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Not Normal Thursday, May 20th 2004 - 01:54:36 AM d351810@yahoo.com Category: General Comment Title: A long existing problem I'll get right to the point. I was molested at 12 by a camp councellor. Took me by surprise. It was non violent because I didn't know that I could resist. It was my first orgasm. I knew nothing about sex at the time. I was a very niave little boy. I feel I was robbed by this adult. Afterwards I slowly realised that I was always and have been forever attracted to young boys. Typical attraction age range, 8-12. I also have forever felt that I am wrong in this. I have always been afraid to act on it. I have not ever. But the attraction is still there. The internet over the last 10 years has not helped because of the vast amount of information about boylove. Deep down I have always felt it is wrong. Boylove still intrigues me but that is as far as it goes. I attribute it to being introduced to sex in a manner which is not normal by an adult male. I have forever wished I wouldn't have attended that camp and wonder what life would have been like had I never gone. It has caused me untold bouts with depression and anxiety attacks over the years. To have something as powerful as your very first orgasm happen in surroundings that are not conducive to normal developement sure can mess up a kid in his mind. It did me and I don't like it. I would like to appreciate looking at a young boy (and some young girls) in an appropriate manner without the sexual attraction. I can't do that. I would never want to do what was done to me to another young boy and have him have to live a life like I have. I lost my innocense in an inappropriate manner and I always have regretted that. I am forever 12 in my mind in some ways. I believe they call it arrested development. So it is wrong behavior for an adult. Much the same as a married man going after another woman. He is giving into temptation. Boylove is a temptation that, if a person is so inclined, must resist. There is far too much damge that happens as a result of acting upon it. Yes I am still attracted to a shirtless, tan, lithe, 12 year old cute boy with long hair. But appreciating his good looks is quite different than having sexual thoughts and desire to touch. All if it is just plain morally wrong no matter what justifications are voiced on the pedo websites. I hate this part of myself and I have very serious negative feelings torward that camp councelor. That's all.

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Kimon Saturday, June 30th 2007 - 09:33:34 PM Category: General Comment Title: Few So few have commented on this stuff. I was a boy living on the school property where my father was a teacher. One of the other teachers liked to let boys tie him up. I never joined in. I have always wondered what it was for him that he was into this. It was all done very openly ... it was a very religious school and he was prominent christian leader.

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Same Sunday, November 18th 2007 - 01:04:31 PM Category: General Comment Title: Confusion I must have been 10 when I walked into the restroom one day and two boys had a third boy between the sink and wall. Out of curiosity I walked over to see what was going on since I knew all three of them. Little did I know that this life changing event was about to happen. Looking back on it; now that I have reached a mid-point in my life, I see that I was looking for someone to care about or to care about me. My dad was always cool but my step-mother fit every definition of a step mother that one could have. I felt hated, she was not afraid to use the switch, and she loved to yell. The third boy in the mix took off like a rocket once I joined the group. The three of us fooled around and then there was just two of us. Over the course of the next two years we made up for what we were missing at home. Now, there are days I wish I had never walked into that restroom. Then, there are days I am glad that I did. There are a lot of great memories from guys had developed something with. However, the confusion still rages.

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ricky Tuesday, November 20th 2007 - 11:09:49 PM tied2stakes@yahoo.com Category: General Comment Title: tie up games I write alot of tie up game stories, some have sex, some don't, but all are stories about boys, NO ADULTS whatsoever. Most of my stories are based on real life experiences as I have had a fixation of boy tie up games ever since I was 12 and engaged in mutual games with other boys. Nobody got hurt, nobody ever complained, and as far as i know, we all turned out ok. So if anybody wants to hit me up on email or yahoo messenger, its ok. by the way, im 21 yrs old.

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Ed Sunday, November 25th 2007 - 02:13:01 AM Category: General Comment Your "bed tickle" link doesn't work.

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john Sunday, November 25th 2007 - 05:16:16 PM Category: Opinion Title: Confusing as well So when i was in 3rd grade i was a witness of two friends of mine doing sexual activities in the bathroom. For a few days they did this as fun. I like young boys now and not at all girls. I have no idea if it is from that incident or i was born like this...on the internet i had came across boy sex websites (I saw them when I was 9 or ten). I have never touched a boy but I do have an attraction. I feel depressed because I dont know if I will ever be able to marry a girl like most guys. I want to love and be loved its just that my heart leads me to younger boys. DAMN IT!! what can i do. I have tons of friends and I'm really cool to be around. I'm really normal exept that one part of me... I look at it like this; most guys like woemen. They like them because it is a feeling inside them that draws attraction to them. its a feeling that is NOT CHOSEN, but "laid upon" the desire and feelings by an uncontrollable part of the brain. Mine is drawn to boys, and yes DUH i would rather like adult woemen and be saying look at all these sick-o's on "To Catch A Predator" on NBC (a show where they set up, film, and catch online preadators). but I'm sadly like one of them...

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- Tuesday, December 4th 2007 - 11:08:22 AM Category: General Comment I just wanted to comment that I am 17 year old boy that likes younger boys too. It's been like this for as long as I can remember. There is nothing wrong with people like us. I thought I was messed up for a long time, but I think I have made sense of it. I realized that the reason we like boys is because they are perfect. People like us are attracted to perfection. And boys are perfect. People might call us sick, but it is only because they are afraid and do not understand. People like us do not belong in this kind of society. It is well documented that Samurai would have sexual relation with the boys they would train, and the same goes for the Romans. I just wanted to post this for anyone who thought something was wrong with them. The only thing wrong here is society, and I despise it. However, I do not believe it right to rape children. I know what it feels like to constantly think about it though... Although I assume we are doomed to live this way.

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Jason Tuesday, December 11th 2007 - 11:23:06 AM santos_jason06@yahoo.com Category: General Comment Title: Me too! As long as I can remember, I have always been infatuated with young boys. Even as a young boy growing up, I found myself interested in the form and nature of my fellow classmates and friends. I can remember trying to look up a kids shorts when sitting indian style, or even having a friend sleep over to play games that involved playing with each other(sexually). I though that I would grow out of this boylove phase, but have not..in fact it has evolved, not to harm young boys or kidnap, but inturn feel the need to nurture and keep them safe. I also thought that being with a girl sexually would change my ways..and again it hasn't..my first incounter with a girl was around the age of 8. She lived next door to me and we played often(just as friends). As our friendship grew deeper, so did the need to sexually act on each other. Starting with a kiss, then eventually she asked me if I wanted to have sex..being 8 years old, I didnt know whether to say yes or no...my answer came out a, "sure, I guess"...the only thing running through my mind was.."how do you have sex?" After walking to a nearby creek and climbing under a slab of concrete..we proceeded with our so called "sex"...sex, ha it involved her touching my penis and me fingering a tad....it was over as quickly as it started. During high school, more specifically freshman year, i was in mid-puberty, and hormones searched anxiously for erotic pleasures. I was a very small, underdeveloped boy, as a freshman I looked as if I were in the 7th grade. I soon found my sexually partner of 2 years..but no girl, but a boy, more importantly a friend who also had the need...I'll have to say, those two years were the best of my life....I have had some sexual contact with girls after that, but no interest really...to make a long story short, I was born a boy lover, have always been, and always will be...my obsession will never disappear...I dont think I am wrong in my thinking...I think I have been tuned a certain way to look at boys as a form of comfort and love..an unconditional love..love boys to embrace their stature, personality, and Boy-ness...!

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raymond Monday, December 17th 2007 - 07:55:40 AM Category: General Comment Title: Having a little look We were about 13 or 14 and had been having a sports lesson out side in a recreation field at Ewell Surry . We had to wait around for a repaire to our showers before getting our coach back to school . Me and another boy were running around and chasing each other and my friend ended up on the ground behind a small store shed near some bushes . He lay on his back , playing dead ,legs slightly parted showing between his legs inside his shorts . We wer`nt allowed to ware underpants ,so I could see quite a lot . It looked nice and so I pretended to engage in some wrestling ,ending up with my head between his legs ,getting a better close up view of his boy area . He asked me what I was doing and I just said I was giving him a medical and I touched him . He did`nt stop me but started helping himself to me . . This was`nt the only time we played at this .

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aurelio Thursday, December 20th 2007 - 12:49:59 AM Category: General Comment cool

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