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a friend if i had to tell you anything it would be to be honest with yourself, but less so with others. they don't need to know. Saturday 17th May 2008 - 19:02:02

strwbrrysoda [h] Oh my dear, it is so good to see you back again, if only to read words that echo the memories of my feelings. Wednesday 8th September 2004 - 06:24:41

qs welcome back Sunday 29th August 2004 - 21:29:01

L [h] thank you (but i hope it's not because you can relate to it; love dying is always a tragic thing to watch). Wednesday 10th December 2003 - 21:48:57

strwbrrysoda [e] [h] I have not heard from you in so long. I hope your life isn't parallel with mine for once. I hope you are finding happiness in your life. :) I hope you found the key to living. Monday 10th November 2003 - 07:41:50

Jessica [e] [h] Of course they played Rhiannon! And it was fabulous, too. I've heard that song in concert four times now and I will never get tired of it. Monday 13th October 2003 - 23:14:55

nikki [h] because butterflies, while so beautiful, are so very fragile. Friday 3rd October 2003 - 19:41:26

nikki [h] tis funny... the symbolism in that. Wednesday 1st October 2003 - 18:54:47

nikki [h] ...it takes for a strong personality, firstly, to say 'no' when all of that is going on around you and then, secondly, to realise that some people will never change and get out of that. because that's all they know. that's all they want to know. Friday 26th September 2003 - 20:06:33

nikki [h] wow. beautiful. really that was. Tuesday 23rd September 2003 - 18:56:16

nikki [h] words that kinda melt your heart... and make your knees go weak. Sunday 14th September 2003 - 09:25:25

nikki [h] ever read terry pratchet... death. reminded me of those books. awesome. Wednesday 10th September 2003 - 20:48:00

anaiis [h] We wait for that moment when time stand still and the earth shakes. Thursday 28th August 2003 - 02:48:44

Red [h] i like that image in your layout . Monday 18th August 2003 - 20:15:18

strwbrrysoda [h] such a long time since ive read your words. i hope all is well. it seems as though the earth shifted and finally he understands why i was pained so. he promises to make things better, and i allow myself to believe. i stand with arms outstretched, ready to face what comes my way. i took my time and became steady upon my feet once more, and take each step a little bit stronger than i was the step before. my break away from everything made things a little bit easier, though tears still fall on my cheeks. i hope your path in life has become a little bit easier to walk upon than it was when i heard from you last. my thoughts are with you. Sunday 17th August 2003 - 23:47:20

strwbrrysoda i went crawling back... hoping that he learned... and got broken again. Thursday 10th July 2003 - 05:58:39

rachel [h] i don't know if i ever said thank you for the gb entry you left weeks ago. on a sidenote: sometimes your words hit me with such force i feel my heart has imploded. Monday 7th July 2003 - 23:15:54

nikki [h] you should take care of your heart... people, don't realise what they do to it - until you start to cry, and then it is too late. Take care... Sunday 6th July 2003 - 18:27:58

erato [h] for there is never enough room on a bed, no matter how big, for me and thee and thy fears altogether. Sunday 6th July 2003 - 06:30:43

strwbrrysoda [h] i wonder if i am missing the clues... and if i am just leading myself to more hurt. fear holds me back from the truth i suppose. im not sure if its fear of hurt or the fear of facing what i already subconsciously know. you opened your eyes, i have yet to do so. i foolishly continue along and play the puppet. when will i be strong enough to pull of the strings that lead me along? Saturday 5th July 2003 - 05:16:05

strwbrrysoda [h] amazing. as i sit here and wish for time, i flip to your life, and see you wish for the same. after yesterday, i need time more than ever. :p Sunday 29th June 2003 - 05:50:45

jes You are amazingly close to home. From your world to Salinger to your very thoughts and fears. Take care, take care of you, always of you. Friday 27th June 2003 - 03:35:27

strwbrrysoda [h] i do not posess the strength anymore. yet again today, was my heart broken by the one and the same. repititions of my past replay as my day goes on. im told to have patience, that one day there will be a "one". i lost faith that there is a "one" for everyone. Tuesday 24th June 2003 - 06:28:54

nikki [h] most times the rain merges with your tears and it somehow makes you feel better and at other times, you can identify each individual tear... then you know, those tears will break your heart... Monday 23rd June 2003 - 01:03:36

anna [e] [h] hi. i really liked your red layout with the picture on top of the girl and the fire. it's pretty. can i get a copy of it for my personal use? thx in advance. :) Monday 16th June 2003 - 03:06:17

strwbrrysoda [h] i go in circles, knowing what i should do but refusing to do so. knowing i should leave but not trying. i know he damages me more as the minutes pass. but everytime we speak or talk, i think to myself, maybe it will all change, maybe he will understand. yet, nothing ever changes. so i continue to spend the night, give myself unto him, and have him crush my heart between his fingertips, all just so i can be with him, and yet, i still am not with him. my heart also breaks for you... at least you know i share your pain with you. Friday 13th June 2003 - 22:25:37

fleeting [e] [h] Good Omens. *bigbig grin* (It's by Terry Pratchett too . . . although I sort of ignored the Gaiman half for years, so I'm in no place to point that out. At all.) But. Good Omens! Yay! Thursday 5th June 2003 - 05:10:43

strwbrrysoda [h] every night as i fall asleep i wish i were laying in his arms. my heart aches and my cheeks become familiar yet again with the salty tears that run down my face. i fall asleep with a wet pillow. i wake up and then it hits me all over again, like salt on an open wound. im waiting for the day when i can wake up and not have to remind myself to breathe Friday 16th May 2003 - 06:36:22

strwbrrysoda [h] i wait along side of you... i share the pain of wanting what you cannot have... i share the pain of giving but not recieving love... :( Thursday 15th May 2003 - 03:24:31

Michael I have my eye on that Honda 945RR. You know; uncomfortable after 50 meters, massive power to weight ratio... Monday 21st April 2003 - 22:17:32

thesiren [e] [h] Sunday 20th April 2003 - 02:39:51

blood [e] [h] Eh, frightening, that entry sounded as if you were talking to me. Friday 18th April 2003 - 21:36:30

euphorichaze [h] it's great to finally be back. thank you for still reading..and writing and sharing. i think you're my only reader left out there. but i appreciate your words. take care. Thursday 17th April 2003 - 09:10:10

kityn [h] i feel like a tiny speck of light next to an immense glowing energy and i know that ego has got to go, but you are so beautiful. Wednesday 9th April 2003 - 02:36:47

erato [h] I have created a new survey to get your creative juices going. Follow the link! Sunday 6th April 2003 - 23:52:08

erato She's beautiful... breath-taking. Sunday 6th April 2003 - 06:39:24

fleeting [e] [h] Bike entry is oddly touching—it made me smile, and gave me a lovely mental image. Saturday 5th April 2003 - 04:32:18

Michael [h] Drool. I am happy for you, a stunning sleek girl, and you know just how to make her scream. A picture, yes? Friday 4th April 2003 - 19:11:37

strwbrrysoda the pain is just nonstop. all around. not only do i feel it, but i can see it. i dread waking up to the pain. and yet, i dread falling asleep, for i lay there and the pain sinks in. i dread doing something, for my thoughts all return to the one and same pain. with all the past experiences ive had, i should have known not to give my heart up so easily. its so easy to be broken. the way "i cant have a relationship right now" is worded, you would think that that meant overall. in total. with anyone. but how come it never seems that way? it only seems as though it is pertained to me/you. Wednesday 26th March 2003 - 03:40:45

Michael Swoon. It's simply beautiful, I just love the look of that bike. The big Fireblade wheel and that high exhaust. It has the raw open feel that Buell do so well and is *real* nippy if you keep it on the boil. I await your impressions eagerly... Wednesday 19th March 2003 - 20:41:24

Michael [h] I must know. What bike? And what was wrong with it. Satify my mechanical curiosity kindred spirit. Wednesday 19th March 2003 - 13:52:07

strwbrrysoda [h] how you feel now is how i will feel in a few short months, for he is leaving me too... the pain is all too real and the sound of the heart breaking almost leaves you deaf because its so loud Monday 17th March 2003 - 04:35:39

girls dont cry [h] Did you just watch Dawson's Creek? I'm sure that they said that on Dawson's Creek, like, an hour ago. Sunday 16th March 2003 - 14:41:37

Michael [h] I am going to use that line. Yes I am. Friday 14th March 2003 - 15:43:12

Anaiis [h] beautiful. I felt every word as though was your shadow. Monday 10th March 2003 - 01:39:55

strwbrrysoda happy birthday :) Friday 7th March 2003 - 20:40:08

rachel [h] angry outbursts often ensue when help is not given but expected. it's why i hate all of my roommates right now. pride is an awful thing sometimes. Friday 28th February 2003 - 15:43:27

sara [e] [h] you and i have a tendency to run through the same emotions almost simultaneously, however, i sit in jealousy for the ability you have to word it is better than i could dream. Tuesday 25th February 2003 - 03:55:19

fleeting [e] [h] (You capitalized! :O) For some reason in the last entry, the writing reminds me of dreams—or something not quite conscious. "Women who eat make-up for breakfast" is a quality metaphor . . . Thursday 20th February 2003 - 21:01:05

Icarus [h] thank you for letting me be a part of it...xxx Friday 14th February 2003 - 02:10:15

protoplast i am terrified. i just hide it well ;-) Tuesday 11th February 2003 - 15:26:28

rachel [h] ditto on the enoughs. Monday 10th February 2003 - 04:29:44

..... [e] [h] Its always them... Saturday 1st February 2003 - 05:32:51

rachel [h] simply, thank you. :-) Friday 31st January 2003 - 14:41:16

erato [h] you never cease to amaze me. I have never felt so close to someone else's mind than I did the moment I read your words tonight. Wednesday 22nd January 2003 - 10:33:28

Michael [h] The accent is closer to home than you think - South Africa was a colony, no? If you were in the same continent I would accept. Fortunately the fentanyl, medazolam, dilaudid, oxycontin, percoset and ibuprofin (yes, all at one time or another) are no longer needed, but I really need physio. I can hardly bend it, and my leg really lacks strength in the quariceps muscle. I'm not really sure how you handle that environment. I am impressed. Monday 20th January 2003 - 04:32:58

Gem [e] [h] hey, cool diary. come visit mine sometime. lv moi ;) Monday 6th January 2003 - 17:20:12

Michael [h] I read your g.b. entry and realised that's exactly what I want. Word perfect. Strangely you know what I want better than I do. Thanks are in order. Sunday 5th January 2003 - 02:31:17

erato rough and smooth. we dance over both in textures and colors. happy new years Friday 3rd January 2003 - 04:30:45

Michael No! What a fiasco. Hydration is key. I'm sure you want to stab me with hydration now, for that useless advice, dont you? Thanks for the well wishes. Surgery went very well. I honestly don't know how the hell you handle that environment. Saturday 28th December 2002 - 23:34:30

Anastasia [h] Hello there. Sorry about locked diary. I locked it yesterday due to some very sad circumstances. I will open it in a month or so. Meanwhile username is friend, password is kharkov892. Merry Christmas!!! xoxo Anastasia Wednesday 25th December 2002 - 01:50:39

Michael [h] Such an honest question. One I have asked often. When exactly did you realize that the well trodden path, or even the path understood, was not for you? There is an element of bravery that tends to glamorize the choice. There is a certain relaxed disdain for those who simply accept things as given – they cease to question. My father is well over 60. He never accepts anything at face value. He never lost the ability to ask ‘why?” And to answer it himself. To search eternal until we die. To never look to the skies and not wonder at the timeline of the years and see the patterns there. There are moments in our lives that so perfectly echo the minds of others, if we look for them. There are kindred spirits. There is such wealth in communion that we lose if we turn aside. Stay. As you are. Friday 13th December 2002 - 00:51:25

Jenn [h] :o) that's all Tuesday 10th December 2002 - 16:45:58

rachel [h] i l-o-v-e that song. the indigo girls do a pretty good rendition of it too, but the original is my favorite. and to comment on the rest of your entry, as douglas coupland once said to me, "i believe the universe throws you opportunities. and if you stop taking them, the universe stops throwing them at you." so, my advice is--keep your eyes open. Tuesday 3rd December 2002 - 17:23:23

Anaiiis [h] thank you, cara. And to you, the same. Tonight we shine. Saturday 30th November 2002 - 05:48:18

tash [h] love ur style of writing. will come back again =) Saturday 23rd November 2002 - 02:39:14

eurydice [h] we shall have to make a night of it, erato, you and i, drowning our sorrows in drinking games and writing off castaway lovers and broken promises with body shots so they fade from memory the way perfume fades from the insides of wrists. Tuesday 19th November 2002 - 02:17:38

... [e] [h] That picture is very interesting.. Monday 11th November 2002 - 21:36:16

erato i am my only master, but i am not always master of myself. Monday 11th November 2002 - 02:23:28

Court [h] hey thanks for the note! and you rock too! anyone who likes Poison is at the top of my list. keep on rockin! Wednesday 30th October 2002 - 02:24:57

cade [h] i understand. listen. a layer of grey a layer of white a flock of ducks. do you get it? the sky is full of grey and white, but the ducks, they dont care. i once met a homeless man in hawaii. i asked him, whats it like to live like that. he said, (pointing to the ocean) its like drowning, you can either struggle, or you can enjoy the water. Tuesday 29th October 2002 - 00:48:28

Court oh this is my actual diary btw. http://merrellrocks.diaryland.com my hairmetal one is just my song of the day site.. Tuesday 29th October 2002 - 00:21:20

Courtney [e] [h] hey thanks for signing my gbook! a fellow hair metal lover, rock on! too bad that cinderella backed out of that show. i've seen em twice, and they totally ROCK! and i met tom keifer and fred coury the 2nd time i saw em. woo hoo! i have a pic of me and tom on my other site. http://www.xanga.com/home.asp?user=lost_in_your_eyes. keep in mind, i looked like crap that nite! haha, but oh well, i was with tom keifer! lol Tuesday 29th October 2002 - 00:18:23

Mic Such rich graphic. You have fine taste. If I had but a touch of such imagination the world would be mine. I hope the new abode brings you much happiness. Your accent would be music to my ears. Monday 21st October 2002 - 00:04:16

Michael [h] There is energy in new surroundings. I too am a strange comics fan, the like of 2000AD et al. Sunday 20th October 2002 - 21:50:32

Michael [h] Your motivations are perfect - moving on in one way or another is a theme of my life. I'm listening to solid old Great White rock and I thought of you back on the continent I left this week. Sunday 13th October 2002 - 21:56:33

Ravie [h] I have this recurring dream where I run my fingernails along the back of an Army of Darkness tee-shirt, and the neighbors are always quiet, but I have unlimited time to find it. I'd share it with you. Tuesday 1st October 2002 - 07:12:05

glass [e] [h] fall is a descent. descent leads to temptation. we could all fall into the bloody depths and nobody will hear us for millenniums. Friday 27th September 2002 - 22:06:26

erato delicious... we all need a good giggle, the rush of endorphins sometimes. Thursday 26th September 2002 - 04:25:10

rachel [h] your most recent entry reminded me of how i sometimes ignore my intuition. i used to ignore it a lot more than i do now. i would know before hand a night was going to end horribly, and still go through with it just to see exactly what the face of the horribleness looked like. so, yes, i think even if we saw our future we'd make the same choices. you are who you are. Wednesday 25th September 2002 - 03:14:57

M [h] Yes, boys see the diffraction of the sun splay red over the shadow landscape on the edge of the earth, and even photograph it. Indeed, boys see the size constancy illusion of the huge moon on the horizon, and know that if you bend over and look at the moon between your legs you kill the illusion, yet still see it’s beauty. Even the effortless passage of colour through the invisible barrier is obvious and delightfull. To be redundant, find the right boy. Saturday 14th September 2002 - 03:33:09

Michael [h] I stared at your words for quite a while and realised, neither do I. I love the new theme, great picture. Friday 13th September 2002 - 14:05:28

Michael [h] Language is more colorful than paint, though a picture says a thousand words. Wednesday 28th August 2002 - 21:54:02

Michael The soul endures forever. Where? As you point out, the rest is meaningless. Monday 19th August 2002 - 04:11:28

erato [h] you are my truth. now and always. Monday 19th August 2002 - 03:12:38

Michael [h] The right decisions for the wrong reasons and visa versa. I like it, because it ends well. Friday 16th August 2002 - 02:50:04

erato [h] "and when the lights go out, i am alone because i choose to be." the lonely tigresses. yes. we are. Friday 16th August 2002 - 02:40:37

passing through the links on your drop down menu dont work. love the new layout though. did you draw the colored figure? Friday 9th August 2002 - 00:02:26

a song played on repeat the image hides some of the text on your new page Saturday 3rd August 2002 - 14:36:44

Michael Love. Classic look. It's AWESOME. Oil cooler? Yours? Thursday 1st August 2002 - 18:55:08

Michael XJr...The overlap is bordering on suspicious. The powerband was brutal, irrespective of the gear; that system on the inlet manifold rocked. The whole machine was raw though it was insane to be in wind like, ah, I digress, I am a little excitable about my old friends. Your heart is very definately on the road, but not in the tar. Thursday 1st August 2002 - 14:05:42

Michael We must have grown on the same rock. Your dancing polarity figures are brilliant. Wednesday 31st July 2002 - 14:16:58

Michael [h] Cooler over there? The hair will officially be out of date after the weekend, had to pan the camera down, should be on my toes by christmas. Tuesday 23rd July 2002 - 22:50:39

Michael Steel lattice frame. V-twin. Dry mouth. Tease. Wednesday 17th July 2002 - 17:15:27

Michael [e] Expectations are that predefined ghost image that still aches once it's severed. It's when things are no longer surprising that it really hurts. Friday 12th July 2002 - 14:12:07

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