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Name scot

Comments

 there is not day that goes by that I don't think of you.
I hope you have everything you want and need in this life. Toaph you were, and always be the love of my life. I only hope that one day we can be friends again.
-Scot
DATE Thursday, August 14th 2008 - 10:38:34 PM

Name Scot Jeffrey Alpert
E-mail address eatatscots@yahoo.com

Comments

 To be confident a solid foundation has been built within you.
To know your friends will stand with you no matter the storm.
To realize actions by you cause others to seek the best within themselves helps you to be motivated for a day of great development.
With much love and respect,
Scot
I will never stop loving you Toaph, have the best birthday ever!
DATE Monday, July 21st 2008 - 04:14:07 PM

Name Scot Jeffrey Alpert

Comments

 Please face your fears, walk through them and find the grace you have been looking for. You have this life, start living your dreams, and watch the doors fly open. I have and I never thought life could be this grand. You can do it Toaph, Face those fears, you have it within you, and stop caring what everyone thinks, who cares, the ones who love you will always be by your side. All my love, I hope you have a great birthday....
Your old freind and lover,
Scot
DATE Tuesday, July 15th 2008 - 09:00:32 PM

Name Tom Clark
E-mail address beaniecapguy@gmail.com
Homepage URL http://www.tomsbodypix.com

Comments

 Hi Cristopher,
I found you years ago online and loved your work and then in the course of a move or computer change I lost the link to your website and couldn't find it again. And I've been searching ever since trying to find you. I was so excited the other day to come across your vids on XTube - it was like hitting the motherlode all over again.

There's something extraordinary about you and your work. I'm so fascinated by you that I have on occasion sat for hours exploring your images and your writings. It was great to see a lot of the older self-portraits again and to see all of the new vids you've been working on. The short at the pool table is so free and beautiful and so absolutely magical on so many levels that it's almost impossible to describe. All these years of being naked has given you something that few other people on earth could ever duplicate.

Really happy to find you again Christopher. I thought you'd taken your toys and disappeared from the internet - so glad to see that you haven't.

best,
Tom
DATE Sunday, May 18th 2008 - 05:49:14 PM

Name Scot jeffrey alpert
E-mail address eatatscots@yahoo.com

Comments

 Would you lay here, would you just lay here, with me. and just forget the world....
DATE Wednesday, May 7th 2008 - 03:13:50 AM

Name Earl Ray
E-mail address earlraysa@yahoo.com
Homepage URL http://earlraysa.rowdyroundup.com/

Comments

 Need ta come ta Austin for aGLIFF. They'ed love ya, here.
http://www.agliff.org/

Kevin and I spent a night of fascinated, slack-jawed gawkin,' at your "body" of video vérité. (and that's a good thing) Bravo! Keep em' comin.'

You gotta MySpace page? I'm here:
http://www.myspace.com/earthtomonkieboi

Super. Love. Hot. WOW! Crazy. More. Please.
DATE Tuesday, April 29th 2008 - 05:34:18 PM

Name Manuel
E-mail address man_lopes@hotmail.com
Homepage URL http://myspace.com/manuelbotelho

Comments

 I just love your videos, your photographs...
I didn't read your poetry, but I'll come back tomorrow...
may I?
each time I see some of your work, I become more and more fascinated...
you're amazing!...
I love it
DATE Wednesday, April 23rd 2008 - 12:05:00 AM

Name scot

Comments

 What happened to your 6 pack abs, and whats with that double chin? Get back to the gym Toaph! I work out everyday for 2 hours! Thanks for getting me started, now I bench 180 lbs.
DATE Thursday, March 20th 2008 - 06:16:56 PM

Name Scot

Comments

 hey toaph
DATE Wednesday, March 19th 2008 - 07:47:20 PM

Name scot

Comments

 Hey whats with the double chin you have now, you always looks so buff, but you look alittle chubbed out on your last video. I still loved it though. I'm at the gym 2 hours a day, and love how ripped I have gotten.Thanks for showing me how to work out. I now have the body I have always wanted. I will put on 10 more lbs of muscle before my birthday.
Get back to the gym handsome.
Scot
DATE Monday, March 17th 2008 - 06:15:06 PM

Name Mike Walker
E-mail address mikewalkerdvm@sunflower.com

Comments

 Nice site and nice art.
DATE Thursday, March 13th 2008 - 10:46:31 PM

Name Scot Jeffrey Alpert
Homepage URL http://corundumfurnishings.com

Comments

 Toaph,

I find it so funny, that sometimes the gifts we give to the ones we love, are often recieved by them many years later. I hope you enjoy your moments with Dan and Jon, and Gordon, and Wayne. All of them have always been dear and close to my heart. There is much wisdom, and grace to be learned from Gordon. Gordon is very brillant, and you are very lucky to blessed you with his friendship.

It seems life is like that movie you created.
Sometimes we make choices based on our gut feeling, and sometimes the destiny that we live, gives us a insight, on what choices to make and how to spend our day.

Something brought you to the the place we first met.
I am forever greatful for those moments, knowing you has made a profound difference in the way I live my life in this present moment.

Create always....
Peace, and love to you, my old friend, and lover,
Scot
DATE Wednesday, February 27th 2008 - 07:19:44 PM

Name wayno
E-mail address wayno4u@gmail.com

Comments

 laying around with a sore throat the last couple of days would have been a real bummer but then I came upon your "woodsman" video, and then this interesting website. I traveled a lot thru your neck of the woods when I was driving transport. can't picture u managing those hills with those v.w.'s tho.
cheers ...
DATE Tuesday, February 19th 2008 - 12:04:18 AM

Name Scot

Comments

 Hope you can stay warm this winter, and still find time to create, at least once a month. God knows I have given you plenty of things to write about. So maybe this will be the year you finish your book, and finally get published.
Take care Toaph.
DATE Tuesday, February 12th 2008 - 08:53:45 PM

Name tony
E-mail address tony5544@yahoo.com

Comments

 you should be ashamed of yourself for posting pictures like this where young children can easlity see them, and read the sexual content and situations you describe. Art is art, but you have taken it to a different level where innocent children can be victims, and you the exhibitionist. You should not be allowed to post anything on the internet.
DATE Monday, January 28th 2008 - 05:11:39 PM

Name you know who I am

Comments

 Stop hacking into my computer. It is against the law, and I will not stand for it any long!
DATE Sunday, January 27th 2008 - 09:34:30 PM

Name Scot

Comments

 Stop hacking into my computer. It is against the law, and I will not stand for it any longer.
DATE Sunday, January 27th 2008 - 09:31:13 PM

Name Bruce Samuel NOBLE
E-mail address brazen_500@hotmail.com

Comments

 A great site, full of usefull imformation.
DATE Wednesday, October 17th 2007 - 04:55:34 AM

Name Herbert Nixon
E-mail address anniepullum@comcast.net

Comments

 I love your photos. You are a hamdsome and sexy man. Best wishs for you
DATE Monday, October 8th 2007 - 01:27:36 PM

Name Denise LaFrance
E-mail address denisethepainter@yahoo.com
Homepage URL http://www.myspace.com/denisethepainter

Comments

 I forgot to mention how much I enjoy your photography! It's really thought and mood-provoking--as is your poetry. I particularly enjoyed your poem 'nobody like me' (forgive please if I recalled the title of the poem incorrectly--but I'm sure you know the one to which I refer)...You must celebrate your individuality and that you are a maverick.

I've enjoyed viewing your creations.
DATE Sunday, September 16th 2007 - 08:10:37 PM

Name Denise LaFrance
E-mail address denisethepainter@yahoo.com
Homepage URL http://www.myspace.com/denisethepainter

Comments

 Hi Toaph,

I just read about your Peter Berlin experience via your mutual friend, Biron.
Thanks for sharing that. I enjoyed reading it. You're a very articulate writer.

I am glad it went well for you.
I am a friend of Peter's and I am glad he shared some time with you, appreciated you as a fellow artist as well as inspired you to continue with your artwork.

If you'd like to visit my myspace page-you are most welcome.
On this page, you will see a few of the paintings I've painted of Peter in watercolor as well as a couple photographs in the picture section--as well as on the main profile.
I'm delighted to be returning to San francisco this coming November to once again visit Peter--something I'm greatly anicipating. He's a good person and has lots of great ideas and outlooks on life to share.

Best wishes from Toronto, Canada.
Denise LaFrance
DATE Sunday, September 16th 2007 - 07:52:40 PM

Name guy from germany

Comments

 coincidental, i got to your homepage. im very impressed by your essay 'bout your sexuality and about your experiences as a gay person. as im quite young and not sure about my sexual orientation your story gave me a lot of courage and and a positive regard of the future.

great page!
DATE Thursday, January 11th 2007 - 10:51:50 AM

Name Scot jeffrey alpert
E-mail address eatatscots@yahoo.com

Comments

 You have been on my mind alot lately. Hope you had a nice weekend, I wish you would get out of my dreams, I Wish one day would go by where I did not think of you.
DATE Sunday, November 26th 2006 - 03:49:42 PM

Name Scot Jeffrey Allpert

Comments

 What have you done today to FEEL PROUD?
DATE Sunday, November 5th 2006 - 01:06:18 PM

Name New Fan
E-mail address fwtopdawg@yahoo.com

Comments

 Just happened across your page. Find it very interesting. Thanks for a whole new insight on art and those who produce it. I wish you well with future projects and will be checking periodically to see if there are any new photos and poems to read. Thanks again for enjoyable reading. T
DATE Friday, August 25th 2006 - 01:34:59 PM

Name Emma
E-mail address ohbrazil@gmail.com

Comments

 I like your art. I like your interests. I want to see the 'obscene' videos, the b-list videos. Is there a way to get access to them?
DATE Monday, August 21st 2006 - 02:56:43 AM

Name Arteest
E-mail address Arteest@union-square.us

Comments

 Stunning work, dude! I'd love to see G*I*J*O but don't see any place to view it... is it for sale anywhere? I live in Baltimore and enjoyed reading your comments about John Waters... he's filmed all his movies here and this town is full of those characters. Really!
DATE Saturday, May 20th 2006 - 06:41:24 PM

Name jimmyb
E-mail address jgbboxerboy@aim.com
Homepage URL http://www.connexion.org/jimmyb

Comments

 LOVE your work bro.
Would really like some pictures taken of me.
Jimmy
Also enjoy chatting with you,hope to meet someday soo.
DATE Friday, April 7th 2006 - 04:29:46 PM

Name Knut
E-mail address die-4-kolonisten@t-online.de

Comments

 Hi Chris,
i just googled to your page. Really interesting stories,essays and all the other stuff.I will be back later....perhaps you remember the wiered exchange student ´81-´82 living in your fantastic house in Mullin St. Yes, that´s me...just wanted to say "Hi". Whatis about Jeff have not heard from him for decades....
Anyway congratulations for your fantastic webpage...
ciao from germany
Knut

P.S. thx for nice Schumacher -picture...I can´t stand this guy either....
DATE Saturday, February 25th 2006 - 09:26:10 AM

Name alex
E-mail address axs007@gmx.de
Homepage URL http://www.byt118.de

Comments

 now i got a ti59 the first time and discovered this site.

szia
alex
DATE Wednesday, February 8th 2006 - 04:09:52 PM

Name Anton
E-mail address anton.prinsloo@gmail.com
Homepage URL http://au.geocities.com/anton_prinsloo/index.html

Comments

 Mate! I've been visiting your site since the 1980's and still enjoy your work immensely. Don't ever stop!

take care and thanks for sharing yourself with us for so many years.

Anton

PS - I miss the video clips of your movie making era! They were great!
DATE Friday, January 20th 2006 - 05:11:52 AM

Name Showoffman
E-mail address showoffman@yahoo.com

Comments

 Dude, great geek pic. Wish we could still look at videos on web. loved GIJOE.

Dude, I love your art and I'd be curious to be a fly on the wall to watch expose yourself.

Jake
DATE Saturday, January 14th 2006 - 01:21:26 AM

Name Josh
Homepage URL http://leo-king.blogspot.com/

Comments

 I really enjoyed your website - incredible photos - how liberating it must be to take them. Your work on this site is very interesting - I could look at it for hours.

Looking forward to visiting again. Best regards,
Josh
DATE Thursday, December 15th 2005 - 11:40:41 PM

Name DC

Comments

 Hey, I just wanted to offer the suggestion (if it has not already been made or thought of) that you turn Bird Song into a movie....
DATE Monday, December 5th 2005 - 02:25:12 PM

Name Scot Jeffrey Alpert
E-mail address Eatatscots@aol.com
Homepage URL http://The nameless one

Comments

 If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you;
But make allowance for their doubting too;

If you can dream-and not make dreams your master;
If you can think-and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken
And stoop and build'em up with worn out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn or pitch and toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginning
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the will which says to them: "HOLD ON,"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings- nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty-seconds' worth of distance run-
Yours is the earth and everything that's in it,
And -which is more-you'll be a man.

I just found out I have cancer Toaph.
Cancer, and aids, I don't know how much longer
I will be on this earth. I just wanted you to know I
always loved you.
Make your dreams come true.
See you on the other side.
From my soul to yours, Scot
DATE Wednesday, November 16th 2005 - 07:40:01 PM

Name Scot jeffrey Alpert
E-mail address eatatscots@aol.com

Comments

 Toaph, it is very hard to live with aids. Your actions toward me have made it even harder. Why would you come to live with me, make me believe you wanted a life with me, and then finnally tell me you could not be with me because I have AIDS. You have no Idea how hurtful your actions have made me feel. I know understand what a empty soul you are.I thought maybe you just did not love yourself, and that was the reason you could not love me. Now I know you are just a cruel man that uses people for there own gain. It is so sad that you had to take advantage of me in such a cruel and heatless way. I always gave you the best that my heart could give. What kind of MONSTER are you. I only hope that you never have to suffer from this disease, and then be taken advantage of from someone who tells you they love you. Karma will get you in the end. I hope to understand what I am to learn from your awful and heartless actions. How very lonely it must be, to be you. I now know that your beauty is only skin deep. What a fool I was to believe you were were something else.
DATE Thursday, October 20th 2005 - 12:58:55 AM

Name KeyserSoze27
E-mail address KeyserSoze27@gmail.com

Comments

 by the way you can also put that Renault owns 3 other car companies:

1)Nissan (they own 44.4% of the company)
2)Dacia
3)Renault Samsung Motors
DATE Tuesday, October 18th 2005 - 08:03:27 AM

Name KeyserSoze27
E-mail address KeyserSoze27@gmail.com

Comments

 Well Christopher,

You can put Fernando Alonso as 2005 F1 Champion and Renault as 2005 F1 Car Constructor Champion!!!!!!!

We are the Champions , my friends........
DATE Tuesday, October 18th 2005 - 07:57:56 AM

Name Mark
E-mail address mark@online-casino-777.net
Homepage URL http://www.0-gambling.us/

Comments

 I just surfed in this great place. i took a few minutes of my spare time and surfed over your sites. Great kompliment!
It's one of the best I found in net.
DATE Wednesday, October 12th 2005 - 02:32:37 AM

Name Scot Jeffrey Alpert
E-mail address eatatscots@aol.com

Comments

 Toaph I guess you just needed to make my heart bleed one more time. Over folsom weekend, I thought we had come so far. I thought for the first time you were finally being honest with me. You told me you loved me,(something you said you would never say unless you meant it) You wrote to me"we have always been together, we will always be together" And when I arrived home, then you told me to fuck off, to get out of your life. I hope no one ever hurts you the way you have hurt me. I have not been able to sleep or eat for a week. I can't seem to stop crying from the pain you have given me. I hope you are finnally happy with yourself. How can you be so cold Toaph. Take a look in the mirror, is this the person you want to be? Heartless! I forgive you, I just hope you can forgive yourself. Scot
DATE Thursday, October 6th 2005 - 04:54:08 PM

Name Steve B
E-mail address stevie@neo-vortex.net

Comments

 Fantastic website, i can really relate to you and your life experiences, as i am also homosexual, and we have shared the same life changing moments where you finally accept yourself and your attractions, and the heart stopping moment that scares you 90% of the way to your grave... Telling your parents!

Well done Toaph, my heart goes out to you.
Steve
DATE Sunday, October 2nd 2005 - 02:06:55 PM

Name Anne
E-mail address AnMelch7@aol

Comments

 Bloody Hell! How did I get here??? I cant believe there is nsomeone out there that likes the same things I do! I love that Jim Carroll song..Thats from Catholic Boy I think. Also I thought hairspray sucked but Pink Flamingos , Polyester and the early stuff was awesome. Pee Wee fan also!
see my web www.kretinrocks.com
you have an excellent site!
DATE Thursday, September 29th 2005 - 01:02:57 AM

Name Brian
E-mail address baddley1@juno.com

Comments

 As a French car fool I thoroughly enjoyed reading your automotive history. I started with a Renault Dauphine, (with electric-automatic tranmission)and have gone through three Peugeots. Along the way there have been various V.W. Vans,Ford Cortinas, old Darts, a 1956 Lincoln Premier and a variety of other oddities. I have the same philosophy of car buying..."This looks interesting.." I am thinking of getting a restored Citroen, but must check to see if wife will leave me.(As promised when I threatened to bring home yet another Peugeot 404)Keep up the reports!
DATE Monday, September 19th 2005 - 01:39:10 AM

Name hari j
E-mail address push2read@yahoo.com
Homepage URL http://menshi.myftp.org

Comments

 mr. westfall,
your art is a loaf of warm bread.
thank you for a slice.

hari j
DATE Friday, August 26th 2005 - 07:14:09 PM

Name whoseurdaddy
E-mail address faggots@fucked.com

Comments

 This author is another fag from hell. Frickin queers and their pussy lifstyle.
DATE Monday, August 1st 2005 - 04:54:28 AM

Name jake
E-mail address r232_uk@yahoo.com

Comments

 Thought the sight was brilliant. Some astonishingly beautiful photography. I have a real sense of you.

Me a video artist too and very interested in the idea of exposure. Keep up the good work.
kind regards.
DATE Friday, July 15th 2005 - 12:44:51 PM

Name Wpclub
E-mail address wp@net4jesus.com
Homepage URL http://wp-club.net

Comments

 I want your and luck
DATE Thursday, July 14th 2005 - 11:11:52 AM

Name Kvazimoda
E-mail address kva@gmail.com
Homepage URL http://www.vzdroch-ka.com

Comments

 That their eloquent expressions of love
DATE Wednesday, July 13th 2005 - 12:02:40 PM

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