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| Name: | Anonymus |
| Comments: | I am so sorry for what has happened to you. I am glad that you were able to leave the cult and find a life that allows you to heal. |
| Name: | The One I Love |
| E-mail address: | sometimeb4@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | I dont feel safe leaving my real name. But thank you for writing what you have written. SRA is real. I am so sorry for what you have endured. I dont know you, but through the one I love, I feel your hurt, and your STRENGTH!
Thank you to YOU. All of you. Thank you to the ones in you that protected you. And then to you for allowing them to give you their memories so you can purge them. You give me hope as I watch my loved one start down the path of healing....the LONG and painful path. Thank You |
| Name: | MJ |
| E-mail address: | rhysmadison@aol.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://mjdakota.proboards61.com |
| Comments: | Very good site. I'm a 33 y/o w/ DID who's mostly co-conscious. I also have depression, anxiety, & an eating disorder. I run a support forum for 16 & over who have an ED as well as other disorders. We just made a new board for dissociatives only. If anybody is looking for a caring, small pro support forum, please feel free to email me to check us out. We are a private forum. |
| Name: | keijo |
| E-mail address: | keijoleppioja@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | "He was led like a sheep to the slaghter,and as a lamb before the shearer is silent,so he did not open his mouth."Christ has sufferd so much so let us take our cross and follow his step with love and hope,so we can not have get better what our the Lord has.Be his wittnes and win the lost to him,pray for blessed revival soon.Thanks and bless.keijo sweden |
| Name: | kaitlin |
| E-mail address: | kaitlinsaskatoon@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | Dear Denise...I grew up out side Dundalk in Ireland I sit here in Canada on Easter Sunday grieving for my life. Sadly for me leaving Ireland did not end the abuse my now ex husband continued were my family left off. I have been out for over 15 years it is a long tough road. I function well but not over Easter. Thanks for the pages I may not read them all I know what they say. Kaitlin |
| Name: | keepers and john |
| E-mail address: | kprsjohn@charter.net |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.keeperskorner.com |
| Comments: | Hi
We were just revisiting sites we have links with, checking to see what is new and maybe what we missed the last time we visited. congratulations on keeping your site up for others as well as yourself as it is much needed. Our site has changed again since the server we were on crashed, hope to see you revisit us also. Please take care and continue the wonderful job you are doing |
| Name: | Lynx |
| E-mail address: | jackalzu@bigpond.net.au |
| Comments: | Thankyou for having the courage to speak out for the place we all know is the empty echo of silence. I happened upon your site, just passing through for there is no place for me to stand & I just wanted to honour your courage with an acknowledgement & a thankyou... I am still following silences' echo.
Light reflecting off wave tops, Lynx |
| Name: | Hailey Miller |
| E-mail address: | haileymiller@optusnet.com.au |
| Comments: | I was prompted by the Lord to search the web about sra experiences. Coming across your site was helpful as my memories are very surreal but seem to similar to yours. The torment and agony is horrendous. The darkness within and the tormenting images that plague one's mind are horrific. I cried reading your story. |
| Name: | vicki |
| E-mail address: | vickiangel2003@yahoo.co.uk |
| Homepage URL: | http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/SurvivingAngels/ |
| Comments: | I like your site.. its very good, well done,
Vicki ps- happy new yr! |
| Name: | Alessandra |
| E-mail address: | redflagsurfer@artlover.com |
| Comments: | Dear Denise, What a beautiful healing website you are offering to others! I hope many find help through your site. I have been through something too, but unlike yours, I believe mine happened through the Naval military hospital at Great Lakes, Il. However, I remember a young baby from about 30 years ago, who, along with her family stayed at our house for a short while. I found out her father was a satanist, and only later put together what that must have meant to the child. She would hold me so tight and scream if I had to leave for work. I didn't understand then why she was so terrified for me to leave, but I understand now. Her name was Snow and her mother was from the San Diego area of California. If she ever writes you, will you put her in touch with me. She was so beautiful and sensitive. It breaks my heart to realize what must have been happening to her when I left. Sincerely, Sandy |
| Name: | Terra |
| E-mail address: | terra_strial@yahoo.ca |
| Comments: | Thank you for having the courage to speak out. You have inspired me.
Maybe one day soon I will sign your guest book again and add a url with some of my writings on my experiences with transgenerational satanic ritual abuse. Until then, the images remain in my head. Your courage is an inspiration to us all. Sincerely, Terra & Company |
| Name: | Carolyn Barratt |
| E-mail address: | clusium1971@yahoo.ca |
| Comments: | What a terribly, terribly, sad & horrifying story!!! It never ceases to shock society about what certain individuals will do!
I am very glad you survived your horrible ordeal, & I know that your child is with God our Father in Heaven. May our Lord's Love & Protection Be with you! |
| Name: | Joyce 'n Jerry Boyer |
| E-mail address: | omifren@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.whatistruth.info |
| Comments: | WOW!
Hi...Christian Greetings!! Introducing ourselves---just in case (smile). www.heart-talks.com/me1.html [ Joyce 'n Jerry, Family etc. ] Visiting you was a blessing...we appreciate all you do for Him! Do have a blessed day! Joyce 'n Jerry (Akron, OH) www.whatistruth.info [ Jerry's Haven 'n Tell ] heart-talks.com [ Heart to Heart ] (\_0_/) |
| Name: | moonshadow |
| E-mail address: | moonshadow3219@aol.com |
| Comments: | Denise, I think you are one of the strongest person I can imaging. I have MPD/DID....actually I was just diagnosed. I am 57 years old and have no idea what happened to me until about age 11. There was some sexual abuse at about 6 or 7 but I only remember a little of it. The rest, I have no idea. I am preparing to set up a website for MPD and would like to know if I can include a link to your site? I think it will be inspirational. Maybe if more people read about SRA maybe they will begin to open their eyes and understand that this does exist.
Again, your site is awesome. Karen |
| Name: | Dawn |
| E-mail address: | sing-to-me@rocketmail.com |
| Comments: | Dear Denise,
Each time I come here I am so amazed at your stength and courage. You are an inspiration to me. You are the "face without a name for so long..." Love, Dawn |
| Name: | Jen |
| E-mail address: | evolving2003@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://womensstudies.homestead.com |
| Comments: | Thanks for helping to break the silence about abuse and SRA by telling your story. |
| Name: | Tina Jordan |
| E-mail address: | bittypeepp@aol.com |
| Comments: | hi |
| Name: | Aaron |
| E-mail address: | aaron_zen2004@msn.com |
| Comments: | Dear Denise,
Your site shows an exceptional amount of courage and healing. Perhaps it may inspire others on their healing journey. Such courage is very rare and such creativity is even more unique. I'm fortunate to have found your site and I will recommend it to others. Such a strong example of the human spirit deserves to be shared. Maybe others will be touched as I have... |
| Name: | deborah hullock |
| E-mail address: | sunshine_of_love1152@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | great site-and yes it is real...i am a (lesbian) survivor of s*xual a*use, though not sra ,but many of my folks are in my community broken wings can triumph....the gay and lesbian community is blamed for childhood s*xual abuse all the time, when in reality it is the heteros*xual community and families who are responsible for 99 per cent of it...it is much easier to ignore or deny when you refuse to believe-hang in there honey, i believe you, hugs deb |
| Name: | Serena |
| E-mail address: | Serena861@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://books.dreambook.com/noner/main.html |
| Comments: | Liked your site. Keep up the good work. Take care. Real nice site,
Please visit my GuestBook! |
| Name: | Laura Down |
| E-mail address: | lauradown01@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | Hi,
I heard this really great interview on A Closer Look radio show hosted by Michael Corbin. The guest believes that many of the accused priests in the recent Catholic Church sex crisis were Secret Satanists! He has a CD out the subject: http://www.yahoo.com/whksoul/eschaton.html You can hear the entire 2 hour [airdate 8/30/03] interview with Realplayer online at online at: http://www.4acloserlook.com/dates/html The weird thing is UPI just confirmed what this guy said!: http://www.upi.com/view.cfm?StoryID=20030910-094143-3996r Really Great Stuff!!! |
| Name: | Alicat |
| E-mail address: | alicat@stronger.me.uk |
| Homepage URL: | http://stronger.members.easyspace.com |
| Comments: | Great site :-) |
| Name: | Alicat |
| E-mail address: | alicat@stronger.me.uk |
| Homepage URL: | http://stronger.members.easyspace.com |
| Comments: | Great site :-) |
| Name: | Melissa |
| Comments: | Dear Denise,
I am sorry for what you have been through. I believe your daughter is in heaven and that God loves you both very much. |
| Name: | Pam Tomlin |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.4guests.com |
| Comments: | great time :) |
| Name: | Pam Tomlin |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.4guests.com |
| Comments: | great time :) |
| Name: | Jack |
| E-mail address: | Jack873@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://books.dreambook.com/troyzb/jops.html |
| Comments: | Just want to say u have a great and wonderful site Real nice site, Please visit my GuestBook! |
| Name: | Dilan |
| E-mail address: | Dilan238@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://books.dreambook.com/troyzb/xas.html |
| Comments: | Wow! Thank You, Please visit my guestdook! |
| Name: | Kelley |
| E-mail address: | kelley@cuteandsingle.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://cuteandsingle.com |
| Comments: | Your site is quite interesting. |
| Name: | Ron Patton |
| E-mail address: | mkzine@mkzine.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.mkzine.com |
| Comments: | You have a very informative and compassionate website. Keep up the good work for those who have endured almost unimaginable abuse. Let me know if I can be of assistance. |
| Name: | Terri Olaes Noe |
| E-mail address: | mycrusade@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.geocities.com/mycrusade2000/Angelsstart.html |
| Comments: | Hello, My name is Terri and I am on a crusade to try to change the laws on the Statue of Limitations. I am a survivor and my father, ANTONIO DULAY OLAES, JR., is serving a sentence of 4 to 6 years. Will you please join in this crusade and let's make a difference? This is something that I wrote in my journal a few days ago and would like to share with you.
****March 13, 2003 1:40 pm I thought that I should write because there is so much going on and sometimes, I just can’t express myself well enough to explain what is going on or what i am feeling...it has been hell on earth for me this past week...i have saw and understood so much more than i thought i could ever understand...and now for the first time...on paper...i am going to bring you into my world... are you able to do this...are you able to withstand what i am about to tell you...because like me it was a difficult reality to realize...a heartbreaking moments...that were able to break my heart within seconds...are you able to step out of the world that you are in now...sitting there...smiling...laughing...and take off your shoes and now come into a world...that is unknown...that just doesn’t exist...it just doesn’t happen... I will be honest with you...i am not going to candy coat anything...i am not going to make something look prettier than it is...because it isn’t pretty...it is very ugly...it is a nightmare...that is happening today...as real as you are sitting here listeing to this...and reading this...it is real... just for a moment....stop reading this...look around you...now...close your eyes...and what do you see??? nothing but darkness tha t surrounds you...nothing but endless darkness...now imagine...if that is the way that your world is all the time...darkness...silence...lonileness...that is the world that some of my children live in... yes...they are my children...they are a gift from god that god has given me to be able to withstand the hell that i have gone through...tears...that seem to fall down silently down their cheeks and fall onto the floor and fall unto deaf ears and blind eyes...because everyone...including myself wants to turn their backs on it...because it just doesn’t happen...but you know what...get your head out of the sand....get the cotton out of your ears...and uncover your eyes...because...whether i like it or not...it happens...whether i want to accept it or not...it goes on...whether i want to stand and watch and do nothing...then it falls on my shoulders...and i am just as guilty as the person that did it to these young children...or i can stand up as a human being...and a child of god...as a mother...a woman...and do something about it....what will your choice be... i can now see and understand how our world of chaos...of making money...buying things...cooking dinner...drinking a beer....watching a movie...and eating pizza...having problems...of not being able to make enough money...or not having a home...not having someone to hold you while you sleep during the night...or having someone to share your life with...or you don’t have any friends...or whatever your problem is...can be so trivial compare to what some of these children have had to endure...and these children out here continue to endure...because we are to wrapped up in our lives...to do anything about it!!!! that is right...make a date...go to a shelter for abused children...or an ophanage...where parents put their children because they did not want them...or couldn’t keep them for some reason or another...or when you go to abuse shelter...see if you can pick up any child and look into their eyes...into their spirit and see if you can see the deep hurt that they have had to endure...could you withstand it??? could you walk into a severe tramatic shelter...and see children banging their heads against the wall??? could you sit and watch a child rocking back and forth...hours on end...and see them crying...yet you can’t approach them because they would scream from fear of you might hurt them...because that is all they have ever known??? can you just stand there with your eyes in amazement as you watch a 4 year old...continually pulling out her hair to try to stop the pain from hurting so much on the inside that she wants to do whatever it may take to stop that pain...even if that means physical pain that she will have to endure...can y ou sit in a chair...and watch a 7 year old...sleeping...tossing and turning...crying in her sleep knowing that...she hasn’t had a good night sleep since she has been born because someone, somewhere has hurt her so deeply since she has been brought into this world??? are you able to pop a child on the butt and try to get her back int o reality because she is so deep within thinking and feeling what was done to her...and her believing it is happening again...are you able to stand there and listen to someone a child...a teenager...scream at you...thinking you are to blame because you didn’t protect her??? are you able to not take it personally and start yelling at them...knowing that it isn’t really you that they are angry at??? what do you say to a child...when they come up to you and ask you if they are going to rape you??? what do you say to a child that asks, are you here to bury them alive??? only to keep them alive...by a straw so that they can breathe??? how much can you sacrifice for these children??? are you able to put a love lock on these children...and hold them while they cry and kick and scream...keeping them safe from themselves...and keeping them safe...and continue to let them know that you love them??? this is the world that i live in...daily...a world that was caused by someone else’s sin because they had their own sick world to fulfill....this is what i see...i feel...as i cry every night...for the souls and spirits that are hurting...this is my destiny to bring awareness....to these that are close minded...just like i was at one time...till it hit close to home...and i knew that it happened to me...but does it take someone that has gone through it to finally speak out and finally want to do something about it...or can you open your minds and hearts up enough...and see and feel what i do...are you able to watch my children come out...are you able to hold them....play with them...listen to them...cry with them...laugh with them...keep them safe...guard them so they feel safe??? if you can...then welcome to my world...then may God bless you for being able to do that...because this is my world...this is what my inside children...had to endure...this is what they have experienced...this is what they have always known...if you can’t endure...because you want to continue to keep your head in the sand...then don’t sit back in judgement...don’t you dare say you understand...and don’t you dare say that you care...because you don’t...because whether you like it or not...it isn’t only me that has experienced this hell...there are many others...just like me...that holds this secret deep within...that is hurting so much that we continue to do nothing...today...today...is the day...to do God’s work...his Love....his Guidance...to show...what He can do to teach the correct way...because the truth is this...that all children...anywhere they may come...deserve...a chance to be happy...a chance to be loved...a chance to be liked...a chance to be safe...if you deserve it....don’t you think they do??? Terri |
| Name: | Terri Olaes Noe |
| E-mail address: | mycrusade@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.geocities.com/mycrusade2000/Angelsstart.html |
| Comments: | Hello, My name is Terri and I am on a crusade to try to change the laws on the Statue of Limitations. I am a survivor and my father, ANTONIO DULAY OLAES, JR., is serving a sentence of 4 to 6 years. Will you please join in this crusade and let's make a difference? This is something that I wrote in my journal a few days ago and would like to share with you.
****March 13, 2003 1:40 pm I thought that I should write because there is so much going on and sometimes, I just can’t express myself well enough to explain what is going on or what i am feeling...it has been hell on earth for me this past week...i have saw and understood so much more than i thought i could ever understand...and now for the first time...on paper...i am going to bring you into my world... are you able to do this...are you able to withstand what i am about to tell you...because like me it was a difficult reality to realize...a heartbreaking moments...that were able to break my heart within seconds...are you able to step out of the world that you are in now...sitting there...smiling...laughing...and take off your shoes and now come into a world...that is unknown...that just doesn’t exist...it just doesn’t happen... I will be honest with you...i am not going to candy coat anything...i am not going to make something look prettier than it is...because it isn’t pretty...it is very ugly...it is a nightmare...that is happening today...as real as you are sitting here listeing to this...and reading this...it is real... just for a moment....stop reading this...look around you...now...close your eyes...and what do you see??? nothing but darkness tha t surrounds you...nothing but endless darkness...now imagine...if that is the way that your world is all the time...darkness...silence...lonileness...that is the world that some of my children live in... yes...they are my children...they are a gift from god that god has given me to be able to withstand the hell that i have gone through...tears...that seem to fall down silently down their cheeks and fall onto the floor and fall unto deaf ears and blind eyes...because everyone...including myself wants to turn their backs on it...because it just doesn’t happen...but you know what...get your head out of the sand....get the cotton out of your ears...and uncover your eyes...because...whether i like it or not...it happens...whether i want to accept it or not...it goes on...whether i want to stand and watch and do nothing...then it falls on my shoulders...and i am just as guilty as the person that did it to these young children...or i can stand up as a human being...and a child of god...as a mother...a woman...and do something about it....what will your choice be... i can now see and understand how our world of chaos...of making money...buying things...cooking dinner...drinking a beer....watching a movie...and eating pizza...having problems...of not being able to make enough money...or not having a home...not having someone to hold you while you sleep during the night...or having someone to share your life with...or you don’t have any friends...or whatever your problem is...can be so trivial compare to what some of these children have had to endure...and these children out here continue to endure...because we are to wrapped up in our lives...to do anything about it!!!! that is right...make a date...go to a shelter for abused children...or an ophanage...where parents put their children because they did not want them...or couldn’t keep them for some reason or another...or when you go to abuse shelter...see if you can pick up any child and look into their eyes...into their spirit and see if you can see the deep hurt that they have had to endure...could you withstand it??? could you walk into a severe tramatic shelter...and see children banging their heads against the wall??? could you sit and watch a child rocking back and forth...hours on end...and see them crying...yet you can’t approach them because they would scream from fear of you might hurt them...because that is all they have ever known??? can you just stand there with your eyes in amazement as you watch a 4 year old...continually pulling out her hair to try to stop the pain from hurting so much on the inside that she wants to do whatever it may take to stop that pain...even if that means physical pain that she will have to endure...can y ou sit in a chair...and watch a 7 year old...sleeping...tossing and turning...crying in her sleep knowing that...she hasn’t had a good night sleep since she has been born because someone, somewhere has hurt her so deeply since she has been brought into this world??? are you able to pop a child on the butt and try to get her back int o reality because she is so deep within thinking and feeling what was done to her...and her believing it is happening again...are you able to stand there and listen to someone a child...a teenager...scream at you...thinking you are to blame because you didn’t protect her??? are you able to not take it personally and start yelling at them...knowing that it isn’t really you that they are angry at??? what do you say to a child...when they come up to you and ask you if they are going to rape you??? what do you say to a child that asks, are you here to bury them alive??? only to keep them alive...by a straw so that they can breathe??? how much can you sacrifice for these children??? are you able to put a love lock on these children...and hold them while they cry and kick and scream...keeping them safe from themselves...and keeping them safe...and continue to let them know that you love them??? this is the world that i live in...daily...a world that was caused by someone else’s sin because they had their own sick world to fulfill....this is what i see...i feel...as i cry every night...for the souls and spirits that are hurting...this is my destiny to bring awareness....to these that are close minded...just like i was at one time...till it hit close to home...and i knew that it happened to me...but does it take someone that has gone through it to finally speak out and finally want to do something about it...or can you open your minds and hearts up enough...and see and feel what i do...are you able to watch my children come out...are you able to hold them....play with them...listen to them...cry with them...laugh with them...keep them safe...guard them so they feel safe??? if you can...then welcome to my world...then may God bless you for being able to do that...because this is my world...this is what my inside children...had to endure...this is what they have experienced...this is what they have always known...if you can’t endure...because you want to continue to keep your head in the sand...then don’t sit back in judgement...don’t you dare say you understand...and don’t you dare say that you care...because you don’t...because whether you like it or not...it isn’t only me that has experienced this hell...there are many others...just like me...that holds this secret deep within...that is hurting so much that we continue to do nothing...today...today...is the day...to do God’s work...his Love....his Guidance...to show...what He can do to teach the correct way...because the truth is this...that all children...anywhere they may come...deserve...a chance to be happy...a chance to be loved...a chance to be liked...a chance to be safe...if you deserve it....don’t you think they do??? Terri |
| Name: | Jack |
| E-mail address: | Jack648@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | Great Job |
| Name: | kimberley hurrell |
| E-mail address: | creative_exhibits@yahoo.ca |
| Comments: | Please i need to proove that people were using mind control techniques, it was people who were monitoring me in my home by camera and listening devices. since 1997. how do I proove what type of equipment they used on me. They used a laser type equipment that could be used to telepathicaly control my thoughts. they were able to flip me on my bed. Its a laser light that they used. please contact me back |
| Name: | Jodes |
| E-mail address: | Jodes111@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | Love for Everybody |
| Name: | Dilan |
| E-mail address: | Dilan195@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | cool web site ! |
| Name: | Dyanne |
| E-mail address: | dyandall2@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | I admire your courage in speaking out about the horrors of SRA, and I applaud you. You are not alone. |
| Name: | Jacques009 |
| E-mail address: | terruwe-baars@kerkennet.nl |
| Homepage URL: | http://net.clubs.nl/domein |
| Comments: | Hello, I am searching for information about;
sacred three talisman pendant. What does it means? I am from Holland, Jacques009 |
| Name: | Robin |
| E-mail address: | rdhardman@bright.net |
| Comments: | Thank you for your courage!! I persoally am not a survivor, but fosterparented a survivor. No one can know what I lived through trying to help her. The story is not over yet...
My prayers to you and all survivors, and those who have the courage to come alongside and minister/help. God Bless! |
| Name: | heather |
| E-mail address: | sockmonkey@punks.org |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.geocities.com/hidden_scars/theoldfamiliarsting.html |
| Comments: | hello there
i sat here in front on my computer feeling angry and disgusted..some much rage,contempt,hate... i kinda knew about SRA, but never really knew what was all behind it, now that i do know, i have so many different feelings running thru my body...Im sorry that you had to go thru all of that... no one deserves to live that way.... i wish that you could forgive yourself for the things you have done, because it wasn't your fault, your were manipulated and controlled you didn't have a chance to chose ,they(your parents) made that decsion for you and hey God forgives you, he knows that we are better then our actions, and will never turn anyone away no matter how "bad" they think they are..all are deserving of his love, well i've said enough but i want to wish you the best of luck, you'll be ok as long as you have faith.... please do take care you will forever be in my thoughts |
| Name: | Mre D Olaes |
| E-mail address: | tnd101093@aol.com |
| Comments: | First of all i would like to say that if this story on
Theresa Noe is true then all my prays to her, But i would like for eveyone to know that when this women put this nam in prison there was never nothing menshion about three times of her being pragnent from this man, I was only one time she claimed and i just happen to find this page and was reading it, She is saying 3 babys, Well why was this never said in the court or on any duccuments from the time this started in court., Why just about the one that was a stillborn., |
| Name: | Sahra Joseph |
| E-mail address: | sahraj@hwy.com.au |
| Comments: | I to am a survivor of 50 years of sra. I too have healed greatly from my first remembering and know that all healing takes time.
Thankyou for your web sight i have found some distressing as they deny this reality and I find societies denial still a bit distressing. Maybe it is not in our life time but one day this will be exposed and fully and then our work is done. Sahra. |
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| Name: | Amy |
| E-mail address: | amy@border-collie-dogs.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.border-collie-dogs.com |
| Comments: | Your web site is superb and nice-looking. |
| Name: | Tracey |
| E-mail address: | ktlanky@wvc.net |
| Name: | Eric |
| E-mail address: | gutsyattcanada.ca |
| Comments: | Dear Denise,
My heart goes out to you. Such abuse is unthinkable or unimaginable.... but sadly it does exist. Your courage is encouraging to me, it means that they are not invinceable. Thank you for breaking the code of silence and letting the truth be exposed. I am glad you will not be discouraged by those non-believers. Follow your heart and tell the truth to those who will listen. I will pray for you Denise, God bless, Eric |
| Name: | Sherry |
| E-mail address: | s_minds@jamadots.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.geocities.com/rainbow7772000/index.html |
| Comments: | Thank you for sharing your site! It is great!
God Bless, Sherry |
| Name: | Theresa |
| E-mail address: | vtskge@westelcom.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.delphiforums.com/jesusfirst/start/ |
| Comments: | My name is Theresa. I am part of the host named Terri. I am 19 years old. We are healing from SRA. I guess you could call me an alter because technically I am. Terri believes that she is going to die before or on her 30th birthday. She was also chosen to be a High Priestess from the time she was in her mother's womb. She is fighting a battle now within herself because of all the programming that she has been programmed to do. Her husband has been just wonderful during this process. Considering that they have just learned this last August. Terri feels very much alone and doesn't understand everything that is happening to her. She is 29 years old. Back in 1990 she conceived a 3rd child by her father. The first two were miscarriages and the 3rd child was a stillborn. What she didn't know was that child was to be born for a sacrifice. She was fortunate because I don't believe she would of been able to handle sacrificing her own child. Terri is a born again Christian and has dedicated her life to Jesus Christ. She is going through this healing because she believes that Jesus has many things in store for her and the future. However, I don't believe in Christ. I believe that God is the one that did this to us. He allowed us to be hurt. We have many demons that are within us. However, they dont bother me as they do Terri. And some others, I believe that is because I don't believe in Christ and I don't call on Him. I have seen many changes in our system since Terri has begun healing. One of them being Jesus being involved in our healing. I have seen many alters get converted to Christ and seen how they have changed becoming once an enemy to Terri, wanting to take her life, to now wanting to help her. This can be very confusing especially to someone like me. I believe that I have suffered so much on the inside and that I have been pulled down so many times from the demons and tortured that now that Terri is there, I want her to feel some of the things that I have had to endure inside also because I think that it will toughen her. I don't know. Just so many things are confusing to me. I am not use to some people being nice to me and I have started making friends and they accept me for who I am. Terri's husband has also accepted me and he is very nice to me. These are just some thoughts.
Sincerely, Theresa |
| Name: | Raped by Satan |
| E-mail address: | samwize@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | At the age of 12 I was hit by a car and put in a hostpital. While I was there I was attacked by demons from hell all through the night. One night I awoke in a dark room and Satanist surounded me and they called forth Satan who attacked me and forced me into intercourse with his goatlike form. The devil forced me to become excited and I felt happy so I knew he was the evil one and called upon Jesus to cast him out. And my prayers were answered, for in one short hour it all ended and I awoke in the hospital as if nothing had happened to me. |
| Name: | Saved By Satan |
| E-mail address: | secretbox@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | I understand your pain but from the other end of the spectrum. I was brought up in a baptist church and was sexually abused by our pastor from the age of 5 until I was 16. Myself as well as others were told that god would send us to hell if we did not do what we were told and I was forced into gay orgies and even made to perform oral sex on animals and allow them to rape me. Furthermore my mother was lured into this pastor's games and I was forced to have sex with her. When I turned 16 I ran away and was on the streets for a number of years and became hooked on drugs where I found others who were molested by members of their families or churches.
After my nineteenth birthday a married couple doing charity work rescued me. They took in my friends and I and eventually got us jobs and now I am a functioning member of society with a wife and a beautiful baby boy. Did I forget to mention that the married couple was Satanists, and now I am one also. But we do not rape children like the Xian religions and we don't make children feel worthless and fear their creator. We believe that intelligence is the greatest virtue and that you should have great respect for others as well as yourself. And we don't develop propaganda web sites. Thank you. |