| Name | Josh | |
| E-mail address | jreeshopkins@gmail.com | |
Comments |
Toaph,
I somehow came across your living autobiography during one of my interminable internet quests. Upon becoming acclimated with what the story was about, I began to read the various articles. I very much appreciate the honest reality you pose in your stories. As a gay male myself, I quickly identified aspects of your stories in my own life experiences. No matter how much I am reassured, I always believe myself to be a single outcast in the world I live in. However, in reading your life stories, I am comforted in discovering another person who has thought and felt the same as I. So ultimately, I wanted to say thank you for presenting me with a kind of "Dear Abby" resource. As a 19 year old in 2011, I am gifted with a major societal acceptance of homosexuality. Nevertheless, I still have troubles in accepting this reality for myself. By reading your stories, I am brought a step closer to the realization that homosexuality is just as inherently natural to me as my curly hair or brown eyes. Again, thanks, JRH | |
| DATE | Sunday, December 11th 2011 - 12:58:37 PM | |
| Name | 777 | |
Comments |
It seems that everything you have been worried about will manifest for you before the end of the year. How do you like that? | |
| DATE | Sunday, October 30th 2011 - 10:53:48 PM | |
| Name | Karen | |
Comments |
random search on nude modeling... found your site. i loved your essay on your sexuality! :) it's rather inspiring to see one's journey... the way you express yourself . . .personal, yet free. | |
| DATE | Monday, October 3rd 2011 - 04:41:41 AM | |
| Name | scot | |
Comments |
Toaph. Damn you have aged. Your face looks like a road map.
Try some wrinkle cream or something. You look like shit. In 8 years you have aged 20. Wow I could not believe my eyes,you use to be handsome now you just look OLD. | |
| DATE | Saturday, September 24th 2011 - 11:52:04 PM | |
| Name | (_*_) | |
Comments |
See you at folsom | |
| DATE | Sunday, September 18th 2011 - 03:44:24 PM | |
| Name | HAPPY BIRTHDAY | |
| E-mail address | HAPPY BIRTHDAY | |
Comments |
50 Years you made it! Happy Birthday! | |
| DATE | Friday, July 22nd 2011 - 07:07:47 PM | |
| Name | LENU/UrbanNudist | |
| E-mail address | lenu@hunkfest.com | |
| Homepage URL | http://www.hunkfest.com | |
Comments |
Just one artist supporting another! | |
| DATE | Sunday, June 5th 2011 - 04:15:36 AM | |
| Name | Phillip Reis | |
| E-mail address | phillipreis@hotmail.com | |
Comments |
Did you write the piece on f1 cars and why it is hard to pass and other facts, because I kind of got lost in the links | |
| DATE | Sunday, May 29th 2011 - 02:37:17 PM | |
| Name | jay | |
| E-mail address | jaysonmodels@yahoo.com | |
Comments |
Hi Toaph - hadn't visited your site in long time and was pleased to see it again. Great work and love how free you are with your body. Jay | |
| DATE | Sunday, May 15th 2011 - 07:57:44 AM | |
| Name | tom | |
| E-mail address | kelse24@msn.com | |
Comments |
great website, liked videos on other website | |
| DATE | Monday, May 2nd 2011 - 03:37:05 PM | |
| Name | Words to live by! | |
Comments |
It is so sad that you dont believe in a higher power. Do you remember when we where driving through carmel and I said how I would love to design a home there? Well that very next week I got a client there. Do you remember how I wanted a jaguar, and when I went to buy a car, my Jaguar was waiting for me. That is the way it works. Ask and it is always given as long as you are a vibrational match to what you are asking for. Everything is energy, and you always get what you ask for. The universe only knows inclusion, not exclusion, that is why it is always important to think a thought that makes you feel better. Even if life is bleek on the outside you can always change that and manifest something else. Listen to Abraham Hicks open your mind and live your dreams. You have watched me do this for years. How do you think I was able to become a published author? (something you have dreamed of forever.) Maybe one day you will understand how this works, until then, I am sure you will be unhappy,and not live the life you REALLY want. Learn to meditate,open yourself to what is your birth right, or stay an unhappy volcan forever, with that so called EMP constanly on your shoulder. | |
| DATE | Saturday, January 8th 2011 - 02:18:28 PM | |
| Name | John Fitzpatrick | |
| E-mail address | HistoricPhillips@aol.com | |
Comments |
What a very special treat to view the website of an artist who has totally projected himself into his work! He has allowed us to see him nude and naked in his inner feelings. I found much of myself in those thoughts, expressed in ways I could not put into words. Toaph's values in simplicity, conservation, and total candor serve as a test of achievement. His sense of retrospection and introspection serve as a guide for all of us trying to figure out who we are. Kudos to you! | |
| DATE | Wednesday, January 5th 2011 - 01:05:24 AM | |
| Name | (_o_) | |
Comments |
ASSHOLE | |
| DATE | Monday, January 3rd 2011 - 11:55:05 PM | |
| Name | James R. | |
| E-mail address | james71913@gmail.com | |
Comments |
Love your work, and blogs.
Thank you! James | |
| DATE | Tuesday, December 14th 2010 - 09:55:22 PM | |
| Name | ?????? | |
Comments |
Rejection projection sucks, just another reason for toaph to show off his old body. This kind of art only feeds his ego, and make everyone else wonder why they wasted there time watching. Gee Toaph ever wonder why your art will never bring you the kind of Fame you have dreamed of? YOU should never quite your day job!!!!! | |
| DATE | Saturday, November 27th 2010 - 08:54:00 PM | |
| Name | ???????????? | |
Comments |
One Of These Days!!!!!!! | |
| DATE | Saturday, November 13th 2010 - 04:47:59 PM | |
| Name | Juan Marino | |
Comments |
Juan Marino here!
After reading your comments... Scot is obsessed with you and you need a restraining order. Pronto! Hoorah for skinny guys with big cocks! | |
| DATE | Thursday, September 23rd 2010 - 09:37:59 PM | |
| Name | toaph | |
Comments |
You are old single and your face is wrinkled and weathered. So sorry you are loosing your hair. At 49 you look like shit! This brings me great joy! | |
| DATE | Wednesday, September 22nd 2010 - 02:44:07 PM | |
| Name | let me guess | |
Comments |
You are the biggest asshole I have ever known! | |
| DATE | Sunday, September 5th 2010 - 05:23:56 PM | |
| Name | Earl Ray | |
| E-mail address | earlraysa@yahoo.com | |
| Homepage URL | http://earlraysa.rowdyroundup.com/index.html | |
Comments |
IMPORTANT!!!
Topher. As an old underground filmmaker, from way-back, let me complement you on your remarkable "body" of work. Now, to business. Question: How do we get a DVD copy of "Eating Pussy," for exhibition at our Feral Cinema, in Austin, Texas this April? This underground series for video exposition, doesn't pay much--as in 'nada.' OK, you don't get any money, just exposure to new markets; where previous attendance has been exceptional, and the SXSW crowd is eager for mental and visual stimulation such as yours. This April I am hosting a showcase of eclectic visual works, and I am adamant about including your brilliant piece "Eating Pussy." (I will pay for shipping through PayPal) In addition, we request you provide supplemental commentary which you will write, and will be published in the screening handout patrons receive, and in subsequent online commentary. BTW, have you new works? We are very interested in promoting your latest artistic endeavors, whatever direction you choose to pursue. One of your biggest fans--Earl Ray. phone: 512-927-2348 shipping address is: SlackerContracting 5400 Waterbrook Dr. Austin, Texas 78723 see also: http://feralcinema.com/ http://sxsw.com/ http://www.badmovies.org/movies/bloodllama/ | |
| DATE | Friday, March 12th 2010 - 08:23:48 PM | |
| Name | Jake | |
| E-mail address | showoffman@yahoo.com | |
Comments |
Christopher, I just wanted to tell you I think you are an original --- and that's about the best thing I can say about anyone.
Your work resonates with me more than you know. I feel attuned to your inner muse. I know what you're thinking, or think I do. Several years ago you sent me a video of some of your work. I cherish it. Keep creating, man. Keep showing off. | |
| DATE | Thursday, February 25th 2010 - 12:41:44 PM | |
| Name | Asher | |
Comments |
Your website is funny. Keep up the good work. | |
| DATE | Wednesday, December 30th 2009 - 12:08:11 AM | |
| Name | Dave Fawns | |
| E-mail address | naked970@yahoo.com | |
Comments |
I love your movies. I spent a whole afternoon watching your movies and looking at all your pictures. They're just fantastic. You're nude shots are amazing and your outlook on things is interesting and querky. Your stuff on Xtube is quite addicting. I hope you'll continue to make more movies and post them.
I searched the Web looking for more of your stuff, but didn't come up with much. Your personal webpage is great, and relatively easy to follow. Thanks for sharing your art. I've bookmarked you so that I can come back and check for updates. Great body and handsome guy. Cheers, Dave | |
| DATE | Wednesday, December 23rd 2009 - 08:07:43 AM | |
| Name | tina | |
| E-mail address | primer144-bs@yahoo.com | |
Comments |
stubbled upon your website while during a search for Little Rascal pics...i can't believe i read so much of what you had to say, you have a way with words, i'll be back for more | |
| DATE | Wednesday, October 21st 2009 - 08:08:29 PM | |
| Name | Alice | |
Comments |
You have a truly beautiful body, and a talent for writing... welldone =] | |
| DATE | Saturday, May 23rd 2009 - 03:10:38 PM | |
| Name | Scot Jeffrey Alpert | |
Comments |
It is not my fault that you are stuck in a Job that you hate. All of your art revolves around you being nude., and you wonder why this has brought you no fame!Why dont you try creating something that inspires people, something that will bring then joy, hope, something that will make them feel good to be alive. I forgot that is beyond your scope.
You led be to believe you loved me for a year, even after finding out I was Hiv Positive, then you moved to california to live me, when all you really wanted was to find out from me was how to be a self supporting artist. You see Toaph I have talent, I believe in myself, and I know how to market myself, you don't have any of these things and never will. The worst part of knowing you was that moment yoou told me all you were doing was SERVICING me, And you wonder why I sent you home. It is not my fault you have never lived your dreams, You just don't have what it takes, nor can you speak your real feeling to someone who loves you, because you don't know how to love. I was the longest relationship you have ever had, and you are destine to spend the rest of your life alone, in a job you hate. Enjoy! | |
| DATE | Sunday, October 12th 2008 - 11:56:51 AM | |
| Name | Scot | |
Comments |
Your website counter just hit my birthday numbers. Congrads. lots of people love your work. Scot | |
| DATE | Wednesday, September 24th 2008 - 05:42:40 PM | |
| Name | Scot | |
Comments |
i think I will start posting the videos we made when we were togther. | |
| DATE | Monday, September 22nd 2008 - 08:28:18 PM | |
| Name | Scot Jeffrey alpert | |
| E-mail address | eatatscots@yahoo.com | |
Comments |
I miss you Toaph, I don't know how to live without you! Many men seem to want me now that I am muscled out, but none hold a candle to you. No one has touched my life like you. God I would do anything to have you back in my life. Damn my heart is forever broken, and yes I have had moments that made be feel so mad at you. I am so sorry. I wish you could of been honest with me, we could of worked things out. Having hiv really fucked up your love for me, but I have never stopped loving you. I hope you find what you want in this life. I have not, you are the only man I will ever love. Like you once said to me, "we have always been together, we will always be together". I love you, and always will. Scot | |
| DATE | Sunday, September 21st 2008 - 05:01:17 AM | |
| Name | Guess | |
Comments |
ASSHOLE! | |
| DATE | Friday, September 5th 2008 - 10:07:16 PM | |
| Name | scot | |
Comments |
there is not day that goes by that I don't think of you.
I hope you have everything you want and need in this life. Toaph you were, and always be the love of my life. I only hope that one day we can be friends again. -Scot | |
| DATE | Thursday, August 14th 2008 - 10:38:34 PM | |
| Name | Scot Jeffrey Alpert | |
| E-mail address | eatatscots@yahoo.com | |
Comments |
To be confident a solid foundation has been built within you.
To know your friends will stand with you no matter the storm. To realize actions by you cause others to seek the best within themselves helps you to be motivated for a day of great development. With much love and respect, Scot I will never stop loving you Toaph, have the best birthday ever! | |
| DATE | Monday, July 21st 2008 - 04:14:07 PM | |
| Name | Scot Jeffrey Alpert | |
Comments |
Please face your fears, walk through them and find the grace you have been looking for. You have this life, start living your dreams, and watch the doors fly open. I have and I never thought life could be this grand. You can do it Toaph, Face those fears, you have it within you, and stop caring what everyone thinks, who cares, the ones who love you will always be by your side. All my love, I hope you have a great birthday....
Your old freind and lover, Scot | |
| DATE | Tuesday, July 15th 2008 - 09:00:32 PM | |
| Name | Tom Clark | |
| E-mail address | beaniecapguy@gmail.com | |
| Homepage URL | http://www.tomsbodypix.com | |
Comments |
Hi Cristopher,
I found you years ago online and loved your work and then in the course of a move or computer change I lost the link to your website and couldn't find it again. And I've been searching ever since trying to find you. I was so excited the other day to come across your vids on XTube - it was like hitting the motherlode all over again. There's something extraordinary about you and your work. I'm so fascinated by you that I have on occasion sat for hours exploring your images and your writings. It was great to see a lot of the older self-portraits again and to see all of the new vids you've been working on. The short at the pool table is so free and beautiful and so absolutely magical on so many levels that it's almost impossible to describe. All these years of being naked has given you something that few other people on earth could ever duplicate. Really happy to find you again Christopher. I thought you'd taken your toys and disappeared from the internet - so glad to see that you haven't. best, Tom | |
| DATE | Sunday, May 18th 2008 - 05:49:14 PM | |
| Name | Scot jeffrey alpert | |
| E-mail address | eatatscots@yahoo.com | |
Comments |
Would you lay here, would you just lay here, with me. and just forget the world.... | |
| DATE | Wednesday, May 7th 2008 - 03:13:50 AM | |
| Name | Earl Ray | |
| E-mail address | earlraysa@yahoo.com | |
| Homepage URL | http://earlraysa.rowdyroundup.com/ | |
Comments |
Need ta come ta Austin for aGLIFF. They'ed love ya, here.
http://www.agliff.org/ Kevin and I spent a night of fascinated, slack-jawed gawkin,' at your "body" of video vérité. (and that's a good thing) Bravo! Keep em' comin.' You gotta MySpace page? I'm here: http://www.myspace.com/earthtomonkieboi Super. Love. Hot. WOW! Crazy. More. Please. | |
| DATE | Tuesday, April 29th 2008 - 05:34:18 PM | |
| Name | Manuel | |
| E-mail address | man_lopes@hotmail.com | |
| Homepage URL | http://myspace.com/manuelbotelho | |
Comments |
I just love your videos, your photographs...
I didn't read your poetry, but I'll come back tomorrow... may I? each time I see some of your work, I become more and more fascinated... you're amazing!... I love it | |
| DATE | Wednesday, April 23rd 2008 - 12:05:00 AM | |
| Name | scot | |
Comments |
What happened to your 6 pack abs, and whats with that double chin? Get back to the gym Toaph! I work out everyday for 2 hours! Thanks for getting me started, now I bench 180 lbs. | |
| DATE | Thursday, March 20th 2008 - 06:16:56 PM | |
| Name | Scot | |
Comments |
hey toaph | |
| DATE | Wednesday, March 19th 2008 - 07:47:20 PM | |
| Name | scot | |
Comments |
Hey whats with the double chin you have now, you always looks so buff, but you look alittle chubbed out on your last video. I still loved it though. I'm at the gym 2 hours a day, and love how ripped I have gotten.Thanks for showing me how to work out. I now have the body I have always wanted. I will put on 10 more lbs of muscle before my birthday.
Get back to the gym handsome. Scot | |
| DATE | Monday, March 17th 2008 - 06:15:06 PM | |
| Name | Mike Walker | |
| E-mail address | mikewalkerdvm@sunflower.com | |
Comments |
Nice site and nice art. | |
| DATE | Thursday, March 13th 2008 - 10:46:31 PM | |
| Name | Scot Jeffrey Alpert | |
| Homepage URL | http://corundumfurnishings.com | |
Comments |
Toaph,
I find it so funny, that sometimes the gifts we give to the ones we love, are often recieved by them many years later. I hope you enjoy your moments with Dan and Jon, and Gordon, and Wayne. All of them have always been dear and close to my heart. There is much wisdom, and grace to be learned from Gordon. Gordon is very brillant, and you are very lucky to blessed you with his friendship. It seems life is like that movie you created. Sometimes we make choices based on our gut feeling, and sometimes the destiny that we live, gives us a insight, on what choices to make and how to spend our day. Something brought you to the the place we first met. I am forever greatful for those moments, knowing you has made a profound difference in the way I live my life in this present moment. Create always.... Peace, and love to you, my old friend, and lover, Scot | |
| DATE | Wednesday, February 27th 2008 - 07:19:44 PM | |
| Name | wayno | |
| E-mail address | wayno4u@gmail.com | |
Comments |
laying around with a sore throat the last couple of days would have been a real bummer but then I came upon your "woodsman" video, and then this interesting website. I traveled a lot thru your neck of the woods when I was driving transport. can't picture u managing those hills with those v.w.'s tho.
cheers ... | |
| DATE | Tuesday, February 19th 2008 - 12:04:18 AM | |
| Name | Scot | |
Comments |
Hope you can stay warm this winter, and still find time to create, at least once a month. God knows I have given you plenty of things to write about. So maybe this will be the year you finish your book, and finally get published.
Take care Toaph. | |
| DATE | Tuesday, February 12th 2008 - 08:53:45 PM | |
| Name | tony | |
| E-mail address | tony5544@yahoo.com | |
Comments |
you should be ashamed of yourself for posting pictures like this where young children can easlity see them, and read the sexual content and situations you describe. Art is art, but you have taken it to a different level where innocent children can be victims, and you the exhibitionist. You should not be allowed to post anything on the internet. | |
| DATE | Monday, January 28th 2008 - 05:11:39 PM | |
| Name | you know who I am | |
Comments |
Stop hacking into my computer. It is against the law, and I will not stand for it any long! | |
| DATE | Sunday, January 27th 2008 - 09:34:30 PM | |
| Name | Scot | |
Comments |
Stop hacking into my computer. It is against the law, and I will not stand for it any longer. | |
| DATE | Sunday, January 27th 2008 - 09:31:13 PM | |
| Name | Bruce Samuel NOBLE | |
| E-mail address | brazen_500@hotmail.com | |
Comments |
A great site, full of usefull imformation. | |
| DATE | Wednesday, October 17th 2007 - 04:55:34 AM | |
| Name | Herbert Nixon | |
| E-mail address | anniepullum@comcast.net | |
Comments |
I love your photos. You are a hamdsome and sexy man. Best wishs for you | |
| DATE | Monday, October 8th 2007 - 01:27:36 PM | |