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| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dearest Jason,
It is almost Christmas, how happy you would be. I don't write the way I should but there are times it is just too overwhelming for me. I think of you always, you are in my heart, I talk to you and pray you are safe. Please know I will never forget you. Love as always, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | My dearest baby boy, I didn't forget you. It has now been five long years since the dreadful day I lost you. I remembered you on August 29, it was a bad day. I worked thinking of you and how I miss you. You would of started kindgergarten this year and I think it made it that much worse. Just think your brother started middle school and you would of been entering kindergarten.
Jason, I don't write like i did but not because I forgot you, it gets harder every time I try to write. I miss you so much and am so lost knowing I never got to hold you. I love your brother so much and I tell him to pray for you always when he says his prayers. My baby I donated money to the Leukemia society this year in your memory hoping to help some little baby who might have a chance of survival. I love you so much, good night my love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | MY dearest jason,
Mommy hasn't forgotten you I have been very busy and very tired and haven't had a lot of time for the computer. YOur brother is very active in sports and keeps me busy six nights a week. I think of you always. I have read some articles lately that bring your loss right back to me. On Sunday, a lady in Queens lost her baby boy like you and never got his remains. My love, you are in my heart, my thoughts, my prayers, I love you Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | You probably thought I have forgotten you but I didn't It is just a lot of things have happened. Your grandma and your aunt died and we have been overwhelmed.
You know how much I love you. Feb 24 was the anniversary of picking up your slides. I love you baby Forever Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
Happy New Year, A new year is here and I still think of you always. I love you and will forever. Mommy's friend Jean sent a great article about other parents who have lost their beloved babies and have asked for their remains and never find them. I am hoping someday everyone will find their baby. Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi my love,
I am thinking of you so much as Christmas approaches. Please know how much I love you and wish you were here with us. I can't tell you what you mean to me. I love you more than you could imagine! Love , Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | My dear Jason,
You must think I forgot about you. Never! Mom is really busy with work and can't get to the computer as I use too. Christmas is next week. How I wish you were here to celebrate with us. I love you my love. Love, your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
I love you, Happy Thanksgiving. Another holiday without you but you are in my heart forever. Your brother is getting to be such a big boy, you would really love him and all your pets. I love you forever, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
I love you, Happy Thanksgiving. Another holiday without you but you are in my heart forever. Your brother is getting to be such a big boy, you would really love him and all your pets. I love you forever, Your Mom |
| Name: | corey dylan clark |
| E-mail address: | andew@clark1967.fsnet.co.uk |
| Comments: | what a lovely website. we lost our little man 12wks tomorrow. it is still very hard,, corey was born 14wks prem but we had his cuddles for 11wks and 3dys and they were very special, something we will never forget. corey darling mummy and daddy love you very much, but you already know that.go and play with the angels little man , untill we meet again. all our kisses mummy and daddy. oh sweetheart stop setting the fire alarm off,it didnt go off for 3years, the day you came home it went of in 10 mins. cheeky monkey. kisses to you. |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
Sorry I didn't write on Tuesday I have been very busy with Poppy. He has moved to a new facility and Mom was very busy doing all the work. I hope you know how much I love you. LOve, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi Baby,
Ilove you, I know you know that. Please stay warm and know how much I miss you. Love forever, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi Baby,
Ilove you, I know you know that. Please stay warm and know how much I miss you. Love forever, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | My Dearest Baby,
Mom didn't forget you, I have been so busy with work and taking care of your brother that I haven't had time to write. A day doesn't go by that I don't think of you some way. I love you forever, Your, Mom |
| Name: | Mary Miller |
| E-mail address: | pmmiller99@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://angelethanpaulmiller.bravehost.com |
| Comments: | You have created such a beautiful memorial for Jason. I am sorry for your loss. If I can be any support please feel free to contact me anytime. (((hugs)))
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| Name: | SONIA&STEVE |
| E-mail address: | CHOPSTUDOR@AOL.COM |
| Comments: | THANK YOU FOR SHAREING YOUR ANGLES POEMS WITH US IT HAS HELPED WITH OUR RECENT LOSS. |
| Name: | SONIA&STEVE |
| E-mail address: | CHOPSTUDOR@AOL.COM |
| Comments: | THANK YOU FOR SHAREING YOUR ANGLES POEMS WITH US IT HAS HELPED WITH OUR RECENT LOSS. |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Four years have come and gone. I wrote a special poem for you and wills send it to you soon.
It's Tuesday that dreadful day. I love you! YOur Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Four years have come and gone. I wrote a special poem for you and wills send it to you soon.
It's Tuesday that dreadful day. I love you! YOur Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Baby, it is just days away from the anniversary of losing you. I love you so much.
I am going to bring flowers to church for you. I love you, Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dearest Jason,
In 6 days it will be four long years since you were swept from me. The hardest part of losing you is that so few people recognized you as a person, a child, a part of me. You will be with me forever. Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
18 days and it will be four years, know I love you and will forever. LOve, Your Mom |
| Name: | Ronnie |
| E-mail address: | peachz214@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | Dear Cathy,
I am very sorry for your loss. You are a very strong person and a comfort to those who have had a similar situation. I can't identify with your situation but I do empathize with you and I do know that there will be sunshine after what appears to be a lot of rain. You are in my prayers. Always, Ronnie |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | I love you baby in 26 days it will be 4 long years since I lost you.
I remember as if it was yesterday. I will never forget you. LOve, your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | I love you my baby!
lOVE, hugs and kisses Your MOm |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
Another Mom who lost her baby her love close to the time I lost you has left us to join you and her baby Teresa. I hope she has looked you up and gave you a hug for me. I want you to know how much I miss you and love you. I will love you forever and although, Idon't write every week, you know I talk to you always and you are in my heart forever. Love, Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
In no way has your Mom forgotten you. I am just in a depressed mode right now and am fighting to get out of it. I love you more than ever and will never forget you. I love you so much Soon it will be four years since that tragic day in my life. Love, your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
HOpe you are feeling all of the love coming your way. I love you so much and my heart is aching for you. I had to leave church Sunday with the baptisms, it is so hard for me. Before you know it, it will be four long years since that tragic day when you left me. Please know I love you! Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dearest Jason,
Mom hasn't forgotten you, I hope you know that. Ihoped you liked your green balloons, I thought they were really different. I talked about you on Friday and how hard it was to lose you. It brought your loss back to me all so well. In August it will be four full years since I lost you on that devastating day. I wish that people had understood the truth and maybe you would be here. I love you so much and will forever my love, Love, Your Mama |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Happy Easter couple of days late, Mom was having computer problems. I was thinking of you as always.
I hope you received your balloons too. I love you my boy and will forever. Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Dana Dixon |
| E-mail address: | Luv4poohbear@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | You have a very beautiful website. I am sorry for your loss. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. |
| Name: | Cathy |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
Just a quick note to let you know I love you. LOve, Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear jason,
Mom is sorry for not writing last week, I have been busy with work. You do know how much I love you. Easter is just around the corner, know that we will be sending you some balloons and planting flowers for you. I love you, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
I love you. ths would be your third birthday this week. It is amamzing howyou are in my thoughts every minute thisweek. I have relived your loss every night this week. Please know I love you, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi Baby,
Mom is thinking of you so much as your third birthday is approaching. I love you so much. Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi Baby,
Mommy is missing you more than ever. Your birthday would be in three weeks somewhere around March 5, 2004, you would be four years old now. I see little boys your age and wonder what you would look like and what you would be doing. I hate baptism Sundays at church they make me think of you so much. This past Sunday was really tough for me to see those babies and think of you and how you never got to be baptized. I hope you know how much I love you and will forever. This year I am going to buy baby formula for a little baby boy who needs help. This is my present to you on your birthday, you have helped many. I love you Jason so much and wish so hard you were here with us. All my love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
Mom went on her first vacation in a real long time last week and had no access to a computer. I didn't want you to think I forgot you, that will never happen, Kennedy and I are going to be moving soon. I wish you were here with us to enjoy your new home. I love you and will send you a balloon when the snow finally vanishes Love Always, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi Baby,
Mom didn't forget youi I love you very much! Things are busy here, your brother and I will be moving soon and things are crazy. I love you and will forever. Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
Mom hasn't forgotten you, I have been sick and didn't get to the computer. Another Christmas has gone by but i thought of you all day. This year I dedicated the tree to you and all the Angels living with you. Our tree is all little gold angels and bows and it looks great. I have a larger Angel standing on the side holding a lighted candle to remember you all. Kennedy thought it would be depressing but he appreciates you and misses you so much. He wanted a baby brother so much. I love you my baby boy and remember me always. Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi My Love,
I didn't forget you today. I am still home and I love you so much. I read your poems and many of the old ones from day 1. I hope to publish these poems some day. Love, Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Baby,
'I am so sorry I haven't written. I hoped you like your balloons Mom sent you for Thanksgiving. Mom has been sick and haven't been able to write to you but I haven't forgotten you . Today I saw three babies, and all of them made me think o f you and reminded me how much I miss you. I love you and am so sorry for not writing sooner. Love, Y Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Baby,
Please understand I have been thinking of you more and more as the holidays approach. Your brother asks me what would Jason be doing now, what would he like? We dream of you and I see you in my dreams. I Love You! Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Baby,
Please understand I have been thinking of you more and more as the holidays approach. Your brother asks me what would Jason be doing now, what would he like? We dream of you and I see you in my dreams. I Love You! Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Baby,
Please understand I have been thinking of you more and more as the holidays approach. Your brother asks me what would Jason be doing now, what would he like? We dream of you and I see you in my dreams. I Love You! Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dearest Jason,
I'm sorry I didn't write yesterday, I never got the time. I thought of you as always, and will forever. I LOVE YOU! Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | HI Baby,
I am sorry I didn't get to write you a note yesterday. I love you as always. You are in my heart too! All my love 164 weeks later! I love you! Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | HI Baby,
I am sorry I didn't get to write you a note yesterday. I love you as always. You are in my heart too! All my love 164 weeks later! I love you! Your Mom |
| Name: | Wendy |
| E-mail address: | wapoovey@msn.com |
| Comments: | Just wanted to extend to you my sympathies in the loss of your son. And to thank you for reading the articles written in memory of my children and Pregnancy and Infant Loss Rembrance Day. As I light candles tomorrow evening I will also remember Jason. |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
I hope you like your balloon, I thought the Orange with the leaves would be good for the season. I know you must of gotten it really quick, because it flew right up. I hope you liked it. Love, Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
I hope you like your balloon, I thought the Orange with the leaves would be good for the season. I know you must of gotten it really quick, because it flew right up. I hope you liked it. Love, Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
I tried to write to you yesterday but I had technical difficulties. As always I was thinking of you especially on Tuesday. All these weeks have passed but you are still in my heart and daily thoughts. I know I disappointed you by not going to the ceremony on Sunday at the Garden at the hospital where I lost you, but I couldn't bring myself to go there. I hopeyou know it wasn't because I wasn't thinking of you. I bought you a flower and I still couldn't go. I love you and will forever, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
Good news the Governor of New YOrk is signing a Proclamation recognizing October 15 as pregnancy loss awareness Day in NY. this is great news Jean Morrissey the lady I told you so much about has worked hard for this along with other Mom's who have lost their Angels. I sent your poem too. I am really happy it is happening. Love, Your Mom I know you are guiding me each day! |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
Good news the Governor of New YOrk is signing a Proclamation recognizing October 15 as pregnancy loss awareness Day in NY. this is great news Jean Morrissey the lady I told you so much about has worked hard for this along with other Mom's who have lost their Angels. I sent your poem too. I am really happy it is happening. Love, Your Mom I know you are guiding me each day! |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Another week has gone by. On October 5th there will be a ceremony at the hospital you were lost at. I plan to go, they now have a beautiful garden to remember all the angels who were lost.
I will plant some flowers in your memory. I love you and will forever keep you in my heart. Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Baby boy,
Ididn't forget you last week, Mom was really sick and not able to write to you. I know you heard me speak to you. Interesting article in the newspaper today. There is garden at the hospital where I lost you. It is calld the Garden of Hope, it is for families who have lost a child thru miscarriage, stillborn, or newborn birth. It is a wonderful concept, there are other gardens like this around the world. I have read about them often. On October 5, there is a memorial service to honor all of you cherished Angels. Mom will be going to remember you. Love, Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | 3 years and one week today. I spoke about you today.
I love you so much! All my love, YOur Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | I love you! |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | I love you! |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | My Dear Baby,
Friday will be three long years since that terrible day when I lost you. The memories are still fresh and I think of you always. I will bring your flowers to Church on Friday and know that they are there for you. I have to write a new poem for you but I just can't seem to get my thoughts to work. I will and when I do, I will share them with you. Your brother is going to 4th grade next week, hard to beleive. He was entering 1st that terrible day , three years ago. I know that you know how much you are loved and will be forever in my heart. All my love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Marsha Vick |
| E-mail address: | nashtenn@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | Hello,
I read your webpage for your precious baby, and my heart goes out to you. I lost my son, Daniel, at 18 years. I cherish the time I had with him, but will forever yearn for him. I miss him so much. I pray that God will surround you with peace and you will feel His love for you. I will think of you on the 3 year anniversary, it will be 2 for me 12/14/03. Its still terribly hard to go on without him. |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi Jason,
It is 155 weeks today. I love you and will always have you close in my heart. Love Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi My love,
154 weeks have passed . It is just a matter of weeks and it will be three full years since I lost you. I will have special flowers for you and will have something special to send you. Remember you are in my heart forever Love, Your, Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi My love,
154 weeks have passed . It is just a matter of weeks and it will be three full years since I lost you. I will have special flowers for you and will have something special to send you. Remember you are in my heart forever Love, Your, Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi My Love,
153 weeks yesterday. I wanted to write to you and every time I tried something came up. I didn't forget you nor did I not think of you. I ordered some flowers for your three year anniversary. August 29th is quickly coming. The worse day of my life. Love, Mommy |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi Baby,
Here it is 152 weeks today. I was home with your brother and as always you came to my mind. I want to do something special for you, for your anniversary. I love you my baby, you are deep in my heart. Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | HI Jason,
151 weeks have passed. Sorry for being late writing, things have been a little hectic. I love you and know you know that. Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi Baby,
It's 150 weeks today, the big 150 in 6 short weeks it will be 3 years since I lost you. To me it is like yesterday, I think of you all the time and the pain is so real. Please know you are in my heart forever. I will send you a new balloon tonight , promise. Love ya, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi Baby,
It's 150 weeks today, the big 150 in 6 short weeks it will be 3 years since I lost you. To me it is like yesterday, I think of you all the time and the pain is so real. Please know you are in my heart forever. I will send you a new balloon tonight , promise. Love ya, Your Mom |
| Name: | Cyssi |
| E-mail address: | Cyssi1@aol.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.angelfire.com/blues/jcr/main.html |
| Comments: | What a beutiful and precious site you have created as a memorial to your son. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss and I have been blessed to have had the opportunity to come by and visit your site for a few minutes.
God Bless! Hugs!!! Cyssi |
| Name: | Cyssi |
| E-mail address: | Cyssi1@aol.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.angelfire.com/blues/jcr/main.html |
| Comments: | What a beutiful and precious site you have created as a memorial to your son. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss and I have been blessed to have had the opportunity to come by and visit your site for a few minutes.
God Bless! Hugs!!! Cyssi |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
Mom was at the doctors yesterday having xrays and she asked was there any chance I was pregnant, I explained none at all that it was 149 weeks ago that I had lost my love. There would never be a second chance that Mom would risk losing another child and repeating this grief. Sometimes I am sorry I did what I did and other times I am not. I love you so much I can't put it into words. Your anniversary is quickly approaching. I love you forever Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi Baby,
148 weeks yesterday, I htought of you right at the exact time. I had a tough time on Sunday when they had Baptisms at Church but I thought of you so much, I had to leave. The interesting think I went to the bagel place and sat down to read the paper while having a bagel. As the tears rolled down my face as I thought of you, Eric Clapton came on with Tears from Heaven. I couldn't believe I was hearing it right. I felt it was your way of talking to me and telling me you were ok. I cried some more and thought of you even more. I love you so much! Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | 147 weeks today and I am still thinking of you. I thought of you at 12:13 and saw you swept from e all over again. I guess because the anniversary of your loss is so close that I think even more.
Kenedy finished 3rd. grade today. I know he would love you and you him. I love you my baby and will forever! Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
Sorry I am late writing to you. Kennedy and your cousin Marisa were in a car accident on Tuesday and I never got to the computer. I am so thankful that they are both ok. My thoughts were if something ever happen to your brother or your cousin who is like your big sister, I don't know what I would of done. They mean so much to you. Losing you has been the worst experience of my life and if I ever lost another, I am not sure I could handle that. Your brother misses you and we talked about you the other day and how you would be playing baseball with him. Dear Baby, know I love you and will forever. I promise to send you a balloon next week. I love you and miss you and will forever, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | My dear Baby,
Mama didn't forget you yesterday, it was just a hectic day. Your brother is finishing third grade hard to believe. I look at all his pictures and see them and wonder how you would look. Would you have blue eyes like me? What color hair would you have, dark like me or light? So many questions are in my mind all the time. The biggest one of course is WHY. I wish I had some type of answer but I don't. I love you my baby and as the third anniversary of your loss approaches, know I will never forget you but love you always. Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | My dearest love,
I didn't forget you, the page was down for some reason. I love you. The time is quickly passing and it will be three years since I lost you. It is still fresh in my mind and heart. I love you today 100 days, 144 weeks. Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | My dearest love,
I didn't forget you, the page was down for some reason. I love you. The time is quickly passing and it will be three years since I lost you. It is still fresh in my mind and heart. I love you today 100 days, 144 weeks. Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi Baby Boy,
Sorry I didn't write to you yesterday, but I was tied up and never got there. I didn't forget you, you know that. 143 weeks later you are as close to me as the day I lost you. I think of you so much and wonder what you would look like. I wonder would you have blue eyes like mine, would you have blonde hair or dark hair like your brother? These are the things I think of whenever I see little boys close to your age. I know one thing, you would be loved no matter how you looked. I love you forever, Your Mom |
| Name: | kaye artiguez |
| E-mail address: | supermommie5@ao;.com |
| Name: | Leigh |
| E-mail address: | toddnleigh@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.geocities.com/oursonwill |
| Comments: | I am so very sorry for your loss. Read your poem on Hygenia. Wanted to share my Mother's Day poem with you.
Happy Mother’s Day To Me A woman is line before me her children by her side The cashier tells her how beautiful they are and the mother smiles with pride She tells her Happy Mothers Day as she hands her the receipt When she waits on me she says nothing, not a word not a peep. She smiles blankly and hands me my change She can’t tell that I am a mother just the same My child is not here with me, but I am a mother still He’s in Heaven with Jesus, he’s my precious son Will. But how do I say to her I am a mother too? She surely will ask me all about you. She will be uncomfortable hearing about my son in Heaven above The one who makes me a mother and fills my heart with love She will not understand my need to hear her say to me Happy Mothers Day as my child she cannot see I ask God to comfort me and hold my baby tight As I can’t be with him now and I miss him with all my might. My husband puts his arm around me as he understands my tears And softly whispers in my ear, where no one else can hear Happy Mother’s Day my sweet our angel’s up above He’s sending you down kisses and all of his love You are a mother still though our son is gone away He is in our heart and in our soul and there he will always stay. Leigh Moss |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi my love,
I sent you a yellow balloon today, hoped you liked it. I have never sent yellow. I watched it soar hi into the sky. I love you will forever, Your Mom You are so missed I could never put it into words! |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Baby boy,
I didn't forget you this week, it has just been a hectic week for Mom I love you my baby and will forever. Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi My Love,
139 weeks nine minutes ago. You are in my heart and mind always. I love you forever! Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Janna |
| E-mail address: | janna@cuteandsingle.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://cuteandsingle.com |
| Comments: | Good stuff, enjoyable. |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi Baby,
I don't know if you got your red balloon this week. It was raining out and not sure it made it to your door. 138 weeks this week and I thought of you on Tuesday and just didn't get the chance to write you a note till today. I have thought of you every day. All my love, Your Mom |
| Name: | lucy |
| E-mail address: | lucy@lucyspage.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.lucyspage.com |
| Comments: | Hi, just a quick buzz to say how much i liked your site, keep up the good work, lucy :-) |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | 137 weeks ago today. I sent you a blue balloon last night, I hope you got it. It was a day early but I was at the store and figured I would send it to you.
I love you, miss you and will forever! Your MOM with so much love |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
Another week has gone by. I still miss you and will forever. Please understand you are in my heart every waking second of the day. I love you and will forever. I only wish you were here with me so I could hold you and tell you in person how much I love you. Your brother misses you too! Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | MOM |
| Comments: | 135 weeks today. You would be two years old this month. Time flies.
I hope you liked your flowers. I didn't do as much as always but I did something special with your memory burning alive. I bought some clothes and things for a little baby girl who isn't as lucky as you. She needed help and I thought it was a great way to remember you. I called it the Jason birthday fund. She is beautiful like you and she really appreciated her clothes and toys. I did this as another way to remember you. I love you and Iam sorry I forgot to write last week but things were crazy. I didn't forget you. I talk to you almost daily. I look at this baby girl and think how I would love to be holding you close to my heart. I will love you forever and never forget you. Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
Yesterday was 133 weeks since I lost you and today would of been your second birthday. Just imagine the terrible twos I would of loved you just the same. I miss you and think of you always. I will write a poem for you as soon as my mind clears. I love you, MOM |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | My darling baby it is 131weeks today since you were taken from me. For some reason it is really hard today.
I wish you were here next week would be your 2nd birhtday and I think for that reason it is hard for me . I love you and promise to have you in my heart for the rest of my life. I love you so much. Your mama |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | My darling baby it is 131weeks today since you were taken from me. For some reason it is really hard today.
I wish you were here next week would be your 2nd birhtday and I think for that reason it is hard for me . I love you and promise to have you in my heart for the rest of my life. I love you so much. Your mama |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | My darling baby it is 131weeks today since you were taken from me. For some reason it is really hard today.
I wish you were here next week would be your 2nd birhtday and I think for that reason it is hard for me . I love you and promise to have you in my heart for the rest of my life. I love you so much. Your mama |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dearest Love,
Today is 130 weeks. I know you were looking over Kennedy and I this morning when we had our accident. You protected us from any great harm. I appreciate your love and your guardian angel wings. They are with me every day. All my love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi my love,
129 weeks in 17 minutes, just wanted to tell you I love you. You would be two years old in a matter of weeks, I will have something special for you. All my love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi Baby Love,
128 weeks today since you were taken away from me. I think of you always. I love you with my whole heart. Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi Baby,
It is really late and Mom was talking about you I went to your site and looked at everthing. Your birthday is just around the corner. I have to write something special for your birthday. My heart still hurts. I had my hair done today and I saw this baby boy. He was really cute. I like him a lot and of course I thought of you. Good night my love, sweet dreams to you Love, YOur MOm |
| Name: | MOm |
| Comments: | Hi Baby,
I hope you received your balloon on Saturday. The lady made it extra special for you. It had as she called it crayola ribbons, red, orange, purple, blue, green. It took a different direction this week, so I don't know if you might of moved so I do hope it found you. Soon you would of been two years old had you been able to stay here with me. I miss you very much. I still see you in my eyes. I love you my baby boy and will forever. Your, Mom |
| Name: | MOm |
| Comments: | Hi Baby,
I hope you received your balloon on Saturday. The lady made it extra special for you. It had as she called it crayola ribbons, red, orange, purple, blue, green. It took a different direction this week, so I don't know if you might of moved so I do hope it found you. Soon you would of been two years old had you been able to stay here with me. I miss you very much. I still see you in my eyes. I love you my baby boy and will forever. Your, Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | HI My Baby,
We sent you a red balloon, I hope you like it. I love you Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Baby,
I didn't forget you. There were some computer problems and the site was down but youwere in my hear the whole time. I felt terrible that I wasn't writing to you but I was in your hear and mind. Please know if this isn't here you are still deep in my heart and mind, and thoughts forever. Your, Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | 122 weeks today and another New Year has passed. I love you as much as ever and think of you always.
I was in the doctors office on Monday where I lost you and I sat in the chair and thought of you over and over. I love you my boy and will forever and ever Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Merry Christmas my love.
Another Christmas gone by that you have missed. Your brother had an ok day. The weather has been very bad we have so much snow. I read a poem someone wrote about ups and downs similar to the one I wrote after I lost you. I think I am fine and dealing with your loss and suddenly it is right back at me. I see little boys who would be your age and I cringe inside. I want to scream out why? Why did you take my baby. I still don't have answers and this is difficult too. Please remember how much I love you and how much I wanted you , you will never be forgotten. All my love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
120 weeks today since you were taken from me. I feel the pain like it was yesterday. Christmas is here and I think of all the fun you and your brother would be having. I love you and think of you always. You are in my heart forever. Love forever, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | HI my love,
Today is 119 weeks later and I still think of you and miss you. Just think it would be your second Christmas, the toys you would have. How you would love to play with your brother and he you. You would each have your own puppy to play with. Jason my love, I love you so much and you are in my heart forever. I love you, Your, Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | 118 weeks today. Ironically, I was in the same office today I was that very day. I thought of you and sensed your presence all day. Tuesday's are overwhelming for me and I know you are there with me.
I looked at the woman there who were getting their baby s checked it was hard to deal with. Jason, I love you and will forever. Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi Baby,
Mama loves you so much. I will send you a balloon over the weekend. 117 weeks ago one hour ago. I love you. Mom |
| Name: | MOm |
| Comments: | Jason,
I just noticed two weeks of your entries are missing. I hope this one stays. It was 116 weeks yesterday. I love you my baby forever. Love, Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Good night my love,
I didn't forget you. I hope you are tucked in your cloud and sleeping tightly. I love you my love and will never forget you. I am working on finding out what happened to you too. Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Hi My Love,
I didn't forget you, I was very busy with work yesterday and had so many things on my mind I didn't get a chance to turn on the computer. I would of done it earlier but we have no power because of the weather 114 weeks yesterday my love but you are fresh in my heart. Love, Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dearest baby,
113 weeks yesterday. I found some baby pictures of your brother and they made me sad. I looked at them and wondered what you would look like. I know you were handsome. I love you, Mama |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | 112 weeks, I love you . I can't forget you.
Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| E-mail address: | cgonzale@nycap.rr.com |
| Comments: | My Dear Jason,
I tried to stop writing and I couldn't. IT has bothered me all week that I didn't write to you. I knew I had to but I was trying to close this journal. I couldn't sleep. I have thought of you all to often. I love you and can't get over you . My love to you is real and forever. Your MOm |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dearest Jason,
110 weeks tomorrow. I have dealt with your loss every day over these weeks, months, and now years. I have faithfully written to you to maintain my connection to you. I have relived the horror of losing you repeatedly. I see you in pieces, I feel the pain, I sense the loss and it is overwhelming. Unfortunately, there are few who understand this type of pain or stress whatever you want to define it as. Everyone thinks, it was over the same day, you were nothing, just wasn't meant to be. Unfortunately, they didn't experience the loss. They didn't see you in pieces, hold you in your hand, and repeatedly relive the horror and nightmares. They didn't hear you crying for help, they didn't feel your touch on my shoulder. So many think, it s crazy life just goes on. Fortunately, there are caring people very few who know what I am feeling because they too have felt this pain. They too relive this nightmare day after day. I have had to make a pretty serious decision. In no way does it represent a lack of love, a desire to forget you, or not recognize your existence, but I am closing this journal as of tonight. It is a closing of a part of my life. I will remember you always, you will be with me forever. If I don't write it doesn't mean I don't love you, it means that I need to try and come to closure. The one disappointment is that your father never wrote an entry in this journal. I asked but he didn't. He will remain anonymous forever as only you and I will know him. Please remember he is a good person, with a heart , he just chooses not to show it. My love, my heart is breaking in writing this note to you, for it is an ending. I will love you and keep you in my heart forever on until the day I die. When that day comes, I am taking your memory with me forever. I love you more than I could ever put into words. All my love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | 109 weeks tomorrow. I only wish you were here with me. It seems to be getting tougher instead of better. I feel it is the fact I never can have another child. I wanted you and loved you so much.
Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | 108 weeks my love. I remembered yesterday as I do every day, sorry I didn't get to write my note to you.
I love you and miss you and always will till the day I die. I ask myself how long will I keep writing and at this point, I hope to do forever. Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dearest Jason,
I didn't forget you yesterday just one thing led to another and I never got to write to you. I talked to you though, I am sure you heard me. I was busy with your brother and his pets, we really need to cut back. I love you my love, I will send you balloons next week. All my love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| E-mail address: | cgonzale@nycap.rr.com |
| Comments: | Baby,
I hope you got your balloons, they were sent to you with love. They were both blue. Next week, I am going to put a tag on them to see how far they actually go. A friend of mine wrote me a note and I guess through a slip asked how Jason liked school instead of your brother Kennedy. It was a very scary thing. To know that you will never get to go to school. September 11 was a terrible day for me the anniversary of the terrible events in NYC and people complaining of their losses and not having remains , is just a memory of all I lost too. I love you! Mama |
| Name: | Mom |
| E-mail address: | cgonzale@nycap.rr.com |
| Comments: | 106 weeks tonight my love. I love you !
Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Baby,
Your flowers were still in church on Sunday and they looked very nice. 105 weeks today! Sorry I didn't get chance to write earlier. I miss you and love you and thought of all the what if's last week. I wish I had an answer. I love you forever, Your Mom |
| Name: | ke nnedy |
| Comments: | ilove you
bro |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dearest Jason,
Here we are 2 years, a full 104 weeks. I brought a beautiful bouquet of flowers to church today for the Mass. I have to tell you I cried a lot today and I miss you so much. An elderly woman at church who saw me crying told me you would always be in my heart and I explained how true that was. No matter if it is one day, one year, two years, three years etc you are with me for an eternity. I took one of your carnations home with me to put with your others I have saved. I love you my baby and will forever. Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| E-mail address: | cgonzale@nycap.rr.com |
| Comments: | Well here it is 103 weeks since I lost you.
I am so sad thinking of you but I have done a lot of good for others who have lost their babies too. Next week, I will send you balloons, and do something special for someone. I love you and I think you know that. My love you are with me forever. Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| E-mail address: | cgonzale@nycap.rr.com |
| Homepage URL: | http:/ |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
I am so sorry for being a day late in my note to you. I have been really busy with work and I thought of you yesterday as I do everyday but never got the time to write to you. Amazing to think, my love that yesterday was 102 weeks since you were taken from me. I miss you now as if it was yesterday. I guess the question is how long will I keep this book going. It is now going to be two full years in two weeks. I had a doctors appointment today but I couldn't bring myself to be in that office. Your brother went to a party on Sunday and there were lots of children, he wants a brother or sister so bad. I only wish you were here with us to share the love we have for you. Deep in my heart you will live forever. I miss you and wanted you so much. I wish I knew why you were taken from me, but I guess I will never know. My love forever, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dearst Jason,
101 weeks tomorrow. I love you. I hope you got your balloons tonight, they were great. The mylar didn't want o go up, it almost fell to the ground and I whispered to it, please fly home to Jason and you know it miraculously took off and reached high into the sky. I love you , baby Your Mommy |
| Name: | Mom |
| E-mail address: | cgonzale@nycap.rr.com |
| Comments: | Well my love, hard to believe 100 weeks today. Imagine, I have written to you every week for the past 100 weeks. You are fresh in my mind where you will remain forever.
My darling baby, how I wish you were here with me, how wish I got to hold you close and tell you how much you meant to me. You would be such a big boy now. Dearest Jason, my love, I love you forever and forever !!! All my love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dearest Jason,
99 weeks today. It doesn't seem possible that I could be writing to you for so long. I said i would keep this going for one year and here we are about to finish a second whole year. I am going to put these entries together some day by year. I want to publish your memoirs and what they mean to me. I love you my son, forever. Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
98 weeks today in one hour. I am writing to you now, since I might not be available later. I love you. Lots of people have seen your new site and think it is nice. I mean all that it says. You are in my heart forever. It doesn't matter if it is 2 minutes, 2 days, 2 months , 2 years, the love is all the same. Love you forever, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
In 20 minutes, it will be 97 weeks from the day I lost you. I finished your second anniversary page, imagine, Mom did it early. I love you and miss you and wish you were in my arms. This time of year is really tough for me because I relive the time you were still with me. All my love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Happy Fourth of July My Love,
I am home thinking of you, working on your poem for your second anniversary. Your brother is out with marisa having a good time. I am just not in that kind of mood. I think of you and I really think I am reliving 2000 all over again in my mind and body. I feel so much like I did that summer when you were within me growing and no one knew you were there. I think so much of that terrible morning and night. I blame myself for not doing more. I feel I was lazy, I should of gotten up and did more. I am so sorry for this. I can't tell you how much my heart is broken and how I miss you and wanted you. I love you my love, Forever, Your MOm |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dearest Jason,
96 weeks today. I wanted to be sure to write to you early today so I wouldn't get tied up in work. I wrote you a poem for your second anniversary, I am still playing with it to make it exact. I miss you as always and wish so much you would be here with us. I will have you in my heart and mind for the rest of my life. Love, Your Mom p.s. I will send you balloons for the 4th. Red White Blue! |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
I don't know it seems some of your entries are missing again. This week was 95 weeks and I was so busy with work I didn't get to talk to you. I wrote a poem for your second anniversary which is just a short time away. Please know I thought of you on Tuesday and will never forget you. Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Lilian |
| E-mail address: | ejloh@tm.net.my |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.geocities.com/my_little_vincent |
| Comments: | Cathy, I just read about your posting in MMIAS and feel the need to drop by Jason's page to tell you that I was here. I cannot agree more with the 'roller-coaster' emotions. I can laugh as easily as I can cry now or rather, is it the other way round? |
| Name: | Julia McClelland |
| E-mail address: | julia@sheltielife.co.uk |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.sheltielife.co.uk |
| Comments: | To Jason,
Just thought I would say that I know that your mom loves you so much and it is a great shame that you didn't get to share a life with such a lovely family. Love Julia |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Baby,
Today is Father's Day. I gave your Dad a gift that was inspired by you I know. I was in the store weeks ago and this brief case popped out and said this was the gift. Little did I know that he was looking for one. As he described what he was looking for I gave him the gift. I know it was inspired by you. All my love forever. This week will be 93 weeks. Love, Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| E-mail address: | cgonzale@nycap.rr.com |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
Today is 92 weeks. I am thinking of you as always. Things have been crazy but I will never forget you. Sorry this note is so short but I love you. Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| E-mail address: | cgonzale@nycap.rr.com |
| Comments: | Dearest Baby,
Tomorrow will be 91 weeks since I lost you. You are on my mind as always. I have been talking to some people this week who have recently lost their babies too and they don't understand why it hurts so much. They ask how long will this be for. I have told them all about you and explained, it will be forever, it might get easier but the pain will be their. I told them not to feel silly, it is normal. I love you Jason, and have you in my heart forever. Love, Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| E-mail address: | cgonzale@nycap.rr.com |
| Comments: | Dearest Jason,
This weekend was difficult for me it was the anniversary of your creation. I thought of that happy weekend two years ago when I was blessed with your conception. Never did I expect this happy unexpected surprise but never did I expect your demise. I love you my baby and will for the rest of my life. Love , Your Mom |
| Name: | Kimberly H |
| E-mail address: | keltickimmi@aol.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://geocities.com/khelmic2002/ |
| Comments: | I'm curently surviving another lose I lost my twins on mothers day although both the docters and i were expecting it it still came as a shock i was 11 weeks pregnant at the time they were due the first week in december. your site is buetiful and i can feel your love for your son may God be with all of us |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dearest Jason,
I didn't forget you on Tuesday, it's just that work and life has been unbearable these past couple of weeks. I am not sure why things are so bad but they are. I work very hard and it seems work is crazier than you could imagine. Becasue I am who I am , I carry a lot of guilt when things go wrong and I shouldn't since Iam not responsible. I thought of of you as always, I was on the phone at 12:13 but I was talking to someone at work. I talked to you also. I see all these pregnant woman and think of you. I saw a magazine article, older woman having children I could too. All my love to you as always my love, You are in my heart forever. Love, Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| E-mail address: | cgonzale@nycap.rr.com |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
Tomorrow is 88 weeks since I lost you. I think of you daily and thought of you yesterday. I wore my guardian Angel pin reminding me of you and thinking of how much I miss you. I love you my love and hope you realize what you mean to me. All my love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Erica zachs mom |
| E-mail address: | inheaven99@prodigy.net |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.geocities.com/lovezach6/index.html |
| Comments: | I am so sorry for your loss!! I will keep you in my prayers. Also happy mothers day!!!! Love erica |
| Name: | Mom |
| E-mail address: | cgonzale@nycap.rr.com |
| Comments: | Baby boy,
87 weeks today in just 38 minutes. I am busy with your brother's First Communion this weekend. It is going to be hectic. Work is still crazy with computer issues. I love you and hope you like your Mothers Day Poem. I love you with all my heart. YOUR MOM xoxoxo |
| Name: | Mom |
| E-mail address: | cgonzale@nysnet.net |
| Comments: | Dear Baby,
Although it is 86 weeks this week, you are fresh in my mind. I love you, Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
I got the scare of my life. I went to do my weekly entry and your book was scrambled from January 3, 2002 and on. I try to back it up regularly and the thought of losing all of this frightened me. I am thinking of you as always and I sat here in tears thinking I lost my connection to you. I love you so much and miss you so much. I only wish I could have you for five minutes to hold and kiss and tell you in person how much I wanted you and miss you. All my love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| E-mail address: | cgonzale@nycap.rr.com |
| Comments: | Dear Jason,
Mom just came home from baking bread with your brother for his first communion. He is a boy. I can imagine the two of you together with your puppy who is a boy too. I hope you are doing well. I am thinking of you always and I know you are looking over us. I love you as always and will for the rest of my life. I see you in my dreams, my thoughts and in everything I do. I love you with all my heart. Love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Mom |
| E-mail address: | cgonzale@nycap.rr.com |
| Comments: | Good night my love,
MOm might not get to a computer around noon tomorrow, things are kind of busy. I love you my dear. I am thinking of you. It is 85 weeks tomorrow although if you really think it is 85 weeks today. I made a mistake last week it was 84 last week. In my heart, my soul, my find forever. All my love, Your Mom |
| Name: | Carmen J |
| E-mail address: | MyJaron4life@aol.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://hometown.aol.com/MyJaron4life/homepage/profile.html |
| Comments: | My heart goes out to you and your family,just remember your baby is an angel,i had my son 01-23-02 he passed 04-12-02,i thank the lord for the time i had with him and im here if you need me.c jackson |