. I miss Paul so much. He had a big impact on my life. He was inspiring in so many ways. I will NEVER forget him and what he stood for. Clearly he has left a legacy behind. WOW! Much love and repect!! |
| Name: | DESA |
| Homepage URL: | http://WWW.MARIODESA.COM |
| Comments: | big things are in the works. your legacy and memory have not faded...and never will. there's a project in the works to insure your/our immortality...FCR FAMILY. we still write your name...forever... |
| Name: | e |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | still missing you paul. |
| Name: | Kim |
| E-mail address: | brewtownkim@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.myspace.com/killerkay |
| Comments: | Hi Paul. Can't believe it's been almost 8 years in just a few short days... I wonder how things would be and what you would be doing. 8 years and still you are in my thoughts constantly. Was sitting at Webb's the other day remembering how Jason (Seve) helped hook us up by offering me as your ride home that rainy night....while i reminsced to friends I was with, recounting that story, Mr. Jones & Me came on, I took it as a sign from you:) It made me smile. I'm still angry someone didn't help you right away, that you were left there because of people not knowing how to react in a situation and caring more about themselves. I don't care what they say, I think you would have lived. Some drunk college idiot who was 19 jumped out of a window last week to escape getting an underage drinking ticket. He fell 25 feet landing on his head and of course is fine. You were truly an angel with your black hair and pale face, and those eyes. I always remember your eyes. They just bore into you and sometimes the sadness they held almost tore me apart. God called you home for a reason known now only to you and what we may assume in our hearts. Your soul was so special and for those of us that knew you, I believe we would suffer the heartbreak of losing you over and over just to have the time we did with you. I love you. |
| Name: | Revoc/DPS krew |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | yo, first off i got alot of respect for you man. you inspired me alot and the rest of the krew.I threw up a bomb for you brother R.I.P. .........................were ever you are.......REVOC1 |
| Name: | REP 1 |
| E-mail address: | ANT BAK@ |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | PAUL DIDNT NEED TO DIE THATS WHAT I WANTED TO SAY NOT DID NEED TO DIE IM A BIG FAN N FELL SRRY FOR U PAUL THATS A BAD WAY TO DIE BUT U DIE DOING WHAT MADE U HAPPY SO IM REALY SRRY THAT U DIE RIP SEB |
| Name: | REP 1 |
| E-mail address: | ANTBAK@ |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | ITS SAD TO FELL HOW U DO WHEN FALLING I FELL BAD FOR U ITS SCARY ASS HELL JUST THINKING ABOUT FALLING LIKE THAT U WHER A GOOD PERSON N DID NEED TO DIE I SEE SEB EVEY WHER I GO N APES SO RIP SEB
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| Name: | Em. S. M. |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | Never met you Paul, but I feel like I know you. My husband J. talks about you all the time... he misses you a lot. Your photo occupies a place of honor in our living room. Just want you to know that you and my dad are in the same place. I'm crying as I'm writing this. God be with the both of you....
Rest In Peace |
| Name: | Jason |
| Homepage URL: | http://FriendsCanRelate.com |
| Comments: | Paul, I was just thinking about how lovely a person you always were
and how sometimes you take the people nearest to you for granted..thanks again for keepin' me in check and to stop worrying about the small things and concentrate on the big picture...Yours friends could really use you now... love, jason |
| Name: | e |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | miss ya tons paul. the world lets me down lately, i ask every day, of all the creeps in the world, man why did you go? but thinkin of the memories makes it a little easier. listened to the isolation 7" for the first time in a long time - i was happy to hear your voice but really sad at the same time. it doesn't get any easier, i guess. just wanted to write, in case you don't hear me when i talk to you.
peace to you and your family and friends. |
| Name: | Kim |
| E-mail address: | brewtownkim@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | Happy Birthday, miss you as always.
Love, Kim |
| Name: | YOUR FAMILY |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | ON BEHALF OF THE ENTIRE FCR FAMILY: HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY! YOU ARE REMEMBERED UNCONDITIONALLY. THE WALL WILL BE DRESSED FOR YOU TONIGHT... EVERYONES FAVORITE CREW RETURNS WITH A BANG. THE NAME OF THE GAME : FOREVER CLAIMIN' REIGN. |
| Name: | andres |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | happy birhday...ha ,if memory serves right we should be at super china right now. youd have a huge plate of tofu and the people who own the place would be pissed cause youd prolly have eaten about 4 or 5 plates full. memories .i have so many good memories with you ,with all of us . me you and dan all aries birthdays days apart.aries rule!haha. i really miss you paul.im sure im not alone.im not the most religous person but i know some day our paths will cross again. we found each other once and im sure we will again . i wish i had more friends like you .its funny i feel sometimes like you are watching ,so when im about to do something i know youd give me that look for i think first,then i think about how youd probably say its stupid and how ill just get in trouble.needless to say when this happens i usually dont do what ever bad stupid thing i wouldve done. so i guee in a way you are still here in my eyes .i like to think you watch over all of us . the whole ragtag bunch of us.i guess we have our own personal angel.im sure we could use it. i love you paul,friends always and forever ....happy birthday...damn were getting old. |
| Name: | a friend |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | It's hard not to think about how things would be different, for the better of course, if Paul was still with us. Most of all, I miss having a true friend. I will never forget Paul for the rest of my life, one of the best friends I've ever had. Happy Birthday. |
| Name: | a friend |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | It's hard not to think about how things would be different, for the better of course, if Paul was still with us. Most of all, I miss having a true friend. I will never forget Paul for the rest of my life, one of the best friends I've ever had. Happy Birthday. |
| Name: | SYRUPSTA POTHEADZ RAB 2 CIK |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | SEB I DIDNT KNOW YOU OR ANY OF YOUR CREW BUT I RESPECTED YOU FOR THE SIMPLY FACT YOU GUYS GOT UP AN YOU HAD BALLS AN I JUST WANNA SAY SOME OF YOUR ROOF TOPS ARE STILL RUNNING LIKE THE ONE IN THE VALLEYAN YOUR CREW HASNT FORGOT ABOUT YOU EITHER PS FREE KING APES |
| Name: | REVAONES |
| E-mail address: | NONE |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | I JUST WANNA SAY THAT IM HAPPY TO OF MET SEB IN 1997 WHEN I JOINED FCR CREW, I REAMEMBER ID CALL IN WORK TO GO TO HIS APPARTMENT AND HANG WITH HIM, HE WAS A COOL PERSON HE WOULD TALK TO ME ABOUT KICKBOXING, MUSIC, AND GRAFF I NEVER FORGET THE CONVERSATIONS WE HAD ID TEACHED HIM SPANISH WORDS AND HE COUGHT ON VERY FAST LOVE TO THE MAN PAUL GAZO,,, RIP, AMIGO DEL OTRO MUNDO .. |
| Name: | iggy |
| E-mail address: | ig_poppa@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | To Paul, his family, and friends,
I met paul back in 1991, when he was on the road with the bands Integrity and Confront and they played in my hometown of Erie.From the minute i met him, we bonded instantly(how could you not?) We then began to talk regularly, mostly about what bands we were listening to, what vinyl we may have snatched up, and how crazy each other's accents were( I still refuse to give into the whole bubbler/waterfountain theory but Paul did enlighten me as to why pop should be called soda and now i correct anyone who says differently.) As time procedded we would devise plots to invade each others hometowns.It was these on these trips that paul would tell me about the importance of veganism.it was passion and honesty that would later help me form my beliefs in what was right. While our conversations became less frequent, our friendship still remained intact.Each summer my band would make an attempt at touring and each summer the highlight would be milwaukee. for the sole reason of being able to see Paul. I still remember the last time we played there.And i am so thankful that we were able to spend our few days off with Paul and his crew.I know that i can speak for the rest of abnegation when i say that it was by far the best part of our last tour. Up until now there was apart of me that hoped that Paul's passing was part of the hardcore rumormill.but finding this site has made squash those ideas. Paul-i know that many of the beliefs we shared i have grown away from.i never meant any disrespect to you and what you believe (or anyone else).quite honestly they were mistakes that i have had to live with.but the foundations the respect for life and others and the love for everyone and everything you showed me is still deeply embedded in me.thank you.you showed me what hardcore and straight edge were truly about and these communities have lsot a true shepard of their ideals. to his family- you raised an extodinary man.our lives were all graced with by his presence and we have you to thank for that. to his friends-thank you for always welcoming us like brothers.i know that some of us weren't the easiest to deal with. but it never stopped you from opening up your couches and homes. peace iggy |
| Name: | Voodu |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | I didnt know the writer but i saw his work right next to "ASKE" rest in peace even if i didn't know you. |
| Name: | reset WR |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | still good to see sebs name up everywhere..to most he is gone to some he is still here..i give my respects to seb he paved the way in milwaukee...so sad to see someone pass away doing what they love...much much props to the fcr family ..and props to sebs family...hope to meet u in the afterlife |
| Name: | crome sbn crew |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | i appoligize for my shout outs in the past on this page. It was no ment for anytype of disrespect. So i appoligize to the family and friends of paul.
REST IN PEACE PAUL CROME |
| Name: | Deb G |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | This is Paul's stepmom here. Regarding the last email, from 2toes, it refers to a series of nasty emails sent by some nonthinking person. I know it wasn't 2toes because of the digital computer ID attached to each message we receive. Thanks 2toes for your heartfelt message. Please know that Paul's dad and I receive an email copy of every message posted here, and we love the remembrances you all send. And we delete the mean ones, so no one gets to see them but us. Thankfully this is the first time we've gotten mean messages. Love to all you guys! Jason, Kim, Mario, Andre, Todd, Jen, Mike, and all the rest of you-- Paul's love lives forever in the good that you do today. Thanks for letting us know that we're not alone in this.
Peace, Deb |
| Name: | Sokay |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | Who ever is dissing seb please quit it.... Show some respect..... RIP SEB |
| Name: | 2toes |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | i would never diss seb, i looked up to him.....when i heard he died, it was a shot to the heart of every graf. writer, i mean it coulda been anyone up there, And i cant give him enough props for being straightedge these days its so hard to stay away from these poisons we put into our bodies....MUCH< MUCH PROPS TO SEB AND ALL HIS FRIENDS...HE WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED IN THE GRAF COMMUNITY....AND IT WASNT ME WHO WROTE THAT...AND WHOEVER DID THATS JUST WRONG.........RIP SEB |
| Name: | JASON |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | Stil thinking about you bro...wish you were here i'd have so much too say to you ....Friends Can Relate.....hello to all of paul's friends that come here to say their peace...see ya in milwaukee...peace |
| Name: | todd |
| E-mail address: | tevirs@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | Thinking about you today Paul. Found alot of old stuff in storage the other day that really made me miss the good old days. Sometimes it is hard not to live in the past. Especially when kids start bombing all around me and all I think about is the past. Converge is playing friday in Chicago, we would have been going together. I know you will be with me in spirit. Saw my name in paint yesterday. Pretty cool. Love you always. Thanks for everything, again. |
| Name: | Sokay |
| E-mail address: | Kenshin_411@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | I met you a couple of times at my cousins house, but in those couple of meetings you passed on alot of knowledge... I still have the sketchbook you gave me... It's something I cherish... I wish you were still around to see me all grown up and doing my thing. You always had a special thing about you... You made people's day always brighter even on a rainy day... You will always be missed! Legends never die..... RIP SEB!! |
| Name: | desastar |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none)www.mariodesa.com |
| Comments: | seven years. we still bomb...we still hit you up, player...we will never forget. FCR wouldn't be the same without your contributions, and we'll never let it die, even apart, the crew stands together for a common cause that you helped push and unfortunately, fate pushed back.
FCR- never stop wrecking shop...UE MF...and never forget AOD. |
| Name: | e |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | as during every other day, still thinking about you paul. 7 years and its still hard to believe you're gone. seems like i'll see you around and it hurts when i remember that i won't. you inspired so many people and continue to. thanks for being you and never compromising. it meant a lot to me and everyone else who truly knew you. peace. |
| Name: | Kim |
| E-mail address: | kimc@jax.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.myspace.com |
| Comments: | 7 years and the memories, pain and loss are still prominent. Miss you always. |
| Name: | Lev |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | What can I say that hasnt been said by everyone here already. In the brief time I knew you, you were an inspiration, always positive and there for your friends. You will never be forgotten.
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| Name: | lord poohbear1 that sly turkey |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | hey paul whats up ? its been a long time.me ,mario ,jason,alonzo well pretty much everybody celebrated your bday.we all had fun(i hope)but you were n are greatly missed.your name lives on.i showed some of work and your homemade at this gallery i did on your bday.it was a alcohol free event.it went pretty good. iwant 2 thankyou for being yourself,youve had such a positive impact on my life.youre 1 of the most positive,and caring people ive evvvver met and im honored to have met you .we will meet again until then we will continue 2 rock your name 4evvvvver. i agree with king sevee PLEASE DONT USE THE SITE TO GET CHEAP UPS.OH YEAH PAUL WAS STR8EDGE,MEANING HE DIDNT DO DRUGS,PLEASE DONT DIS MY GUY WITH THAT BLUNT TALK....PEACE TO ALL,QUIT TALKING ABOUT IT JUST DO IT.STAY UP (LITERALY) I MISS YOU,WE ALL LOVE YOU.U ARE 4EVER IN OUR HEARTS N MINDS.PLEASE WATCH OVER US ,GOD KNOWS SOMEONE NEEDS 2...3327KANGS414 REP REP YALL |
| Name: | TREVOR |
| E-mail address: | N/A |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | WHATS UP PAUL-LONG TIME NOW, HUH? I STILL GET YOU UP BRO, IN THE HOME CITY.STAY UP THERE CUZ WERE COMING.PEACE. PEACE TO THE FCR FAMILY,TODD N' ALY,CORNY, YOU TOO SEVEE! |
| Name: | Dan Smith |
| E-mail address: | danbsmith@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | It's good to see that I am not the only one that still remembers.
A couple of weeks ago I ran into J.D. Goodwin--who Paul introduced me to when Paul, Brian Werstein and I drove down to Memphis in the summer of '96 or '97. He's working at the U.S. Humane Society here in DC. It was depressing to tell him Paul was no longer around, both because it's depressing to think about and because its depressing to see some else's heart drop when you tell them. But, it was also nice to remeber that trip with Paul and Brian. I'm sure Brian remebers the look on Paul's face when the old lady stopped to see if we were all right after Paul drove my car into the ditch and she asked, "would you like me to contact the police?" No thanks lady--if it's ok with you, we'd prefer that the cops not know that Paul doesn't have a driver's license and is violating the conditions of his supervision. "Those days will always stay with me..." XDan SmithX |
| Name: | sincere seven |
| E-mail address: | finally can rest @mentalheaven.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | had a wonderful time at your b-day party at uproc todd and jesse me and em all had dinner together before we went to uproc to celebrate your birthday and pooh's first art show along w/phobes and lulu? saw lots of people that are important smp renuion and everything ...andres where were you ?..peace dud.
We First Cremated Rebels and celbrate the afterlife..... The smells of flat black and barbeque black still invoke tremendously fond memories...there will be another reunion..me and you in heaven...peace....love and respect.... attn: graffiti writers from milw....please dont disrespect the site w/ a ton of shouts outs to yer guys ...this site in his memory..not yers....peace and respect.....lord seven freedom culture and righteousness family urbanempire a soul glowing.... |
| Name: | e |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | hey paul. just wanted to wish you a happy belated birthday. sorry i missed it, i was in japan. always thinkin' about you. peace. |
| Name: | andres |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | happy b-day paul.sorry it took me a coupla days to get this up here but dont worry i didnt forget. i really miss you . love ya. man......seems like just yesterday.....i seriously fail to understand the world sometimes. ill talk to you soon. |
| Name: | Kim |
| E-mail address: | kdelano@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday dear Pauuullllll, Happy Birthday to you!
Well you're 29 as of Saturday and Joel turned 25 yesterday. When I went to see him yesterday I told him to tell you I said I love you and miss you. Maybe you two will celebrate together! HAHA I always wonder if you do see each other. I know that you are able to read what is written here, I do believe that. So can you please tell my dad and my brother I said hi and I love them too?! Almost 7 years now Paul and you're still on my mind. I still stop and watch trains.. |
| Name: | andres |
| E-mail address: | tserrock1@cs.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | whats up paul. just thinkin boutcha . our b-days are comin up (aries rule) its weird me you and youth crew dan used to try to celebrate them together ....ill still light a candle for ya . boy your almost 30 (i say "almost" cause to me youll always be here), GOD i am too how depressing is that. alicia just had her bday in feb . 9 yrs now and just inches from being as tall as her midget mom. hahahaha. not doin much these days just tryin to keep my head straight and tryin to stay outa trouble and we both know it follows me like a plague.so i just try and chill at home and go to work .i saw mario the other day we hung out , i havent seen that cat in like months .it was cool we got somethin to eat with hank (also gettin big) . it was nice to see him. tried to go to a show but felt like an old geezer ( who likes too many good bands to listen to most this crap). i saw todd and aly (hey, you only said hi , todd!) said hi, it was weird i havent seen them in years. hope theyre good .from what i hear todds quite the buisness man now .saw jesse smith, although i hear all he does is talk crap about me . oh well what life if you dont go thru it with at least one knife stickin out your back. you know how it is though, little men talk behind your back and never to your face. well i guess ill quit rambling i was just thinkin bout you so figured id say hi. love you,miss you....see ya soon. ........
kim ,where you at?hope things are well with you.pauls parents hope your doing good too. take care.. |
| Name: | uncle mick |
| E-mail address: | celeryfarm20381056@toast.net |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | My feet pound out the rhythm of the miles,
the many miles of the tundra, brown and frozen. The tundra echoes to my hoofbeats, chants the rhythm of my running feet. The rhythm of the journey is my song. I journey to the forest of the south, to the forests deep with fir and pine. To the deep forests where at last I'll rest. |
| Name: | CROME SBN LTP |
| Homepage URL: | http://hometown.aol.com/sevensixsnobz/graff.html |
| Comments: | SBN CREW
CROME SERM AFRO MERC SAKE SHELS FREE MERC FREE SHELS FREE AFRO RIP ROBBY JOEY SEB |
| Name: | todd |
| E-mail address: | tevirs@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | Just thinking about you again. Wish you were here, of course. You would be suprised at all that is going on these days. Everyone is grown up and the music scene is so different. Everything is different. I saw Andre at a show the other day, just said Hi. Hey Andre whats up? Why didn't we talk? Just saw a SEB tag the other day. Hope your doing fine. Until we meet again... |
| Name: | SEVEN IS GOD |
| E-mail address: | THE SEVEN @FCR CREW.NET |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | well paul, six years later and i've decided to leave the living my thoughts on one of the best people i've ever known...it's funny how you, as i saw, was the person amongst our friends with we all could connect...here we all are ..expressing of love for you......and i still can't believe that you're gone...you 're in my heart bro..and that counts for everything to me.
YOU ARE THOUGHT OF OFTEN AND I LOOK AT YOUR PICTURE IN MY HOUSE EVERYDAY...PEACE ,LOVE AND RESPECT TO ALL OF PAUL'S FAMILY AND FRIENDS ............. rest in piece my friend...thanks for everthing....love |
| Name: | Kim |
| E-mail address: | kdelano@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | Thinking of you...... |
| Name: | andres |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | whats up sebo. i know its been a while its been really hard lately . i know thats no excuse but if you dont already know ,i think of you always so i guess we pretty much talk on a regular basis . back in the miltown ,yep needed a change again .things in chicago were pretty much goin nowhere so i figured it was time to try and make some moves . so with that here we are . alicias huge ,you should see her shes almost as tall as jessica . haha.... 8 yrs old ,man...... shes a beutiful child , i wish you could have gotten to know her and her you .she would have just loved you.well i hope you are good and hopefully withthat droopy dog of yours ...hahaha j/k... i love you paul. i miss you. |
| Name: | e |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | i can't believe 6 years has gone by...it seems like yesterday you left us. i don't know what to say now, for everyone to read, because i talk to you often. i hope you hear me. i think about the day we met in, what was it, 1987?! i laugh, because i made such a fool out of myself that day, on my butt in the snow. and i hear you laugh too. i remember you playing the misfits for me the 1st time and helping me pick out a skateboard. i remember watching evil dead 2 with you and cracking up. i remember seeing you with isolation at the unicorn and being so proud. you shaped who i've become and for that i am grateful. thank you, Paul, you'll never be forgotten.
e |
| Name: | Michael Johnson |
| E-mail address: | mjohnson@adelphia.net |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | He's riding with the Angels |
| Name: | John Dreahl |
| E-mail address: | john@soundclash.net |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.soundclash.net |
| Comments: | Paul,
Wow, its been a long time.. For some reason I decided to play cue up "Thursday" by Turning Point, and I had memories of you and I in your living room dubbing 7 inches. Everytime I hear that song, I think of you.. So I searched google, and look what I find. You are and always been a "larger then life" character.. Heaven I bet doesn't have "the buff" either.. :) rawk on.. paul.. john - xistance |
| Name: | Courtney Johnson-Warren |
| E-mail address: | courtneyuwpa@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | To Paul's family & friends:
Paul will be fondly remembered in the Wauwatosa West 10 year high school reunion booklet. Reunion scheduled for September 13, 2003 at Hart Park Muellner Building. Paul will be there in our hearts and in spirit. |
| Name: | Kim |
| E-mail address: | kdelano@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | Hey Paul. I just visited Joel's grave on Wednesday, it was his year anniversary that he was murdered along with his mom. It brought back a lot of memories of you, the hurt and confusion. You just always wish there was more time, regardless of how your relationship with that person was. I wish I could visit you too, but I guess I do every time I think of you right? I hope you and Joel were able to meet in Heaven, I could see it now!! HAHA Both of you said poetic things before you passed, which is so strange to me. You & Joel both made mentions of not wanting to get old. You, to the fact of how humans treated Earth and God's creatures, Joel because of the humility and sadness he seen working in a Retirement home. Two beautiful people taken from us when they had so much to give. Two of the most influential people in my life! I often wonder why things work out the way they do. I am so miserable in my life, yet I'm left to live out my misery. Paul and Joel, so in love with life and doing such great things...gone, while I'm here. How is that right? "Only the good die young" Hey Mario..remember Paul's bubble butt? And you thought it was just his jeans bulging? HAHAHAHAHA I had such a good time with you two! All of Paul's friends, you too Andre:) Vanilla Gorilla J/K I really think we should get a memorial event going for Paul. Like a PETA benefit, have bands play, etc.. He should be celebrated not just on this website. He was a pivotal role in all of our lives, let's show it!! Email me if anyone is interested! Love you Paul, give Joel a kiss for me. I think I will eat Thai this weekend & think of you singing that part from that song, "Mr. Jones and Me"..well, you know gray is my favorite color..Paul loved that part, think of him when you hear it and smile, he always did. |
| Name: | andres "tserrock1" luna |
| E-mail address: | tserrock1@cs.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | hey whats up , im sorry i havent written you anything but i didnt even know this site existed till i met this kid you knew this weekend and he told me about it . it was funny cause i was with dale and we were looking through this kids cds and he had one that saib the seb mix on it and came to find out he was a friend of yours and jenny funk and also jason porter (RIP) .man this is a great site ,i hope you see the things people have written for you ,kim wrote some beutiful stuff. now i know why you loved her so much.man its been a long time i dont know where to begin. i miss you. there truly seems that there isnt a day that i dont think of you or talk to you,some times i have to do a double take on the street cause i think i see you. i cant even watch the show friends cause i swear that guy on there looks just like you(hahaha i know we used to tease you with that). things have changed allot since you left us the hardcore scene in milwaukee became almost nonexistant ,people stopped talking and some moved away ,myself included. when i look back at it you where really the back bone of the whole thing you held it together .you always brought everyone together, dan smith once told me that it was weird how many people from all walks of life met through you .we wondered if any of us had would have ever met if it wasnt for you .i really think you were the best of all of us and when you died part of all of us went with you ,i know part of me did. i see some of the guys every once in a while ,mario the most . hes doing pretty good i think i dont talk to him as much as id like but ill always love the dude. i have seen jason hees doing good too, he got married ! crazy huh .i saw brian about a year ago ,it was weird seeing him ,i dont know why? probably old memories rushing back. i see jesse every now and then but besides him and anton thats about it. i dont know like i said the scene changed or maybe i just did ,i guess i always wanted it to stay the same .i guess things cant.i dunno i dont have anything in common with these kids anymore. i dont know how to say this too you but i receantly fell off my self ,one life drug free right. i dunno it was just getting hard i mean i dont even like drinking it tastes like shit. its just things on a personal level have gotten hard i just cant deal with stuff anymore ,the load has gotten to big and i guess it is just a way to forget if even for a moment. in the end it doesnt help anything cause the problems are still there .i have always only had myself and i guess i have dealt in the past but i cant anymore ,im sorry .i wish you were hear i know you would be mad and dissappointed but i think you might also understand and tell me its not the right way to deal with it and maybe we could talk and hug and things would be alright .like i said though i like to live in the past . i kinda thought someone might care enough to ask why but mostly all i got was laughs and people wanting my record collection. i hope you will forgive me i held on as long as i could.on a lighter note you should see alicia shes 8 years old now tall and skinny as a rail but beautifull. she love to read and draw ,really without her i dont know where id be ,shes my light in the dark.she really likes tattoos too (kinda scary) oh yeah i do that too now ,like mario. mario has a kid too , a son named henry . hes a gonna be a real lady killer.i was engaged to emily for a while we ended up getting back together after you passed it was good for a while but somehow thing went wrong ,i still love her i always will,maybe someday things will work out again. we talk about you quite frequently she misses you so much like everyone else ,god she knew you since you were like 12 .she gave me this kick ass picture of you in skateboard bads chillin with your board . it rules. everyone misses you so much you bought so much happiness to so many people ,i spent so long trying to figure out why god would take someone that was so beautiful that brought so much happiness to others.i guess its like my mother says you did what you needed to do on this earth ,maybe we dont see it plain as day but its there .it hurts though, i know i need you and if we could trade places i would without even thinking about it. every one knows i got plenty of atonement to do.im sure your an angel if they do exist. i wish i could have said so many things to you before you left,thanks for always being there for me you were the only one i could talk to ,you always had my back no matter what. you will always be my brother and i will always love you . the last time we saw each other a couple of days before the accident . i was with ricky and we came by the house . you were playing video games sitting on the couch with some people and i hadnt seen you in about a week so i was happy to see you. you looked up from the tv and said whats up to me and smiled and then put out your hand and we just held the hand shake for about 30 seconds just looking at each other smiling . i remeber thinking i wanted to give you hug but instead we just stared and smiled . and then i left and you smiled at me and said you would see me soon and i looked at you said yeah and left. i have dreamt of that moment and thought about it hundreds of times and everytime i do i wiash i had gave you that hug. but mostly i think was that your way of saying goodbye ? .did you know something ? where you trying to tell me something with that smile ? i guess when i see you next you can tell me . ive only told that story to one person i cant really talk about it . but i like to beleive it was you way of telling me goodbye and everythiong was gonna be alright. i love you paul gazo you will be my best friend forever for reasons only you and i know ,but i will always remember you ,always. |
| Name: | LoreFCR |
| E-mail address: | LoreFCR |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | What's up Paul... I still remember you, allways on ou minds.
Rest In Peace...Finally Can Rest... |
| Name: | rmorts |
| Homepage URL: | http://(none) |
| Comments: | rest in peace still remembered!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
| Name: | Kim |
| E-mail address: | kdelano@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | Hey Paul! It's been quite awhile since I wrote, but I've still not stopped thinking about you. Almost 6 years!! You would never believe it, but I just got married. How insane right? There's just so much around Milwaukee that reminds me of you. I'm always by the railroad yard where Mario tried to teach me and Dana how to pain and I stole some of your caps and your Krylon Flat Black, hahaha, when you were in Mexico, or when me and Mario took turns shaving off all your pretty hair in his basement and it was so long it got all caught in the blades:) Anyways just wanted to say hi and I miss you.
Kim |
| Name: | Rhonda Pewter |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.4guests.com |
| Comments: | losing someone is very hard :) |
| Name: | Rhonda Pewter |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.4guests.com |
| Comments: | losing someone is very hard :) |
| Name: | m |
| Comments: | for some reason i had a dream about you last night. i woke up feeling like i did when i was 19 but had to come to this page to remind myself that it's not 1995 anymore. |
| Name: | .....rOpEs..oNE..... |
| Comments: | .I DONT KNOW NONE OF THEM FCR NIGGAS BUT ALL OF THEM HAVE MY RESPECT,SPECIALLY SEB.THAT BOY WAS RAW.I DONT KNOW HIM BUT HE IS RAW.PEACE 2 ALL THEM FCR'S
EMA'S RTS'S NS'S YA NIGGAS DONT PLAY.....PEACE OUT Y'ALL |
| Name: | kwest |
| E-mail address: | manita_05@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | rest in paint seb.........teach...u left fcr for rts....shame on u...just kidding....thanks for the ride!! haha
DK AWS peace to all crews in milwaukee, except them fools that work at pick n save on loomis....haha... |
| Name: | Remok |
| E-mail address: | None at the time |
| Comments: | I'm sorry I never knew you and the guys. You Aske(Apes), Teach, Owl, and the many more were inspirations for us youngings. Myself and Kaer will keep the art getting up. We'll continue where you cats left off...
Our best wishes to you and yours.... RIP SEB |
| Name: | mario desa |
| E-mail address: | misterdesa@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.deluxetattoo.com |
| Comments: | it's still hard to think, and talk about our loss...
Xnever forgetX i love you. |
| Name: | Todd Evirs |
| E-mail address: | tevirs@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | I am at work right know reading through the messages. I have not visited this site in quite a long time. It is still the hardest thing for me to think about even after all this time and even after thinking that I am ok with what happened. I often wonder if any of his other close friends (my close friends too) still feel as hurt as I do. It is good to see some people I know putting messages up. Hi to Quinn, haven't talked to you in a real long time. I laughed pretty good at Ben's offer to pick up the tab at Super China! Paul held the record of eating like seven plates at this Chinese buffet. They used to cook us special plates of tofu and vegetarian food and bring it right to our table because we would bring in so many people at once and so often, and who could forget Dragon Balls! Hi to Paul's Dad. I hope you are doing ok these days. I miss your son so much still. He is the one person I am so positive that I would be hanging out with and going to Hardcore shows. I have had a hard time going to see any bands in the last five years because it is just not like it used to be. I was talking to my friend Jesse, we both used to be in a band with Paul, and we agreed that if Paul was still around today, we would all be in a band together and probably driving around the country playing shows.
On October first 2002 at 1:30 am I was driving on I-94 looking down at where the buildings once stood. I guess I was hoping to see some sort of sign from Paul, you know saying hi or something. I dont know if any one else heard about this but when they were tearing those buildings down one of the workers got killed by the building falling on him. I think that place must be cursed. The city is planning on turning it into a park, this will be a nice memorial in my mind to all that has been lost in that area. I got up at 5:30 in the morning on October first 2002 with the intention of going down into the valley where Paul fell. I couldn't do it. I tried to tell myself that I did not need to and that everything was going to be fine from now on. It sort of is, sort of. I just want to put the offer out there to anyone who would like to spend some time talking about Paul or looking through old pictures or listening to music we all shared. I am available. God rest your soul. Your friend forever, Todd Evirs |
| Name: | Dad |
| Comments: | It's now five years today since you have left us, and we all still miss you. I still think of you often and still wish that we could have had more time together. Rest in Peace, Paul. You will not be forgotten.
Dad |
| Name: | Quinn |
| E-mail address: | mccusker@uwalumni.com |
| Comments: | still miss you. see you soon. |
| Name: | cear mdh |
| Comments: | seb you will be missed, I give much respect to you, fcr, and other tru painters out der... RIP |
| Name: | Kim |
| E-mail address: | tat2dcarmelqt@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | Hi Paul, it's been awhile since I last wrote, but I still think of you often. I have ben thru some crazy stuff since you passed. I always think about that last time we seen each other and wonder what would have become of it if we spoke. Those damn what ifs. I just can't believe how different everything is...5 years...sometimes I think you got the easy way out. It's so hard down here. I wish I could just be touched by your presence again. A little help from above wouldn't hurt would it? You know we didn't have the perfect relationship, neither one of us was perfect, but then again we were so young. I hate living in the past, but sometimes the present is so much worse. You were my only Boober, and always will be, sorry I missed writing to you on your birthday in April. My brother's gfriend Katie just had a baby and his middle name is Matthew :)I reminded her it was your middle name. My friend Becci was talking about Cooter the other day, it made me think of you and smile....God I miss you Paul |
| Name: | mick |
| E-mail address: | celeryfarn20381056@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://CELERYFARM@NETZERO,NET |
| Comments: | "SOMEWHERE NEAR CLOSE BY"
THERE'S A SUNNY VALLY THAT HAS A MINDS EYE VIEW OF A LARGE MOUNTAIN. WHICH HAS A SIMPLISTIC VIEW OF NOTHING OTHER THAN PIECE AND TRANQUILITY, BEING IT IS FILLED WITH BEAUTY BEYOND YOUR CAPABILITIES OF REASONING, WHICH HOLDS YOU IN A PURE RAPTURE OF IT'S EXISTANCE, WOULD YOU BY HAPPENSTANCE BE SPELLBOUND? SO THAT YOUR WHOLE INNER BEING IS LULLED INTO AN OFFHAND PRESENCE. OF WHICH PUTS YOU IN THE UNKNOWN LIKE THE SHADOW OF AN ABYSS, YET WHAT REALL POSSIBILITIES OF VISIONS COULD TEAR YOU AWAY FROM THIS? I WONDER IF WE ARE SILENCED INTO GIVING AWAY SOMEHOW OUR ABILITY OF REASONING AND SUCCUMBING INTO THE LETHARGIC IDEA OF JUST FALLING INTO A POOL OF SHALLOW THOUGHT. YET IT HOLDS US THERE, NOT IN A DEEP AND VAST POSITION, BUT MORE LIKE A POSTURE OF REAL AMBITION. THAT HAS A MYSTIQUE AND STILNESS, WHICH DRAWS US EVER DEEPER INTO OUR THOUGHTS. SO THAT WHEN WE FINALLY REALIZE THT WE LACK THE ABSENCE OF OURSELVES AS AN ENTITY, WE THEN FINALLY FOLLOW OURSELVES DOWN IT'S PATH TOWARD OUR CAPABILITIES THAT OUR MIND HOLDS US. |
| Name: | XfilthX |
| Comments: | for paul and straight edge writers worldwide.
NEVER GIVE UP XXX |
| Name: | michael d.gazo |
| E-mail address: | celeryfarm@aol.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://excite.com |
| Comments: | "Every Star Is Like A Grain of Sand"
In the night there's a star that shines, In it's way is the darkness that hide's it' way to be bright. May that star find it's light by traveling toward it's path of bright. That brightness which doesn't only shine, but also leave's in it's path a wonder, and joy of itself. When in an instant that star shines it reveals it's presence in our minds, like a songbird in the morning. It sings in the stillness and it's motion revives the dawn. The light of day sends the music which opens up a new day., That brightness is like a twinkeling star. Which twinkel in the night just to become itself by just being. |
| Name: | Lacey |
| E-mail address: | lacey@asiatic-black-bears.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.asiatic-black-bears.com |
| Comments: | You have a quality site! |
| Name: | Ryan |
| E-mail address: | tylt33@aol.com |
| Comments: | I've been reading your guestbook every few months for the last few years now. It brings tears to my eyes to read about how much your friends and family care about you. I hope to meet you in Heaven one day. Until then... |
| Name: | isor ATS |
| E-mail address: | earwax55@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | peace to SEB..R.I.P.
yo dog i never knew you but i definitly knew of you and often seen your bombs the roof tops that still rock today are both daring and dope its really fucked up that you had to die..but atleast you die for something you believed in. again R.I.P. the entire graf community and city of Milwaukee will never forget you peace to the FCR crew for the loss of your crew-mate and friend madd respect to fcr crew...despite differences |
| Name: | Kim |
| Comments: | I had to write to you today. Last night I met a boy that looked almost EXACTLY like you Paul. He had that mouth of yours, that cute little button nose and same color eyes/hair..the only thing different was his height and he kept a scruffy beard. So completely insane!!! I couldn't stop staring at him! He was Italian too, so bizarre....Anyways, four years have come and gone. So much has changed since you passed. The pain has gone away a little, but you are never far from my thoughts. Today is Sweetest Day, my love to you and your family. I miss you Boober as always. Pooh misses you a lot, it's hard for him to talk about you, but he thinks about you all the time too. We love you. |
| Name: | Erica |
| E-mail address: | ericachristine12@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | It's been four years...but the memories of you are still so
vivid. You touched a lot of peoples lives Paul. Those memories will be with us forever. Thank you for sharing your life with us. You have taught me many things about the fragility of human existance. Your passing taught me alot about living in the present. Loving in the present. I can still recall your laugh, your eyes, your scent. It is strange when I see someone who looks like you, I immediately become flooded with images of you. Thank you Paul...You are free |
| Name: | ASUR |
| E-mail address: | Warlock2_98@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | i didn't know you but I am a graff artist in milwaukee and
i will never forget the pieces i have seen of yours well Paul you seem to have touched a lot of people in one life time. SEBone forever mad propz to you and your remaining crew peace out |
| Name: | Kim Muller |
| E-mail address: | carmelQT1@webtv.net |
| Comments: | Well, it still doesn't seem I'll see a day I don't think about you. I talk about you a lot and the things we used to do and just how kooky we were. I just don't know when it will stop being hard. Rudy passed away Paul, I hope he's there with you. He was so sad when you died, it's a comfort to know you guys are up there together keeping Heaven pretty:) I hope I see you someday again, my love to you until then. Matt, God Bless you, I still think about you too, hope you know we all will never forget. Paul was not just a writer, he was a son, a friend, a boyfriend, a mentor. Remember that and not just the graffitti! |
| Name: | Dad |
| Comments: | Happy birthday, Paul. We all still miss you. |
| Name: | AEON ITK |
| Comments: | Paul...even though I never met you....maybe i will some day.
Ive always loved your work, and was even inspired alot by it. Being Straight Edge and a writer is a rare and awesome thing and Im glad that I am one like you were. I met your friends at Paint Louis (APES AND PENPAL) and think that you guys all are really inspiring. I still see your freights to this day. Rest In peace. <-------/// |
| Name: | Plan 2k uk |
| E-mail address: | yonk_head@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.fister1.co.uk |
| Comments: | seb woz like the up'est badest fattest graffer the world has
seen RIP seb |
| Name: | 'skepone |
| E-mail address: | dradlock07_@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | what can i say? this is a sad loss, i to almost fell down a
roof, i was taggin on the edge and the weak ass roof cracked in- scared the shit ouuta me, peace |
| Name: | DenVer |
| Homepage URL: | http://Fuk it |
| Comments: | Peace son, seen pieces eveywhere, SEB. RIP man, may heaven
be fillled wit spray cans. |
| Name: | COMP.. NK KRUE |
| E-mail address: | DEDPREZ812@AOL.COM |
| Comments: | RESS N PIECE SEB!! LONG LIVE GRAFFFFFFFFFFF!! |
| Name: | Kapone |
| E-mail address: | Kapone21_2000@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | Another young soldier succumbs to his hobby......That's like a bboy breaking his neck doing a headspin.....Although you were only two years older than me, I still looked up to you. Not for the fact that you were one of the illest writers, but because you had a lot of heart. You never allowed anyone or anything come between you loved and did best, writing. I still see you every once in a while, but that is only when I'm lucky. Paul may not be here, but SEB will always remain.
R.I.P. SEB TCK FHB TMP OCP FMP FDM |
| Name: | ACUSE PB XXX |
| E-mail address: | CHGHILTON@AOL.COM |
| Comments: | IT HURTS TO SEE ANOTHER GRAFF KID DEAD.MUCH PROPS AND MUCH
LOVE TO ALL WHO SUPPORT GRAFFITI,AN ART! TO FAMILY:HE IS IN A SAFE AND HAPPY PLACE WITH MANY OLDSKOOL WRITERS AND LOVING FAMILY! SINCERERLY, JOE ACUSE/AND TRIPLE X CREW BASED IN CHICAGO. MUCH PROPS PAUL,MUCH PROPS! P.S. WE WILL MEET SOME DAY. |
| Name: | BEE (FABS) |
| Comments: | RIP SEB.I DONT KNOW YOU BUT I WANT TO GIVE YOU MY BEST
WISHES UP THERE. |
| Name: | EPHOD-ONE |
| E-mail address: | xephodx@aol.com |
| Comments: | I think that the loss of life is a tragedy no matter what
the case. But we must look at what his death has done for everyone else. It opens peoppples eyes as to what is going on. Graffiti isnt gonna go away. Its been around for thousands of years. Its a long story of our history. Paul's death is another chapter. We must see this and move on. Keep writing and remember what you are doing it for. Peace to all. KNOWLEDGE OF SELF.......TMC! |
| Name: | troy hamrick |
| Comments: | write forever!R.I.P. everyone |
| Name: | Cider MSK CW THR |
| E-mail address: | cyderock@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | R.I.P.
SEB1 my boy TIE THR T2B KCW died in a similar way too. he got shot and fell off the rooftop |
| Name: | Stéphanie Tremblay |
| E-mail address: | stephany_69@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.geocities.com/sunsetstrip/festival/9822/comature.html |
| Comments: | Hello jai aucune idée si vous aller comprendre mon message,
mais je tient a vous dire que jadore les graff. et que votre web page est super belle... Je vit a Baie-comeau une petite ville au quebec (Canada). Mes sympatie pour votre ami qui est décéder et puis peace a vous tous!!! |
| Name: | Nathan Heilberger |
| E-mail address: | xn8x@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.angelfire.com/wi/xn8x |
| Comments: | death is the most mysterious force there is.
i didnt know paul that well,.. but a lot of my friends were his best friends, he had so many. i remember letting him into a show through the side door at the rave. and although i hadnit talked to hm much i knew who he was and what he was all about, and it was so real. i didnt doubt any of what id heard about him. somehow it seems like you can feel it at every show. somethings missing. a small piece of everyone who knew of him maybe? that he took with him, but we were all surely glad to give, i can only wish to be remembered as much as paul is. respect. forever. |
| Name: | Ku'ualoha |
| E-mail address: | Ku'ualoha@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | Hi my name is Ashley,Ku'ualoha is my Hawaiian name
Im from Ewa Beach Hawaii and im 17 years old. I really enjoyed your webpage and I just wanna give my deepest sympathy to your friend as well as your crew. In Loving Memory Of Paul Gazo Love And Aloha Ashley |
| Name: | XdavidX |
| E-mail address: | XclinchedfistX@aol.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.angelfire.com/va2/vegansxemilitance |
| Comments: | always true to yourself is the way to live...no matter how
long on the earth you stay if one is true to them selves then they inspire many others...to a fellow X I will go into the pit for you at the next show...XXXvegan True to Death Rest in Peace Brother XdavidX |
| Name: | REMO (RTS) |
| Comments: | REST IN PEACE (SEB) |
| Name: | IZU(BIC) |
| E-mail address: | r_kjevik@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | I am and graffer from norway way up north. He will always
live in our harts rip |
| Name: | amene and lyfestile |
| E-mail address: | klm1@gwb.wusl |
| Comments: | rest in peace!
altered st8ts of conscienceness |
| Name: | daniel |
| Comments: | Never in my life have i seen so much love for one amazing
person. i have seen pictures of his work and it has been an inspiration. I never knew the legend but the man has been a role model for me. I used to think I was alone in my drug free life but now I have faith I can stay away from drugs. I see the hero in him. Rest in peace, SEB, Milwauke Graff will never die. |
| Name: | Ben Shupe |
| E-mail address: | shupe@erols.com |
| Comments: | Paul,
It has been a long time my friend, and this message is long overdue. I've spent two years with a heavy heart knowing that I never got to say goodbye to you despite numerous opportunities. I don't really have any fond memories of my time spent in Milwaukee except for the short time that I was lucky enough to have known and live with you. You have left me with so much more than the "SEB" I can see on the wall. You have left me with those talks, those laughs, and those memories that are mine and mine alone, never to be replaced. For that I thank you. It is a shame that it takes a tradegy like as this to make us realize how precious life is. Thank you Paul, for being who you were. Sleep well my friend, I will see you again some day...and when I do, that trip to Super China is on me. ---BEN |
| Name: | Ben Shupe |
| E-mail address: | shupe@erols.com |
| Comments: | Paul,
It has been a long time my friend, and this message is long overdue. I've spent two years with a heavy heart knowing |