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| Name: | Julianne |
| E-mail address: | bakerbooboo@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | I miss you...It tortures me so that you are gone and I am still here. I carry this with me everyday. It is almost impossible for me to realize that you are gone. Half because it is hard for me to accept that fact and the other half is that you had so much life in you, why, how could you be gone? I don't know. From those web pages, it looks like a lot of people cared about you. But I am the only person who really did care and knows the real you. I hate myself for letting you slip away. I should have been there for you. I owed you that. I hope that one day we will see each other again and you can forgive me for not being the best friend. I love you and miss you terribly. |
| Name: | Julianne |
| E-mail address: | bakerbooboo@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | So I visit you again...this is my way of remembering you. As long as I am here, you will never be forgotten. I am your truest friend my dear. I miss you. |
| Name: | Rose |
| E-mail address: | rose@gmail.com |
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| Name: | dave |
| Comments: | ---How to be saved---
Everyone is a sinner. Romans 3:23 For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God; Sin must be punished by eternal death. Romans 6:23 For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. God does not want anyone in hell. 2 Peter 3:9 The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance. Jesus paid that price for your sins. John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. Romans 5:8 But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. By faith in what Christ has done, we can be saved. Romans 10:9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. If you reject Christ, you cannot be saved. John 8:24 I said therefore unto you, that ye shall die in your sins: for if ye believe not that I am he, ye shall die in your sins. 2 Thessalonians 1:8 In flaming fire taking vengeance on them that know not God, and that obey not the gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ: Will you accept Christ by faith today? http://www.arkdiscovery.com/videos.htm |
| Name: | Michael |
| Comments: | Still here. So much change, so much found... but still so much regret and wondering of what would have been, for everyone, in any other way.
I'm still so sorry. |
| Name: | Michael |
| Comments: | I'm still here, and remember.
So much change, but still-- so much thoughts of so much waste, and regret. I'm sorry. |
| Name: | Makayla |
| E-mail address: | makayla@earthlink.net |
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| Name: | lali |
| E-mail address: | lalita2345@hotmail.com |
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| Name: | Lilith |
| E-mail address: | liliumnoir@gmail.com |
| Comments: | It's unbelievable how some of us can cry for those we never met, who passed away nearly ten years prior to our ever even knowing they existed. I suppose you can say I'm compassionate. I think I'm just too soft.
I hope you found happiness, child, wherever you went. Eternally immortally young, in death, or perhaps you've been reborn by now. I hope your survivors have been able to move on. |
| Name: | Julianne |
| E-mail address: | bakerbooboo@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | Nobody knew you like I did.....I still miss you so much my dear, dear friend. I mourn you everyday. I only hope that we will meet again, Cheryl. You were my first friend and I was yours. I still remember that day you rode up my drive way with your pink BMX. You are and will always be a part of me. I cannot even begin to tell you how dissappointed I am in myself. I feel like if I was there for you more you would still be here. So now, you are somewhere, hopefully you are free from what ever pained you. I love you my childhood friend and always will. |
| Name: | Derek Colanduno |
| E-mail address: | dcolanduno@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.skepticality.com/ |
| Comments: | Man,
I got to meet you ONCE at Dragon*Con... I think it was in 1998... maybe 99... but either way it was shortly before you left all of us. It is now 2006 and the channel that you used to call home #alt.vampyres is usually a graveyard, hardly anyone now comes to chat and have fun as they once did. I wish time was slower, and I could go back and pause a moment of time when all of us were happy, and still active enough to realize that our time is worth a few moments online every night! Maybe someday... people will start up a reason for all of us to come back there every night as we once did! Miss you, miss everything that time in my life meant to me... the ghost of that spirit of time, please come back! MGio / or Derek C. |
| Name: | david |
| E-mail address: | dhughesblue@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | i stumbled across this site looking for somthing else, but i must say that i read some of everyones thoughts. for what it is worth, from a total stranger, i am sorry for your lose. |
| Name: | shamsh |
| E-mail address: | vivala_razza@yahoo.com |
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| Name: | Somnabulist |
| Comments: | "The lady sleeps! Oh, may her sleep,
Which is enduring, so be deep! Heaven have her in its sacred keep!" - E. A. Poe I hope you have found peace and are happy now... Lijepo snivaj drazesna djevo. A stranger Zagreb, Croatia |
| Name: | Michael |
| Comments: | I still miss you, and remember.
Sorry. |
| Name: | Adam G. |
| Comments: | I miss you |
| Name: | Divi |
| E-mail address: | Alanbit@fiveninots.com |
| Comments: | I've read all this too late, and after all this time, I've felt it more than most of other losts in my life.
Don't think it's the best time to write, I feel too sad tonight. Cielo, echo de menos tus abrazos y tus risas. Tienen razon los que dicen que esto es frio. Ahora si. Sin ti si. Take care and have fun. Cya |
| Name: | DBNo |
| E-mail address: | alanbit@fiveninots.com |
| Comments: | I've read all this too late, and after all this time, I've felt it more than most of other losts in my life.
Don't think it's the best time to write, I feel too sad tonight. Cielo, echo de menos tus abrazos y tus risas. Tienen razon los que dicen que esto es frio. Ahora si. Sin ti si. Take care and have fun. Cya |
| Name: | MAX PAALI |
| E-mail address: | maxpaali@hotmail.com |
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| Name: | Ellie |
| E-mail address: | ellie@cuteandsingle.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://cuteandsingle.com |
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| Name: | haider raza |
| E-mail address: | sagitarious_online@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://shahrukhnaqvi.bravepages.com |
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| Name: | Nicholas |
| E-mail address: | replica1984@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | I read all of this only recently, in true fact over three years after it happened, i felt drawn to the memorial page on altvampires as i am always compelled to read the emotions felt of loss when i loved one leaves. I never knew any of you or even the person that i only know as DarkRaven from the heart felt messages left by what seems to be many true friends. I feel the world has lost a truely great person after just reading what you says about herself on her bio page and what her friends said about her. She seemed like a intelligent, humorous and caring person. My most heart felt sorrow goes to all of you who lost a friend and companion in the journey known as life three years ago. I will pray that she is in a better place because of person of her nature and a person with true friends as she has deserves something so much better than a life that would cause her to do something like that. I myself came close to suicide when i was younger and i have had close friends take their lives. i know how it feels it is something you just always cant grasp. You feel you could have done something more but in the end you failed. I hope none of you feel that way i truely hope none of you feel that way its not a life anyone should have to live.
My deepest sadness goes to you -Dearest wishes from a stranger -Nicholas |
| Name: | Tim Brigham (Dellamorte) |
| Comments: | 3 years now. I have always been of the opinion that life is a choice, an option, as is death. But now I feel you were too damn young to have made the choice you did. I wish I could see you again, talk to you, bring you back so you could think it through again and decide if in hindsight if it was the right thing to do. But I can't. |
| Name: | ......... |
| Comments: | The truth is a moving target, Cheryl. So many questions I will never have answered, but at least there is one that plagues me no more - It wasn't because of me. I'm sorry for turning you away when I did. I miss you. |
| Name: | Julianne Baker |
| E-mail address: | sweetheartBoo@aol.com |
| Comments: | So late was I lead to believe you were gone.....oh "Chibby". I guess I can only say that I will miss you so much. I was so used to thinking that you were somewhere in this world and we would soon meet again, but that dream is shattered. Dear old friend I hope that my childhood with you gave you some joy in this life...I know that the memories of growing up with you will always be with me. I miss you so much. We will always have Mililani in our hearts. I love you Cheryl....I am so sorry.
Julianne |
| Name: | christopher |
| E-mail address: | christophero_davis@timeinc.com |
| Comments: | do you know a michael drear, or by his original name, austin cannon? i was told he owned and created this site.
write back when you can please. thanks |
| Name: | Gwiddon |
| E-mail address: | Preist@Avalon.b3.Nu |
| Homepage URL: | http://avalon.b3.nu |
| Comments: | Your wish has been completed as we promissed. As you prob know by now.
Your memory will for all time exist in our heart and minds. Fly high thou creature of the blue and blackfilled skies. May the wind everblow in your direction... Our memmories, thoughts and love from all of us here at Avalon be with thee! You will be missed but I will not morn for we will meet again, of that I am sure! Signe Di Själ av natten!... Må du leva väl i det härefter! Vi skall sakna dig... Untill we meet again! **B'B* |
| Name: | Javeh Jafari |
| E-mail address: | javeh_j@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | Hi.I realy need to know how to crack the yahoo id. please
help me..and i'd also like to know how to ignore some one with a good program |
| Name: | J] |
| Name: | Javeh Jafari |
| E-mail address: | javeh_j@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | Wow.It's so cool....... |
| Name: | Shaq |
| E-mail address: | jamal.queen@correoweb.com |
| Comments: | Hi I need help to crack a yahoo ID.
I got the ID. Birth Name Zip code I just need to know how to crack the personal question. If you please tell me how. Thanx. |
| Name: | a p e |
| E-mail address: | ape.kck@swipnet.se |
| Homepage URL: | http://home.swipnet.se/ape |
| Comments: | hi i really loved your page
beautiful work...... if you have the time check my page or mail me...... |
| Name: | Lola |
| E-mail address: | grrrrgirl@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | I didn´t know you or even heard of you, I never knew you
existed, until i made an altavista-search on vampyres and then ended up...here. and I´ve been crying for you, a total stranger, for your beauty and for the world´s loss, and I´m thinking about the wonder of internet-so many people really loved her! even if they never met her. and of course, I think about my dearest friend who I was just going to move in with....but she is now in the hospital in a coma after a suicide-attempt. but I almost hope that she doesn´t make it-for her sake- becuse she´s tried it so many times and always survived, she´s like a cat with nine lives, so she really wants to die, she´s so tired. my thoughts and love to all of you who lost her. Lola/ Göteborg, Sweden. |
| Name: | Nightmare Vampire |
| E-mail address: | ako_911@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | alaah yarhame ha |
| Name: | Nightmare Vampire |
| E-mail address: | ako_911 |
| Name: | STEVE MIESEN |
| E-mail address: | THERAVEN@AOL.COM |
| Comments: | SAY WHAT? I'AM AN INDIVDUAL. THE WORLD IS MY STAGE AND
EVERYBODY ELSE IS ON THE SIDE LINES, "I JUST WANT TO BE!" OH YA! THANK GOD FOR YOU BEAUTIFULL GIRL'S!!!! |
| Name: | alf |
| E-mail address: | alf@otj.ghj |
| Name: | Alpha42 |
| E-mail address: | alphamp3@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.mp3.com/alpha42 |
| Comments: | Quothe The Raven, "Nevermore". :'( |
| Name: | Nathan Gardiner |
| E-mail address: | nathang@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | I would like to send my best wishes to you, your family,
and your friends who obviously love you very much and care about you. While I did not have the pleasure of knowing you personally, I feel much sorrow and regret that an obviously talented, smart person like yourself had to endure a torment great enough to make the ultimate sacrifice. I wish you the best. |
| Name: | Omnifarious |
| E-mail address: | hopper@omnifarious.mn.org |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.omnifarious.mn.org |
| Comments: | I heard about what happened on Slashdot, and though I didn't
know you, something tells me you were a light the world will miss, even if most of it doesn't know it. |
| Name: | L`zoril aka Dream |
| E-mail address: | xenomorph@biomechanical.org |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.biomechanical.org/thedreaming |
| Comments: | damnit..i disappear for a little while and you do
this..this sucks..no hugs..no goodbyes...i'll see you soon..and you'll have to answer to me.. say hi to the other friends ive lost. Love L`zoril |
| Name: | Kate |
| E-mail address: | thighermetic@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | It wasn't a cutting thing. Take it from a college friend,
it was a car accident. At least, that's what I've been told. If anyone has any different information, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tell me, 'cos I have been somewhat in the dark as to what happened. And Cheryl, your Crack-Whore is still in Albany... don't worry, when I make my first movie, you'll get yours :-p ...Kate Shelly, Simon's Rock Alumnus... |
| Name: | Scott (mol, orbiter) |
| E-mail address: | you wont need it :( |
| Comments: | I just can't believe you did it... I was hoping you'd stay
alive, happy, and that the whole cutting thing would pass. I'm sorry I wasn't there- you were such a good friend. I'm sorry |
| Name: | msSweets |
| E-mail address: | sweets@eclipse.net |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.msSweets.com |
| Comments: | I never really knew you although you were a fellow OP in
#depression. I certainly remember you... and now your memory is engraved in many hearts in this world. Such a tragedy... I can't even find the words... to fully describe the pain and the loss since you have gone. I hope where you are that you can see just how many people love you and care for you and miss you so much. |
| Name: | Lady^Poison |
| E-mail address: | lady_poison@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.angelfire.com/bc/poison |
| Comments: | I never knew her, just found this site after hearing of her
death. But i feel great sadness at the death of such a promising young grrl...sweet dreams & my love to her and everyone grieving her death... |
| Name: | Ginger/Epiphonic |
| E-mail address: | demise_@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.dangermedia.org/~epiphonic |
| Comments: | Oh Hunny, I still cant believe all of this happened. I wish
you had seen how many of us love you. How much I love you. 3 years of friendship. 3 years of *hugs* and secrets. 3 years that mean so much to me. 3 years I will never ever forget. Sweet, compassionate, talented, intelligent. I could sit here for hours describing you. I want you to come back so badly. But I know that can never happen. You have gone to a better place. A place where there is no pain and saddness. Maybee I am selfish in wishing you hadnt left us. But it hurts so much knowing you can never come back. Our little raven. You have earned your wings. When we see each other again, prepare yourself for a hug like you never felt before. I love you cheryl -Ginger |
| Name: | Kent |
| E-mail address: | deadamerican@webtv.net |
| Comments: | Rest well winged one. I never met you in person, but I can see you dancing behind the shadow of the moon as I write. Farewell dark one. |
| Name: | BEER |
| E-mail address: | efnetbeer@beer.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://sandiego.dyndns.org/cgi-bin/wwwthreads/wwwthreads.pl?action=list&Board=cheryl |
| Comments: | eriss, I know you were a fellow ASHer, but now I pray that
there _is_ an afterlife of some sort because I cannot bare to imagine your soul just stopping forever. You'll never be forgotten. |
| Name: | artemis |
| E-mail address: | artemis@visi.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.altvampyres.net/channel/ |
| Comments: | we love you, cheryl.
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