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| Name: | Collette |
| E-mail address: | collette@sympatico.ca |
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| Name: | Lina |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.tatteredtornandbroken.org |
| Comments: | amazing site hun you're so inspirational x |
| Name: | ~S~ |
| E-mail address: | evil_jesus_and_the_dark_lord@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | I wanted to say thankyou for making such an amazing site. I have cut for 6 years, and I can definately relate to what you are saying. Good luck, xx |
| Name: | Amber |
| E-mail address: | bellplayers_rocklhs@alltel.net |
| Comments: | wow, i thought i was the only one who actually had alot of those thoughts, they all tell me that its becuase i have depression and if they get the chemicals right i ll never cut again. i wish that were true, i have been doing this for almost 2 and a half years and they want me to just give it up. i really can relate to alot of what you say. Thank-You! |
| Name: | Jennifer |
| E-mail address: | jentona@gmail.com |
| Comments: | Awesome website :0) |
| Name: | Kathy |
| E-mail address: | MadonnaLuckystar@sbcglobal.net |
| Homepage URL: | http://kathysshrine.cjb.net |
| Comments: | Your site is very informative and well put together. |
| Name: | Kathy |
| E-mail address: | MadonnaLuckystar@sbcglobal.net |
| Homepage URL: | http://kathysshrine.cjb.net |
| Comments: | I love your style of writing. |
| Name: | Ruby |
| Homepage URL: | http://s9.invisionfree.com/TatteredxTornxBroken |
| Comments: | lovely site ~ stay safe x |
| Name: | Kit Sheridan |
| E-mail address: | crytotheangels2000@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://cryingtoangels.bravehost.com |
| Comments: | Hello,
My name is Kit Sheridan. I am a regular on your site It has really helped me a lot when I've had my bad and trouble some days. I just wanted to tell you that I have a brand new webring. It is a ring for those, and the family and friends of those who are surviving self-injury and/or sexual abuse. It only has two sites so I was just wondering if you would like to join or just check it out. Here is the link. http://d.webring.com/hub?ring=asilaydyingistil Thanks Love Kit |
| Name: | Emily |
| E-mail address: | unknownperson666@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | I wanted to tell you that i really like your site i've been cutting for a little over 4 years. almost every site that i have been to they all seemed the same to me like i was reading it straight from a book, a book that didnt really know how it really feels. But i can relate to alot of your words, your feelings like the one about cutting and how it feels and just overall the site helped me realize that maybe it's not just me b/c for once i've felt like i'm not the only one but ne ways thanx bye |
| Name: | Shaun |
| Comments: | Oh my god, found this site by accident, and i just wanted to say its amazing. |
| Name: | Ashley |
| E-mail address: | creatively_dull@hotmail.com |
| Comments: |
I happened to come upon your site tonight. I have spent 1 hour looking through everything. I have been a cutter since I was 9. I have been diagnosed as Borderline Personality Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, a small chance of being Manic Depressive, and Bulimia Nervosa. I just wanted to say your site has helped me with more then what 5 years of intense therapy and Phyc. Wards have. I don't even know you, but you have helped me get through another day. You truly are an amazing person!. Thank you! Ashley. |
| Name: | Charlotte |
| Comments: | For constructing this site alone, I love you wether you're sane or not.
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| Name: | -Me- |
| E-mail address: | .. |
| Comments: | I tried to keep the pain away
I tried to stop for you today. I didnt cut, I wasn't freed Yet this pain unfulfilled - i bleed. I didn't stop when you asked me I couldnt survive a day or three.. I'm sorry i'm shaking, this life is now through All i want you to know - I did this for you. |
| Name: | nm |
| E-mail address: | nmarelic@carersaustralia.com.au |
| Comments: | I happen to stumble upon your site. I confess that all I'd known about self-mutilation is the self-hatred and the pain that drove people to harm themselves to provide a form of release, but I'd never known the stories behind it. I've never self-mutilated nor ever had the urge to do so, but I feel for you going through that hard time. I can associate only to a tiny degree at a time where one of my sisters was bulimic and anorexic. I'd lived interstate and I was visiting at that time. She came to me one night, totally scared and thinking she was going to die and not wanting to. I tried to comfort her and reassure her and we prayed together. She felt much better after that and had her first night of restful sleep in a long while . I went to the toilet and felt very sick and helpless. I kept questionning why did I have to go through that (selfish but honest) and the picture I got was my sister in a dark pit and the only way she could get out was for me to get in the pit and feel her fear and lend her a hand to lift her up. Reading your story reminded me of going down into that pit. It's an awful place to be, how much more to live - something I cannot even fathom. Thank you for telling your story and I hope all is going well for you. Keep excelling in whatever small or large thing you do. |
| Name: | lynn belton |
| E-mail address: | duffasmum@yahoo.com.au |
| Comments: | suffering too |
| Name: | Leah |
| Comments: | pain iz what hurts but when i cut everything flowz out of my soul. i felt so bad and ashamed when my family found out. i wear winter clothes all year and without them i feel ashamed just as if i was naked. if i dont cut myself i fall asleep crying, wake up crying and stay in my room all day. this is a cure 4 my unwanted pain and i couldnt care less if i cant stop.i want a smile on my face, i want 2 feel real and know that i belong, but at the end of the day i dont want to live like this,i want 2 b me again. |
| Name: | Leah |
| Comments: | pain iz what hurts but when i cut everything flowz out of my soul. i felt so bad and ashamed when my family found out. i wear winter clothes all year and without them i feel ashamed just as if i was naked. if i dont cut myself i fall asleep crying, wake up crying and stay in my room all day. this is a cure 4 my unwanted pain and i couldnt care less if i cant stop.i want a smile on my face, i want 2 feel real and know that i belong, but at the end of the day i dont want to live like this,i want 2 b me again. |
| Name: | Rachael_Hanna |
| E-mail address: | Dizzychicken@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://none |
| Comments: | will you love u when ur sane? u should,
your webpages, stories, poem etc, are intense but so esay to understand from a sufferer of self harm, severe depression, anxiety and anorexia (f*ucked up me!he) |
| Name: | ACM |
| E-mail address: | acm_3001@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | Wow, I just happened to trip on this site, and it made me think back to when I was a teen. I had a few problems and used razor blades, and knives to control my pain. It was easier to deal with physical pain than emotional pain. I am long since reformed and I made it...some how. Suicide was also an issue for me. I love life now. I still have issues with emotional pain, but have found alternatives to dealing with those issues. I love life, I love myself, and I love.
anyone is welcome to e-mail me if you need an understanding ear. Take care Adam |
| Name: | c. white |
| E-mail address: | kitti723@cox-internet.com |
| Comments: | it seems you have over come the need to cut but have you resolved your pain or is it just burried, ignored, supressed? i can go without cutting but i can't go without feeling. and i feel way too much. |
| Name: | kim |
| E-mail address: | proctork@bellsouth.net |
| Comments: | think you for sharing your story, i can feel every pain. |
| Name: | Connie Martin |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.4guests.com |
| Comments: | very interesting |
| Name: | Connie Martin |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.4guests.com |
| Comments: | very interesting |
| Name: | Connie Martin |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.4guests.com |
| Comments: | very interesting |
| Name: | Kim |
| E-mail address: | kim_j01@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | very touching site. itz often hard to find someone who relates to what ur going thru....
altho i am curious about something. what actually does happen when u overdose on panadol? |
| Name: | Keena |
| E-mail address: | keena@cuteandsingle.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://cuteandsingle.com |
| Comments: | Very appealing site. Fascinating. |
| Name: | lucy |
| E-mail address: | lucy@lucyspage.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.lucyspage.com |
| Comments: | Hi, just a quick buzz to say how much i liked your site, keep up the good work, lucy :-) |
| Name: | jaden |
| E-mail address: | poisonfrog6@aol.com |
| Comments: | Wow. simply a beautiful site. Im 16 and have been cutting/burning whatever since i was about 11. Im in therapy and all sorts of treatments and looking through your site has really made me think about somethings. to me cutting is not a problem, its a less understood solution. good luck to everybody out there and thankyou for helping get this out into the world. |
| Name: | boho bunny |
| E-mail address: | bpd@borderline-babe.co.uk |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.borderline-babe.co.uk |
| Comments: | hi, wow i can really relate to a lot of what you said, i am still not in recovery and my doctors can't find my any therapy and just keep giving my medication and not listening to what i say.
best wishes to you, adrica. p.s. i have another site which is no about my illness, its at:- http://www.bohemian-bunny.co.uk |
| Name: | Melora |
| E-mail address: | melora@hippopotamus-amphibius.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.hippopotamus-amphibius.com |
| Comments: | Congrats on your nice site! |
| Name: | jay |
| E-mail address: | freeko@netstep.net |
| Comments: | I have been suffering from Bi-Polar, Panic Attacks and I also cut myself. I used to think I was the only one and even after I found out that others did it. I thought the pain of others was lesser because I was a Inner City Kid from a working class background. But as I come of age and as I gain wisdom. I realise that no matter where you are and what your lot in life may be. Pain is pain regardless of class. I have to keep reminding myself not to fade away and feel the love. Because it is so hard to feel the love when you are far down in the hole. Hang on and dont give up.
Jay |
| Name: | Sierra |
| E-mail address: | firemoon66@aol.com |
| Comments: | great website! |
| Name: | angela |
| E-mail address: | maggiethecat57@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | your site is wonderful and you are very brave for putting it out there for people to read.
I cut too. *hug* |
| Name: | jedicat |
| Homepage URL: | http://glitterkitty.net/blue |
| Comments: | wow.
thank you for sharing your stories with the rest of the world. it's kind of difficult for me personally to think about my own self-mutilation. i thought i had invented cutting, and it turns out that so many other people do it too. i did it on and off for about 5 years, most intensely when i was 13 and 16. i haven't cut in three years, and i have no intention of ever doing it again. one thing i've noticed that's helped me a lot is the fact that i started lifting weights a year ago. seeing my upper arms bulge into muscles when i flex them...while maybe unfeminine...there's a certain strength and beauty in it. lifting weights doesn't help me when i get depressed..talking and distracting myself do. but when i look at my strong arms (scarred as they may be), i feel no compulsion to cut them. much strength to you. you're an amazing person. thank you. |
| Name: | Lorelei |
| E-mail address: | dont_have_a_clue_how_to_function@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.angelfire.com/realm2/sickpuppy/index.html |
| Comments: | I love your webpage. It's really inspirational. I wish I could say that I'll never cut again but that's not true. Although, instead of everyday, now it's only maybe once a few months...depends on the situation. I know it's not the right way but it helps me. Good luck to you in all you do. |
| Name: | Silent Pain |
| E-mail address: | infinite_resurgent@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | your site is amazing the poetry and the stories made me realize that i'm truly not alone that there is someone who feels what i feel and experienced what i'm experiencing. i've been cutting for about 3yrs and i'm now getting treatment. it's scarry and i dont want to do it but i have to go into inpatient treatment. ive done it before and it didn't work it made me worse so i hope and pray to God that i will get better. from checking out your site it made me more confident that i can conquer my demons and overcome my pain. thank you and good luck. |
| Name: | April |
| E-mail address: | ditzy_angel_420@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | hey i loved your site you voiced how i felt like i couldn't...i thank you for that because it helped me to ask for help...i hope to be sane soon |
| Name: | Jess |
| E-mail address: | jbreaker2004@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | Just wanted to let you know i saw your site. While i'm afraid it hasn't helped me resist cutting or burning, I'm glad you were willing to share your story.
Jess |
| Name: | ZY |
| E-mail address: | ZYPREXA@aol.com |
| Comments: | good ? cant remember being sane but when i return 2 it if i ever do will look u up an give u the answer keep up the good work ZY |
| Name: | Abbie |
| E-mail address: | Fearfilledgodess@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.deadjournal.com/users/errorofdenial |
| Comments: | I came across your website by searching through yahoo.. I found it very interesting..and in some form..helpful..thank you. |
| Name: | Jules |
| E-mail address: | j_arnott@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | Hi!
Just stumbled aross your website....and wanted to say that I think it's great. It certainly helped me to feel not so alone. I guess I should introduce myself. I'm Juliette, 22yrs, I live at Norman Park in Brisbane. I can relate to so many of the things you wrote about. Anyhow, just wanted to drop you a line - hope all is well with you. Write to me if you like :o) I'd love to hear from you. |
| Name: | john andrew |
| E-mail address: | hydrophobe@bolt.com |
| Comments: | just passing by ... coming through ... damn my cuts are
bleeding again ... oh, just ink ... sorry no worry ... but urging really bad ... it's your site that helps some of us through ... and takes my mind sometimes off SI |
| Name: | tiffany |
| E-mail address: | mstomato@ireland.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://manifest-angel.com/tiffy |
| Comments: | your site touched me. i'm glad i came here. |
| Name: | Morgan |
| E-mail address: | Benaththecovers@angelfire.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.angelfire.com/realm/BeneathTheCovers |
| Comments: | Your website is amazing! The pain is somehow... beautiful. - Wish you didn't have to live it to write it though. My thoughts are with you. |
| Name: | suze |
| Comments: | youre not alone at all |
| Name: | Linda |
| E-mail address: | koekemol@filpro.co.za |
| Comments: | Thank you. You put it all into words, the things I could never say, explain, make sound right.
Thank you, take care, take care of you and your soul. |
| Name: | Jennifer |
| Comments: | Hi. I kind of rambled in my earlier entry, sorry bout that. Anyway, I just wanted to say, I am not the type of person that crys when I read stuff. But I cried the whole time I was reading things in this site. It was like you were reading my mind. How can so many people feel the same way, yet we all manage to feel alone. I hope that one day everyone else will treat SI as seriously as they do achoholsim & drug addiction. It really saddens me that the people who go through this feel they are the only ones going through it. Your site was the best site on SI that I have found to date. Thank you!
~Jennifer~ |
| Name: | Jennifer |
| Comments: | Hi. I must say that your website is awesome. I am 18 years old, I cut myself for 2 years or so. I havent cut now in 108 days!! God is the only way that I have made it this far. Of course I also found a really great friend at church who doesnt judge me, but who tries to understand why I cut. She had never really heard of(or at least didnt know much about) SI until I told her that I did it. She doesnt understand why I used to do it, or why some times the urge to do it is almost unbearable for me. But she tries to understand & that is more than anyone else has ever done. She has opened herself up to me & she allows me to talk about my thoughts about & urges to SI. I guess what I am trying to say is that I hope soon I will be able to be what she is to me, to other people. I wish everyone who is struggling with SI the best of luck in their recovery.
~Jennifer~ |
| Name: | Renate |
| E-mail address: | vivwom@aol.com |
| Comments: | Thank you Helen...youre a courageous and talented young
woman. love Renate |