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Kimi Thursday, May 21st 2009 - 12:52:44 PM simalehouse@netzero.com Omg....Ur page is sooooooo adorable!!!Good job & thanks 4 a butterfly blinkie!!!!
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Karren Tuesday, November 25th 2008 - 12:22:39 PM posey1234567@aol.com Nice site,R.I.P to your angel I have my own little angel in heaven to!
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Jj Sunday, June 3rd 2007 - 07:33:54 PM nospam@please.com http://www.fitnessandfreebies.com Hello! You did such a wonderful job on your web site! Thank you for sharing!
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Rachael Monday, May 7th 2007 - 02:39:09 PM crcole91024@yahoo.com I came across your site while just surfing for inspirations about motherhood. I have to say, I stayed longer than intended and truly was inspired from what you have on your site. Thank you for sharing.
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Heather Tuesday, February 20th 2007 - 04:50:03 PM very_cherry13@hotmail.com i just wanted you to know i absolutely love this webpage you've done! i think it is the most beautiful thing i have ever read about a country! i am doing a paragraph on why i'd rather be american the canadian in my class and my whole class is bias against americans and america in general and i hate it. i live in canada so my heritage is both amreican and canadian because my mom is american. i believe in what america is fighting for and i respect them. thank you for taking the time and effort to show others what amercans really stand for
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Karyn Hucklebridge Sunday, February 4th 2007 - 02:35:17 PM karynh79@xtra.co.nz I love your site. I also joined one of your groups. I love the incredimail backgrounds. Still exploring the rest of the site too great site.
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Ebony Monday, January 22nd 2007 - 09:23:24 AM RedSilk@fastermail.com Just stopping by to say you have some very nice blinkies on your page! Keep up the great work!
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Pinky Saturday, January 13th 2007 - 05:33:24 PM pinkswhirled@yahoo.com http://pink-grrl.livejournal.com/profile Great site! I loved all of your blinkies!
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brian palmer Wednesday, January 10th 2007 - 06:11:39 PM death_wish322000@hotmail.com i like your blinkies
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Jj Wednesday, December 27th 2006 - 05:17:34 PM nospam@please.com Hello! You did such a wonderful job on your web site -- may we NEVER forget! Thank you for sharing!
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Lisa Harrell Thursday, November 30th 2006 - 03:41:50 PM LisainTennessee@aol.com Thank you for being such a PATRIOT.No matter what anyone else thinks (in the negative) I know this IS a FREE country, and I am PROUD to be AMERICAN also. If those negative people don't like the USA, let them move on to another country where they may be happier. I pray GOD will bless you and your family. Thank you again for such a lovely, heartwarming page!
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Heather Wednesday, November 15th 2006 - 10:01:58 AM ILOVEMYNUNU1204@AOL.COM I LOVE THE BLINKIES....THEY ARE GREAT..
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Shaun Monday, October 30th 2006 - 10:30:05 AM i_die_daily@hotmail.com In your opinion when this life is over what is on the other side?
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lanieleahcollin Tuesday, October 10th 2006 - 07:19:51 PM lanieleah_991@yahoo.com http://www.myspace.com/lanieleahcollin Love the BLINKIES
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Christina Monday, October 9th 2006 - 05:24:20 PM ch4consult@gmail.com http://www.ryze.com/go/ChristinaH Hi! I love all your blinkies! They are so adorable. You have a wonderful site! Christina I also wanted to share my Gift Can Builder site with you. Here you can find adorable gift cans for every occasion with so many uses! Perfect for the upcoming holidays, birthday, or just because! 
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Amanda VJ Gomez Sunday, September 24th 2006 - 05:03:20 PM amanda61701@yahoo.com http://www.myspace.com/amanda309 I Lurv Blinkies, thanks for shareing!
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Cool Thursday, September 14th 2006 - 06:11:33 AM nicesssssssssssss@hotmail.com http://nnstarz.com Nice website. Thanks :)
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Angelyn Saturday, August 26th 2006 - 07:13:43 PM akrout@metrocast.net http://www.myspace.com/soulsbubblingcauldron Wonderful work! And the first blinkier to do Dr. Phil blinkies! Your blinkies take a person through a range of emotions from happy to sad to angry and back to happy again. Now that's a talented artist!
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Dr Mugu Ngbada Wednesday, August 23rd 2006 - 03:22:54 AM magahu@yahoo.com i love your site but guy bewear of hit okkkkkkkkkkk.
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GIARRESI Wednesday, August 9th 2006 - 09:57:25 AM persalvo@inwind.it http://www.giarresi.net/index.htm UN SALUTO A TUTTI VOI
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CHELSEA Sunday, August 6th 2006 - 08:50:39 PM LANAIA13@YAHOO.COM http://WWW.YAHOO.COM YOUR BLINKIES ARE LIKE SO AMAZING WHERE AND HOW DID YOU DO THEM
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Harry Townsend Friday, August 4th 2006 - 10:21:45 AM itisup2me@excite.com http://www.ashnow.com/itisup2me Please consider researching the work of Nobelists Dr. Otto Warburg and Dr. Linus Pauling > cesium, ascorbates for our skin, tendons, muscles, eyes, etc. Please listen to this 6 minute message - 1.212.990.7002 and the weekly calls on Wed. 9pm, Sat. 1pm Eastern - 1.212.990.8000 pin 3024# Have you ever checked your body's pH level? go to //www.ph-ion.com for more information. Call or email them and they will send you some sample pH stixs to try. Below 7.0 is acidic and this is when our body can become sick. Here are two links to previous calls when you have time > May 31 2006 Product Call http://PlayAudioMessage.com/play.asp?m=312913&f=ZXQZYB&ps=14&c=FFFFFF&pm=2&h=29 May 27 2006 Product Call http://PlayAudioMessage.com/play.asp?m=312911&f=LDYDDH&ps=14&c=FFFFFF&pm=2&h=29 I truly hope you will take the time to research this information for YOU and Your Family! In good health! Harry Townsend ps. a good, new, search engine is called Big Daddy > try it out > //www.searchbigdaddy.com/itisup2me (try doing a search for EBMRF and then, heart disease)
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Marilyn Friday, July 21st 2006 - 08:47:18 AM md1948m@alltel.net I just found your webpage and it is everything that should be there for I for one will not forget God bless America and all who helped our Americans Stand Proud... Let's continue to Pray for our Soliders who are in harms way.
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Veronica Sunday, June 4th 2006 - 01:20:45 PM lilshawty40th@aol.com This sight shows the reason why any American citizen should be proud to live in this country. Thank you!
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ANTHONY F. Monday, May 29th 2006 - 10:01:14 PM THEMASTERWOLF1@AOL.COM I was browsing and saw your site, living in NY and a NYer for 30 years. I will be 31 this year, I live just 15 mins away where the towers were. I still get upset everytime I go downtown. And today is Memorial's day to give memory to those that not only died in the worst day in our history but also for men and women both the war we are in now and the ones in the past our love and compassion for what they did for us to be so lucky to live in a country where our freedom was never free. It is to be cherished not taken advantage of.
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Veronica rose Friday, April 28th 2006 - 12:02:32 PM evil_deamopn@vampirefreak.com i love your web site.
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LISA APPLEGATE Friday, April 28th 2006 - 11:56:54 AM Fluffy_15@yahoo.com I love angels and i love your web site so thanx for making my day even better than it was. you should try to get more pictures of angels and i love your baby pictuers.....
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Lisa Wright Wednesday, April 19th 2006 - 09:47:18 AM wright_einstein_butt@yahoo.com http://www.myspace.com/einsteinbutt Thank you for putting to gether such a wonderful tribute page! We all need to remember and keep praying for our country. And I, for one, will NEVER take "UNDER GOD" out of our Pledge of Allegiance!!! Peace † Love Always, Lisa Wright
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Kisha Friday, April 14th 2006 - 10:04:28 PM fun_e_kiki24@hotmail.com I loved your list about living in AZ. All of things are so true!!!! I was laughing so hard over a few of them that i was crying and hubby was to.
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Jennifer Wednesday, February 15th 2006 - 08:53:39 AM jenniwallsj357@aol.com I loved this website. I belong to Babies Online message board and they are going to love your blinkies. I am posting a link to your site.
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Anna Wednesday, February 1st 2006 - 04:13:04 PM aecousar@edisto.cofc.edu he is precious and in a much better place than us. as he arrived in your arms, he was in God's as well. He had the best of both worlds. I am sorry that people have been rude, ignorant, and indecent to you. I am only 21 and probably cannot have kids, so I know how precious his life was to you. He is beautiful.
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dianerichardson Monday, January 16th 2006 - 03:44:21 AM dianerichardson1961@msn.com your storys touch peoples hearts
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Isabella Saturday, January 7th 2006 - 02:19:45 PM ilsabela@yahoo.co.uk http://www.belphoebe.piczo.com I love all your blinkies <3 Thanks for sharing!
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Michael Zargarov Thursday, January 5th 2006 - 11:33:51 AM Mzargarov@aol.com Contrary to my first posting to your site, I am NOT an Atheist. I simply do not believe that the Great Architect of the Universe has a hand in whether a baby is born with a genetic deficiency or not. I think Creation is perfect...but the eyes of humanity are incapable of seeing the perfection in all of it. "God" created perfection, only.
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Carol Jilek Wednesday, December 14th 2005 - 01:20:27 PM Jilek_45@hotmail.com Kind day the friends. Simply I want to wish good luck and prosperity.:)
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stacey Wednesday, December 7th 2005 - 08:06:03 AM ditsydiva20@aol.com i just wanted to say this site is a very good way of sharing EB with everyone and for them to understand that this can be fought, you have a wonderful family and your an inspiration to all those moms with children with EB.
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Erin Saturday, December 3rd 2005 - 08:01:32 PM erin@weighword.com http://www.weighword.com Love your blinkies! Have a good one!
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alandra beede Saturday, October 15th 2005 - 08:44:05 PM alandrab05@yahoo.com I am so sorry for your loss. I too have lost a child. But I didnt get the chance to tell my child good bye. I miscarried August 23rd, 2005. I have been looking for sites like this one and others about miscarriage. This site and others have helped me a lot. Reading about the pain and grief that other mothers have endured has helped me realize Im not alone. Thank you for posting your story. It helps more than you will ever know. Thank You from the bottom of my heart.
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steph Saturday, October 8th 2005 - 12:57:15 PM svveetpea78@hotmail.com Hello! I was just surfing the web and came across your site. What a beautiful family! And a wonderful website, I will be sure to donate to help find a cure. Lots of love!!
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Mystical Grrl Wednesday, October 5th 2005 - 10:57:52 AM mysticalgrrl@therumbles.net http://www.therumbles.net/ Hi, I've really enjoyed visiting your site! I think your site would do really great in our website competition, The Rumbles, where we compete to see whose site is the best, but more than that, we get to know each other, and have a lot of fun with the events!! Please come and check us out, and I do hope to see you signing up!! :) We are also interested in finding more volunteers to help us in The Rumbles! Interested? Please click here!! Hope to hear from you soon! 
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Heathers3Angels Saturday, September 24th 2005 - 10:01:10 PM beenae_2000@yahoo.com http://heathers3angels.tripod.com/ Silvia I Love your Blinkies they are so much fun!! How do you ever find the time to learn to make these, let alone make them. Thanks so much fo rgiving me away to have a fun page on my site. ((HUGS))
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Elizabeth Sunday, September 18th 2005 - 01:33:23 PM autumnfaerie@bellsouth.net http://www.faeriedreams.net I've never seen so many blinkies on one site before. Your website Rocks. Thanks :)
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Billie Tuesday, September 6th 2005 - 06:11:41 PM billieknight1@yahoo.com http://nicksmommy0.tripod.com God Bless you and your sweet angel. You have made a beautiful site. I am sure your angel is so very proud of you and the work you do. ((HUGS)) 
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Laura Sunday, September 4th 2005 - 12:18:47 PM laurarain@aol.com Loved it!
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Vanessa Openshaw Sunday, September 4th 2005 - 10:39:40 AM mrs_oh@yaussie.com.au Your story is very touching and I admire your courage so much! Your beautiful Angel boy is watching over you and your family, he is and always will be part of you and your life. I know you will be together again one day! It's the waiting that hurts! Keep being brave and be the best Mom you can be, and I kmow you are! I have four boys of my own, I thank the Lord they are still with me, though there was a time when I nearly lost 3 out of four at various times. A mother's pain nevr goes away but her strength and resolve is the most powerful of all! HUGS and Kisses Ness in Australia
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Kristina Saturday, September 3rd 2005 - 07:41:34 AM yeahright09@aol.com I never heard of EB until the documentary on Jonny Kennedy. God bless him for sharing his story. After seeing his documentary, I visited DebRA.org and am now a supporter. 2 wks after seeing the documentary, I met my sister's friend who has a new baby with EB. Thank u for your wonderful website and for helping me and others to gain better knowledge of the disease. I now spread the word w/ my big mouth, (haha)in hopes to gain more support for EB foundations,and I pray every day specifically for those with the disease and their loved ones. Strength, comfort, hope and more.
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Carolyn Thursday, September 1st 2005 - 09:07:03 AM ewvw@wayxcable.com http://www.angelfire.com/ga3/ewcw11/ I have really enjoyed looking around in your beautiful site & I think you would really be a great addition to a group I am in. It is a wonderful group of loving & caring Sisters who are always there for each other. I am proud to be a member of Sisters With Heart. Come for a visit & see if you would like to join us. If you decide to join us be sure to tell them Carolyn sent you. 
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steve Tuesday, August 30th 2005 - 03:48:36 PM steve.taylor17@ntlworld.com I came across your web site unintentionally, I was looking up "Night and her train of stars". Your site moved me. I couldn't bring my self to look at all the pics, I am not good with things like that. I hope your grief is less raw - I know it will never go away. You will be in my prayers. God bless you
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jennifer Monday, August 29th 2005 - 06:27:50 PM bunniemunch@hotmail.com I followed your link from your signature on pregnancy.org. I wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts. Your son is beautiful in those pics. I too have pictures of my angels. Big hugs and Love
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Mya Saturday, August 27th 2005 - 01:43:47 AM itsmemya@yahoo.com Bless you for this beautiful and loving site. It touched me personally and very deeply. I appreciate everything you have done here. Thank you. Mya
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Billie Wednesday, August 24th 2005 - 07:23:03 PM billieknight1@yahoo.com http://nicksmommy0.tripod.com Alex your mommy has made you a beautiful site to show you off to the world. She is so proud of you and misses you very much. I hope you have found my angel he would be a great friend and angel big brother. Sending you lots of hugs and kisses.
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Rita(Patsy) Tuesday, August 23rd 2005 - 05:06:59 PM butterflies@wosib.org http://www.wosib.org I enjoyed my visit to your lovely informative site and can see you created a home full of love.  This is a most cordial invitation To join a wonderful group. The Women of Strength and Inner Beauty Think you are strong beauty, too. Women from all walks of life, Coming together here online, We think you'd make a wonderful addition. Please, consider making a positive reply. The sisters would be most happy To have you and your lovely site Come and be among us. It would be to our delight. ©MissZ 
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Alex Tuesday, August 23rd 2005 - 02:23:04 AM house_of_hur@yahoo.com http://www.geocities.com/house_of_hur/ I just saw the TLC show about Jonny Kennedy and it was the first I heard of the disorder. I felt impressed to learn a bit more and found your wonderful website. I feel God lovingly prepares his most stalwart and noble children before they are born into mortality to withstand the most awe inspiring and soul-trying trials. I think the result must be some of His most brilliant and greatest children, else why would He pour all His attentions on them? The mothers like you who are entrusted with His great treasure and magnify the calling of motherhood must also be His choicest, His elect.
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Madeleine Monday, August 22nd 2005 - 11:53:10 PM madeleine.thour@applebox.se Hi... Greetings from one angelmom to another. What a beautiful page you have deidacted to your Alex. I lost my daughter August 15th this year, just 9 days after her birth. Love Madeleine
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Relda M Hyche Monday, August 22nd 2005 - 10:38:42 AM relda_hyche@bellsouth.net Bless you and your family. I am a Registered Medical Assistant (disabled) and in all the years of working in the medical field, I never knew of this devastating disease. That should speak for itself. Now that I am aware..EB patients will be in my "special prayers". Again..God Bless.. Relda M. Hyche
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Janice Saturday, August 20th 2005 - 11:06:17 PM sweetvanillarain@yahoo.com A very beautiful & touching site. I empathize with you & yet admire your strength to keep him so close to your heart & for sharing him with the world. Thank you. Huge hugs.
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Aeni & Maria Hale Saturday, August 20th 2005 - 11:41:17 AM aeni2364@hotmail.com http://aeni.outosight.com/OKIE.html What a kid!!! Hey kid, keep your chin up, always!
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Brandy Nichols Friday, August 19th 2005 - 08:36:12 PM preciousa36@yahoo.com I respect you alot for putting pictures of your beautiful angel on the computer to share with others. Almost two years ago I loss my daughter Hope she was full term and was pernounced still at St.josephs hospital, it was a big shock for me I didn't understand why? or what did I do I have been wanting to make a website to dedicate to her but dont really know how to do it. You really have a beautiful son and I really love your website dedicated to him. Brandy Nichols (Mother of an Angel)
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Sandi Tossell Friday, August 19th 2005 - 01:16:18 AM tossellfamily@cox.net http://www.babiesonline.com/babies/o/oliviajane Thank you for putting this website together. It made me cry. I am a friend of the Tom family in Fairfield, CA and that's how I found out about your website. I am contributing to research for a cure for EB. May God bless you and your family. You are a strong and loving woman. You give so much love to your sweet little boys. They are so precious, a gift from God. I will be praying for this new gene therapy to be successful!
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mika Thursday, August 18th 2005 - 07:47:18 PM cad3nsm0mmi@yahoo.com http://www.geocities.com/Cad3nSm0mmi hey, my name is Mika. i am 17 years old. when i was 16 almost a year ago, i lost my son Caden. he was 8 days old. born fullterm. i miss him dearly. he is my world. it has been the hardest thing i have ever had to do to move on. i am stuck on him. i just wish more than ne thing that i could hold him one more time! thank you for making all these sites in honor of your son. i wish i knew how to do all this so i could honor Caden in a different way. well ne ways, email me back if you want. thanks again. luv, mika and angel baby Caden
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Amanda Monday, August 8th 2005 - 11:16:35 PM angel2dragon@hotmail.com thank you, this is the first site i've found that says everything i never had the words to say about the feeling of losing my daughter she is my angel waiting for me in heaven..i know she is playing with alex on a golden cloud. Her name is Unique Hope-lyn Cox and i mourn her everyday and it has been 3 yrs. She was born/died on Feb.25th 2002(the worst/best day of my life)
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Marianne Monday, August 8th 2005 - 11:06:40 AM mfesta@newhaven.edu http://books.dreambook.com/silviaz/guesbook.sign My son is having a Renaissance wedding in December and thought I'd check out your pictures, which by the way are beautiful.
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Cody Tuesday, August 2nd 2005 - 03:48:19 AM vballin0485@yahoo.com http://www.myspace.com/taste_my_rainbow19852004 Hey I was just looking up some Democrat stuff on the Images search on Yahoo and your page came up! I hope you don't mind but I wanted to use that Clinton thing on my website. I also wanted to compliment you and commend you on your passion and strength to speak your political views as you deem necessary. I'm a Democrat as well and I took to heart a lot of things you said. I fully agree with you on the fact that Bush is one of the worst presidents that we have ever had. If you ask me, he only got elected again because of the social issues that should NOT have even been there in the first place, primarily the abortion and gay marriage issue. Due to the fact that America is still a highly conservative country with a lot of evangelical right-wing Christian bigots and a nitwit president to lead them in their beliefs, it is going to take some time before the country becomes more liberal and accepting of such issues as abortion and gay rights. I do not know how old you are, but I am 19 and I am sure that my generation will be much more liberal than that of my parents' and grandparents' generation, which gives me hope for the future. However, I live in America and every day I wake up afraid that another one of my civil liberties will be taken away as long as Bush as in office. I'm gay and I think that anyone who tries to deny someone the right to marry in a long-term commitment with someone who they truly love just because of what they do in the bedroom is seen as "immoral" is just immoral in itself. If Bush is going to take away our civil liberties and inflict discrimination into our Constitution, he might as well take away every single liberty that we Americans have, as far as on the homosexual community. Makes you think, whatever happened to the separation of church and state statute that was once governed by our nation? Even though I'm a man I share your views on abortion--it's your body, your decisions, NOT Bush's. I fully support the pro-choice movement and I believe that if the Supreme Court overturns Roe v. Wade, this country will just fall to pieces. If you ask me, Bush is trying to do too much than he can handle. He started this war in Iraq, THAT should be his top priority right now..NOT trying to discriminate against gays and taking away women's rights here at home. In addition he needs to keep his little paws off of Social Security and leave it the way it is (FDR is probably rolling over in his grave right now!) so that my generation doesn't have to suffer when we reach retirement age. Alas, I could be here for hours discussing my political views on Bush. I just wanted to say I agree with you on your views and don't let the Republican bigots get to you, that's the only way they know how to win: is by intimidation and threats.
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Angel Daddys Girl Monday, August 1st 2005 - 03:44:22 PM rsheath31549@yahoo.com http://www.adaughtersjourney.bravehost.com I visited you today and had a nice stay. I would like to invite you to join a wonderful group of friends from all over the world who have come together to create a special place called Heavens Angels. This is by invitation only & I feel you would make a wonderful addition to our heavenly family. As a member of our family you will be able to join in all the fun we have to offer. We have monthly contests, monthly & weekly angel winners, awareness programs, outreach programs, psp classes, memory pages for loved ones who gone to their eternal home, birthday & anniversary pages, prayer groups and the list goes on & on. Before you decide “no” please visit our home page by clicking on the invite card and then decide. Hope to see you join Heavens Angels. Have a great day!! 
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Tammy Toth Saturday, July 30th 2005 - 04:54:48 PM tammy.toth@ntl.sympatico.ca Silvia, I just wanted to say that this website has brought hope to my life. I struggle from 3 miscarriages and the death of a 3 day old nephew. Plus the hardship of relationships I have been heartbroken more then I can say. You are a beautiful "Princess" just like it fits you and I am truly happy for you. I had tears the entire time I looked thru this site hun. I want to Thank-You as you are an inspiration to me as in many ways Silvia. You may be my Angel the friend I am looking for. I hope to talk more and wish you and your gorgeous family all the best. May all your dreams become reality as I see they have. Love&Hugs, Tammy Toth
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Analie A.Mamac Saturday, July 30th 2005 - 04:46:32 AM mydestiny_05@yahoo.com http://cutefilipina25.friendpages.com Hi dear selvia and greg,your homepage so wonderful..and i read your love story.how nice it is i was so impress!im from philippines 25 years old single and now i meet a guy from california and i gues he is really interested with me we talk a lot in the internet eveyday,in the phone,email.and i do hope iget married next year and to have my own family and to share my love story also same like yours selvia..i really like your homepages..so thats all and have a nice day to all of your family..more power to all of you there.. Your friend, ANALIE
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Raasheeda Saturday, July 30th 2005 - 01:03:41 AM endlessbliss3@yahoo.com http://hometown.aol.com/publiclover3/index.html I just want to say that i truly appreicate you putting this out there. More women need to know about this. I am very sorry for you loss. I have no children and I have never been pregnant and that is the hardest thing for me. My husband and I have no children between the two of us and it is very hard. I feel a gaping whole in my heart. I want children so bad. Atleast you have been blessed with going as far as "creating" a life. You child shall come back. Due to the fact that a soul is indestructible. There is love for you and yours in my heart always.
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Michele Friday, July 29th 2005 - 07:07:37 PM chellybean@yahoo.com I am so sorry these inhumane people are bothering you. I saw you on the pregnancy bb and wanted to express my deepest sympathy! I have never lost a child myself but my best friend has and I can't believe there are people out there like that! Please know there are those of us out there that care! Hugs & warm wishes Michele
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Shane Steinmetz Thursday, July 28th 2005 - 07:56:08 PM revieweroftime@silverinterlocution.org http://www.silverinterlocution.org Please do not allow the negative comments of others to cause you pain or anger, or even doubt. Most of the people that attack you often act in pure cruelty and to satisfy their own sadistic desire for humor off the mental torment and pain of others. Like how they are unaffected by whatever reasoning or grief you respond with, you should be unaffected by what they say -- their sole intention to hurt, with no other basis or logic in mind. I can never understand the true trauma the loss of a newborn -- damaged beyond any hope -- a mother can feel. Humans naturally express themselves when they have a charged emotion inside of them. I think that creating a website to discuss and express the sorrow of a loss like yours is a healthy activity. It's easy to criticize up front, but, like you said, only those that have felt what you have would understand the need to release the tension from the mind. I hope your children rest peacefully, where-ever they may be. Knowing this, you should, too. :) P.S.: Would any of the people that attacked this website like to visit mine? Do it, I dare you. We have a surprise waiting for you.
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Kathie Wednesday, July 27th 2005 - 09:21:30 PM packrat2003@optonline.net Alex was a beautiful baby and I am so sorry you didn't have more time to get to know him here on earth. I feel confident in saying that one day you will get to be with your beautiful little boy again in God's kingdom. I think this is a beautiful tribute to your little angel.
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Debbie Wednesday, July 27th 2005 - 03:30:42 AM Darling I just wish to offer my support to you over these horrific messages you have recieved. They are clearly psycopaths My d/d was stillborn @ 41 weeks and I cannot begin to imagine the hoorors you face with these awful people posting these messages about your child. It makes me feel physically sick just reading them My heart grieves for you. Your baby is beautiful and plays in the clouds with god. when the sun shines it is our angels smiling at us Take care darling, and bless all the angels Love Debbie
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Kay Stanford Jr Kastum Monday, July 25th 2005 - 09:08:54 PM http://www.kastum.com This is one really informative and Cool site. I'm also still trying to trace my roots. Come and visit my family website above and give me your comments!
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debbie fostek Monday, July 25th 2005 - 04:34:43 PM ffemt5420@aol.com I am sorry for every thing you had to go thew. I know that Alex is in heaven with out pain or suffering. He may have died but he aslo lived in you for 9mo where he was safe, warm, loved and wanted. Keep up your fight not to be bullied off the net like you said if you havn't gone threw it you know zero. I would never give up the only pictures of my children (born asleep at 18wks and 21wks)for anything and others might think they are horriable but to me they are the most prescuse angles in heaven. take care god bless, Moteher at heart Debbie
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Deborah Sunday, July 24th 2005 - 07:33:42 PM Deborah_140@msn.com Awwww Sweetie, I am so sorry:( for your loss of your sweet angel alex. All I can say I am so sorry. Take Care to you and your family. God Bless, Peace.
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Janine Saturday, July 23rd 2005 - 07:37:52 PM RECRUITERS@WOMENWHOBELIEVE.US http://www.womenwhobelieve.us after looking at your wonderful site you have created i feel you would be a great addition to our group. therefore you are cordially invited to join Women Who Believe WWB in an internet group dedicated to women. We believe in fairness, equality & friendship. Most of all, we believe in ourselves. please stop for a visit and we hope you will consider joining us!! "o) 
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Sarah Friday, July 22nd 2005 - 11:16:49 PM shay802003@yahoo.com I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet Alex. Your website is beautiful and a wonderful tribute to your angel.
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Amber Wednesday, July 20th 2005 - 07:46:27 PM amber_greenfield@nashintl.com I am a new mother and it really makes my heart ache to see the suffering of your children. I just can not imagine how hard is each day is for you and your children.I resently saw a show on TV called "The Boy Whoes Skin Fell Off" that brought my attention to this condition. Hopefully it will do the same to others and there will soon be a cure or at least better treatment. I also hope your website and others like yours helps get the word out to the medical community so they better help your children. My son was born health and should thank God everyday for that. May He bless you and keep your little ones healthy as possible. You are in my thoughts and prayers.It's great that celeberties like Couteney Cox Arcquet are getting involved to help further research efforts. Something really must be done to cure this painful dibilitating condition. Peace be with you.
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Lesley Wednesday, July 20th 2005 - 04:59:37 AM Knightsofbsl@aol.com I was so very touched by your website, I too have just lost a baby but only in the early stages..and it hurt so much, so i cannot even bear to think what you must have been through. I have just had a memorial service for my little one and would like to think became an angel also - the poems here have actually helped me they are so true.
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patricia stephen Tuesday, July 19th 2005 - 03:46:53 PM TrishStephen@shaw.ca I have to say what an inspiring and beautiful soul you are. You are faced with pain and suffering for both your beautiful child as well as the rest of your family, but you have been blessed with an incredible strength as well. There are many days I have felt sorry for myself and the predicaments daily life brings, BUT... I am the mother of a healthy 12 year old child. I will never take that for granted again!!! I am currently in the nursing program with one more year to go. I had never wanted to work in pediatrics because I thought I could not take the pain and suffering of children. Your website has made me rethink my position on that.To make one minute (one second) better for a child is the greatest reward on this earth. You and your wonderful angel are in my thoughts. May God bless you.
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Heidi Tuesday, July 19th 2005 - 03:07:28 PM heidi@addyonmysite.com http://www.virushead.net/ Some of the guestbook entries and emails you received are really horrible and even terrifying. The only borderline thing I see is that there are many people who are pretty uncomfortable with any pictures of the dead - whether stillborn babies, soldiers, victims of accident or murder or whatever. That kind of content is always going to bother and even traumatize some people. So I guess you could think about whether you might not want to do that. It is, however, your own decision and I think I understand the impulse to display what little you have in a memorial. I am a pro-choice mom with one living child and two lost pregnancies. My losses were not by choice - and so I understand why these issues are difficult to put out there. Still - a mother has a right to grieve and to have a memorial website. In my own case, I found the creation of online memorials extremely healing and my testimony about an ectopic loss has saved three lives that I know about. There should be no prohibition on expressions of mourning and grief. I don't know what this person posted on their forum, but the people have been very hurtful. Sending you a wave of acceptance and healing - best wishes and don't let them get you down.
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Haley Tuesday, July 19th 2005 - 02:17:28 PM laurathecarrot82102@yahoo.com http://www.geocities.com/laurathecarrot71799/ Hi, I just wanted to say that I read the comments that those people sent you and I'm appalled, disgusted, and saddened! I'm so sorry that these pathetic people are being so horrible to you. I think that your site is beautiful and a wonderful tribute to your son. Please keep on going! Sending many hugs.
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Sharon Tuesday, July 19th 2005 - 12:17:50 PM sharon@creation-vs-evolution.us http://www.edwardtbabinski.us/lectures/oration.html Hi Sylvia, I read some of the comments on the page located at http://www.silviaskingdom.com/uncompassionate.htm . Perhaps I am wrong but I believe what you've attracted are "pro-abortionist" activists? I have seen this kind of offensive behavior before from pro-abortionist activists. Our page in your web ring is not about a personal lost loved one, it was an oration given by Col. Robert G. Ingersoll at the graveside of a child in the 1800's. As you may know, Ingersoll was an Agnostic (borderline Atheist) and he maintained a firm grasp on "tactful" diplomacy and human decency. Something many pro-abortionists (incidentally many are non-believers) have lost sight of, in their fervor to drive every pregnant woman into an abortion clinic. Yes, of course you are grieved to this day, and I empathise with you. My sympathy for your loss. Sally Jesse Raphael, an atheist (and probably pro-choice) once said "bad taste is a sin". Truly, the comments I've read on your guestbook are in bad taste, hurtful and untrue and does a discredit to their argument(s) (whatever argument they're trying to make). I happen to be webmaster for an Agnostic who is pro-choice, but he would never support harrassing an individual like has been done to you. We live in a Democracy, and some people do not quite understand what that word "Democracy" means. Perhaps these individuals who would like to deprive you of your Freedom of Expression over your lost baby... would rather live under a Communist regime, where abortions are forced on women, --and sometimes people "just dissapear" when they talk too much?
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DanielT Monday, July 18th 2005 - 11:18:00 PM danielt@despammed.com http://www.quotes-galore.com/2index.html Hi. I don't usually sign guestbooks, but I was so impressed with yours, that I had to sign it. Thanks for sharing your website. DanielT
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RALPH & ELAINA CARLSTROM Sunday, July 17th 2005 - 11:54:57 PM IMBCHRMED@AOL.COM DEAR FELLOW AMERICCAN, WE DID SO APPRECIATE YOUR WEB SITE AND YOUR POINT OF VIEW! WE MUST NOT STAND BY AND ALLOW BULLIES TO DOMINATE OUR COUNTRY, WHILE UNDERMINING OUR VERY BASIC FREEDOMS OF PEACE, SAFETY, AND THE RIGHT TO PURSUE HAPPINESS. THE MANY FALLEN HEROS BEFORE US WOULD HAVE MADE THEIR SACRIFICE FOR NOTHING. AMERICAS MUST ALWAYS HOLD OUR HEADS UP PROUDLY AND DO WHAT HAS TO BE DONE! OUR SUPPORT IS WITH OUR TROOPS NOW, AND MAY WE HONOR THEM ANND ASSIST THEIR FAMILIES. OUR HEARTS GO OUT TO THE FAMILIES AND THE SURVIVORS OF SEPTEMBER 11, 2001. WE SUFFERED A HOMEGROWN TERRORIST (TIM MCVEIGH)AND HIS COHORTS. THEY BLEW THE FEDERAL BUILDING UP ONLY 15 MILES FROM MY HOME IN NEWALLA, OKLAHOMA. MAY WE ALL GATHER OURSELVES AND GIVE SUPPORT AT THIS MOST DIFFICULT TIME IN OUR NATION'S HISTORY. GOD BLESS YOU FOR YOUR WEBSITE, & KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK.
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Randi Johnson Thursday, July 14th 2005 - 01:15:25 PM tastyshop305@yahoo.com I feel so sorry for the kis that have to go through this and I pray that something will be done. And I hope they have a wonderful life.
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Kendra Deters Thursday, July 14th 2005 - 06:02:58 AM mkdeters99@mchsi.com My heart bleeds for you and yours. What tragedy you and your family have suffered! I read the disgusting e-mails you have recieved, and am just horrified at the hate that lives in our world. Angel Alex was a beautiful soul not meant for our world, and Nicky is a precious child, who, unfortunately, has to live every day in pain. I wish I could take it away myself, as I'm sure you pray every day. But his smile is like a beacon in everyone's heart who sees it, and I thank you so much for letting me see his smile by providing loving, caring people like me with this website. I've never known the grief and horror of losing a child, and have 4 healthy ones, but I will thank GOD every day that they ARE healthy, something I take for granted. I'm sorry for your loss and Nicky's pain, you will be in my thoughts and prayers. Tell Nicky to keep his chin up, and you, too! Much Love and hugs!! Kendra Deters St. Elmo, IL
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carole Thursday, July 14th 2005 - 02:41:11 AM carole@bernnie.fsnet.co.uk first iwould like to say just how beautiful your little baby is you should just let peolple look at him without you thinking its to shocking for some idiots,there is nothing shocking in pure beaty thats whot he is i have lot 2 little boys one lived for 3 days one for 10mins and how iwished i was as brave as you to have held my babies but i didnt i was scared i have photos of the first one which i lokk at all the time and the second even tough he weighed 3lbs i have nothing of him not evev a memory now thats shocking cause all i have is what ifs your little boy is one of the most beautiful stillborn babe i have ever sceen all my love kisses and hugs
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Jenni Keith Tuesday, July 12th 2005 - 09:53:26 PM jennijae@hotmail.com Hi, I traveled to Bosconero, Italy March 2005 hoping to research my family (Gardetto) Unfortunately, the municipal only carried records as far back as 1880's or so--apparently the records before then are in Ivrea--Is this true? And the cemetery was used for Bosconero residents as well? Any information would be appreciated. I would like to add: your site is wonderful. The information is helpful and Italy is beautiful! Thank you, Jenni
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Ronda Tuesday, July 12th 2005 - 08:52:08 PM blueeyesblondie@sbcglobal.net I can not imagine how you feel, and I am so sorry for your loss. I know I did not lose a child, but I have lost my mom in March, so I do know some of the pain. Keep doing everything that you are doing if it helps you get by, that is what I am doing to try to get by with my mom's passing, and I am still having a hard time, but I know God has your son and my mom in his hands and that they are watching out for us. God Bless you and everyone that enters your life.
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Brandi Friday, July 8th 2005 - 08:50:09 AM brandiscrapbook@yahoo.com Just saying a prayer for your family. I saw something like this on the Discovery Health channel and thought it sounded just like your story. Your son sounds absolutely wonderful and I hope that your good days far outnumber the bad ones.
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em Thursday, July 7th 2005 - 09:53:41 PM emmc87@insightbb.com The loss of a child is one of the most terifying, saddest thing a family could go through. i found this page trying to find closer for myself i just lost my little angel a mnth ago Elizabeth Nevaeh Grace born/died on june 4th. she was and always will be the best thing that has ever came to me. she will be miss sadly by all he family.
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A Wednesday, July 6th 2005 - 05:32:19 PM gloworm4370@yahoo.com I came across your site looking for "angel" photos. That should say it all. Ignore the idiots who ramble all their ridiculous nonsense on here. From now on dear, the minute you sense it is a cruel post, stop reading and delete it, if at all possible. Don't let allow their stupidity to enter your head. Just remember, you hold the power not to look it at. My family will keep you and your's in our prayers. God bless you all.
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Bekky Sunday, July 3rd 2005 - 08:39:58 PM girlwiththecurls422@yahoo.com I was looking for more information on what killed my baby sister almost 10 years ago (she was also stillborn). I was only 11 but i remember it vividly in my head, i also remember holding her in the hospital after she died and thinking how beautiful she was. I understand how precious those pictures are as i looked at hers every day. I was given a card with a poem inside on the day of her funeral and it made my heart ache less. I pass it along to you now... One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it: "LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me." The LORD replied: "My son, my precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you." ~Anonymous~ I hope the rest of your life is filled with pleasure
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Hannah Parker Friday, July 1st 2005 - 12:02:35 PM hparker@first-heritage.com Hey, My son Jaydon 2 yrs of age has eb simplex. so, no where near as bad as little Nicky but hads a tad bit of what you are going through. My prayers along with my whole church sends out prayers daily for people like little Nicky and Jaydon every day. I love little children and just wished I could take this bright young children who through all the pain seems to keep there pretty grins shining for the whole world to see. God Bless You and I pray daily for you.
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Kath Forystek Friday, July 1st 2005 - 01:25:35 AM kathnoy54@verizon.net It is so nice to see a picture of Nicky again. I work at Robert P. Ulrich Elementary School where Nicky went for part of first grade. I miss seeing him there. Before he left we had a party for him with his favorite character at that time. Blues Clues. It's nice to see him enjoying school.
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Elias Coutinho Thursday, June 30th 2005 - 09:29:29 AM eliascoutinho@gmail.com Hi! today when I was feeling very low - no job,half the world away from my wife and kid and only wishing to find something on the internet to make me feel better. Then I found your home page and trust me I felt a lot better. Thanks and God Bless. -Elias-
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Cliff Wednesday, June 29th 2005 - 05:15:26 AM ccmtcanada@yahoo.com http://geocities.com/babysydneyt/ Silvia, I found your page looking for more info on EB through a search engine. I do not know anyone with EB, but I just saw a show on TLC called "The Boy Whose Skin Fell Off", and wanted to look into it further. I must say that despite everything you've been through that it took a lot of courage to share your story with the world. All your children are beautiful! I also read the nasty comments that some people wrote in your guestbook. All I can say is that if it bothers them, then DONT LOOK AT THE PICTURES!!! I think it's great that you have these pictures of Alex. He was and always will be a part of your family and I think it's fitting that he has his pictures online as well. I don't think it's disgusting at all...I see a mother who loves EACH and EVERY one of her children. Take care Silvia...you are an inspiration to everyone who "thought" they had it tough in life. Reading your page humbles me...my problems are insignificant. I wish you and your family all the best. Cliff
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Nicole Tuesday, June 28th 2005 - 06:39:52 PM Keeper4GC10@netscape.net good like i hope u get better and i really hate seeing people somwat like u suffer time to time .i can feel sorta the same pain in a way cause my father has cancer.
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Amber Tuesday, June 28th 2005 - 06:24:37 PM aablonde2000@yahoo.com Thank you for sharing your baby with people.I am so sorry to see all the hurtful comments you were left.People are so unfeeling.Alex is your son and I am so glad you got to hold him and have memorys of him.My cousin had a baby March 9 2005 and he was "born still" we as a family have pictures of him everywhere becouse we love him miss him and he is a part of our family.
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Stormie Pelletier Tuesday, June 28th 2005 - 09:43:47 AM stormiep@sympatico.ca http://www.geocities.com/stormies_cloud I just wanted to say I think your site is wonderful and keep your lovely head up I am a Canadian who's husband proudly went to Afghanistan with the Canadian Navy and am very proud of it.The men and women who protect our 2 united countries are someone to be proud of,take care,loving huggles,Stormie
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Erica Monday, June 27th 2005 - 09:49:40 PM PrincessLaigh@yahoo.com Silvia, Your children are so beautiful! I have spent the last two hours learning about your family... what gifts they are to this earth! I so appreciate what you have done to take care of your son so completely. All the joy you have brought him will not go unrewarded by our heavenly Father. (Nicky is His son too :)I myself have had to live most of my life with undiagnosed emotional disorders... not nearly a torment to the degree that you have experienced, but a torment nonetheless. Now that I have been diagnosed I realize that all the pain I went through for those 18 years in my relationship with my mother was experienced under her BEST attempt to give me hope for the future... I don't know how I could have survived this long being so consistently depressed (yet one of the bubbliest people you will ever meet!) I see now that the "medicine" that sustained me for so many years was my mother's selflessness in providing for my every need, with great care. I see the same care in the way you treat your son. Don't ever be convinced that God is not in control! We all have to deal with pain and sickness in the world or varying degrees, because we are born into a world of sin... but I know that this life is just a passing phase to the perfection of eternity in Heaven we will experience, all who accept that Christ died to pay for our every sin. And I know that if Nicky accepts Christ's gift, he will recieve a glorified body... and live in a place free from pain and tears! God loves you Silvia, and your children, and He is glorified when we have joy through the worst of life's circumstances! Your hope is such an encouragement! Keep going... for your rewards in heaven will be great if you put your faith in Jesus. <3 I will pray for your family right now.
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Ally Monday, June 27th 2005 - 01:42:47 PM allysons_mailbox@yahoo.com Silvia, I just finished going through Nicky's page, then Connor's now Alex's. All of these sites are so nicely put together. I read the evil comments (link at the top of Alex's page) and I seriously cannot believe that these people have nothing better to do than post those comments. I'd like to tell them, if you dont like what you see shut the screen and don't look! We all grieve differently and we all honor our loved ones differently. I think this is a very nice tribute to Alex, and as for the one comment about him never existing, give me a break. Obviously this person has never given birth to a child, alive or not, to make that sort of statement. I just wanted to say that you have done a beautiful job on all of these sites, and they are all wonderful tributes to the children in your life that you love.
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Michael Zargarov Monday, June 27th 2005 - 09:38:07 AM Mzargarov@aol.com Do we need any further proof of the absolute non-existence of a "supreme entity" or god? How could anything "merciful" allow such chidren to suffer so horrendously. That said, I must now find a monetary way to help find a cure. We simply cannot rely on prayers and good thoughts to wish away this scourge.
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Galaxia Elite Monday, June 27th 2005 - 06:18:40 AM no@no.com http://goldenelite.net Hello! I just spent some time visiting your site, and I think that it would be an awesome addition to "Golden Elite" Web Competition. We are the most spirited, and most fun website competition that is back on the net! You might be wondering what a Web Competition is. Well... It is a website competition is where your site competes for prizes. It is a great way to get your site noticed, get more hits and make lots of new friends and have tons of fun! We have lots of different themed teams for you to join, like Star Gazers, Sounds of the Century and many more!!! Each team has different fun things you can do to earn 'spirit points' which you can cash in on some fun gift/prizes, like custom made websets, blinkies, sigtags, and much more! Please take a moment and stop by and check us out for yourself. We have games like Yakkin' Safari (a word search game), Treasure Hunt, and Memory Lane (an online maze), and many more to play and win. We also have a quilt & stamp club and many adoptions as well!!! We would love to have you as a part of the Golden Elite family! See ya there! 
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Erin Monday, June 27th 2005 - 05:06:49 AM star_phoenix_13@yahoo.ca http://www.angelfire.com/moon/imladris I just wanted to say how very sorry I am for the loss that you and other families have suffered due to this condition. You are amazingly strong to go on after such a loss. My heart aches to think of what you've been through. I cannot believe the insensitivity of those few who have posted cruel things. They should be grateful that they do not know first hand what it's like to lose a child. Good luck in all your endeavours, and I hope for the continued health of your other children. *hugs*
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Jan Sunday, June 26th 2005 - 09:47:36 PM pad53@comcast.net Silvia, my heart cried while spending time on your website and all the wonderful links therein. I have been blessed with two healthy sons, and my sympathy goes to all the moms and dads who have lost their little ones. I cannot imagine the pain of losing my children before I die. God bless all of you. It was so wonderful reading about your life and your renewed, loving relationship with your prince. I have a cousin in a similar situation which occurred in Antwerp, and now they are re-aquainted and talking of marriage. It makes me very happy. I'm also a Cancer with Gemini cusp, but more Cancer than Gemini (I like to believe). I very much could feel your pain and happiness as I navigated gently through your site. I wish you continued success and happiness in your life, Nicky's life, and all the people in your life. For those who have the need to say hurtful things, know in your heart they are hurting more than they can say. So often it's easier to condemn than give praise, so I hope the hurtful postings are fewer each day. God Bless
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Bareth Martin Saturday, June 25th 2005 - 08:17:42 PM bareth_graham@hotmail.com I'm a 19 year old guy from across the pond in the UK and have never experienced the loss of my own child, but a friend of mine recently lost a child in a way similar to that incurred by yourself, and it broke my heart to a degree whereby I couldn't even imagine what it must feel like to carry your own child for nine months to find out that he/she has already left us. I was genuinely touched by your site and find it truly brave of you to post up those pictures. It's something of a respite for people who've experienced the same thing - we may know of people who've suffered this loss but people who are willing to talk about it like yourself are few and far between. Don't worry about a few morons posting negative comments - notice that the positive ones by far outweigh the negative. You'll always have those people whose insecurities just eat away at them to the point where the only thing that can make them feel better is by making others feel worse. True, by posting up pictures of your miscarried son you've left yourself more vulnerable to verbal assaults, but the degree of soul baring on your page gives you hope for genuity and warm among humankind - and those who would zero in on that vulerabilty are merely morons - here through either insecurity or idle hands. All's not lost, though. You'll be able to spend time with your son and embrace him when you meet in Heaven. Take care.
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Jessyka Monday, June 20th 2005 - 12:02:53 AM xjahxsixkax@Yahoo.com Its nice that you have deciated a site to your son. I dont know why these people would put such horrible things on here. You forewarn them. I see your site as embracing death because it does happen and this society really needs to talk more about it. You even have links for greiving mothers. Its not like you are bragging about it. Your trying to help in my eyes. Sorry for your losses.
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Sicara Thursday, June 16th 2005 - 03:26:49 PM spellbound.sicara@gmail.com http://www.enchantresscave.com Hi! I would like to invite you to a great online group of women :o) I think you and your site would make a great addition! http://www.enchantresscave.com/graphics/graphics/EC_Invite2.jpg
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Mother of an angel baby Thursday, June 16th 2005 - 09:53:22 AM sillysllap@yahoo.com Silvia...may I give you a word of advice? Pay no attention to the pig headed little freaks that actually came to your site just to look at those precious pictures of your beloved son only to critisize you! If they weren't actually looking for it, they wouldn't have seen it! How redundant is it for somebody to critisize someone for something that they absolutely know nothing about which is: A mother greiving the loss of her child. I think Alex is a beautiful little boy and YES he is in Heaven and YES he did live before he was taken...that was to wee brained wallace. Apparently he doesn't understand that this is how you move on to wake up another day ...obviously wallace doesn't understand or grasp the fact that there's a difference between a huge bowel movement (which I'm sure he names his) and a mother giving birth to a stillborn child...I should know how that feels, because I did it as well...and I went on to have another child after that...I don't think you are wrong in posting his picture up on the internet because of that rare disease that he probably had is something all mothers need to be informed about and plus he's such a cute baby! Here's a little poem to place on your site: Mommy don't cry for me today I am finally free you carried me with such love but I went to Heaven above Even though we had just a moment I'm sorry to cause you pain, cause you anguish and torment, But God held out his hand and he called to me, so don't worry mommy, I'm finally FREE! that poem helped me...I hope it helps you. In loving memory of Demetriah Alexis Fink born to Heaven 1-23-00 five months pre-term and I have pictures!
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McDonnell Family Thursday, June 16th 2005 - 07:21:56 AM warrier24@aol.com What a beautiful website you've created! You must be so proud of your brave little boy. Even with this horrible painful disease, he still manages to smile and be happy. May God bless you and your family, and my prayers will always be with you.
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Sarah Wednesday, June 15th 2005 - 08:23:40 PM bannieshe@tds.net I think Alex is beautiful and I am so sorry that there are people in this world who could say such awful things. Thank you for sharing him with us.
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Kelly Monday, June 13th 2005 - 08:43:57 PM KellyTexas30@aol.com http://KellyandGavin.com Saw a commercial on the Jonny Kennedy story...stumbled across your website in process of looking up information on the disease. I am a single mom of a 9 yr old boy. I too miscarried...it was early on...but it was still a very painful loss. Each year, I wonder what my child would have been...a boy? Perhaps a beautiful little girl..... Loss is very difficult. People deal with it in many different ways. I read the posts from those people who were saying very judgemental and horrible things. While the pictures of your son were hard to look at...very sad....this is how you choose to remember him...that is all you had.....this is your way of sharing and copeing.....shame on anyone who has not been in your shoes and lived thru the things that you have, to cast judgement. The words I would have for them, I cannot post on your site. I just hope they relize that they are sorry, lowlife people to be so crude and heartless. I am sorry for you loss.
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Rachel Carty Saturday, June 11th 2005 - 10:56:55 AM rachelcarty@hotmail.com Thanks for giving me hope in true love, soul mates and fairytales...fell in love with a musician a year ago...he went on tour and broke my heart...still think he's the one...confused and missing love!
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Betty Wednesday, June 8th 2005 - 11:33:55 PM bmulwa2001@yahoo.com Hi, I am so sorry for your sons conditions. I also lost my first born son. He was full term and stillbirth. God has a purpose for everything. God Bless you Betty
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Jeri Tuesday, June 7th 2005 - 09:30:31 PM Jerisquared@adelphia.net I saw your website while researching something totally different. I had a stillborn baby boy also. On June 9th 2005 he would have been four years old. I also heard all those crazy things. Have another baby, no I want this baby. But you still have your older son, right but I wanted this baby too. Blah Blah. I know people say stupid things mainly because they have no idea what else to say. I think your page is great. I have been looking for ways to commemerate my son's life as well. I have recently obtained a sort of birth certificate for him..states that he was stillborn but to me it is tangible evidence that he did exist. I dont know if it is a federal law or just a state law(it was just passed not too long ago that allows stillbirths to have birth certificates)you can check with your local vital records department to see if you can get one too. (((Bless You))) <~~~Consider that please, an internet hug!
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Kristina Tuesday, June 7th 2005 - 06:28:28 PM stewart_angels@yahoo.com http://www,geocities.com/stewart_angels/ My heart goes out to you. I am sorry for your loss. Prayers, Kristina
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michelle Tuesday, June 7th 2005 - 01:17:17 PM michelleking350@msn.com just a note to tell you how wonderful i think you site is... i had my son, casey james, march 17, 2005. he was stillborn, and his too was blamed on a cord accident. he was my first and will be with me forever.
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Mauro Tuesday, June 7th 2005 - 04:48:49 AM cgmauro@tiscali.it Compimenti! il sito sprigiona felicità e dolcezza, un saluto dall'Italia
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Suzanne Monday, May 30th 2005 - 08:45:32 PM neitmouser@aol.com  This is a most cordial invitation To join a wonderful group. The Women of Strength and Inner Beauty Think you are strong beauty, too. Women from all walks of life, Coming together here online, We think you'd make a wonderful addition. Please, consider making a positive reply. The sisters would be most happy To have you and your lovely site Come and be among us. It would be to our delight. ©MissZ
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jennifer walton Friday, May 27th 2005 - 04:05:05 PM jennifer_cool_babe@hotmail.com http://amoinferno.piczo.com yur site rocks girl! It's awesome! Keep it rocking~! jen!
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elizabeth Tuesday, May 24th 2005 - 07:12:42 PM mamasdsc@hotmail.com i dont think i know the words to describe this site..wow..it made me want to cry but in a good way..so well done,so informative,so beautiful.i have never lost a child and hope&pray i never will.i think your kingdom is a healing place,a good place,a safe place...liz
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Suzanne Tuesday, May 24th 2005 - 06:25:46 AM neitmouser@aol.com http://www.wosib.org  This is a most cordial invitation To join a wonderful group. The Women of Strength and Inner Beauty Think you are strong beauty, too. Women from all walks of life, Coming together here online, We think you'd make a wonderful addition. Please, consider making a positive reply. The sisters would be most happy To have you and your lovely site Come and be among us. It would be to our delight. ©MissZ
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Seagull Friday, May 20th 2005 - 02:46:39 PM nomail@nomail.com http://www.wosib.org This is a most cordial invitation To join a wonderful group. The Women of Strength and Inner Beauty Think you are strong beauty, too. Women from all walks of life, Coming together here online, We think you'd make a wonderful addition. Please, consider making a positive reply. The sisters would be most happy To have you and your lovely site Come and be among us. It would be to our delight. ©MissZ
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Amanda Friday, May 20th 2005 - 10:32:57 AM AmandaMommy20@yahoo.com Hey it is so neat seeing someone elses pregnancy pics I am 20 and having my 3rd baby I am around 5 weeks and soo happy my oldest is two and my youngest is one both girls I have my fingers crossed for a baby boy. Well god bless.
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DANTE AMBROGI Wednesday, May 18th 2005 - 08:20:57 AM SCULPTUREBYDANTE@SBCGLOBAL.NET Very good, I read and yes, I dreamed.
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Karen Monday, May 16th 2005 - 03:14:16 PM hollyhobbie@hollyhobbie.150m.com http://www.hollyhobbie.com I loved surfing your web site. Loved all the different colors, backgrounds, and graphics. :) Thanks for sharing... Karen
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Katy Tutuska Sunday, May 15th 2005 - 12:38:23 PM katytutuska@hotmail.com http://faithsmommy.bravehost.com I am so sorry about your little baby Alex. I also have gone thur- what you have. I lost my daughter Faith Leeann she was born still @ full term. Faith was 3lbs 13oz and 17"long. I'm so sorry people don't understand the way we feel about OUR Babies. I guess they have never gone thru- this. Sorry about there nasty remarks. But face it they don't UNDERSTAND OUR PAIN. BUT I can say I UNDERSTAND because I just lost my baby this past December. December 22 2004. Once again sorry about you Beautiful son Alex.
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Katy Tutuska Sunday, May 15th 2005 - 12:38:13 PM katytutuska@hotmail.com http://faithsmommy.bravehost.com I am so sorry about your little baby Alex. I also have gone thur- what you have. I lost my daughter Faith Leeann she was born still @ full term. Faith was 3lbs 13oz and 17"long. I'm so sorry people don't understand the way we feel about OUR Babies. I guess they have never gone thru- this. Sorry about there nasty remarks. But face it they don't UNDERSTAND OUR PAIN. BUT I can say I UNDERSTAND because I just lost my baby this past December. December 22 2004. Once again sorry about you Beautiful son Alex.
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Kimberly L. Friday, May 13th 2005 - 10:51:44 PM moonshadow024@yahoo.com Hello - Came across your web-page by accident but found myself having a fun time reading and looking at everything! My younger sister has disabilities and I have seen the looks my mother has been given - or the inapropriate judgement passed by others. Good for you for speaking up and taking charge and not allowing yourself to be abused by the system created here for absolute 'normalcy'. Please take care and I wish you and your family the best!
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Jeni Friday, May 13th 2005 - 02:32:59 PM nospamplease@nospam.com http://www.fitnessandfreebies.com Hi - enjoyed my visit to your site and wanted to say hello and wish you the best!
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Lori Friday, May 13th 2005 - 08:56:20 AM darsmommy@yahoo.com What a beautiful baby. You must feel so lucky to have been blessed with his presence even if it was such a short stay. I lost a nephew this summer and his parents took lots of pictures. I think there is not a thing wrong with that. Thank you so much for sharing online the wonderful yet short life of your son. I feel blessed that I got to stop by the site and get to "know" him. God Bless you always.
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Dorothy Thursday, May 12th 2005 - 07:31:46 PM ddoggart@rogers.com Sylvia - we have spoken before and you have blessed my heat. I have 5 angels waiting for me, what a day of rejoicing that will be! You have made a beautiful memorial to Alex, thank you. Dorothy
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Vickie Vance Thursday, May 12th 2005 - 07:04:34 AM vickie143@hotmail.com I just wanted to say that I am sorry to hear of your loss I too just had a son on 1-29-05 and he died on 02-18-05 of organ failure I got 20 wonderful days that I can thank god for and the griefing process is hard and me and my husband take one day at a time, We would like to try again but in fear of heartbreak again. God bless you and your family.
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Sarah S Wednesday, May 11th 2005 - 08:33:30 PM kierbearsmommy@yahoo.com Hi! I just got done looking over your pictures of baby Alex and my heart goes out to you for so many reasons. To lose a child is horrible. I think you are very courageous to have taken the time to hold your child and spend time with him and share your memories with us. It makes me very sad that people have said so many horrible things about the way you have shared your story. These people obviously don't have children or have encountered situations were things aren't "happily ever after". I'm a mother to a special needs baby that I wouldn't trade for the world yet my family constantly tells me to have my tubes tied because I could have another child with "issues" G-d bless you and yours
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ada lynne duncan Tuesday, May 10th 2005 - 05:20:00 PM adad223@yahoo.com http://charter.net Thank you so vey much for the most beautiful site I have seen in a while. I lost my little girl at 51/2 months from New Phemonie (probably spelled wrong). She was a beautiful baby and perfect. I had taken a cold and they wouldn't give me anything for it. We had an ortopie done on her so we would know what happened. We named her Samatha Berniece Blevins. Our older daughter was 7 yrs. old and her name is Trulia Lynne Blevins.So I understand your feelings. May God Bless, ada lynne duncan
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Carla Brake Tuesday, May 10th 2005 - 02:44:50 PM brakegrnsbr@aol.com http:// http//www.mahoganyrose.com/Angels?RobertBrake.html You have a beaitiful son and site!I recently lost my son Robby to SIDS on Feb.16,2005. He was only 2 months old. I miss him dearly,but I feel blessed even to have that short time with him. our angels are playing together in heavens garden! I love your incredimail angel babies letters!
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tammy Friday, May 6th 2005 - 02:49:03 PM cjabuchon@aol.com i completly understand how you feel i lost my little girl Alyssa mai jan.1,2005,she to was stillborn. ithink what you have done in memory of your little man is amazing. my heart goes out to and your family.
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Rory McDermott Thursday, May 5th 2005 - 09:25:49 AM mcdermr2@esmgc.com You're are truley an amazing person, there's deffinatley no two ways about it! I've never signed a guestbook before, but if I was ever to sign one it was deffinatley this one. After all the suffering you've been through, no one could have been more supportive and courageous. I'm a 6ft 6" first team scottish rugby player, and if I ever happen to bunp into the people who wrote those obseen, disgusting messages, then I promise you they'll get what they diserve!!! May God Bless You and Alex, and may he let you live long, healthy enjoyable lives, for you are the strongest person I have ever, ever, ever met. With all the Love and Sympothy I can give Rory McDermott P.S The website is fab, and i'll be back to visit it on a regular basis, thankx for sharing your Family's stories!
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Allie Wednesday, May 4th 2005 - 11:02:19 PM allieo1222@aol.com i was deeply touche by your website, adn you and your family will be in my prayers. just remember to stay strong. my sympathy and love goes out to you!
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Soapaz Wednesday, May 4th 2005 - 01:48:32 AM soapy_23@yahoo.com HOW DARE DO PPL SAY BAD AND HURTFUL THINGS on someone else's website, especially when this website is a memorial to their child that never made it in this hurtful and desrespectful world. Which...after reading these rude comments, thank god that Alex never got to know what a hurtful world this earth can be. I felt deepen by this site.. I too have lost my baby. But unfortunately, I didnt get the chance to get photos of my little angel...because I was too hurt. All I had was one photo when she was born, a lock of hair and foot and hand prints. I'm am really sorry Silvia, for these hurtful comments that some heartless people posted and emailed you. However... I shouldnt be really apologising for these F#*@ed up people... who I believe need more help than you... because they are to narrow minded to accept what other people do to help them grieve for their loved ones... Maybe these people are ones in the world who have no feelings... whom are the ones who... when one of thier loved ones die... they feel nothing. Good luck and wish you all the best. PS: website is great!! Keep up the good work.
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amanda foster Tuesday, May 3rd 2005 - 07:05:04 PM mandafoster@hotmail.com I am 18 and have the mild type of EB and it hurts me so much to see people worse than what i have. But it's good to see you doing so well. Keep it up and have faith.
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Tiffany S Monday, May 2nd 2005 - 01:02:16 PM SSimpson1@rr.com My baby girl Claire was born April 27,2004 She lived for 4 hours. I had PPROM at 21 weeks but didn't deliver until 28 weeks. We were hopeful but were not lucky.
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Silvia Torrez Sunday, May 1st 2005 - 06:05:58 PM smtorrez@cox.net Dear Silvia I think that you are really, really pretriy Love Silvia Torrez
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Samantha Sunday, May 1st 2005 - 12:06:04 AM samjolei@yahoo.com http://samlei.bravehost.com/index.html I was surfing the net and came across your page. I enjoyed my visit here and plan to return. Keep up the good work.
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April Friday, April 29th 2005 - 01:24:22 PM imaginary_light03@yahoo.com Silvia, I can't begin to explain how deeply sorry I am for your loss. I came across your site last night while looking for pictures of baby angels (because I'm looking to get a tattoo of two baby angels with the names of my twin boys underneath) and I cried myself to sleep. I don't think I could be as strong or as brave as you if I had lost one or both of them. My entire pregnancy I never once thought of the possibility of losing them, I was naive. Now I know how lucky I was too. I had no idea that there were still many babies that are stillborn and I didn't know much about EB. Thank you for sharing your story. You have no idea how much you have taught me. I won't take a moment I spend with my boys for granted and I appreciate the gift God has given me even more than I did before. My heart goes out to you and all the other mothers who have lost children. Only you and God knows what it is like to experience the pain of losing a child, and the heartless people who say such cruel things about your beautiful son are beneath you. And I know it doesn't help, but I'd like you to know that I sent them all emails letting them know how pathetic and despicable they are. :) You are in my prayers. Lots of love, April
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Marie Tuesday, April 26th 2005 - 07:33:37 PM wickedlette4life@mchsi.com i just wanted to say i loved ur site i too am getting married on june 24,2005 and we r having a lord of the rings wedding if ya want when we done i can send ya some pics of it.but i too am gonna work on making a web site for our wedding.thank you for sharing ur happy day with us all. many blessings to u both. Marie
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terri Sunday, April 24th 2005 - 06:17:00 AM terri82@localnet.com My honey and I also lost our first child, he was a 9lb.3oz. beautiful baby. We never thought that we would be coming home empty armed. "Our Little Angel" Luke was born Oct.19,04. The cause of his death was hemorage of umbilical cord at fetal end. That day we lost our child, we held him and kept him in our room for our families to see him, and didn't want to let him go, we kept him for about 5 short hours, and felt it was time we had to let the guy take him. Luke also took our hearts with him. His room still waits for that little boy to fill the empty space. We hope to have another baby in the making this fall! Words can't explain the empty spot thats left in your heart and the sadness that lingers along after loosing that little miracle that grew inside you for so many months, babies are so precious and perfect in every way!!
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Seagull Friday, April 22nd 2005 - 04:16:12 PM nomail@nomail.com http://www.wosib.org This is a most cordial invitation To join a wonderful group. The Women of Strength and Inner Beauty Think you are strong beauty, too. Women from all walks of life, Coming together here online, We think you'd make a wonderful addition. Please, consider making a positive reply. The sisters would be most happy To have you and your lovely site Come and be among us. It would be to our delight. ©MissZ
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name withheld Wednesday, April 20th 2005 - 12:56:11 PM kellbellculver@fuse.net I am so sorry for your loss, and the suffering you faced at the fingers of those who typed such judgemental and downright hateful entries. Rest assured, your site and even the pictures serve a purpose in helping others grieve and share thier own losses. Thank you for sharing your angel with me. He sure is a cutie.
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