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| Name: | BEATRICE |
| E-mail address: | beatmaid@yahoo.ca |
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| Comments: | Even though, my beautiful girl, my special angel, went with God on September 7th, 2005, it feels like it just happened. Charlotte had many crosses to bear in her almost 20 years. She was a very happy young lady when she wasn't in seizure or some other medical crisis. I am typing this before I read your site. I will write again after.
Sincerely An unfinished Mother Beatrice |
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| Name: | sonia |
| E-mail address: | jayede@suntel,com,au |
| Homepage URL: | http:// I lost my son in 1997 |
| Comments: | I lost my son Jayede on the 31st of January at five years old after a drowning accident when he was two years old over the two years and three months that he was with me he sufferd and i felt helpless just trying to do everything for him which was so hart brakeing seeing my little angel like this and also 9 months after his accident i gave birth to my daughter.This was so hard as there father was hardley at home with us and now i have two children and married to a grate man who has been there with us and i was so happy like i have never been befor except when i had my children i am haveing a brake down and this is very hard on my family and i have had to send my two children to there father till i am well enough to get them home.I would like to send my love out to everyone that has or is going through the hart ache that i am going through and have done for the last 8 years.Thankyou to who ever put this site up.
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| Name: | Bill |
| E-mail address: | Bill@mail.com |
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| Name: | Chrissy Breaux |
| E-mail address: | Breaux6@juno.com |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | Please go to the link of Jenny's song and hear it....
On June 15, 2000 our 17 year old daughter, Jenny lost her battle with Rett Syndrome and received her Angel Wings. She will no longer have the pain and suffering that the disease did to her body. She was a special daughter, friend and our hero. An angel & friend from earth turned a poem into a song, his name is Michael Peace. No words can thank him enough, for making the words become music. - Jenny's Mom Label Song of Peace Records Credits ©Copyright Chrissy Breaux and Michael Peace 2002 Lyrics Angel Wings for Jenny (Jenny's Song) Lyrics Chrissy Breaux - Music Michael Peace ©Copyright Chrissy Breaux and Michael Peace 2002 The Angels whispered in the night, As they quietly guided Jenny to the light. So gently and caring, they came to bring her home, As God opened his arms to welcome her there, "In Heaven" he said, is where "She Belongs." The angels laughed and sang, with such delight, A young Angel, named Jenny flys tonight. No more pain and suffering, she shall see, For in Heaven only peace And happiness will be. The people left behind will feel the pain The absence of her love, the sweet sound of her name. To us all, she left her love, But now God needs her above. She shall soar in Heaven now, With wings of gold and Angel's love. (As she whispers), "Thank you God, for freeing my soul From a tired shell that I could not control "Please tell all below, I'm happy and free And I'm glad I knew their love" "But in Heaven is where I wish to be!" By: Chrissy Breaux - Jennifer's Mom Ron & Chrissy Jennifer's Earth Parents 3/23/1983 - 6/15/2000 http://jenniferbreaux.homestead.com/Jen.html http://artists.mp3s.com/artist_song/2607/2607067.html More Free Music by this Artist |
| Name: | Annora |
| E-mail address: | annora@arabian-horses-arabian-horses.com |
| Homepage URL: | www.arabian-horses-arabian-horses.com |
| Comments: | Very appealing site. Fascinating. |
| Name: | Steph B. |
| E-mail address: | deaconkris@earthlink.net |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.angelfire.com/ky2/hiya/letter/kj/poem.html |
| Comments: | Thank you for this site!
I have been looking for a pen-pal site where I could keep in touch with someone who knows the pain, hurt, and battle of dealing with the death of your child. I lost my son "K.J." 1-20-99 he was 22 days old. He died from uterine rupture and neglect. I suffered a uterine rupture while in the hosp. nurses down the hall from me, while my calls went unanswered my son lay dying inside me. He suffered Brain Stem Injury. It has been three years now, I thabk God for his love, I could have lost my mind, felt like willing myself to dye I suffered medical problems because of blood loss. We were blessed to have another son. Dr.'s thought I may never carry another child, huh He is 11/2 and hugh now!! God bless you all, steph you can email me deaconkris@earthlink.net |
| Name: | Tracy |
| E-mail address: | advisor@sun-bears.com |
| Homepage URL: | www.sun-bears.com |
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| Name: | Jen |
| E-mail address: | advisor@bears-bears.org |
| Homepage URL: | www.bears-bears.org |
| Comments: | Please visit our www.bears-bears.org site! |
| Name: | Betty Esque |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | I just recently lost my three month old to SIDS bsck on december 18,2001.I am currently trying to start a support group in my county and am having very little success.I just wanted to send my prayers out to the other families and let them know I DO understand. |
| Name: | Judy | |||
| Homepage URL: | http:// | |||
| Comments: |
Your website is the best!!! |
| Name: | kandie jones |
| E-mail address: | kandie_jones@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | I lost my only son nov.12,2001 his name was Sammy.He was 6'2" 220 green eyes and brown hair.He was the love of my life.I saw him on Sun.and as i looked at him my heart beat so fast.He had such a kind heart.He was also a christain.Which makes it hard to understand why god took him.He was killed in an auto accident.He was pushed underneath a truck by another truck(coal truck and freightliner)You see I lived and breathed for this boy for 24 years now I don't no what to do with myself.He also left behind a daughter 19 mo.old that looks just like him.But it is not the same I love her .But I will never love anyone like I loved my Sammy.I would like to hear from others who has lost their child in an auto accident. |
| Name: | Cheryl |
| E-mail address: | ccheryljlh@aol.com |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | I lost my 20 year old son in October 2000. It was a trafic accident. The driver of the car walked away. I need him to come home. He was the love of my life. Cheryl |
| Name: | n.o. |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | i lost my father on dec.10 a couple weeks after his b-day
nov.1 |
| Name: | paulina |
| Homepage URL: | http://store.eznettools.net/netincome |
| Comments: | Please pray for the victims and their families and all of those involved in this unthinkable tragedy.
God Bless us ALL!! |
| Name: | tina |
| E-mail address: | wsterner@webtv.net |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | i lost my dad on nov 1.2000 and on nov 20,2000 my mom dies suddenly i was not over my dad;s death when my mom died. tomorrow sept 2, 2001 would be their 50th wedding anniversary and i miss them terribly. my brothers and sister have beeb struggling for almost 10 months with our parents death and settling their estse. we have closing on our "home" on sept 6,2001 and we will be leaving the only home we ever had. it is difficult to deal with and if anyone can give me wordsto find comfort, please help!!! Even though we all have families, to lose both parents so quickly was very hard and unsettling for us |
| Name: | Alice Isabell |
| E-mail address: | sis@netection.net |
| Homepage URL: | http://members.tripod.com/friendslove/randy2 |
| Comments: | Thank You for this site.I lost my youngest son who was 30
years young from his own hand.If there are other mom's out there that said child did the same please e-mail me.I need to hear from other moms.This is a sweet site for all who grief over a lost child my heart goes out to all of them.Alice |
| Name: | Judy Jones |
| E-mail address: | judyj@nwonline.net |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.geocities.com/judyj0002 |
| Comments: | My daughter was killed on November 7th, 2000 while working
as a paramedic. She was assisting someone and was struck by a car. She had just turned 30 years old and left a wonderful husband and two children, a daughter 4 and a son 1 1/2. She died as she lived always helping others. I am extremely proud of my only daughter. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of her and miss her with all my heart. In my heart she is alive and well and will remain that way until the day we are together again. |
| Name: | tammy |
| E-mail address: | tammy2us@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Name: | michelle carr |
| E-mail address: | mcarrr86@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | I lost my oldest daughter JENNIFER LYN HOWARD on December
20,2000.That day I also lost myself. I will never be whole again.The constant agony has consumed my soul.How am I supposed to live without her? How am I supposed to want to? |
| Name: | lisa |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | hi i'm sorry |
| Name: | Cindy |
| E-mail address: | cdmjeffries@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | I have 2 beautiful boys from my first marriage 10 years ago
which I am very blessed to have. I have been remarried for 2 years and have had 3 miscarriages for no known reason. Today I found out that I'm pregnant and my Beta HCG is near 4,000 @ 6 weeks (which is normal)I feel different this time and I know it's going to be okay. So anyone in the same boat-don't give up. There is always hope! Thinkin Positive! CINDY |
| Name: | Allison Baker |
| E-mail address: | bakersplace@earthlink.net |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | This is a very comforting page, with many helpful insights.
My best friend lost a beautiful 17mo. old boy, in a tragic drowning accident, in May of 2000. She is holding on, but some days are harder than others. Those of us close to her have tried to be a comfort and help to her, but only those who have also lost precious children can truly be beneficial to her and her partner. They have a wonderful 13 year old who also bears displaced guilt over the accident. I originally visited this site hoping to find helpful info about my son, who has a rare chromosone deletion. Instead, God helped me find a site that may comfort my wonderful friend. Please write her at FRawangel@aol.com. Thank you for your wonderful site. It must be very comforting to those in need........ Love in Christ Allison Baker |
| Name: | Maria Scuderi |
| E-mail address: | ms12466@aol.com |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | I delivered a stillborn beautiful little girl on February
12, 2000. Although she was an unexpected gift from above, she was wanted and loved so much. I found out that I had diabetes on my first ob appointment, which right away put me at high risk. However my sugars were in control, and every test was given to prove that I was carrying a healthy little girl. However around the end of January I started getting premature labor and my regular ob put me on Breathine. The breathine gave me hot flashes, sweats, and made me very nervous and edgy. I could feel the baby kicking and moving around more than usual. When I went to my high risk ob she made me stop taking the breathine. In my heart I feel that is what killed my baby, because not long after on February 9th, I was told my baby was dead. I was induced later that night and on February 12th, my daughter silently entered this world. She weighed 7lbs and 9ozs and was 20 inches long. I know I'm not a medical doctor, but I have learned one thing. If God were to ever bless me with another child and I have premature labor, I will never take breathine again. I would rather have a baby in an incubator than a baby I have to bury. I feel Breathine should not be administered to a pregnant lady who has diabetes, because one of the sideaffects is high blood sugars. I have no proof that that caused Angela's death, but prior to taking it I was fine, my sugars were under control and Angela was doing fine. At the time I did not want an Autopsy performed, because I didn't want anyone to cut my little angel. It's something I now regret to a certain extent, because I would love to have another baby some day. But now it's to late to go back, unfortunately we can't go back. Now I have to live the rest of my life with the emptiness and pain that can never be replaced. I would like so much to hear from other parents who are suffering or have suffered the death of a stillborn baby. |
| Name: | Jodi B. |
| E-mail address: | j.burt@burtsonline.net |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.burtsonline.net |
| Comments: | On February 25, 1995, I lost my 16 year old son Aaron to
suicide. He was despondant over the breakup with his girlfriend...no drugs, no long-standing signs of depression, no suicide note... I'd like to share with others who have lost their loved ones to suicide. Jodi Burt |
| Name: | Beverly Dittman |
| E-mail address: | Dreamangel77@aol.com |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | I lost my son on october 13,1995 at 22 weeks gestation he
was born still,and two years later on July 13,1997 at 22 weeks gestation i lost my daughter. Its been the hardest thing for me to handled Then last year i miscarried my third child on april 27, 1999. one of the hardest thing is never seeing my babies smile, or call me mamma for the first time. its been a hard journey...God bless all of you!! |
| Name: | angela gilchrist |
| E-mail address: | gilly@terrigal.com.au |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | I love BILLY and DANIEL Who were born 21/ 12/99 |
| Name: | Carol |
| E-mail address: | schuh59@bright.net |
| Homepage URL: | http://bright.net/~donstaz |
| Comments: | Thank you for giving me the opportunity to read about so
many beautiful children. We lost our son, Chris on May 3, 1998. He drown on his college campus, one day away from coming home for the summer. I have included his web site that some of his friends has done for him. In case anyone would like to see it. If anyone would like to e-mail me I would love to hear from you. This has been very comforting to me. Chris was the Love of our lives and we thank God every day that he chose us to be Chris' parents. God bless you all!!! |
| Name: | Carol Mendosa |
| E-mail address: | yahtzee37@webtv.net |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | I lost my precious daughter on August 6th of this year. She
was only 8 years old. She was struck and killed by a truck. In my heart I know that this was an accident. The truck was so high that he did not see her, even though she was in the crosswalk. The pain and grief is so unbearable. I miss her all the time. Sometimes it is all I can do to keep my sanity. Going through the holidays without her is probably the worst time for me. Then I have to look forward to the pain of going through what would have been her 9th birthday in March. How am I going to get through this? I would like to hear from anyone who has gone through this. |
| Name: | Paula Lewis |
| E-mail address: | summer6899@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | On August 10, 1996, my husband and my 14 yr. old son, Glenn
died in a boating accident. The cause of death was drowning. My life is still an emotional roller coaster, with whirlwinds of rage and sadness. Never does a day go by that I don't think of my beloved child and his dad. We, as bereaved parents, must accept the fact that we must live the rest of our lives with a broken heart that will never mend. |
| Name: | Claire |
| E-mail address: | cwest@powerup.com.au |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | I have lost a little boy that we adopted who had cerebal
palsy and hydrocephalus. We knew when we adopted him that his time would be short. Scott died at home on 25 October 1997 and I was the one who found him. I have 2 other little boys (natural children). My oldest has had medical problems and died for 10 minutes during a surgery. Thankfully he made it. My youngest has no problems. I also have a dear friend who lost her precious daughter to sids at 3 months and 1 day. I look after severely disabled children as my work and have dealt with death a number of times through work. It never gets easier no matter how often you are faced with it. I hope though that I can offer support to the families I work with because of my personal loss and perhaps understanding a little more than someone who has never lost a child. It is amazing that people all over the world who may never meet can talk to each other and offer support. The common thread through all the stories is the intense feeling of loss that we all feel no matter how young or old our child was. If anyone wishes to talk or remember PLEASE email me. |
| Name: | Jimmy & Ruth Williams |
| E-mail address: | rwilli93@bellsouth.com |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | We lost our 17 year old son Daniel to suicide on Feb.20,1996
The pain never lessens , you just learn to deal with it better with time. |
| Name: | Sherry |
| E-mail address: | msmail@gate.net |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | Today my son, Joshua, would of been 18 years old. He would
of then been set free of all the things that had held him prisoner for the past 4 years. All Joshua wanted was to live with me. But I had no power to that decision. He just couldnt hold on. Joshua committed suicide, January 25, 1998. He couldnt hold on anymore. He couldnt wait. I miss him very much. I had often dreamed of this day, I had always said to him. That he would have his plane ticket in his hand the day he turned 18. Today is that day. And he is not here with me. I miss him. I love you Joshua!! Happy Birthday!!! |
| Name: | teresa grant |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | i live in georgia and my son died of sudden infant death
when he was only 3 weeks old |
| Name: | Holly |
| E-mail address: | hol51@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | Hi, I lost my baby boy when i was six and a half months pregnant, due to placental problems. The placenta wasnt functioning properly and it rotted causing oxygen to be cut off to my baby.That was in Oct. of 1997 . I have since had a healthy baby girl, But nothing could ever replace my first born baby boy. I didnt think i would ever get better after losing him, I learned that time really does heal. Ive never experienced more greater pain than losing a child, expecially because i didnt even get to know him. The pain never goes away , you will always carry it with you, it just lessens over time. In memory of my little boy. Mommy and daddy love you, and your new baby sister. Theres nothing comparable to a mothers love. I wish love and happiness to everyone. no child should have to go before its mother. |
| Name: | Laura Iiams |
| E-mail address: | iiamsl@pacifier.com |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | I lost my oldest son almost three years ago. He drowned
and I don't know why, he was a good swimmer. Bobby was 30 years old and a day doesn't go by that I don't want to cry. Sometimes thats the easy part, crying. Then there are times when I push it aside, thinking I can't cry now, I'm at work, or I'm on my way someplace. I'm so glad that I found this site and hope that other parents will get in touch with me and maybe we can help each other through this most horrible of times. My parents are both gone,(my father died 10 months after Bobby of Lung Cancer)and my husband has had a stroke and isn't the same person. My other son is fighting drug addiction and there are times when I feel so overwhelmed. |
| Name: | Laura Iiams |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Name: | Karen |
| E-mail address: | bigfin@alphalink.com.au |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | We lost our daughter at 21 1/2weeks on 8/8/97 due to an
incompetant cervix and infection. We had struggled for weeks to save her. Oh Ashley we love you so much our precious girl. Her cousin Christophor, who died as a result of suicide on the 2nd Nov.98 at age 18 and shared her birthday, is now with her. I love Christophor so much, he sometimes felt like he was mine too.This past 18 months has been the worst for our family, the pain of losing these 2 precious people is so hard to bear. My sister's pain is worse than my own, Christophor was her only child and her life. It's so hard to know how to help her as what she is suffering is different to ours. |
| Name: | Daria McCloskey |
| E-mail address: | dazalm@netscape.net |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | Thank you for being there. I hope to connect with others
who have lost children who had special problems. My son Marcos died on Feb,7,1999. He was moderately retarded and had a seizure disorder. He died from the negligence of hospital care. He was 18- years- old and has a 16 year-old sister, Adrianna.He was very spiritual and was an altar boy at our church. I am a single parent and a high school English teacher. We are very sad and miss him terribly. Many people miss him terribly, for he affected many people's lives. Anyone may contact us at any time. Thanks-our prayers. |
| Name: | Daria McCloskey |
| E-mail address: | dazalm@netscape.net |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | Thank you for being there. I hope to connect with others
who have lost children who had special problems. My son Marcos died on Feb,7,1999. He was moderately retarded and had a seizure disorder. He died from the negligence of hospital care. He was 18- years- old and has a 16 year-old sister, Adrianna.He was very spiritual and was an altar boy at our church. I am a single parent and a high school English teacher. We are very sad and miss him terribly. Many people miss him terribly, for he affected many people's lives. Anyone may contact us at any time. Thanks-our prayers. |
| Name: | Debbie |
| E-mail address: | ADMBAYLESS@aol.com |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | It saddens my heart to read these heartfelt stories. It brings comfort to know there are others who know what it feels like to have lost a child. I lost my daughter, Magan Nicole, to a brain tumor on July 25, 1995, she was seven years old. The pain never goes away, I still cry most nights and I miss her terribly. After being diagnosed the day before her 4th birthday, I had three and a half wonderful years with her. If there are others who have lost a child to a brain tumor I would really like to hear from you. To all who have lost a child or children, may God soften your pathway till the day we will all be with our children again. |
| Name: | Kathy Thompson |
| E-mail address: | kth45@aol.com |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | My daughter Melanie Brooke, born May 11,1979 died in an
auto accident on February 15,1999. She was 19. I write this in her memory. I am just going thru the motions of everyday life. I miss her so much and I can't believe she is gone. She is the first thing I think of in the morning and the last thing I think of at night. Everytime I think of her not coming home I loose my breath and a feeling of panic takes over me. All I do is cry. Nearly every waking moment I spend thinking about her. I wish I could wake up and find out that all this is just a bad dream. If any one would like to talk about similar experiences please e-mail me. Sincerely, Kathy Thompson. |
| Name: | lisa |
| E-mail address: | ldavis3916@aol.com |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | This page is a nice idea. Two years ago, I lost my full-
term son when i was in a car accident, in labor, on the way to the hospital. My injuries were so severe that I wasn't even conscious on the day of his funeral. My best wishes and prayers to all who have ever lost a child. |
| Name: | Julie Orlando |
| E-mail address: | orlando@petronet.net |
| Homepage URL: | http:// |
| Comments: | Julianna Marie was born on 12/18/95, she diagnosed with a
1p36- chromosome deletion. She was globally delayed. She had seizures, ge reflux, heart murmur, ear tubes, mild hearing loss, gorgeous black curly hair and green eyes. She was an angel on earth. I told God I would care for her the rest of my life if he would just keep her healthy. She started having aspiration pneumonia's. I would give her breathing treatments and antibiotics and she was usually ok in a couple of days. Not this time. This time she aspirated her own secretions and developed sepsis, (infection throughout the whole body). She couldn't breath so they put her on a ventilator. It wasn't helping. The vent was so high it was going to blow her lungs. They were eventually going to have to stop it. They told us she wouldn't live. Don and I signed a living will to not resuscitate and we began withdrawing life support. I requested that they remove the vent completely and let me hold her. She was in my arms. My beautiful little girl, who had suffered so much in her 3 years. She was a happy, contented baby, but her only quality was what we gave her. She had just started trying to smile at me, and say Ma. We gave her permission to go to heaven. We told her not to stay and linger. I sang to her my kids favorite lullaby. They removed the vent, she took two shallow breaths and was gone. In less than 2 minutes. She didn't suffer in the end and her death was a holy moment. All I could do was smile for her. i am not smiling now, but that is for myself. I miss her so badly. I went 90 mph for 3 years and now time is standing still. On Febuary 18, 1999, Julianna went home. She is "Forever in Perfection". I love receiving email from people. Please feel free to email me anytime. I will answer you. Julie Orlando, mother of Julianna Marie Orlando |
| Name: | Shelly |
| E-mail address: | scv@telusplanet.net |
| Homepage URL: | http://members.tripod.com/~Kayang_99/Kayindex.html |
| Comments: | Hi lost my daughter Kaylee Ann Aug 11, 1996. I was 6 and
half months pregnant when Kaylee had to be born by emergency C-Section June 14, 1996. She weight 470 grams (1 pound) when she died Kaylee was 2lb 5oz. Kaylee was a fighter I thought she was going to make it. Then one of her nurse broke the central line in her neck poking a hole in her heart. When the started the IV fluid is surrounded her heart which gave her many bradcardyias. About 4:30pm that Sunday she was crashing and they could not save my little China Doll. |
| Name: | Cheryl Dailey |
| E-mail address: | cdailey@columbus.rr.com |
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| Comments: | I wish that no one would have to go through the pain of
losing a baby or a child.However,It has been a comfort to know that we are not alone in our pain. My labor began at forty one weeks, on a wednesday evening.My water broke with a loud pop, like a champagne cork! My husband and I where so excited!Our midwives came over early the next morning to see how everything was going. One centimeter dialated and baby's heart rate was great. They told us to get some rest, because of all the work ahead of us. My labor stalled out late morning, so we did some walking and squats to get it going. By 11:30 Thursday evening they were coming on strong. They went from eight minutes apart to six to three minutes apart by 12:30 a.m.My husband called the midwives to come over.From that time untill 3:15 I had contractions every minute.We all thought that I was in transition labor. When they checked me I was only three centimeters. We all decided that it was time to go to the hospital, because I couldn't take it anymore and I wasn't progressing.The baby's heart beat was still fine. We opted for a c-section for the sake of the baby and myself because thirty hours of non progressing labor was too much. When they pulled the baby out and announced "it's a girl!" we were so excited! The doctor told us there was meconium in the fluid and that they hold their mouth and nose untill they vacuum out their lungs. So, he told us not to worry if you don't here her crying. They couldn't get her to breath. They worked for twenty minutes and nothing happened. My doctor had to tell me while I was on the operating table that she had died. That will always haunt me. We named her Devyn.She was born on January 29 at 6;58 A.M..The autopsy results showed I had a serious uterine infection, with e-coli as the main bacteria. This has nothing to do with listeria. The doctor said that this is rare. And that it was just a freak accident. There was no way of knowing that something was wrong. We miss Devyn so much.My tears are also for all of you that have experienced such a great loss. I invite anyone who would like write. |
| Name: | Emma Sullivan |
| E-mail address: | emsiewhite@aol.com |
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| Comments: | My son jay died 19th January 1999 aged 6 years. He was
born severley disabled and as part of his condition he had a hiatus hernia. The operation to correct it didnt work so he was recalled in Novembver to re-do it. After 8 long weeks of infection after infection battle after battle, so much pain and nearly dying so many times, Jay fell asleep and his pain stopped - as ours began. I had to decide wether or not to continue his treatment and prolong his agony. The doctors didnt think he would make it anyway. He died of renal failure - I could have prevented this, even just for a little while - oh god why didnt I? |
| Name: | Lisa Schultz |
| E-mail address: | schultzi@bellsouth.net |
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| Name: | Lisa Schultz |
| E-mail address: | schultzi@bellsouth.net |
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| Name: | Lisa Schultz |
| E-mail address: | schultzi@bellsouth.net |
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| Name: | Lisa Schultz |
| E-mail address: | schultzi@bellsouth.net |
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| Comments: | This is my first time here. I lost my twin daughters in
April 1994.It was my second pregnancy and I didn't even know it was twins until I was 29 weeks along;my doctor did an ultrasound at 7 weeks then not until 29 weeks when they discovered I was having twin girls who were conjoined from their breasts to their bellybuttons and had other problems as well. It is a long story, but I've two other children since. I would like to hear from others. |
| Name: | Trina Moffat |
| E-mail address: | tmoffat@banyan.utelfla.com |
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